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Knowing that Chi Ying had been summoned back by an urgent letter from Yaowangzhuang, and that she could save meeting him, Lu Renjia was secretly excited.That evildoer, he was counted once, and he was once bitten by a snake for ten years and was afraid of well ropes.

Since he agreed to Situ Ling to catch fireflies together, and was forced by the child tightly, he was too embarrassed to perfunctory him, so Lu Renjia bit the bullet and went to talk to Situ Yu, and what he got was that after a suspicious examination, he confirmed that He had no other intentions, so he agreed to let him lead Situ Ling out, on the condition that Wei Zhengyang must protect him.What they said was to protect Situ Ling. In Lu Renjia's opinion, it was just to prevent him from escaping again. Speaking of Situ Yu's attitude towards him, it was really weird. Let's say it was lukewarm, but he was always caught by him. Domineering possession again and again, say you like it, even if you kill Lu Renjia, you won't believe it.Since he didn't like it, if he ran away, according to his temperament, he would just turn a blind eye and close his eyes, but why did it evolve into today's situation?Lu Renjia couldn't understand it.

The three of them drove to Weiyang Lake. When they arrived, it was almost dark in the evening.There is white water vapor floating on the surface of the lake, which is hazy like a veil, and the reeds and water plants are swaying in the wind and rustling in the mist.From time to time, water birds with beautiful feathers quickly pass over the calm lake, leaving circles of ripples and clear singing...

A boat and a boatman had been arranged in the lake. The three of them boarded the boat, and Situ Ling excitedly followed Lu Renjia, watching him let the boatman slowly drive the boat to the reed marsh. The bamboo pole slapped among the reeds, and a little bit of fluorescence floated in the dense reeds.

Situ Ling looked at all this in surprise, and looked at the eyes full of brilliance in disbelief, full of colorful flavor like a dream, "It's a firefly."

The boat was driving slowly in the narrow reed marsh. Situ Ling imitated Lu Renjia's appearance, and also took a long bamboo pole, patted the reeds cheerfully, and looked at the golden dots around him pleasingly.

Just when the fun was in full swing, it rained cats and dogs, and the boat happened to be in the dense reed marshes. It would take some time to land immediately.

Reluctantly, all three of them were drowned.Back at the general's mansion, Situ Ling developed a high fever that night, so he hurriedly asked the doctor to see him. He said that there was no serious problem, and he prescribed a prescription, leaving a few words of comfort, and then left.

After all, it was Lu Renjia who led him out to play. Now that he was sick and had a fever, he couldn't absolve himself of the blame and felt guilty.So he took over all the men who made the medicine, and went to the kitchen to collect it himself.

After feeding the unconscious Situ Ling finished his medicine, he insisted on staying to watch over him again.Compared with what Lu Renjia did, his biological father, Situ Yu, was far different. He only went to the bedside to take a look, reached out to touch his forehead to test the temperature, and watched him take the medicine.The frosty face still showed no expression. Before leaving, he looked at Lu Renjia and said, "People eat whole grains, how can they be free from disease and disaster. The disease is also normal. With the servant girl watching, you don't have to guard."

Lu Renjia insisted on staying.

Situ Ling's physical condition is not bad, he drank the medicine, covered himself with a thick quilt, and sweated. Except for a little dizziness on the second day, there was nothing wrong with him.On the contrary, Lu Renjia delayed changing the wet clothes and stayed up all night, so he caught a cold and fell ill.

Lu Renjia originally thought it was a common cold, but unexpectedly, the illness came down like a mountain. His whole body was sore and weak. He lay on the bed, dizzy and dazed all day long, and his expression was extremely gloomy.The doctor who saw the doctor checked his pulse, and from the sad expression flowing from the other party's frowning eyebrows, Lu Renjia knew that his condition was probably not very optimistic.After several doses of medicine, instead of showing signs of improvement, the body gradually weakened.

Situ Yu came to see him once, and comforted him with kind words, telling him not to think too much about it, because illness is normal.Zhaohua and a concubine with no image in the backyard also came to visit once.The most lively among them was Yulin who came to see him yesterday.

That flamboyant figure led a group of maids and servants, and crowded his little room.

Out of politeness, he came to see him, but Lu Renjia sat up and smiled at him reluctantly.

Yulin chatted with him quite a bit, and some sharp and harsh words inevitably appeared in the middle. Lu Renjia was sick and mentally confused, and he didn't have the energy to argue with him. He nodded in agreement and responded a few times, "Yes" or "Ah .”

Yulin admired his pale and pitiful sick face, she couldn't help but shed a few drops of hypocritical tears while gloating, and holding Lu Renjia's cold palm affectionately, said in a mournful voice, "It's easy to get sick in troubled times, today there are people in the city. The wind of the plague, my brother is weak and happens to be sick, so take care of yourself. Don't catch the plague and die young."

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Many days later, Lu Renjia's health deteriorated. Recalling Yulin's harsh words, it seemed that some kind of emotion was touched. He looked at the half-open window with dull eyes, and sighed long, unable to bear the tightness in his chest. He coughed dryly.

When Situ Ling came in with Zhi Qiu who was with him, he happened to hear Lu Renjia's sad and hopeless sigh.Situ Ling felt sore, looked at his dry and pale cheeks with big eyes, pursed his lips, and comforted, "I see that your complexion today is a little better than yesterday, and you are probably not far from recovery."

Lu Renjia laughed bitterly, and said in a low voice, "I hope..."

Standing behind Zhiqiu, her eyes were slightly red, she looked at him silently, her eyes were full of pity.

Lu Renjia was looked at with such infinite sympathy, and felt very depressed. She wanted to speak, but her chest itched for no reason, and she coughed endlessly, only coughing up her pale and bloodless face. , The veins on the forehead popped up.Situ Ling quickly reached out to help him calm down, and Zhiqiu also hurriedly brought warm water to moisten his throat.

Unexpectedly, Lu Renjia's last cough came out bloodshot.

The sound of "cracking" the water glass hitting the floor was extremely ear-piercing in the empty and dark room.

Lu Renjia looked at the dazzling red saliva on the brocade quilt, as if struck by a thunderbolt, his mind went blank.

The atmosphere was extremely cold on the spot, and Lu Renjia seemed to see the sinister and cold smile of Death at that moment.I can no longer hear the warm words of hope and comfort from the people around me.He only whispered, "I'm tired and need to rest."

He lowered his head and waved his hands weakly, asking the servant beside him to send the two of them away. Seeing this, the two of them had no choice but to leave with red eyes.

After the two left, Lu Renjia paralyzed on the bed as if she could no longer exert any strength.How could it be that I was so sick, but I was exposed to the rain and suffered from severe typhoid fever. Although my body is not very strong, it is not so weak that if I catch a cold, I will get tuberculosis.Then... Lu Renjia immediately got off the bed with a weak body, and trot to the round table, holding the porcelain bowl of medicinal soup with trembling hands. The silver hairpin was trembling and soaked in the medicine soup, and I took it out to the light outside the window for half a fee, and I couldn’t help a chill all over my body. On the silver hairpin, I saw a small section of green crow...

"Hahaha..." Lu Renjia tightly grasped the hairpin in his hand, and laughed madly in the extreme of grief, his frail body trembling uncontrollably, "Sure enough, I was careless, I was careless... "Unable to bear the surge of emotions in his chest, there was another heart-piercing cough.

That night, when the bowl of steaming medicinal soup was brought to Lu Renjia again, he raised his head, stared intently at the servant girl's face, and said in a low voice, "I'm afraid it will be hot, so please take a sip for me and try it." temperature."

Hearing what Lu Renjia said, the maid hurriedly took another spoon, scooped it up and drank it without hesitation, and said, "The temperature is moderate and not too hot, my lord, drink it."

Lu Renjia squinted her eyes, looked suspiciously at any change on her face, and pushed away the bowl of soup cautiously, "You put it there, I'll drink it later."

"En." The servant girl didn't say any more, she put the soup on the round table, and then backed out.Seeing her leave, Lu Renjia sneered and slowly poured the bowl of medicine into the spittoon behind the screen.It seems that she didn't know that there was someone else who poisoned her, who actually wanted to murder herself, Lu Renjia was thinking in confusion.

This scene was seen by Zhiqiu who secretly came to visit him, and hurried to his side, looking at him in bewilderment, "My lord, why are you throwing away the life-saving medicine?"

A hint of bitter sarcasm appeared on Lu Renjia's lips, and he said in a hoarse voice, "If I don't drink it, there is still a chance of life, and if I drink it, I will definitely die."

Zhiqiu stared wide-eyed at the pitch-black medicinal soup in the spittoon, his body shivered for no reason, could it be...

"It's just typhoid from the rain. I wonder why it's so serious. It's like this..." Lu Renjia sighed feebly, and looked at her eagerly with those sunken eyes that were tortured by the disease, "Zhiqiu , the only person I can trust in this yard is you. You helped me escape that day, but...but today...I..."

"Young master." Zhiqiu looked at him deeply, his heart felt like it was being twisted fiercely.But Lu Renjia continued helplessly, "I once promised you that I would redeem my life for you, but now I have fallen to this place again. I am ashamed of you."

"My lord, don't say that." Zhiqiu couldn't hold back his tears anymore, and grabbed his thin arm, "Everything is voluntary, and I only hope that you will not come back. If you don't come back, there will be no today. gone."

"Hehe." Lu Renjia smiled bleakly, "Fate, is it all fate?"

"The young master should immediately inform the general..."

Lu Renjia hurriedly interrupted Zhiqiu's words before she could finish her words. He held her hand tightly and said, "No, don't tell him! If he finds out, my life will be over..."

"Master?!"

"I want to leave here." Lu Renjia looked at Zhiqiu expectantly, his dry and pale face was slightly flushed because of the intense anticipation, but his spirit seemed much better.

"..."

"My illness will be a great opportunity. Zhiqiu, you must help me, I'm all alone."