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Tomorrow will be the day Shao Xiangyu originally agreed to come back.Chongqiu held the mobile phone, hesitated again and again, and finally decided to call Shao Xiangyu first to be soft, and he would definitely apologize, but how should he apologize?

Chongqiu took a pen and paper, and lay down on the desk in the study to make a draft.

"Xiangyu, I shouldn't be playing with Lu Xiangsheng, don't be angry with me." Oh, it's strange to say that, it feels like a primary school student writing a self-criticism...

Chongqiu crossed out the sentence, and wrote: "Xiangyu, Lu Xiangsheng and I are not what you think, so don't be angry." What Xiangyu was thinking he didn't know, so it wouldn't work...

Chongqiu scratched again, and wrote again: "Xiangyu, I don't love Lu Xiangsheng, I just treat him as a friend." Is this trying to explain "I love you"? ...It seems that I can't say it...

"Xiangyu, Lu Xiangsheng and I are just playing around, but we are serious with you."

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Ahhh!After struggling for two hours, someone finally gave up. He scratched on the paper with a pen angrily, or he could call Xiangyu to ask when he will arrive tomorrow...

Chongqiu dialed Shao Xiangyu's phone tremblingly, but no one answered the first call, he flinched, did he deliberately not answer his own call?

After 10 minutes of awkwardness, Chongqiu mustered up the courage to hit the second one again, and the response was picked up halfway through. He just breathed a sigh of relief when he suddenly heard a strange voice: "Hello?"

Chongqiu was startled, and asked, "Who are you?"

The voice of the other party was very clear, and he felt like a teenager. The man said: "Baby Qiu Zai? Who are you?" Baby Qiu Zai is Shao Xiangyu's nickname stored in his phone.The man thought it was funny and thought it was Shao Xiangyu's son, but he didn't expect it to be an adult's voice, so he joked, "Are you his lover?"

Chongqiu's hands began to tremble: "I...I'm not."

The man let out a "ha" and said, "Oh, then you are his lover? We are colleagues, and I am his bed partner tonight..."

Chongqiu's heart skipped a beat, before he could react, he had already hung up the phone.

Shao Xiangyu came out of the bathroom and looked at the strange boy in the room in disbelief: "Who are you?"

The young man was so courageous, he came over and directly posted on Shao Xiangyu: "Mr. Shao..."

Shao Xiangyu pushed him away: "I asked who you are! How did you get in?" Even though he drank a lot of wine, he hadn't lost his mind yet.

The man smiled coquettishly: "Just now at the bar, it wasn't you who kept looking at me, it was Mr. Yi who arranged for me to come..."

Shao Xiangyu narrowed his eyes, but it was the boy in Yi Fuzhi's arms just now!

The other party clung to him enthusiastically again, Shao Xiangyu pushed him away vigorously, and said coldly: "Go out."

The boy staggered and was taken aback by the push, only then did he realize that the other party was not interested in him, so he pouted and left.

Shao Xiangyu picked up his mobile phone and called Huo Chunshan, and immediately scolded him: "What is Yi Fuzhi up to? Any MB can come directly into my room? Has he ever asked me what I mean!..."

Huo Chunshan winked at Yi Fuzhi, and kept saying good things to Shao Xiangyu: "Calm down, calm down, well, he also wants to make you relax..."

Shao Xiangyu scolded again, Huo Chunshan took the phone away, and said in his heart, although the plan failed, but letting him scold is a way to vent, it's better than holding it in his heart...

After hanging up the phone, Huo Chunshan shrugged to Yi Fuzhi, spread his hands and said, "It's not our fault, his IQ was ruined by love."

Shao Xiangyu used Huo Chunshan as a punching bag to vent his anger. He was lying on the bed at this time, and the exhaustion accumulated in the past few days came to his head. After a while, he fell into a drowsy sleep.

In the early morning, he had another nightmare, dreaming that he was going home, Chongqiu was gone, and everything about him was gone...

Shao Xiangyu struggled to wake up, and went to the bathroom to wash his face with cold water.

When I came back, I found my mobile phone beside my pillow, and went to look through the previous information records with Chongqiu.It has been like this for the past few days, I want to contact him, but I always give up in the end, because I am afraid that he will say...

"Huh..." After turning on the phone, Shao Xiangyu found that Chongqiu had called six hours ago!He... What is he going to say to himself?

Shao Xiangyu's heart was beating wildly, he clenched his fist and then loosened it, and after a few minutes, he gritted his teeth and pulled it back.

Chongqiu's mind kept repeating the boy's words like a lingering sound——

I'm his bed partner tonight...I'm his bed partner tonight...I'm his bed partner tonight...

He has always been stubborn and stubborn, and now he is even more stupid to the end, and he took the oolong incident on the phone completely seriously, without any doubts!

The whole person was unable to move as if the acupoints were pressed, and slowly he realized that the heart was hurting, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't move his body.Chongqiu slowed down, clutched his chest and climbed into the closet, locked it inside, and then began to gasp in grievance, crying until there were almost no tears to flow out, just shrinking in the closet and trembling, the shock just now gradually sublimated into determination sad...

Chongqiu thought in his heart: He can ask me, he can scold me and beat me, he can also force me to have sex with him, I can bear all these... But he not only doesn't believe me, he doesn't call me, he doesn't listen to me Explaining, still being with other people...sleeping with other people...doing that kind of thing with other people...

Now, it is useless to say anything to him, because he has changed his mind...

If you stay together like this, it's better to separate...

Compared to mistrust, compared to indifference, "derailment" is almost a one-shot death.

At 04:30 in the morning, the phone rang suddenly.Chongqiu didn't sleep all night, and his spirit had already collapsed into a straight line. He grabbed the phone, waited for the ring to stop, and then it rang again after three seconds, then pressed the answer button, and brought the phone to his ear.

"...Chongqiu?" Shao Xiangyu's voice over there sounded unsteady, and Chongqiu naturally thought that the other party had just finished his work before he found out that he had called, maybe it was the boy who told him...

Shao Xiangyu said: "You last night..."

"Shao Xiangyu..." Chongqiu's voice trembled, "Let's break up."

After hearing this, Shao Xiangyu was silent for half a minute, and then said softly: "...Well, it's up to you."

Hearing the staccato sound coming from the phone, Shao Xiangyu's hand dropped.

The nightmare became reality.

Yes, I can only do things that hurt you, pull you out of the world of one person abruptly, give you happiness but make you lonely and lost, tempt you to live together but rape you, because of jealousy and anger make you sick and have a fever ...

No matter how good I am to you, it is my wishful thinking and persecution, so it is right for you to leave me...

Shao Xiangyu thinks back to Chongqiu's innocence and cuteness, Chongqiu's cleverness and shyness, Chongqiu's gentleness and obedience, Chongqiu's cleverness and temper... It seems that the events of entering the house wine and Christmas are still in front of him, but everything about Chongqiu, It's all starting to go away...

I thought I cut off your retreat, but I didn't expect that it was my own.

Shao Xiangyu covered his face with his hands, his fingers were soaked.

The phone mechanically switched to screensaver mode, and Chongqiu's call from six hours ago was answered, but no one paid any attention to it.

At ten o'clock in the morning, a group of people from the head office who came to Beijing on a business trip were waiting at the airport.

Huo Chunshan worriedly watched Shao Xiangyu walk into the smoking room, and said to himself: "How does it feel like he lost a lot of weight in one night..."

Shi Yao beside him sighed again and again.

A few hours later, they returned to City S. After getting off the plane, Shao Xiangyu turned on his phone and found that Lu Xiangsheng had called. His heart twitched and he pulled out the SIM card.

Several people took taxis to go home, Shao Xiangyu wanted to go with Huo Chunshan, Huo Chunshan asked suspiciously: "Aren't you going home?"

Shao Xiangyu said, "Not yet."

Huo Chunshan was shocked: "Then why is Lu occupying your nest?"

"..."

"It's almost New Year's Eve, let's talk about the conflict between you and Chongqiu..."

Shao Xiangyu said expressionlessly, "We broke up."

Huo Chunshan was dumbfounded, his face changed a few expressions like Peking opera facial makeup, and finally said helplessly: "Well, if you don't have a place to celebrate the New Year, welcome to my house."

Shao Xiangyu booked a room in a hotel near Laohuai Garden, went to and from get off work every day, and occasionally stayed overnight in the company's lounge.

This year is the Spring Festival in mid-February, and the annual holiday will be a week away. Shao Xiangyu's style of work is to complete all the work before the holiday. He is extremely efficient these days, and he has nothing to do in a few days.

Huo Chunshan asked him to have fun several times, but he refused because he felt bored.

Song Yunyuan learned that he smoked cigarettes recently, so he got some for him from somewhere, Shao Xiangyu had never seen those brands, and Song Yunyuan said that these cigarettes are the least harmful to the body, and they cannot be bought in the market,...

Shao Xiangyu smiled at his friend's affection.

He himself does not know what cigarettes mean to him, and he may not be able to tell what it tastes like.

The cigarettes that Song Yunyuan gave were thinner than the Marlboro that Shao Xiangyu smoked before, and they were not like the ladies' cigarettes he had seen before.

The smoke is somewhat neutral and the paper is of excellent quality with a pale pattern.The body of the cigarette is white and slender, and it feels clear and moving when it is held between the fingers. Watching it burn slowly, the smoke is lingering, emitting a burst of tobacco fragrance...

Tossing and fondling, occasionally touching the lips, the smoke is charming and lazy, as if at the peak of lust.

Some people say that smoking a cigarette is like parting.

In the entrance of the smoke, it slowly enters the chest and lungs, maybe even the heart, intertwined with the love and hatred in my heart, and then slowly spits out after a circle, with a trace of pain, gradually dissipating...

As dusk fell, Shao Xiangyu went downstairs and walked towards the old Huai Garden step by step along the alley path.

Although the air is gloomy and cold, every household has a festive atmosphere of the upcoming Chinese New Year. Some children who had the holiday have already started to play with fireworks and firecrackers.

Originally, this was supposed to be the first year spent with Chongqiu, if they hadn't broken up, what would they have done?

When I was a child, I saw my grandparents milling rice and making rice cakes together. I felt very affectionate. My family also made dumplings during the festivals. One year, the whole family made glutinous rice balls together.Like Chongqiu, he likes to tinker with small snacks, so he probably likes it very much...

Chongqiu should be with Lu Xiangsheng now.

Shao Xiangyu walked and saw his courtyard from a distance, it was really pitch black.He stopped, looked at it for a while, touched the keys in his pocket, and mustered up the courage to go back.