Love him and endure the cold

So, it's your first time too? "

I nodded embarrassingly. For the past four years, I only wanted to practice martial arts. Even though my body sometimes felt weird this year, I didn't know what it was.

"Comfortable?"

Why do you ask me such a question... But I have to admit that the strange pleasure/sensation just now really made me feel very comfortable.So, I can only nod honestly.

"Yunyi, since you're comfortable, shouldn't it be my turn to make you comfortable? I really haven't touched anyone for more than a month." His breath was ambiguous in my ear.

026. No Regrets

I remembered Li Feng's words, did he really not touch anyone for more than a month?Why?That just wasn't in his character at all.

Seeing me in a daze, he smiled even wider. Before I could react, I felt his fingers slowly penetrate into my body.

My eyes widened suddenly, this time it felt different than the last time, which was terrible and painful, when his nails slashed the wall of my intestines, it just made me feel like I was being tortured.But this time was different. The gentle temptation and careful movements made me feel that I was deeply loved by this person.

"Is it uncomfortable?" Seeing me frowning, Han Jingxiao paused his movements.

"No, it's not..." I was just puzzled by this strange feeling.

"Then, continue..."

Han Jingxiao's fingers gradually increased to three, and there was no pain as imagined. Although the feeling of being poured into by foreign objects was uncomfortable, it was not unacceptable.

He slowly pulled out his fingers, took a bottle on the table next to him, pulled out the cork, and dug out some translucent things.Of course I knew what it was, but I never thought that it would be used on myself one day.

His fingers came in again, the ointment felt cool, and as his fingers moved, a shameful sound gradually came out.What am I doing now?Lying under Han Jingxiao's body, I'm like a prostitute who /sex/flatters/...

I, who was still very passive at first, was startled to realize the change in myself at this moment. I actually... unexpectedly turned myself towards him, how could this happen?Is it just because of his tenderness to me at this moment that I am confused?The person he loves is not me...

Yunyi, be sober, he just wants to use your body to vent/vent, don't ask extravagantly, absolutely can't extravagantly ask for more...

His fingers pulled out and lifted my upper body, and I felt his desire/desire against my back.It was hot and hard, but it didn't come in right away.

"I'm going in... Now that you say you regret it, it's still too late!"

I looked at his face close at hand, his eyes were full of tenderness and heat.I know that he actually endured very hard.Suddenly a rush of blood rushed to the head, no matter!As long as we belong to each other at this moment, that's enough.

I hooked his neck and kissed his lips suddenly. I used my actual actions to show that I will not regret it...

Lips and tongues intertwined, this is the person I love.He held my waist and pushed in a little bit.

Even though it was lubricated, I was still in pain, leaving his lips, I leaned back in pain.

"" I tightened subconsciously.

"Yunyi, relax." Han Jingxiao's hand slid slowly around my waist, he didn't continue to move in, but waited for me to slowly adapt.

I tried to relax my body and hugged his back tightly.

"Better?"

I nodded.

He moved on, slowly but firmly.I can't control the small voices that overflow from my throat, he will never know... I would rather he treats me like the first time, even if he is tortured and bruised all over his body, it doesn't matter.I don't want his tenderness, because this tenderness is not out of love, it will only make me more painful...

027. No one is much better than anyone else

"If it hurts, just call it out."

I shook my head. With the effect of the ointment, it didn't hurt too much, but the feeling of foreign body in my body made me feel slightly uncomfortable.

He put his arms around my waist and pulled a cushion from one side for me to lean on.

"Yunyi, you really don't know how tempting you are right now."

Here we go again... Hearing such words made me feel as uncomfortable as being pricked by needles.He didn't see my emotions and started to move.

It was hot, I just felt that something was wrong all over my body, as if I was being burned, but there was also a strange feeling that made me constantly shake between discomfort and comfort, and that delicate balance tightly pulled my fragile nerves.

His breathing was getting heavy, but I couldn't feel the passage of time.

Li Feng said that he hasn't touched anyone for more than a month. Is it because of this that he is so excited at this moment?Time and time again, I can't remember how many times, from the ground to the bed, I just remember that the strength in my body was taken away a little bit.

His throat was dry and sore, he seemed to like hearing the crackling sound in my throat, as long as I snorted softly, he would push harder.

In the end, I collapsed in his arms, and I didn't even have the strength to raise my hand.

"Stay here tonight, you're tired..." Han Jingxiao's voice became very erratic.

I didn't care about thinking about whether it was in compliance with the rules, so I could only nod my head in a daze. I was really tired...

When I woke up, the people around me were gone, and my mind gradually became clear.I vaguely remember that when he finally fell asleep, he kept hugging me tightly behind my back.

When I lifted the bed curtain, I was taken aback.

"Li, Lifeng? Why are you here?" I hurriedly wrapped my clothes around my body.

He seemed to be in a daze and didn't look at me. He didn't look at me until I spoke.

"Mr. Yun, are you awake? The owner told me to wait here. He said you were too tired last night so don't wake you up. Do you want to eat something, or take a bath first?"

My scalp is numb.I'm really not used to being served like this, besides... Besides, it was still in Han Jingxiao's room, when he got up from Han Jingxiao's bed.

"I, I'll go back to my room to wash."

"Oh, good..." Li Feng's expression was very lonely, and I naturally knew why.

"Li Feng, don't be like this...Actually, if I had a choice, I don't want to get to where I am today..."

Han Jingxiao loved others, but hugged me, and I knew that he didn't love me, and I knew that Li Feng loved him, but I chose to be hugged by him just as cruelly.Han Jingxiao's cruelty is to others, but my cruelty is not only to others, but also to myself.

"I understand. I'm much better. You don't have to worry about it."

Li Feng... an understanding and gentle person.Anyone who can get his wholehearted love will be a kind of happiness.However, this kind of tenderness becomes a kind of sin when encountering someone who doesn't love you. If you wait silently and dedicate silently, you can only watch the person you love get further and further away.

In this world, no one is actually much better than anyone else...

028. Trust

After taking a bath and returning to Yunfu, if you want to go to Jiangnan with Han Jingxiao.Then I don't know how long it will be before returning to the mansion.

In just one day, I feel that Yunfu seems to be different.Even the layout of the guards is slightly different, this Lou Fengze is really not simple!But the more powerful a person is, the easier it is to make people worry and fear.

"Are you still used to it here?" I saw Lou Fengze and smiled slightly.

"With tiles to cover the head, my wish is enough." Although Lou Fengze was wearing common clothes, he couldn't conceal the aura of nobility on his body.

"Okay, if you need anything, just ask Director Li directly. By the way, I will leave here for Jiangnan in the next two days, and the return date is uncertain. This Yunfu will be handed over to you and Director Li."

"The young master is going to the south of the Yangtze River? I wonder if I can bring my subordinates with me?"

"Why did I take you there?" I turned my head to look at him.

"I just think that you need someone to serve you. Although I know that you may not take me seriously, but sometimes you need someone to talk to." Lou Fengze stood beside me respectfully, and greeted me calmly. my gaze.

"Lou Fengze, do you know that sometimes when you say something, people will doubt your identity!"

"My subordinates know, please forgive me for my disrespect, but there are some things that my subordinates really don't like to vomit. Young master, you smell like someone else."

Um?What?I didn't understand what he meant for a while.

"My lord, this time I'm going to Jiangnan, are you going with someone you like? According to my subordinates' observation, that person probably doesn't like you as much as my lord likes him, right?" Lou Fengze's words caused a chill to flash in my eyes , but can I get mad at him?What he said was fundamentally true.

"This subordinate knows that he has made a slip of the tongue, but please forgive me, young master. Although this subordinate is only the deputy manager of the Yunfu, in the mind of this subordinate, young master will always be the savior of this subordinate. This subordinate just hopes that young master is in distress. Sometimes, there will be no one to talk to.”

I looked at Lou Fengze, for the past four years, I kept a distance from anyone, and I would not trust anyone except my confidants in Yunfu.But the eyes of this person in front of him are very sincere.

"It's not that I don't want to, it's just that it's inconvenient for you to follow."

"This subordinate understands... Then this subordinate will leave and prepare some snacks for the young master."

I nodded, Lou Fengze turned and left, my eyes fell on the clenched fists on my knees.Am I too nervous?

"That, Feng Ze." I knew I was impulsive again.

Lou Fengze turned around and bowed, "Is there any other orders, my lord?"

"It's not convenient for you to come with me, but you can