Love him and endure the cold

I can't give you anything except food and clothing...I understand what you want...but I can't afford it, I can't afford it..."

I was trembling violently in his arms, my sanity was almost exhausted, I kept struggling to break free, but he hugged me tighter and tighter...

"If you don't kill me, you will commit suicide... But Yunyi, even if you will hate me in the future, I can't let you leave like this. You are not a coward, I won't allow you to hide!"

All of a sudden, the world was spinning, and Han Jingxiao had already pushed me onto the bed.There was a pain on my lips, and Han Jingxiao had already started to bite my lips.

Just this kind of contact, I suddenly felt a shudder in my body, hehe... He hasn't touched me for a long time... His breath soon made my limbs weak.I finally couldn't hold back the tears that burst out of my eyes, it turns out... I miss his embrace so much...

"Xiao...I love you..." I kept repeating this sentence.

"Why don't you want me to love you... You said you wanted me to love you... But I love you, but you don't want me anymore... You don't want me... You left me there alone, why... Do you really hate me that much? You don't even want to hug me..." All the emotions in my heart collapsed under the influence of Li Yuan, Han Jingxiao, do you know how much I love you?I have loved so much that I have lost myself, all I have is you...

"No, no, listen to me, it's not like this... I can't... I want you to love me, well, I want you to continue to love me... I thought... thought you wanted to be free Would say that... I can't believe it, haha... I can't believe that you really love me... Is this a matter of gain and loss? I thought that as long as I don't touch you, you won't have the excuse to leave... Yunyi, I didn't know you would be in such pain... I didn't expect... Yunyi, don't leave me, you won't leave me, right..." Han Jingxiao's tears dripped on my face, our tears pooled together In one place, the unbearable pain seemed to tear me apart...

095. Nothing

"I don't want anything, Xiao...it doesn't matter if you don't love me, just don't leave me...please...don't leave me like my parents..." I don't know what I'm talking about What.

"You won't let me leave... I won't leave... It's just that I'm also afraid that you will be the one who will leave me in the end... I'm afraid that you will hate me and hate me... Yunyi, in fact, the one who is really afraid is me That's right..." Han Jingxiao hugged me tightly.

I kept shaking my head, utterly devoid of reason.I'm too lazy to think about the meaning of his words, and I don't want to think about what he means. I just know that if this continues, I will definitely collapse.

There was a sudden pain in my body, Han Jingxiao had already squeezed into my body, it was very painful, and I was completely unprepared, but the pain satisfied me at this moment, I hooked his neck, and bit his lip desperately, feeling Seeing him throbbing in my body, I gasped and groaned for the first time, almost in shame.

I have never been so indulgent/indulgent, I clung to him tightly to prevent him from leaving me, and today Han Jingxiao is obviously more enthusiastic than ever.As long as I pester him, he will satisfy me time and time again, until finally I fall asleep unknowingly.

Before my consciousness completely sank into darkness, I flicked the sweaty hair from Han Jingxiao's forehead behind my ears.

"I don't want anything...Xiao...I just want you..."

I smiled at him, the power of Li Yuan's medicine had dissipated, I seemed to see Han Jingxiao's stiff expression, and heard that sigh that seemed to be hallucinatory...

Really... In fact, I really don't want anything... I don't need to force him to really fall in love with me, and I don't need to force him to be alone with me, as long as he is by my side...

I love him, more than I can imagine myself loving him...

The next day, I woke up with a slight jolt.I looked around with some doubts, sat up suddenly, but gasped because of the pain all over my body, alas... I always don't have a long memory, knowing that the result of indulgence/indulgence will be as uncomfortable as it is now, but I still control it Can't help myself.That's good, at least I didn't really fight with him at the time, and last night, obviously the other party didn't show up because of us... that.

But what is going on now?I soon discovered that I was actually in the carriage.

"Do you want to sleep a little longer? You look very tired." Han Jingxiao's smiling face suddenly appeared in front of me, and I was startled, not because of his sudden appearance, but because I doubted my eyes.

Although he laughed before, he had never been so gentle and full of emotion.I clenched my fist secretly, am I still dreaming?Or is it that my poison has not been cured yet?How could Han Jingxiao be so gentle to me?Impossible impossible...

"What's the matter? Is there something on my face? You were sleeping soundly, I couldn't wake you up, so I carried you directly to the car, how is it? Your body—is it uncomfortable?" Han Jingxiao Looking behind me with some ridicule, my face was hot for a while, and I naturally knew what he was referring to.

Shaking my head, in fact, he has been very careful. I have a very soft and thick cushion under my body. It is because of this that I have not been woken up by the bumps.

"Okay, come on, wash your mouth, we will be in Shurong Town soon." Han Jingxiao handed over a cup of tea with a smile, I was startled and hurriedly took it with both hands, he suddenly seemed to have changed Man, I'm totally clueless.

"Yunyi, don't be so cautious, I will treat you well from today on, you can tell me anything you want, I hope you don't think I am the owner of the villa."

I nodded stiffly, I still don't understand why he suddenly became another person.

"Actually, I originally wanted to grab that mirror and fly over to torture you, but after thinking about it, I forgot it. If he hadn't laid a grudge on you, I wouldn't have been able to hear so many sincere words from you. Do you remember? You Said you don't want anything, just me." Han Jingxiao suddenly approached my ear, and the scorching breath sprayed on my ear.

I immediately felt even more embarrassed, remembering the shameful words in my daze last night, I quickly lowered my head and took a sip of tea and pretended to rinse my mouth, yes, if it wasn’t for the damn poison, how could I have said so many things so abnormally ?If it was normal, I would not beg for mercy like this even if I vomited to death and let myself be suffocated to death...

I kept seeing Han Jingxiao smiling from the corner of my eyes, and he stopped talking and teasing me. I somehow felt that Han Jingxiao like this made me more difficult to resist, so I could only think of something else to change the subject.

"Didn't you say that you will go to Shurong Town in a few days?"

"Someone attacked you yesterday, whether it was ordered by people from Xiqugu or not, but I'm afraid they can't get away with it. In fact, if it wasn't my father... forget it, I don't want to mention this, anyway, I have to take down this river and lake. .Yunyi, in fact, sometimes I am very tired, and I also want to live the simplest life with the one I love, but the reality is often cruel..."

Because I am still in school, this novel is really slow to update, I know... But please be tolerant and tolerant, readers... Also, about the comments of readers, sometimes I may not be able to read them immediately Back... I saw some adults had some doubts about the article, because it is No.1, and the perspective of God cannot appear, so I really have no way to give a detailed description of the psychology of other characters except Xiaoyun. Therefore, many doubts can only be presented slowly with the development of the plot.Regarding Jun Yinghong and Xiaoyun, Xiaoyun is willing to commit himself because of guilt, because Jun Yinghong is very kind to him, and Xiaoyun is addicted to his tenderness, which is actually because he cannot get Xiaohan's affection. It's a normal psychological compensation, and Xiaoyun always loves Xiaohan, so the night before he made his choice, he had a relationship with Xiaoying... It's actually very helpless, Xiaoying will come out in the end, it can't be ruled outN/ Possibility of P.In fact, Xiaoyun is not angry with Qiu San, he has already felt that Qiu San is not just a secret guard, as explained in the article, Xiaoyun looked at Qiu San and thought in his heart, he can forgive everything, but he cannot forgive those who have a purpose. Utilize and count.So about Qiu San, there will be an explanation later.As for Xiaohan's awkwardness, please wait patiently, because the reason why he is so awkward and strange, and why he behaves so contradictory to Xiaoyun will be explained soon. In fact, there is a big turning point and a buried one. The truth of the novel... Actually, I am also anxious. When my second novel is written, I will switch to the third person. I love and hate the No.1 title, because there are indeed many things that I can't explain right away... I can only use No.1 said perspective, in this way, Xiaoyun is actually very confused about Xiaohan's contradictions and changes, so Xiaoyun has been worrying about gains and losses and is completely unpredictable about Xiaohan, which is why he makes many strange actions.

096. birthday

I saw that he didn't speak. In fact, I am not qualified to deal with his affairs, but as I thought, he can't help himself a lot of times, but he doesn't know what kind of pressure his father put on him, because according to As far as I know, Han Jingxiao is not a person without a backbone, even if it is his relatives, he will never be easily threatened.

"Why don't you ask me why?" Han Jingxiao opened his mouth, and I looked up at him in surprise.

"Actually, if you want to know anything about me, I