bereavement

The sky turned from dark to bright, and Xie Qin was locked up for a whole night.

Didn't eat or drink, slept well.

This level is nothing to him. Xie Qin eats irregularly. He can't die from starvation for two days. He can sleep at any time when he is sleepy. The only problem now is drinking water.

There is surveillance in the room, Jiang Yanyu may be watching him, or he may no longer care about his life or death.

Unable to do anything, Xie Qin lay on the bed with half-closed eyes, wondering how the hell time passed so slowly.

I didn't drink a drop of water at the end of the day, and my throat was so dry and sore.

There was no movement outside the room, and Jiang Yanyu never visited him at all.

Xie Qin couldn't tell what he was feeling now, he was slumped on the bed, his limbs were weak, his bloodshot eyes were staring at the ceiling in a daze, his face was full of sleepiness.

He seemed to be waiting to die every second.

Life passes without rebellion.

Worse than death is the loss of the will to live.

Xie Qin was handcuffed all the time, his fingers were so numb that he couldn't feel it, and there were two circles of marks on his wrist, which were dark red and looked like they were about to bleed.

He didn't know what Jiang Yanyu was thinking now, whether he planned to keep him here to fend for himself, and collect his body after he died, or let him beg for mercy and admit his mistakes.

If you have to choose one of the two, Xie Qin chooses the former.

It wasn't a matter of losing face, he didn't think he was at fault at all.

He has already begged Jiang Yanyu, beg him to have a good time, let him die directly, don't do these things that make people half-dead, Xie Qin is very annoyed by this.

Stayed up until the next night, more than 30 hours had passed.

Now Xie Qin felt that it was a good thing that he didn't have water to drink, so he didn't have to go to the toilet, and he didn't want to wet the bed at all.

But his stomach started to hurt.

Jiang Yan wanted to beat his stomach like a sandbag, there must be some organ bleeding inside, Xie Qin only felt his stomach was bloated after waking up.

But he hadn't eaten all the time, and his stomach really couldn't bear it.

In the middle of the night, without knowing what time it was, Xie Qin suddenly got up and sat on the head of the bed. He hugged his knees and buried his face, curled up into a ball.

It hurts so much.

Xie Qin felt that sulfuric acid had been poured into his stomach.

Forget about the pain, it was still swollen with heat, and the feeling that his stomach was about to explode became more and more intense. He firmly grasped the iron chain with both hands, and the blue blood vessels and veins on his wrist protruded. whitish.

"Jiang Yanyu!" Xie Qin couldn't take it anymore, he looked up at the camera and roared, "I'm going to make you play to death!"

No one responded.

"Okay, okay, admit your mistake," Xie Qin gritted his teeth: "I'm fucking wrong, I'm sorry, I'm such a fool."

"..."

Xie Qin was completely desperate. He never thought that Jiang Yan would be so cruel that he really wanted him to wait here to die.

Jiang Yanyu looked at the surveillance screen on the computer with a blank expression on his face.

He had a half-smoked cigarette in his hand, and the ashtray on his desk was full.

Xie Qin's low-quality cigarettes are very pungent, and it takes a long time to get used to the taste, and after being addicted, his lungs are basically black.

Jiang Yanyu smoked for half a year, but still coughed.

He tried to accept what Xie Qin liked, tried his best to accommodate all Xie Qin's preferences, thinking that he would be closer to Xie Qin.

So Jiang Yanyu started to smoke Xie Qin's low-quality cigarettes, replaced the soft music in the car with sad emorap, and occasionally went to the small Sanwu supermarket on the street to buy lollipops.

All of this, all of this, Xie Qin didn't know.

There are many, many things about Jiang Yanyu that he doesn't know.

Jiang Yanyu actually didn't want to give him freedom at all.

Don't want him to go out, socialize, go to school.

Don't want him to know anyone other than himself.

It was enough for Xie Qin to just stay at home.

Jiang Yanyu's control and possessiveness are so serious that even his lover has to be raised from an early age. He has to make sure that that person belongs to him completely, never betrays, never runs away, so that he dares to give away everything he owns. Give everything without reservation.

Jiang Yanyu is too aware of his distorted psychology, so he has been restraining and forbearing, giving Xie Qin as much freedom as possible.

He wanted Xie Qin to see the outside world more, to see more and better things, he hid his paranoia and selfish desires, and allowed Xie Qin to live arrogantly and casually.

Suppressing himself and fulfilling Xie Qin, this is Jiang Yanyu's way of loving him.

But Xie Qin was too cold-blooded.

Jiang Yanyu was very disappointed.

The original family has influenced the formation of Xie Qin's character and three views, and the only things his parents taught him were swear words and violence.

The living environment and the people around him kept instilling negative energy. On the one hand, he said that Xie Qin was hopeless, and on the other hand, he pitied him for his miserable life, saying that the world was not friendly to him at all.

Running away from home freed Xie Qin from the hell of family, but at the same time pushed him into the abyss of society.

Xie Qin has witnessed too much evil in human nature, and the world that appeared in front of him was full of darkness. Before he saw the places illuminated by light, he directly cast aside the whole world.

"There is no trust between people, and love and affection are useless like rubbish."

Jiang Yan wanted to pull Xie Qin into the light to have a look,

Xie Qin was willing to fall in the dark.