Love him and endure the cold

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"Don't you like the hosta I gave you?" He didn't answer my question, just stared at my hair.

I was a little surprised that his eyes were as calm as a pool of stagnant water.

"... Jun Yinghong, did you drink too much? I think it's better to ask someone to take you back to rest earlier."

"Why do you tie your hair up? I clearly ordered you to wear your hair. Come, someone, catch that girl for me!"

Startled, I stood up and grabbed his wrist. "I insist on this matter, don't blame her!"

I don't know if you adults like one-on-one, or is it NP in the end?Of course, what I’m talking about is the ending, the ones who were with other people before don’t count... I think NP and one-on-one are very loving, alas, if you want NP... there are a lot of people in the end...

049. drunk

Jun Yinghong looked at me steadily, then suddenly smiled.

"Why do you always refuse to listen to what I say?"

I frowned.He shouldn't be talking to me at the moment, right?

"Jun Yinghong, if you miss your brother, you can hide alone and think about it. I'm not his substitute!"

After yelling this sentence, not only Jun Yinghong, but even I was stunned. I thought I was never a person without self-control ability. I have learned to endure myself for four years by Han Jingxiao's side. Emotions.

"You're angry?"

"No... Maybe I'm tired of being treated as a substitute. Maybe you don't know, Han Jingxiao already has a loved one in his heart. The reason why I was held in his arms is said to be because My eyebrows and eyes are very similar to his."

"Really?" Jun Yinghong glanced at me, and suddenly started to take off my clothes. I was shocked. Could it be that this person is going to do that kind of thing here?

"Don't be nervous, I just want to help you take off the outermost red coat." Jun Yinghong took off my red coat from my stiff body, and now I am only wearing a snow-white inner coat.

"Since you don't like it, I won't force you. I admit that I ordered you to put on this suit just now in the hope that I can find a little bit of his shadow in you, but I never thought of you as a substitute. You are you, Yunyi .”

I opened my mouth slightly, I really didn't expect him to say such a thing.

"Don't think I'm a good person." Jun Yinghong noticed that I was staring at him, and his smile became evil again.

"No one in the Jianghu would regard me as a good person. I exchanged the Huari knife for you because I wanted to see if Han Jingxiao would not want that knife for you. Of course, if you are willing to follow me, I will also love my people very much. But this does not mean that I am a good person, if you continue to look at me with your eyes, I will find it very funny." Jun Yinghong raised his neck and took a big bowl of wine He was poured down again.

Although he used a sea bowl, he didn't spill a single drop of wine when he poured it. The way he drinks is really different from that of the northerners. I think this picture is beautiful.But he did drink too much.

"Is there a clear distinction between good and bad people in this world? Just like black and white will never have a very clear definition. I don't think you are a good person, but I don't think you are a bad person either. Bad and good , but to distinguish from different angles.”

Hearing my words, Jun Yinghong paused, and then poured down a bowl of wine with an evil smile.

"Stop drinking..." As if possessed, I stretched out my hand and grabbed Jun Yinghong's slender wrist.It's really hard to imagine that such a slender person is actually a monster that everyone in the world fears.

"Are you caring about me?"

"I am!" I nodded, I don't have to shy away from my feelings in front of Jun Yinghong.It feels weird, it's completely different with Han Jingxiao.In front of Han Jingxiao, I always hide my sincerity habitually. I dare not show any trace of my true emotions, even when I am in bed.

No matter how comfortable my body is made by him, I dare not cry out, because I am afraid that if I make a sound, he will see my feelings, and I don't want him to hate me...

"Yunyi..."

In a daze, I was surprised to find that Jun Yinghong's face had moved closer, his nose smelled of alcohol, the beauty of that face so close was so shockingly beautiful.

"Do you believe me?" Jun Yinghong said softly, the breath sprayed on my face was itchy, and only then did I realize that I was actually pressed against the railing by him.

"What do you mean?"

"I never thought of making you a substitute. Although I let you wear that dress, it was because..." Jun Yinghong suddenly shut up.

"Because of what?"

"Because tonight is the day he leaves me..."

It turned out to be like this... No wonder he drank so much alcohol, it turned out that today is the death day of that person.

I suddenly felt like something was beginning to collapse inside me.In fact, he is the same as me, we are all sad people, not so much that he wants my body, it is better to say that he actually wants to keep warm with me.

"So, do you trust me? I will treat you well in the future..."

"I believe..." I nodded, and sadly found a tear in the corner of his eye.

Sighing lightly, I gently kissed away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

"Han Jingxiao is really the stupidest idiot in the world! To actually let you out for such a cold weapon... But I am very fortunate that I at least discovered your strengths before him. You are really a treasure. Yunyi, forget him, forget him, I will make you happy..."

He gently grabbed my wrist and pushed me over.I was surprised that I didn't resist. In fact, I couldn't accept the second man touching me. Could it be that I really hated Han Jingxiao so much that I subconsciously wanted to hug someone else to take revenge on him?

But, is my revenge useful... I'm just a toy thrown away by him, no matter what I become, he won't care...

"Shu...shu..." Jun Yinghong suddenly called out another name.

His wine-smelling lips pressed against mine abruptly.sparse?It must be his brother.I passively bear the kiss.I knew he was drunk, and very drunk.

"Shu, I'm sorry."

He kisses me while calling other people's names, I will not be angry with him, because I know he is very hard.

My body stiffened suddenly, because he suddenly nibbled on my neck lightly, and I raised my head.His teeth bit my Adam's apple, I suddenly frowned deeply, I can't... I can't go on like this, I can't bear to lie under someone else.Looking up, I saw the curtains fluttering around the pavilion.It's as tangled up as my mood at the moment.

"Jun Yinghong, I, I'm not careless, I'm sorry, I..." I pushed him away, stood up and took a few steps back.

"You don't want me to hug you? Well, I won't force you, then you can hug me..." There was a trace of sadness in his eyes, but I was taken aback by his words.

"As long as I can recover what I lost, I don't care..." He smiled bitterly.

050. Like water

"You drank too much, and you started talking nonsense..." I smiled wryly and sighed, Jun Yinghong is definitely not the kind of person who is willing to be crushed by others, and I don't think I can really crush him.

"I'm serious, I'm not like Han Jingxiao. Actually, what's wrong with being suppressed? At least I can still feel loved."

What kind of strange theory is this... I scratched my head depressingly.

"It's windy here, let me take you back to your room to rest, okay? By the way, where is your room?" I pulled Jun Yinghong up. Everyone reacted differently when drunk. I didn't expect Jun Yinghong to drink alcohol. So cute when drunk.

"Am I wrong? It was originally. When you were crushed by Han Jingxiao, did he love you very much? Would he caress/touch you to make you feel comfortable? Would he still lick the skin all over your body?" ? Don't you feel comfortable? It's nice to be fucked..."

"You're disgusting when you talk..." I frowned.

"Why are you so thin-skinned... Hehe, so cute. Yunyi, tell me, is Han Jingxiao good in bed? Will he help you get there when he's doing that kind of thing?"

He took a deep breath, because Jun Yinghong's hand suddenly grabbed a certain part of me.

There was a sound of "哗啦", and then the water splashed everywhere. I stared blankly at the water waves in front of me. What did I just do?For the first time, I realized that there was a great dark side and violent tendency hidden in my body.

Just now... I threw Jun Yinghong down, I actually threw him into the lake...

I just hate him for suddenly touching me. At that time, I just wanted to wake him up, but I didn't expect that I would throw him out subconsciously, and I didn't expect him to be so easily I drop it...

The water is sparkling, and the moonlight reflected on the lake is broken by the water waves.I suddenly felt something was wrong.

"Hello, Jun Yinghong?" Why hasn't he come up yet?

"Hey, Jun Yinghong, come up quickly!"

No way... Could it be that he can't swim?This is unlikely... Can't northerners know how to swim?I turned around quickly in my mind, the extreme north is generally short of water...

"Oh, I really hit my foot with a stone..." I sighed, and plunged into the water. My father taught me to swim when I was very young.

The lake is deeper than I thought.Damn it, who chiseled the pond?Is it necessary to dig such a deep lake in the house?I poked my head out of the water, frowning even more tightly.

"Hey, Jun Yinghong, don't scare me!