sheep hunt

Han Ziling hasn't woken up yet, Huang Yifan is always by his side, sometimes not because he wants to maintain his normal routine in front of everyone, he has explained to Eunuch Hai and Ji Sufeng that he doesn't want anyone to know that Han Ziling is with him .

Especially Feng Yang, who was on the verge of madness because of the disappearance of his senior brother, who was looking for Han Ziling everywhere, and the regent Huang Feiyan, who was supposed to 'rehabilitate' but was kidnapped and abused by him, but was rescued by mysterious forces and returned to the Celestial Dynasty.

Huang Feiyan didn't miss the whip during the very short time he was locked up by him, but the damn thing is, he didn't have a chance to teach Huang Feiyan himself, so Huang Feiyan was rescued.

But luckily he didn't put Huang Feiyan and Han Ziling in the cold palace together, otherwise Huang Feiyan would know that he was the one who did those things.

To Huang Yifan's surprise, after Huang Feiyan was rescued, he came back immediately, without even having time to change his embarrassing clothes, the first thing he did was to rush to the palace and kick him away The door of the imperial study room shouted: "Huang Yifan, come out for me."

At that time, he was still smelling of alcohol, thinking about Han Ziling in a daze.

Because of something in his heart, his complexion was not much better. He was extremely gloomy, his eyes were cold, and he looked at Huang Feiyan without fear or disgust: "Huang Feiyan, how old are you, why are you still so ugly?" Know the rules??? Tell you, I have tolerated you for a long time!"

Although Huang Feiyan was in a state of embarrassment, he did not hide his stunning demeanor. His blood-red eyes were full of depression and unprecedented violence. He didn't care about Huang Yifan's words at all. What he really cared about was "Huang Yifan, Han Ziling Woolen cloth?"

Although Huang Yifan expected him to ask this question, he still couldn't control his heart skipping a beat, and then he pretended to be calm, with deep eyes: "Him? I've been looking for it for a long time, but there is no news." .On the day you asked for leave and left, Teacher Ziling left without saying goodbye... After that, I never saw him again..."

As Huang Yifan said, real pain and desire appeared on his face: "Huang Feiyan, do you know where he is?"

Huang Feiyan stood where he was, staring at him for a long time with blood-red eyes, then turned around and left resolutely.

However, he believed in Huang Yifan.

He couldn't afford to wait at this time, and he couldn't wait. He wanted to find Han Ziling as soon as possible and know his whereabouts.

After he was taken by those people, he was tortured... Where is Han Ziling?

Could it be the same? ? ?

People from the Ximan dynasty will save him, but no one will save Han Ziling... His torture is over, what about Han Ziling?

Thinking of Han Ziling being tortured, Huang Feiyan felt a piercing pain in his chest.

Since when did Han Ziling become so important to him? ? ?

Is it from remembering the gentle smile he showed towards Huang Yifan, or because... that night when Han Ziling just arrived at the Heavenly Dynasty Palace, Huang Yifan fell ill for the first time, and Han Ziling fed Huang Yifan his blood for the first time …

That night, he originally wanted to take advantage of Huang Yifan's illness to teach him a lesson, so he hid early in the dark, but unexpectedly, the emperor brought Han Ziling there.

That night, he saw clearly from the dark place, although Han Ziling looked unwilling at the beginning, but still gently hugged Huang Yifan and guarded Huang Yifan until dawn.

He had to admit that that night alone made him firmly remember Han Ziling, the gentle and warm but not wide embrace that did not belong to him...

He even had a desire for that embrace, a desire deeper than hating his own eyes...

However, that longing has always been suppressed in the deepest part of his heart.

Until, until Han Ziling foolishly approached him because of Huang Yifan, he took a joking attitude and quietly revealed a corner of his longing.

I remember that when Han Ziling first approached him, when they were negotiating terms, the first request he made was to let Han Ziling open his arms, and then he threw himself into Han Ziling's arms under Han Ziling's astonished eyes.

However, what he felt was coldness, a perfunctory without warmth, that kind of embrace without warmth, which annoyed him, and also made him want to humiliate the person who likes to give like a fool and crush him under him.

Even in very, very few times, he would occasionally think that way - if Han Ziling would give him a warm embrace like that given to Huang Yifan, maybe he would not treat Han Ziling like that.

In the past, he was unwilling to think deeply about his thoughts, but this time, he faced it bravely.

He had noticed it when he blocked the knife for Han Ziling, but he just refused to believe it.

But now, Han Ziling disappeared in front of his eyes, and he might be abused. This possibility caused a huge panic in his heart. It is surprisingly heavy.

Looking back on the past, he also had to admit that Han Ziling was an innocent victim from beginning to end in his and Huang Yifan's lives.

He was just jealous of Han Ziling's gentleness towards Huang Yifan, he just hated Huang Yifan, but he did so many excessive things to the innocent Han Ziling.

Huang Yifan, under his deliberate guidance, gradually broke his trust in Han Ziling, making Han Ziling unable to smile even when facing Huang Yifan.

On the surface, the most idiot is Huang Yifan who is doing things that hurt Han Ziling because of a misunderstanding, but Huang Feiyan, who deliberately created a misunderstanding between them and led their situation to today, is also unforgivable.

Therefore, Huang Feiyan was in great pain.

He couldn't find Han Ziling, and he couldn't find it after searching for a long time. While he was looking for Han Ziling, he was also repeatedly recalling the poor memories between them.

The more he thought about it, the more he regretted it, the more he thought about it, the more he felt sorry for that Han Ziling who was caught between him and Huang Yifan's grievances, that Han Ziling who made him lose his heart unconsciously.

He hadn't realized before that he had a heart, and he could be affectionate.

But is it too late to find out now?

Could it have been lost? ? ?

……

Han Ziling was already awake, but he didn't want to open his eyes—even though he knew that the black cloth was gone from his eyes.

He is very tired, whether it is physically, mentally, or psychologically.

Up to now, he feels that it doesn't matter anyway, and he... doesn't seem to care anymore.

When he was being taken care of, he could feel the breath of the other person, and knew that the person who took care of him was someone he was familiar with and had been guarding with painstaking efforts. Like a hole, there is a biting cold wind, constantly blowing inside.

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When he was humiliated by Huang Feiyan, he despaired, thinking that it was the most painful moment in his life, but later, he broke with Huang Yifan because of a misunderstanding.

At that time, he thought that Huang Yifan's cold eyes and sharp words made him feel even more uncomfortable, and he thought that there was nothing more painful than this.

However, when Huang Yifan fell ill, he went to find Huang Feiyan, and Huang Feiyan told him the so-called truth. When he said to Huang Feiyan, 'You are so cruel' with a hopeless heart, he felt even more painful.

Later, Huang Yifan's words 'I think you're dirty' also drove him into the abyss of pain...

So many times of pain and despair, he thought it was the 'most' painful, but now he understands that there is no most painful, only more painful...

When he woke up, he kept thinking, that person deliberately concealed his identity for so long, why did he reveal it when he was angered?

No wonder he felt that the other party was familiar from the beginning.

No wonder that person's footsteps are so loud every time, no wonder that person has a strong fragrance instead of alcohol, no wonder that person's words sound so awkward.

False, all false, are all illusions made to cover up certain truths.

It turned out that he had guessed the identity of that person right from the beginning, but he didn't want to believe it, and that person was too cunning, so he didn't think much about it.

However, when the other party was irritated by him and forgot to conceal his identity to question him, the other party's identity had already been exposed.

At that time, he only thought it was familiar, but he didn't know who it belonged to.

When he finally thought of whose voice it was---that feeling was like a thousand arrows piercing the heart.

He finally understood that he was a joke from beginning to end, a pathetic and ridiculous existence like a fool.

He also finally, finally stopped foolishly imagining the future and pretending to be passionate.

Now, he never wants to see Huang Yifan's face again, he...he wants to leave, forever, and never come back again...