Love him and endure the cold

his eyes.The subordinates also started to set up and down.Wu Yan suddenly grabbed Xi Yuan's shoulder.A small sound escaped from his throat.

Because the body is completely stretched in the hot water, Wuyan is more sensitive.There is no need to pretend in front of Xi Yuan.So Wu Yan leaned his head on Xi Yuan's shoulder and panted.

It was quickly released, a wordless sigh of satisfaction.

"It's a reward for what you just made me experience a different feeling." Xi Yuan smiled and leaned against the barrel again.

"I can help you only with your body, but what about your heart? Only you can solve the desire in your heart."

Wu Yan shook his head. "I have nothing to desire..."

Xi Yuan raised his voice.

"Are you still holding on in front of me? What don't you care about? You just care too much! Everyone is contradictory. Sometimes the more indifferent a person's surface is, the more fragile he is. That's Disguise yourself with numbness and coldness. Just like your disguise, if you really don't care about anything, what does it matter if you show up again with your original appearance? Actually you still care, no ?……"

Wu Yan raised his eyes to look at Xi Yuan, the two of them were silent for a long time, and Wu Yan suddenly smiled sadly.

"Perhaps you're right... I really can't tell whether I want to forget because I'm afraid, or just want to forget..."

Wu Yan leaned against Xi Yuan's side.The defense that has been painstakingly built over the past five years has begun to crack under the fierce collision of Han Jingxiao. Once this crack is formed, Wu Yan feels that there is an undercurrent that will swallow him at any time.

"Actually, when I found out that I was here two days ago, I always wanted to solve the matter completely. This is not only for Han Jingxiao, but also for myself... When he was hugging me, I didn't feel at all. Any resistance, I hope my body will respond, but the result is not..."

The wordless voice made Xi Yuan feel uncomfortable, but he couldn't say any comforting words.

"Do you know what this means? As a man, even if the desire/desire for that aspect is not strong at ordinary times, he still reacts when he is deliberately provoked, doesn't he? I don't... no ...It should be that I didn't face him. You cooperated with me in acting just now, and I couldn't help but feel it when I saw your expression and eyes, but he hugged me for two days..."

"Xi Yuan seemed to understand something and looked at Wu Yan in amazement, his eyes full of complicated emotions.

"In the past two days, even if I have any reaction, it is very small. This means that deep down in my heart, I have been telling myself that I can't love him, I can't love him, I can't love him..."

As he spoke without words, he burst into tears, and Xi Yuan wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes at a loss.

"I've been telling myself this for five years. In fact, I really want to tell him that I'm not angry with him at all. I just can't...can't watch him suffer more torture from Han Xiu for me. I can't watch He ignored his mother just to be with me... Do you know that the meaning of his life was his mother..."

Xi Yuan held Wu Yan's face and gently kissed it on the cheek.

"Everything will be fine... If you really can't forget, you can still be with him after the matter is resolved, can't you?"

"No...impossible..." Wu Yan shook his head.

"You know? Even if I admit that I still love him, I can't be with him anymore... because I don't want to bear that feeling anymore, I don't have the courage... because the love is too deep and painful, I will I can suffocate even when I see his back turning around...Even though I know he won't leave, but as long as I see him turn around, I can't control my loathing for myself and feel sick...Actually, I want to say to him , I didn't vomit because I hated him... I hated myself..."

Wu Yan watched Xi Yuan suddenly cry like a child.

But where is Han Jingxiao now...

If he returns here at this moment, everything will be different in the future... Both of them will suffer less...

"In order to avoid pain, you would rather wrap yourself up layer by layer? I thought you wanted to understand that you don't want to be emotional. I didn't know until today... Don't you work so hard?"

"Wuyu once told me a word, if you don't want others to abandon you, you must not give others the opportunity to abandon you... Nothing in my life is happy, of course... there will be nothing unhappy... ...but why...why he still won't let me go...why..."

Xi Yuan hugged Wu Yan who was crying in pain.

"With me here in the future, nothing will happen..."

"Xiao... Xiao..." Wu Yan unconsciously called that person's name.

The decision this time was tragic... because not only did it fail to resolve everything, it even tore open the wounds in the hearts of both of them.blood dripping...

Whether it is Wu Yan or Han Jingxiao, they will never be free again...

175、Leader

After unlocking the acupoints of the two shadow guards, they went to the side of the small bamboo house and saw Wu Yan and Xi Yuan taking a bath in the same wooden barrel.The two looked at each other.

"Do you want to report this to the master?"

"Let's just observe and observe. Didn't that person just say that he had some purpose, maybe it was a trap..."

The two nodded.

When Wu Yan and Xi Yuan left Cold Cloud Valley, several major events occurred in the Jianghu.Luo Qing colluded with Huarijiao, and Luo Qixin publicly declared to sever the father-son relationship with Luo Qing in order to preserve the status and reputation of Luojiazhuang.Huarijiao also officially appeared with a high profile in the arena.

Feixuelou became an ally of Huari Sect, while Xiqugu stood on the side of Yunfu. What is strange is that Yunyi, the owner of Yunfu, suddenly abdicated, and Fengxue Villa also announced that they are no longer allies with Yunfu. The identity of the next owner of the Yunfu is mysterious.

Taoist Mu Chen came out of the arena again, and the limelight of Mr. Juechen Wu Yan in the arena was the same for a while.Taoist Mu Chen said that the position of leader who has been vacant for a long time is about to usher in a new master.

Taoist Mu Chen's meaning is very clear, he is optimistic about Wu Yan.Just when everyone was talking about Wuyan, Wuyan didn't know where he went.All in all, the last time those people at the bottom of the well saw Wu Yan was when he passed out. Some people said that Wu Yan was low-key and did not take credit for his affairs, while others said that he was hypocritical. There are always mixed reviews.

When Han Jingxiao returned to Huarijiao again, Han Xiu was already waiting there.

"So that Wu Yan is Yun Yi? Hehe, I really didn't expect that." Han Xiu snorted coldly. "Since Yunyi met Wuyu, it's not uncommon for him to survive. Wulu was originally a poison developed by Wujia. It's just that the little ghost can practice Juechen swordsmanship so well. I'm really surprised. I underestimated Wuyu and underestimated him too! Hmph, I will get back this debt with interest one day!"

Han Xiu looked at Han Jingxiao who was silent.

"I heard that you went to find him this time? How is it? Don't you give up? I said long ago that there are no permanent feelings in this world. You just need to find a few people to accompany you to vent your desires. That kind of The so-called feelings can only hinder our success! You have been muddled for five years and I have turned a blind eye. But from now on you should be sober! No matter if it is a man or a woman, you can have as much as you want in the future! As for any feelings , those are trash!"

Han Jingxiao nodded.

"I see, can I see my mother?"

"Go." Han Xiu shook his head. This Han Jing Xiaokong has a face so similar to his own, but his personality is not similar at all. If he can be as heartless and righteous as himself, there is no need to keep letting that woman alive.

Han Jingxiao walked into the secret room expressionlessly.This is the main altar of the Huari Sect, and his mother has been imprisoned here for the past five years.

"Mother..." Han Jingxiao looked at a blurry figure in front of him and stopped in his tracks.

"Xiao'er? Why are you here again? Don't come to see me all the time, it will make your father unhappy."

Han Jingxiao felt miserable.

"Mom, is that man my father? Back then he forced you to take poison to kill yourself, saying that it would affect my future. I always thought you were dead. It wasn't until three years after I returned to the villa that I realized that the so-called poison was just to let you die." Feigning death...he has always made up his mind to use you to threaten me..." Han Jingxiao laughed at himself.

For so many years, my mother has been locked up every day and cannot be free.I finally made up my mind to leave, but in the end I only got wordless ruthlessness.

"Why bring up the past again, come here and let me see, are you unhappy?"

Han Jingxiao hesitated for a moment when he heard Ji Linyue's words, then stepped forward.After so many years, he has become less and less afraid to see his mother's face. He is afraid that he can't help but kill his mother to end the pain for her.As they approached step by step, Han Jingxiao heard the sound of water.

A figure gradually became clear.Han Jingxiao took a look and choked for breath.

A huge water tank was placed on the ground, and a thin man soaked in it, only showing the part above his shoulders. Because he hadn’t seen the sun all year round and couldn’t relax because of his melancholy, his silver hair covered the entire water surface. The man stretched out his hand and gently touched Han Jingxiao. After a trick, the skin that has been soaked in water for many years has already begun to slowly rot...

This is my mother...

The mother who made her heart ache to the point of fear...

"Mother...I saw him...well, the person I love...but he has changed."

Ji Linyue sighed softly.

"Son, don't be resentful, don't become like your father... your father is actually resentful, and will never be resentful for the rest of his life.