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"Teacher Ziling."

Both Huang Yifan and Feng Yang could see Han Ziling's uneasiness and pain.

However, Feng Yang felt distressed, but Huang Yifan was puzzled.

He doesn't understand, is it really that difficult to tell him the truth? ? ?

Or, in Han Ziling's mind, he is actually an outsider? ? ?

Over the years, his confidence in himself and Han Ziling began to shake slowly.

Han Ziling lowered his eyes:

"Feng Yang, you go out and wait for me, in a while, we will go back together."

Feng Yang frowned, looked at Huang Yifan and Han Ziling whose faces were not even good-looking, nodded towards Han Ziling and left.

Han Ziling took a deep breath, looked up at Huang Yifan:

"Yifan, do you want to know why I didn't come two days ago? Okay, I'll tell you, because I'm with Junior Brother Fengyang."

He paused slightly, bit his lower lip and said:

"We, love each other, we went a little too far in bed, so...we also forgot to let Feng Yang come to the palace to tell you..."

"No, I don't believe it, it's fake, fake!"

Huang Yifan's complexion changed drastically, with deep fear on it, his always unfathomable eyes, now revealed obvious fragility and fear.

"Mr. Ziling, that's fake, isn't it? How could... how could you like others??? You said this to lie to me, right?"

Han Ziling's complexion was still pale, but he didn't tremble. He looked at Huang Yifan seriously, and even smiled. He gently, with one sentence, easily shattered Huang Yifan's illusion: "It's true. ...Yifan, that's all true. Originally, I wanted to wait until you were in better health, or when you were crowned concubine, and then I would tell you, but if you insist on knowing now, I have to tell you in advance."

"But...Mr. Ziling, you said it, you clearly said that you would stay by my side forever...you know it, you know that I love you..."

Huang Yifan still didn't want to believe it, how could a teacher who was so gentle to him usually say such cruel things to him? ? ?

how come? ? ?

But how did he know that at this time, Han Ziling was suffering a thousand times, ten thousand times more pain than him? ? ?

Even the first emperor knew that Huang Yifan's feelings for Han Ziling were unusual, how could Han Ziling not know? ? ?

I remember that he and Huang Yifan went out of the palace together during the Lantern Festival last year. Huang Yifan set up a lantern on a whim, and only their names were written on the lantern.

And inside the lanterns put by others.Write the names of yourself and your loved ones.

"Yifan."

Han Ziling thought about the past ten years since he came to ancient times.

Adopted by the master in the first year.

In the second year, he rescued Feng Yang with his master.

At the end of the third year, the master passed away, and he and Feng Yang obeyed the master's order and came to Tianchao to assist Tianchao.

Then, he has been in this capital.

"My mission in coming to Tianchao is to assist Tianchao. You are the current emperor of Tianchao. Naturally, I will always be by your side---to assist you."

Personally hurting someone he cares about and also cares about him, to him, it's really like self-destruction.

He knew that doing so would hurt Huang Yifan, and he would hurt even more, but he still had no hesitation.

Because, in his opinion, this is the best choice for Huang Yifan.

In the past, he was unwilling to face up to the impossible fact between him and Huang Yifan.When Huang Yifan repeatedly rejected the concubine for him, he didn't express much.

However, now, Huang Yifan is 23 years old. At this time, ordinary men have children in groups, but Huang Yifan has no heirs - so he can't let himself delay Huang Yifan any longer up.

This time, the marriage of the Hundred Flowers Dynasty is, for Huang Yifan, a good opportunity to accept a concubine---he is also afraid that ordinary women will not be worthy of Huang Yifan.

There is also Huang Yifan's hidden disease, Huang Yifan himself thought it was an incurable disease, but he didn't know that the former emperor had left him a secret decree before his death, revealing that Huang Feiyan had medicine that could make Huang Yifan recover .Let him help Huang Yifan, persuade Huang Yifan not to deal with Huang Feiyan, and then get the antidote from Huang Feiyan...

He did so without hesitation.

Because both the former emperor and him knew that if Huang Yifan really knew that Huang Feiyan had the medicine that could make him heal, he might not go to Huang Feiyan for medicine until he died.

And he is one of the people in this world who treats Huang Yifan the best and cares most about Huang Yifan, and is also the person Huang Yifan trusts and is closest to. Therefore, the former emperor will go to Huang Feiyan to seek medicine. The matter was handed over to him.

In the past, Han Ziling thought that if he couldn't go back to the 21st century, if possible, he would stay by Huang Yifan's side without marrying for the rest of his life. Now, in his heart, for no reason, he wanted to retire.

He actually wanted to leave, wanted to escape from Huang Yifan's side in a panic.

It's just because he doesn't want Huang Yifan to know how miserable he is, and he doesn't want to torture each other with Huang Yifan because of some distorted truth.

When Han Ziling was caught in those past events and pain, Huang Yifan suddenly stood up, approached him, and held his shoulders tightly with both hands.

At this time, Huang Yifan, in just a few words, was so decadent and emaciated that it was unbearable to witness: "I don't believe, Teacher Ziling, I don't believe what you said, I don't believe anything at all."

Is the heartache to the extreme will not hurt.

At this moment, Han Ziling was in so much pain that he could hardly feel his own existence, instead he calmed down.

He raised the corners of his mouth slightly, and looked at Huang Yifan calmly with eyes as clear as flowing water: "Yifan, why don't you believe it??? Why do you insist on forcing me to tell the truth... Well, let me tell you , Actually, I have always hated you."

"... "

Huang Yifan took a step back in shock. Undoubtedly, the lethality of this sentence is greater than the lethality of Han Ziling saying that he likes Fengyang.

"Because of you, I ruined my whole life. Your existence made my life a mess. When I first saw your attack, I was thinking, why don't you just die in pain, save yourself I am burdened by living..."