Love him and endure the cold

Ropes, and named him - "Soul Holder"... It was the last struggle of a person who loved to the extreme but could do nothing, he wanted to lock that woman by his side, even though she would never love him , as long as he keeps her by his side, he will be satisfied...

I didn't understand this story when I was a child.I just feel that this prince is very pitiful.But now I understand, when you love someone so much that you can't do anything, it doesn't matter what you do...

I looked at my left wrist. The rope was very thin. If the other end was not connected to the wall, I would only feel that I was wearing an exquisite ornament on my hand.

It's obviously a lock thing, but it's done so delicately, it's really a kind of irony...

Detain the soul, detain the soul... how can the soul be restrained?If a person doesn't love you, the most you can do is tie him up... Han Jingxiao, why did you lock me up, and what did Qiu Yi mean just now?

Xiao... You locked me because you love me, you locked me because you didn't want me to leave, can I think so...

070. Warmth in Dreams

I just sat like this until Han Jingxiao walked in again, and he lit the oil lamp on the table. Is it so late?

"You haven't eaten at all? What's the matter? You don't like everything I prepared for you so much?" Han Jingxiao immediately turned gloomy when he saw the few dishes I had left on the ground.

"I don't want to eat..." I was nauseated at first, but now my stomach is already cramping.

"Okay...okay...since you don't want to eat, I'll dump him!" Han Jingxiao was holding the tray, and with a clatter, he threw those things out, and the sound of the ceramic plate shattering was heard like this It was especially harsh at night.

I felt him pull the skirt of my chest and suddenly dragged me up and threw me on the bed, and then he had already bullied me over.

I haven't eaten anything today, I just ate some dim sum with Lou Fengze at the tea house.Now he was so suddenly pulled dizzy for a while.A strong sense of vomiting hit me, and I subconsciously pushed Han Jingxiao away and retched beside the bed.

"Oh, what? Pretend to be sick to gain sympathy? Do you think I will let you go?"

Han Jingxiao pulled me back and dragged me back, and I fell back on the bed weakly.

I can smell his breath full of alcohol, did he go drinking?

"Heh... I haven't thought about it this way... If the owner wants to do something, just do it..." I gave up and closed my eyes.

I felt Han Jingxiao's body stiffen suddenly, but then he tore off my shirt.

"Okay, since you wish so, then I will do as you wish! Yunyi, listen to me clearly! I will not let you go, absolutely!"

The night after the reunion with Han Jingxiao reminded me of the first time I was raped by him, my body hurt everywhere.He no longer treats me gently, almost rough, he keeps asking.And I kept looking at the swaying roof, my mind went blank.

I know I can't escape, not only my body, but also my heart...

In the end, I fell into a deep sleep, I just seemed to hear someone sighing in my ear, and someone seemed to say some sad words to me repeatedly.

Already missed it?But no matter what, I will keep you by my side.I just hope you can put me in your heart, so it doesn't matter even if you hate me, in fact, there are some things I don't know how to say, just like I don't know what's wrong with me...

I once had a crush on a person, but I didn't know that he was from Xiqugu. When I knew his true identity, I was shocked and painful.That is, from that time on, I will find someone to vent/vent on a regular basis.In fact, you should have discovered that those people have similar characteristics without exception...

In fact, your eyebrows and eyes really resemble Mo Ziyi, so when I hugged you for the first time.I have already been deeply obsessed, and after that I don't want anyone but you, Yunyi, I always thought that it was your body that fascinated me...

But... But when you were by Jun Yinghong's side, I missed you every day... There was a voice in my heart that kept saying, for the sake of Fengxue Mountain Villa, it's okay to sacrifice you.However, I still can't do it.

I regret it...really...

I regret……

I regret letting you meet Jun Yinghong, and I also regret hurting you...

Man, how ridiculous isn't it?Don't leave me, stay by my side from now on... I can give you everything you want... Forget that Jun Yinghong is by my side, I believe that as long as you are by my side, I will definitely give you everything you want... The influence that Yinghong brought to you will be erased.

Feeling a warm embrace surrounding me, I subconsciously approached this warmth, desperately trying to grab something, but still unable to do what I wanted...

The faces of Han Jingxiao, Jun Yinghong, and even my father and mother whose memory has been blurred are constantly circling in front of my eyes. In fact, I know it. I know that my parents will definitely blame me. They are not blaming me. Give Yunfu both hands, but they will blame me for letting myself go to the point where I can't advance or retreat...

The person I love is Han Jingxiao, but the person I miss is Jun Yinghong. If possible, I really hope that the two of them will exchange. How I wish the person I love will treat me tenderly...

When I opened my eyes again, the people around me were no longer there. I moved my body, but my whole body was still in pain, but it was not unbearable.Struggling to put on my clothes, I heard Qiu Yi's hesitant footsteps outside.

"come in."

"The owner told me that if you don't wake up, I can't come to disturb you. What do you think? The owner is dealing with some things, but he asked me to ask you. If your health is fine, then get ready. He will Take you out. If you're tired, forget it."

I listened blankly to what Qiu Yi said.

"What's wrong?" Qiu Yi asked softly.

"It's nothing, you go and tell the owner, I'm fine, I can go out with him at night."

071、decision

"Okay, you get ready, by the way, this is the clothes that the owner gave you, you can change it, if you need anything, just call me..." Qiu Yi saw the thing on my left wrist, and turned away Eye.

I took the clothes indifferently, I don't know why, but I made a decision when I woke up, since Han Jingxiao wants me to be a pet, why don't I obediently be a pet?In fact, there is nothing wrong with this kind of life. You don't have to worry about food and clothing, and you don't have to worry about the ups and downs in the rivers and lakes.

There is really nothing wrong with it...

"Qiu Yi." Seeing that he was about to step out of the door, I stopped him again.

"Chou San's corpse... have you handled it properly? Although I know that the Shadow Guard's status in the villa is really not high, but it is a human life anyway, besides..."

"Don't worry, Qiu Sanhe... In short, get along well with the owner first, and wait until you feel better."

What's the meaning?Why do I feel like Qiu Yi's words are referring to something else?

"Anyway, Yunyi, don't be too resentful, the owner of the villa is not as ruthless as you think."

I smiled, isn't he so callous?But to me he is the most ruthless person.

As soon as Qiu went out, I shook off the suit.The white long gown is indeed my favorite style and color. It is not gorgeous, and it is easy to move around on the upper body.During the half a month I lived with Jun Yinghong, the clothes he prepared for me were all wide-sleeved robes. Apart from the fact that I felt very elegant when I walked around, the clothes were too much of a hindrance.

From the choice of clothes, it seems that the two people's personalities can be seen. One hopes that I will do nothing, and wishes to raise me.And the other one always wants to use me as a tool...

After changing my clothes, I waited for Han Jingxiao to pick me up.He walked in at dusk and paused when he saw me in that outfit.

"I didn't expect you to be so obedient. I thought you were going to make trouble with me today."

I smiled and watched him undo the "soul arrest" on my left hand.

"What did the owner say, I have now figured it out. Since the owner wants me to stay by my side, I will stay by my side obediently. What's wrong with waiting for the owner to come to me every night? No worries about food or food. Shouchuan, if the owner is happy, he will treat me better, I don't know how many people are looking forward to this kind of life, since I have the opportunity to do this, why not do it?"

I felt Han Jingxiao's hand holding my wrist tightened suddenly.Excruciating pain.But I still have a smile on my face.

"The owner is not happy? Isn't this what you want?"

"Stop talking, stand up and follow me, today the prefect is hosting a banquet in Ting Yu Lou, don't cause trouble for me."

It turned out to be like this... I thought he took me out because he was sympathetic to me being locked here, but it turned out to be another purpose.

"The prefect invited a lot of people from the Jianghu this time. After the fight with Jun Yinghong before. You have gained a very good reputation in the arena recently. The prefect specifically wants to see you. And he knows you are mine..."

"What's yours? A pet?" I smiled. I knew that in others' seriousness, my smile was not sarcasm, and it might even look very happy.

072. Different

"Don't talk to me like that, my endurance is limited. It's about time, let's go."

I stopped talking, just kept smiling. The relationship between the prefect here and Han Jingxiao seems to be related to Han Jingxiao’s mother. The imperial court has always been involved in the Jianghu. news.

This time Han Jingxiao stayed in Suzhou and refused to leave. In fact, there must be some kind of cooperation or transaction between him and the prefect.since i met you