Love him and endure the cold

What? "Han Jingxiao looked at me.

"Let Chou San go...as long as the owner is willing to let him go, no matter what the owner does in the future, I will cooperate."

"If..." Han Jingxiao suddenly paused and didn't speak for a long time. I looked at him with some doubts, his breathing was obviously messy.

"What if I say... I want you to love me?" After a long time, I heard Han Jingxiao's deep voice.

What?I didn't hear clearly, I even thought I was hallucinating.

"Can you do it? As long as I let him go, you will love me."

077. Hesitation

I looked at Han Jingxiao in front of me, with mixed feelings in my heart.

I have turned my mind many times, what does Han Jingxiao mean by making such a request to me?

"What? Don't you want to?" Han Jingxiao even had a hint of sadness on his face.I frowned, not because I was willing to complicate everything, but I no longer dared to trust him so easily...

Xiao, what do you want me to do?

"What's the matter? Why didn't you answer? Is my request so embarrassing for you? I thought you and my shadow guards were brothers and sisters, so you were willing to do anything for them." Han Jingxiao suddenly laughed. I looked at him and smiled wryly, Han Jingxiao, I am always confused by you, you always show that look in front of me, you always make me think you like him I……

"I just wonder why the owner of the villa has such a request."

"Hehe, shouldn't such a request be appropriate? I have had so many male favorites. All of them are devoted to me, only you, only you, you can turn a blind eye to me, you can refuse any I give you something, why?"

I heard myself laugh, laughing very happily.

I didn't know... I didn't know that I was so repulsive to what he gave?I didn't know that I was so ignorant of all his "good intentions" and "favor"?

My lord... don't you know me at all?Have you ever thought that it is because I love you that I can't bear your superficial favors. Do you know that it is because I love you that I don't want you to lock me up.

Do you know...it's because I love you...that's why I'm angry with you, hate you, and even deliberately do things to make you angry?I've done all this to love you... I've done all this just to make you look at me...

But why... you can't feel it at all...

"Okay..." I heard my own answer.I love you, of course I will love you, in fact, I have loved you a long time ago, I don't need to do much to get Qiu San's life back, why not do it?

"It's just, how long does the owner want to lock me up?" I laughed at myself and shook my left hand.

"Lock until you won't resist me anymore!"

I laughed again.Resistance... In fact, do you know that in front of you, I have never had any strength to resist.

I laughed so hard that I even burst into tears.

Han Jingxiao walked in front of me, and lightly picked the corner of my eyes with his fingers.

"Why are you crying? Is it so hard for you to love me? Is it so painful for you to love me?"

I looked at his angry face.

"It's not difficult... No, it's actually very difficult... How can it be so easy to love someone? Doesn't the owner know? People's feelings are the most uncontrollable. You can't do whatever you want..."

If it's possible...I want you to love me too...but I know it's impossible...and you don't understand my pain, and you made such a request.

What happened?Why does everyone come to this point?Why can't we love each other?

"No matter how difficult it is, you have to do it, Yunyi, after you fall in love with me, you will know, in fact, I..."

He didn't finish his sentence, because he kissed my lips suddenly.

Xiao... do you know that you have cut off all my retreats?Originally, I could suppress my feelings, but how should I hide your request...

After that, Han Jingxiao released Qiu San according to the agreement, but Qiu San was no longer his shadow guard, but was sent to be a handyman in my yard.

Unless it is Han Jingxiao who is kind enough to release the soul, I absolutely cannot leave my room.During this time, he came to my room to stay overnight almost every day.In the eyes of outsiders, maybe we are really a very good couple.

But in fact, only I know that whenever he hugs me at night, my heart hurts.His domineering, his toughness, and his undeniable refusal are constantly cutting my heart.He made me feel like he just wanted me to think of him and love him with all my heart.

In fact, when he thinks that I am really in love with him, he will lose his interest in me...

Today Han Jingxiao released my soul restraint.

"I have something to do with the prefect, you can go outside by yourself today."

I helped him dress with a smile, his hand hooked around my neck, raised my head and pressed a kiss on my lips.

"Yunyi, you've made me feel that you're really in love with me recently."

I smiled and didn't answer, I love you, but you have been unwilling to believe that's all.

078. Staying with Elegant Architecture

After sending Han Jingxiao out, I moved the soft couch in the room to the courtyard.The weather in Jiangnan is indeed comfortable, so it doesn't matter if you don't return to Luoyang for the time being.I put a book over my face and dozed off in the warm sun.

I heard footsteps in my ears, but I didn't move.

"Yunyi..." It's Qiu San. Of course I've seen him during this time, but he was cleaning the yard outside, and I was trapped in the room.

"Yunyi? Are you asleep?" He called me several times. It's not that I don't want to answer him, but I don't know how to face him yet.

Hearing his sigh, the footsteps went away and then turned back, and then he warmed up, and he helped me take a thin quilt to cover my body.

Of course, I understand Qiu San's affection for me, but in such a chaotic moment, there is still less trouble if there is less trouble.

"I know you're not asleep, and I know you don't want to face me right now, it's just Yunyi, I have complicated feelings for you now, on the one hand I hate you very much, you can obviously leave here and be with Jun Yinghong But you insist on going back to the owner. On the one hand, I am very happy that you are back. I know you have a grudge against me, and you hate me for not telling you the plan of the owner, right?"

I didn't respond to what he said, I admit what he said.I do blame him, I can understand his behavior, but I cannot forgive.

As a shadow guard, he naturally wants to listen to Han Jingxiao, but as me, I can't stand him and Han Jingxiao teaming up to deceive me!

"Yunyi, I don't mind suffering for you. In fact, I also thought about dying just like that, but who knew that the owner of the village saved me? He saved me, but tortured me. I can't live, I can't die... As soon as Ke Qiu told you your news, I felt very comforted, which is why I persisted. Yunyi, I know that your life is very painful now, but the kind of life we ​​live is often self-inflicted, Since you have chosen to return to the owner, then you should be good... don't make him angry again, I... I will always protect you. If one day you can't stand it and want to leave, I will make you die Go out... As for you don't want to see me now, I will try not to appear in front of you..."

The footsteps were far away again, I turned my head slowly, the book covering my face slipped slightly, and I saw Qiu San's back.

I couldn't bear to be so lonely and desolate, so I stopped him.

His body trembled suddenly, and then he turned his head slowly.

"I'm a little bored, go out for a walk with me." I looked at him and smiled.

"If the owner finds out..."

"Don't keep mentioning him, okay?" I interrupted him angrily.Then his face softened again.

"He is not here today, and he said that if I am bored, I can go out by myself. Although I have no status in this village, I still have the right to let someone accompany me. Let's go, I will take you to eat delicious food .Look at you, it's only been half a month, and you've become so thin."

I gave him a mocking look, but he was a little embarrassed.

Because of Han Jingxiao's order, no one in the village stopped me. Qiu San and I wandered aimlessly in the street all the way, and suddenly had a new idea.

"Let's go, let's stay with Yuan Yazhuo."

079: strange man

"Liuyuan Yazhu? You are not mistaken, why are you going there? Or did you just want to go to Lingering Garden and said the wrong place?" Qiu San stared at him with wide eyes, and I gave him a blank look.

"So I'm so stupid in your eyes? Am I still not able to tell the difference between Liuyuan Yazhu and Lingering Garden?"

"But you go to that kind of place...if you are..."

"If the owner finds out, he will kill me, right? Why don't you understand now? I'm not afraid that he will kill me." I looked in the direction and headed towards Liuyuan Yazhu.

In fact, there is always a thorn in my heart.Of course, it was true that Qiu San was stabbed that day, but I always felt that something was wrong. The stabbing was obviously fatal, otherwise I wouldn't feel so uncomfortable because I thought he was going to die.But he said that Han Jingxiao saved him...

I don't doubt that there are many effective wound medicines in Fengxue Mountain Villa, but the knife is obviously piercing the heart, no matter how powerful the medicine is, it can't kill human flesh and bones, right?

Qiu San, you can't hide anything from me. I can forgive people for having difficulties, but I can't forgive planned calculations.

A moment later, we stood at Liuyuan Yazhu