Love him and endure the cold

head.Suddenly a little tired.For the past four years, I have only been busy practicing martial arts and chasing after him.I really never thought about Qiu San... But so what?I can never give him what he wants.

Because my love and heart have all been given to another person...

I never expected that he would love me, as long as I stayed by his side for the rest of my life, I was satisfied.I suddenly laughed wryly, I really didn't expect me to be so cheap...

003. Heartache (1)

After soaking in the wooden barrel for an hour, the water was already cold, but because of the effect of the medicine, I still felt that my whole body was hot.It really is a good medicine for Fengxue Mountain Villa.I closed my eyes and crossed my legs in the wooden barrel to adjust my breath. Immediately, I felt that the internal force in my body was full and circulated the true energy for a week. I opened my eyes, put on a piece of clothing, and lay down on the bed.

Today was a very chaotic and busy day, but I was really lying on the bed, but I didn't feel sleepy at all.Four years ago, I never even thought about revenge.Even if I was sold to Fengxue Mountain Villa as a servant, I only thought that as long as I could live my life peacefully in the future, that would be fine.Because I had no martial arts at that time.

I still vaguely remember the reason why my parents didn't want me to practice martial arts, because they just want me to be an ordinary person, even if I want to be a playboy, it doesn't matter.That Qin Ao has always said that I am a spoiled child, maybe I am.I'm so spoiled that even if I see my parents being killed in front of me, I don't want to take revenge.

I stretched out my hand and smelled it.Even though the soak is full of medicinal smell, I can still smell the faint smell of blood on it.If it is said that four years ago I never dreamed of revenge, then today, four years later, I am very glad that I can kill my enemy with my own hands.

All of this is because of Han Jingxiao, who gave me the opportunity to avenge my parents today.Suddenly, I miss him very much, I have never thought of him like this before.Perhaps it was because of Qiu San's relationship that it was the first time that I formally expressed my feelings for him.

Putting on my coat and tidying up my hair, I left my room.Doomed not to fall asleep, why not go out for a walk.But when I walked in the yard and looked at his room from afar, I dodged and involuntarily walked in his direction.

"The owner..."

"You nasty little fairy, I really don't want to admit that I'm obsessed with your body."

"Being able to make the owner like it is my... ha ah... a blessing..."

"You can really talk with this mouth, and you can't even think about loving you."

"The owner...the owner..."

The sound of panting, accompanied by the sound of flesh/body impact, instantly filled my ears.It's not that he didn't know that he would hug other people today.It's not that I don't know that I will feel uncomfortable when I hear it, but I still come here.

When he hugged others before, I either let myself practice martial arts, or hid in the room to adjust my breath.Every time I force myself not to think about it, I can imply that nothing happened to me.But now I really heard it, maybe, maybe what Han Jingxiao said to Li Feng was only needed for bed/sex flirting/love, but hearing it in my ears made my heart dripping with blood.

What Qiu San said is right, he is someone I cannot touch, he will not love me, never will... He has no affection or love, only ambition and coldness.Fengxue Mountain Villa, as expected, there is no wrong name... But why can't I give up?

"Master...ha, take it easy..."

"Don't you like me like this? Xiaofeng is really naughty."

"Well, who in the village doesn't know... there is only one person who gets special treatment from the owner of the village..."

"You mean, Yunyi?"

"No, he is the only one who can stop calling himself a slave."

004. Heartache (2)

"I said why Xiaofeng was so awkward in bed today. It turned out to be jealous. Yunyi is very special, but that's because he is the only descendant of the Yun family. Although the Yun family has been under Qin Ao's management for the past four years, although the Yun family is strong. It’s not as good as before, but it still has a strong influence in the Jianghu. I need his power to help me grow Fengxue Mountain Villa. If the master of the Yun family is like a servant, how can I establish prestige outside?” Han Jingxiao The voice was teasing, but it pierced my heart like a sharp knife.

Actually, I don't mind, I really don't mind... Just like what I told Qin Ao before his death, I know everything... I know he will teach me martial arts for the sake of Fengxue Villa.I would do anything for him...but it's one thing to know, and quite another to hear him tell someone while he's holding someone else in bed.

I suddenly felt a surge of energy and blood.Covering his mouth with his hands desperately, he quickly left the room.After walking far enough, I spit out the mouthful of blood, panting heavily, and put my hand on a nearby tree.

I know that tonight, I can no longer suppress and hide my feelings for him.I also know that after tonight, I can no longer pretend that nothing happened.If he can't love me, then at least I can't regret it myself...

In the early morning of the next day, I went to find Han Jingxiao as usual.As the night passed, I had already cleared up my mood, and at this moment, there was no sign of the out-of-control heartache from last night on my face anymore.

"Master." I called softly outside his door.

"Yunyi, come in." With Han Jingxiao's permission, I opened the door and walked in. After seeing everything in the room, I stopped in surprise, but it was only a moment when I lost my mind. Get back to normal soon.

"Yesterday I forgot to ask Qiu San to tell you that I don't need to say hello today, and you are also tired. You have hardly had a good day of rest in the past four years."

"I'm not tired." I picked up the coat on the soft couch.

Han Jingxiao had almost no clothes on him, I looked at his naked/exposed chest, and quickly looked away.

"Xiaofeng, you should sleep a little longer, you were very tired last night." Han Jingxiao lowered his head and pressed a kiss on the lips of the man in his arms.Li Feng was still a little dazed, but subconsciously hooked Han Jingxiao's neck to respond.

Li Feng has no clothes on his body, and the spots on the skin exposed outside the quilt are all traces of lust after passing.Just one glance can tell how much he was favored/loved by Han Jingxiao last night.I turned my head in embarrassment.

Ever since Han Jingxiao started doing this kind of thing on a regular basis, no one has ever been left in his room until dawn.Not to mention the lack of restraint that makes people so tired.It seems that Li Feng's position in his heart is really extraordinary.

Inexplicably felt a burst of heartache.

"I'm going to practice martial arts in the stone room later. You go back to Yunfu to have a look. Before everything in Yunfu is on track, just ask for any financial needs."

"This subordinate understands." I put the clothes on for him, and then tied his hair neatly.

"Although you don't have to take care of my daily life, I wonder if you are used to the severity of your subordinates? I still prefer you to tie my hair."

"The subordinates can help the owner every day in the future."

"No, you still have other things to do, you are busy with Yunfu's affairs."

005. Heartache (3)

"This subordinate understands." Yes, in his mind, the hegemony of Fengxue Mountain Villa will always be the first. I tried my best to tell myself that I don't mind, as long as I can stand by his side, I should be satisfied.

His hair has always been so smooth, he chose a hosta and put it through the tied hair.He's right, I don't need to take care of his daily life at all.The four maids of plum, orchid, bamboo and chrysanthemum in Fengxue Mountain Villa are all clever and clever.If it weren't for his distaste for women, I wouldn't have the occasional opportunity to tie his hair and dress him.

"Today, you can accompany me to the stone room." Han Jingxiao's words made me froze on the spot.

"What? Didn't you hear?"

"No, this subordinate just finds it strange." It was really strange, he never let people around when he practiced martial arts, and even the hidden guards only guarded the door every time.

"There's nothing strange about it. Your status in Snow Wind Villa is second only to me. What others can't do doesn't mean you can't."

I looked at him and nodded, of course I know that everything he does has a purpose, so I definitely don't think he really regards me as a friend or the second highest status person in Fengxue Mountain Villa to let me go to the stone chamber .

The stone room is huge, and when I saw Han Jingxiao dancing his sword in the middle, I immediately understood why he asked me to come with him.I heard it when I was young, that there are hardly many people in Jianghu who have seen the owner of Fengxue Mountain Villa make a move.I once asked my parents why.They said it's not because the owner of Fengxue Mountain Villa doesn't kill people, but because they are too powerful and kill people too fast.When almost no one saw clearly, everything was settled.

When I was a child, I thought it was just a rumor, but now that I have seen it with my own eyes, I know that it may not be without reason.This kind of swordsmanship can already be said to be the best in the world.

"You're very smart." At some point, Han Jingxiao was already standing in front of me.

"The subordinates don't understand what the owner means."

"You've already guessed the reason why I asked you to come, haven't you?" Han Jingxiao hooked the corners of her lips, so handsome that I couldn't look away at all.

"From today on, stop calling yourself a 'subordinate' and just say 'I'!" Han Jingxiao took a step closer to me.I knew something was wrong with him, so I went along with him.

"I see." I understood why he asked me to come.He was warning me, or he was letting me know his strength.Yunfu's status in the Jianghu is as light as weight.Now that I have become the master of Yunfu again, if I am no longer willing to be his subordinate, I can join forces with other forces in the world to escape his control.

He only used a set of swordsmanship to let me know that I will never escape