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Chapter 36 Alienation

On this day, Huo Chunshan got Chongqiu's personal information from Zhu Lijun.My friend's credit agency is not linked to black and white, so the information obtained is what normal people can collect. There is only a piece of paper with Chongqiu's birth date, place of origin, ID number, education, and occupation written on it. , residence and, moreover, his family background.

His father, Chong Ci'en, has been dead for 11 years.When he was born, he worked as a logistics worker in a Qingshui yamen in S City, with a medium income, and was originally from Chongfu Town, Tongxiang City.

His mother, Wang Qiuping, is 62 years old. She used to work in a local temple in Chongfu Town.

According to this information, Chongqiu can be regarded as a thorough grassroots class, and Chong Ci'en died young, so it is estimated that in order for Chongqiu to receive a good education, he has worked hard.

Huo Chunshan frowned and thought, if Chongqiu was in his hometown, he would have already married a wife and had children at the age of 28.Now in S City, he has no money, no power, and no relatives, but he has to live like this. It is no wonder that he has low self-esteem and withdrawn, it is forced by the environment.

Randomly stuffing the materials into the drawer, Huo Chunshan didn't intend to mention these to Shao Xiangyu.As far as he knew, Shao Xiangyu had already decided to stay in the country, and the reason was unclear, but since his goal had been achieved, there was no need to interfere in other people's private affairs.

……

Chongqiu worked as an assistant for Shao Xiangyu in the last few days, and found that the other party's behavior was a bit different from usual.Although he still picks him up to work, works together, eats, and goes home, Shao Xiangyu rarely jokes with him. The relationship between the two is not tense, but a little alienated.

Chongqiu felt confused. When sending text messages two days ago, Shao Xiangyu kept saying those ambiguous words, but now he seemed to be a different person.

On the last day, he had no choice but to say, "The school will start working the day after tomorrow, and I can't come here again."

Regarding this, Shao Xiangyu just glanced at him carefully, his eyes were deep and dark, and then said: "Clean up and go eat."

He stood up, loosened his tie, took his wallet and car keys, and went downstairs with Chongqiu.

When he came to the restaurant, Shao Xiangyu ordered a bunch of dishes and ordered wine. He still spoke very little, and the two of them sat like bored gourds.If you don't chat, you eat too much. After eating, Chongqiu also drank a lot of wine.

Afterwards, Shao Xiangyu sent him home, he was not drunk, but his mind was in a daze.Chongqiu felt inexplicably depressed, but he didn't know where his emotions came from, maybe it was because of parting.

Yes, we are about to separate, so Shao Xiangyu is not happy to talk...

When he got home, Chongqiu took out a stack of money from his pocket and handed it to Shao Xiangyu: "Money for mobile phones, and money for meals."

Shao Xiangyu raised his eyebrows and took it, counted it to three thousand, then only gave a slight "hmm" and put it aside.

Chongqiu's salary is transferred to the bank card by the financial department.Three thousand, exactly half of his monthly salary.

"Is there anything else you want to tell me?" Shao Xiangyu asked lightly.

Chongqiu was startled.Ah, I do have a lot of words in my stomach, but I just can't find the exit.Faintly felt that if he didn't say anything, Shao Xiangyu was going to leave, he was flustered, he stammered: "Time flies so fast, on the day of the class reunion, you sent me home for the first time, but I didn't expect that now you almost every day give me……"

"Hmm." The man in the driver's seat looked directly at the windshield, but there was no further words except for this "hmm".

Chongqiu became more and more panicked, why didn't Shao Xiangyu continue the topic, he used to talk about it, especially when he came home at night, he would talk about many interesting things, the past when he was studying in the United States, and the interesting stories with Huo Chunshan's buddies...

Now that Shao Xiangyu suddenly cherished words like gold, Chongqiu began to miss his voice.That kind of gentle, whispering magnetic voice makes people feel comfortable in their ears and feel comfortable in their whole body...

Chongqiu twisted a few times on the seat, trying to lead the topic naturally: "The relationship between people is really amazing!"

"How to say?"

"Ah, not long ago I even forgot that I still had classmates from elementary school, but now, I am so familiar with you." Chongqiu gestured, "We also played bowling together, I was your assistant, learned how to use computers, and Mobile phone, and watching 3D movies, um, I can still eat so many delicious foods every day..." Without Shao Xiangyu, there are some things that he may never touch in his life, and he will not be blessed to enjoy them.

"Hehe..." Chongqiu's serious tone made Shao Xiangyu laugh, and he encouraged him to continue.

"...Speaking of which, you only owe me ten yuan, but now I feel that I owe you a lot, a lot."

Shao Xiangyu said, "Didn't you just return the money to me?"

"That doesn't count, I should pay that back, but some spiritual things haven't come out, I can't explain well... Well, before this, I was alone, I had classes during the day, and I didn't know what to do after work. Life is like boiled water. Although it is not hard work, it is not particularly happy. But during these days, I feel that I have experienced many things suddenly, and these things are brought to me by you. Sometimes, I feel as happy as I want to Floating, but sometimes, I feel, I feel scared..." Chongqiu frowned as he spoke, looking like he was looking for trouble.

"What are you afraid of?" Shao Xiangyu softly guided Chongqiu to continue talking. It was rare to hear people who were usually silent talking so much at once.It seemed that he was driven by his abnormality.

Chongqiu's voice trembled a little: "I don't know what to be afraid of..."

Frankly speaking, he was a little scared, Shao Xiangyu was so kind to him, but after they separated, they would be like strangers again.

"Don't think about it." Shao Xiangyu reached out and rubbed his hair, and said softly: "Go back, call me if you miss me."

Chongqiu got out of the car, this time he didn't go up first, but watched Shao Xiangyu's taillights sweep across the houses and the bushes on the street, and then turned around and disappeared at the entrance of the alley.From the kitchen of my home, I could see the cars downstairs. Every day in the past, Shao Xiangyu would wait for him to go upstairs and turn on the lights before leaving...

Chongqiu felt lost in his heart, as if being strangled by a cloth belt, he had difficulty breathing.

Shao Xiangyu did it on purpose. He deliberately kept a distance from Chongqiu, deliberately alienated him, and deliberately stopped being affectionate and pampering him.He did this with a purpose.

After breaking up with Yao Shi, Shao Xiangyu thought a lot.Living with Chongqiu is not just for fun.However, from the beginning of this love, Shao Xiangyu was too proactive, which led to the extreme ambiguity between the two but no development.

His thoughts on Chongqiu are obvious enough, but the other party is still not angry, and he doesn't express it.If Chongqiu himself doesn't know that men can like men, then it is understandable.But he knew that Shao Xiangyu had enlightened him early in the morning, and under Shao Xiangyu's offensive, he could easily detect his thoughts.

With a rational analysis, if Chongqiu is blindly being courted, pursued, and confessed, then he will just go with the flow and get used to these, and take Shao Xiangyu's love for granted by default.

Shao Xiangyu did not want to meet such a result.So his patience came to an end at this moment.

In the blink of an eye, half a month after the start of school, not only did Chongqiu not receive a call from Shao Xiangyu, he didn't even receive a text message.In the past, almost every night, Shao Xiangyu would send him a text message to say good night, and call him good morning...

Chongqiu flipped through the text messages on his phone over and over again, Shao Xiangyu's greetings, Shao Xiangyu's sweet words... Even if it was received last month, he still couldn't bear to delete one of them, and when he was bored, he dug it out and read it again and again.

What is Shao Xiangyu doing, is he busy, what did he have for dinner, why not send a text message to ask him, but how do he open his mouth?

In the past, Shao Xiangyu always sent it to Chongqiu, and Chongqiu replied.Now let him take the initiative, for a while he didn't know how to speak.Follow Shao Xiangyu's post "What are you doing"?Doesn't that prove that I miss him!

Chongqiu chased away his shyness, stuffed the phone under the pillow, and thought bitterly, Shao Xiangyu is really disgusting.

Why did it become like this?In the past, a person would never feel lonely and empty no matter what, he would not miss anyone, and he would not care about anyone's feelings.Except for occasionally missing his mother in his hometown, he only had a monotonous two-point and one-line life, going to class and leaving get out of class, and he lived like a monk for six years.

Now, this monk has a desire, he wants Shao Xiangyu's care, he wants Shao Xiangyu's greetings... He is greedy for that tenderness and beauty, and even more greedy for the food provided by Shao Xiangyu.

Shao Xiangyu is an asshole!Chongqiu curled his lips and blinked his eyes twice.

In fact, the blame is only my lack of concentration.When I was in school, the teacher told a story about a great man. He said that because his family was poor, he only ate frozen porridge to satisfy his hunger every day. A classmate from a wealthy family knew about it and felt sorry for him, so he gave him a bunch of delicious food, but the great man had nothing. Eat until something rots and is lost.The classmate was very angry when he found out, and asked the great man, but he replied, if I eat a good one, I won’t be able to eat my frozen porridge anymore...

Chongqiu felt that he was a typical negative teaching material.

Lick your lips, no cookies and no cake, go to sleep...

When I went to work the next day, I heard a cell phone ringing on the subway, which was very similar to my own. He subconsciously touched his pocket, and his own one was still lying quietly in his pocket, without any movement...

Chongqiu went away for another day, and when he was about to leave work, a female teacher turned on the radio, and the radio host introduced a bunch of new songs and old songs. Chongqiu was slowly attracted by those songs, and he listened to them for a while. Singing about your love and my love, I feel like I am speaking my own heart.

When I got home at night, when it got dark, Chongqiu couldn't stand it any longer.No matter how strong a person is during the day, at night, it is another matter.

He was lying on the bed, surrounded by terribly silent, thinking over and over again the few lyrics he heard in the afternoon——

"The text messages you send, the memories you don't want to delete, and the happy words you revisit over and over again..."

"Silent night, the phone is my whole world, I keep repeating your number, but I don't have the courage to dial it..."

Chongqiu felt sad, his mobile phone exists entirely for Shao Xiangyu, now that Shao Xiangyu doesn't contact him, the mobile phone seems extremely lonely.Unexpectedly, popular songs will one day become their own portrayal.

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