wolf coat of arms

Amway said in a low voice, "It will hurt...so it's not a dream..."

Seeing the sudden fact that there was no beastman world, Amway lost his mind for a moment.

Just now, didn't you really hope that everything was just a dream?What is going on with this complicated mood now?

The body involuntarily began to search for clues that this might be the beastman world.

Anli opened the window vigorously, and by virtue of the bright light in the room, he could clearly see the rose garden planted outside his house, and if he looked a little further, he could see the roof tiles of other people's houses.

In the past, the man named Jin also helped him conjure up a house that was very similar to his home in England, but when he opened the windows and doors, there would only be a pile of decayed trees and nothing else.

Anli bit her lower lip.

Turning his head and turning his mind to Al who was at a loss behind him, Anli said in a questioning tone: "Al, let me ask you, didn't you give me an ancient silver sculpture with a wolf statue on it on my birthday?" Me? Where did that thing go?"

"How can I give you any ancient silver carvings?" Al pointed to the vase on the table not far away, which was filled with big and beautiful flowers in full bloom, "I bought a bunch of flowers yesterday I gave it to you as a birthday present, did you forget?"

"Isn't it?" Amway became a little anxious, and his tone was so fiery that he almost wanted to quarrel with him: "You obviously bought a piece of the wolf's coat of arms to give me as a gift, and that's why you caused me to travel to the world of beastmen. Why are you lying?"

"Amway, what happened to you tonight?" Al's face was helpless, "I really bought you a bouquet of flowers, have you forgotten? You drank a lot of wine yesterday, and then you got drunk The unconscious person, have you forgotten?"

"Amway, you are really just dreaming, why are you thinking so wildly?"

Anli shook his head vigorously, and said irritably, "No...No...That's not the case..."

Al's hand gently pressed on Amway's shoulder, but he shook it off.

Amway sat down on the bed weakly, hung his head deeply, and scratched his hair irritably.

He wanted to clear his mind a little bit, he felt extremely confused, he had already seen the facts clearly before him, but he found it difficult to accept.

Isn't that great?There has never been such a terrifying world of beastmen, and he is still the proud son of heaven who is held in the palm of everyone's hands. The lovers behind him obey him, and his parents dote on him.

Only that man is missing.

This dream was too real and terrifying.As soon as you close your eyes, the man's special smell will fill your nasal cavity; the man's deep and extremely magnetic hoarse voice seems to be echoing in the eardrum; every inch of skin on your body has traces of being loved by a man, every time Thinking about it makes my body feel hot.

How could all this not be true.

In his life, there has never been a man in the past, and there will be no man in the future.

"Liar... How could there be no beastman world, how could there be no wolf king Jin, who will tell me that everything is a lie..." Amway's voice trembled uncontrollably.

Suddenly, an uncontrollable heat gushed out of the eye sockets, and crystal tears rolled down from Amway's eye sockets.

"Amway, why are you crying?" Al asked in a panic.

Amway lowered his head, and could barely make a choked voice from his throat: "Leave me alone...I need to be quiet now..."

The harder I tried to close my eyelids, the more uncontrollable the tears poured out, and my body and mind were soaked in unspeakable sadness.

Why do people always wait until they lose before appreciating?

Was it all really just a dream?Men's tenderness like water and enthusiasm like fire never existed?

Al carefully looked at Amway's face until Amway finally raised his head and stared at him with tearful eyes.

"Anli, why are you crying?"

"Because I'm sad..." Amway lowered his eyes, tears rolled down his eyes like pearls.

"What are you sad about?" Al asked gently again.

"Because...because..." Amway sobbed: "Because I can't see the man in my dream again, so I'm sad..."

Al was speechless for a moment.

Knowing that the person standing in front of him is his lover in real life, and the man is just a phantom in his dream, Amway still couldn't help venting his emotions.

After a long silence between the two, Al gently touched Anli's head, comforting him gently: "Ani, but that man is just a figure in a dream, please forget about him."

Amway smiled sadly, and said bitterly: "I don't know, I don't know how to forget."

Al said with some taste: "Amway, but I am your lover, right? Why do you keep talking about other men in front of me?"

"Do you like the man in your dream?"

"Yeah." Amway nodded slightly, and when he mentioned the word "like", he felt an indescribable bitterness in his heart, and said sadly: "I like it very much, but I never told him personally. It means enjoying his kindness to me..."

"If I had known that everything was just a dream, I would not have treated him so badly, I would have treated him better and made him happy...I would have said a bunch of sweet things to him like honey, I would have Tell him I love him..."

Al sighed and smiled: "It's all just a dream, why do you care so much? Let it pass."

Amway's emotions suddenly became agitated: "Al, you don't understand at all!"

"Even if it's a dream, he will move and laugh in the dream! He will have various emotions because of my actions, Al, you don't understand at all!"

After finishing speaking, Amway covered his face with his hands again and began to sob.

Why can't I stop being sad.

If I had known that everything was just a dream, you would also be an elf who lived in my dream and made me happy.

If I had known that everything was just a dream, I should have treated you better.

In your dream, you spend more time laughing than sad, and you spend more time sweetly than quarreling.

I didn't say the most important sentence because I thought there was still a lot of time for each other, so I ignored the expression.

But no chance to say it.

Jin, in fact, I like you very much, really like you.

Al has been silently by Amway's side until Amway finally calmed down. Although Amway stopped crying, there was still a melancholy expression on his face.

"Amway, are you in a better mood?" Al asked cautiously while observing Amway's face.

"Yeah." Amway nodded weakly, and said lightly, "I'm tired of crying."

A gentle smile appeared on Al's face, "Amway, I'll make you a cup of hot milk later! You'll feel more relieved after drinking the hot milk."

Anli reluctantly moved the corner of his mouth, and smiled with a stiff expression. He should wake up. No matter how sweet the love in the dream is, it is just an illusory phantom. It is time for him to recognize the reality.

It's just that I can still think about the man's appearance and recollect it, even if it will fill my heart with sadness.

Amway lifted the quilt from the bed, got into it, and said wearily, "Al, I'm a little tired, can I go to bed first?"

Al sat on the edge of the bed, looked at Anli who was lying on the bed with a tired expression, and said softly, "Ani, Viscount Will invited us to hunt rabbits tomorrow, do you want to go?"

Amway thought for a while, then shook his head slightly and said, "No, I don't really want to hunt animals now, I always feel a little cruel."

"Then wait for me, I'll make milk for you." Al turned around gracefully and left the room.

After Al left, the room fell into silence. Amway closed his eyes, hoping to fall asleep quickly.

Jin, just tonight, I hope you can still come to my dream.

A smile slowly appeared on the corner of Amway's mouth, and gradually fell into a deep dream.

Al returned to the room with a cup of steaming milk in his hand, walked to Amway's bed and sat down, only to find that Amway seemed to have fallen asleep, with a quiet and serene expression on his beautiful face.

"Are you asleep... Amway..." Staring affectionately at Amway's sleeping face, Al gently stroked the hair on Anli's forehead with his slender fingers. Suddenly, seeing Amway's lips trembling slightly, almost A word slowly spit out from Amway's lips:

"Kim...I like you..."

It seemed to be talking in sleep, tears slipped from the corners of his eyes again with a choked tone.

Hearing that sincere confession, Al's heart tightened in an instant.

Using his fingertips to absorb the tears that fell from the corners of Amway's eyes, Al put his fingers in his mouth and tasted them.

So salty, so bitter.

Al's expression showed sadness, and after a long silence, he suppressed his voice and slowly spit out a few words:

"Why... always think that we won't see each other again, so I'm willing to blurt out... like..."

Al stared at Amway's light brown pupils, and suddenly there was a subtle change. The color of the eyeballs gradually faded, until they finally turned into a strange dazzling golden color.

"In the end...I still can't let you go in the end..."

Amway had already fallen into a deep sleep, and didn't notice the strange changes in the man in front of him. The man couldn't help stretching out his hand to gently pinch his nose, lovingly: "Why are you crying? You... you're fine, once you return to the human world, you will change back to the human world." I lost my original self, and took everything that happened between me and me as a dream."

The man picked up the mirror, stared at the handsome face in the mirror, and complained dissatisfiedly: "That looks like me... with a really bad human skin, this man looks better than I used to Much worse, barely