Love him and endure the cold

He pointed at the ointment and squeezed it in at the same time.

"Relax, relax, don't suck so hard... In this way, I can't help it..." Han Jingxiao frowned, I could see that he was also working hard.

100. cloud and rain

In fact, I really want to tell him if I try it last time, how can I relax?Besides, he was already majestic enough, plus a finger...

But I dare not, I will always be weak in front of him.Lubrication is naturally necessary, but he already did it when he came in just now, what do you want to do now?

"Don't worry, you'll be comfortable soon."

"Who, who's in a hurry..." I explained in a panic, this person's mouth is getting more and more annoying, but even so, I still feel a burst of sweetness in my heart.

With a sudden exclamation, Han Jingxiao has already hugged my whole body.He knelt on the bed, and I sat on his lap.He wiped the sweat from my brow.

"Yunyi, you must not forget the feeling when I hugged you, you know? If one day you let me know that you went to find someone else, hehe, I will definitely not let you go."

I'm sweating... so he was still thinking about the matter between me and Jun Yinghong... I know that as long as I am a man, I can't accept that kind of thing, but I also have a reason to have sex with others.

"As long as I have you, why would I go to someone else..." I said awkwardly.

He was obviously taken aback, maybe he didn't expect me to say that.

"Hahahaha, are you trying to keep me? I'm very happy to hear you say that for the first time. It seems that you can't work harder... But, there is one thing you said wrong."

"Ah~" I suddenly yelled uncontrollably, because Han Jingxiao suddenly pushed hard without warning, because I was already sitting, and the movement seemed to be as intense as pushing my body through.I hooked his neck weakly and gasped violently.

"Whether I'm here or not, you can't be with others anymore. If you let me know, you will definitely pay the price. You have to remember, you are mine..."

Han Jingxiao kissed my lips repeatedly and deepened, I had already been made sore and limp by him, I could only respond feebly.At this moment, I can feel that he loves me, even though he has never said love to me, but I just know that he loves me...

Letting go of my lips, Han Jingxiao suddenly raised my waist slightly, and my whole body was turned over by him and lay on the bed, God damn it!He didn't pull out that thing at all!The sudden churning of the foreign body in my body made me breathless.

I finally understood what he meant by what he did just now, it turned out he wanted to do this!

I gasped weakly on the bed, and felt Han Jingxiao gently lay on my back.Pushing my messy hair aside, he spoke in my ear as he moved.

"I don't want to torture you too badly, but... I really don't want to be separated from you, not even for a moment, so it's better to be more lubricated, I really want to be connected with you forever like this. What about you?"

I nodded.Feeling sore eyes, just like what Shu Yichen said, why do I think so much?Since we are together at this moment, this is enough.

"Xiao, don't leave me..."

"it is good……"

We didn't talk anymore after that, obviously there was no gap in each hug, but it still felt that it was not enough, so next time we tried harder.Every time the lingering/lingering made me almost die, but the next time it was even more intense.

At the time, I didn’t really understand why Han Jingxiao and I were like that, but after many years, I understood...it’s because we both know each other that happiness is only temporary...we both know that sooner or later we will be separated , not because we don't love each other, but because...it's hard to love...

Shu Yichen once said that it is not easy for the person one loves to also love oneself at the same time.Han Jingxiao and I met, and we fell in love, but reality and fate are too ruthless!No matter how we struggle and how to change, we only have to torture each other in the end...

At that time, I always felt that Han Jingxiao asked me to tell him that I love him too many times, but later I realized that it was not enough... far from enough... When I had no chance to say these three words to him again, I just realized how lucky I was...

If the wind is affectionate, the wind smiles, and if a person has a lover, he hurts himself... In fact, whether it is joy or sorrow, I can't bear it... All the karma and fate in this world often go wrong, and things backfire... I can't bear it, let it go To be disrespectful, to be lucky, to lose destiny...

Once one wrong step is made, one's life will be ruined...

If all of this is a punishment that is worse than death, then both Han Jingxiao and I will lose completely...

no winners...

He really never left my body that night, even when we fell asleep in the end, he was always buried in my body.And for the first time, I fell asleep in his arms face to face.He used to hug me from behind.

We are all entangled/entangled with all our strength, I hugged his waist tightly, even in my sleep, I never let go of my strength, I wish I could embed him into my bones, I really love him...

Tonight, I dreamed...

deep memory

In the deep night, a child dressed in black walked quickly through the streets.He has walked this road almost every month since he was six years old, so it can be said that he is quite familiar with it.But if he had a choice, he would never want to go to the end of this road, never step into that small abandoned courtyard again.

Although he is only ten years old this year, he already has a forbearance and calmness that is completely out of proportion to his peers.Although he looks like a child, he no longer has the right to be a child. If he can choose, he just wants to live a simple life with his parents.But reality is always cruel.

"You can only walk this road by yourself, and no one will accompany you. If you are so afraid, you are not qualified to be my son!" 』

His father's cold words from before echoed in his ears.Since he came back with his "father", he hasn't smiled to himself once.He knew that his father didn't like him at all, if it wasn't because of his blood relationship with him, if it wasn't because of the sudden death of his excellent brother who had never heard of him, this father would never come to him.

Father?The father he had been looking forward to, but one day he really saw him, and another disaster started. His mother even left him forever because of this.At first he didn't understand why, but it didn't take long for him to understand.

Their original world was so far from his father's world that it could be said that they had no intersection at all.And his existence may be a shame to that father, an unbearable past that people can criticize, so for his own future, his mother resolutely used her own life to cut off his father's retreat.

No matter what, he was his son. Once she died, his son could only rely on his own father. Although such a decision was made out of love, it became the deepest pain and injury to a child.

It has been four years, since his mother passed away, it has been four years since he came to Fengxue Mountain Villa. When he first came to the mountain villa, he knew that no one there would really take him seriously. The young master expressed doubts.But in order not to let his mother's sacrifice be in vain, he has been practicing martial arts hard, and he rarely even talks.

His father never praised him, but it was fine for him. If that father showed great care for him, he would be at a loss what to do.And then suddenly one day his father told him that one day every month he would come to the end of this road.In that abandoned yard, there will be a purpose for his survival.

Is he still alone?Even his biological father used his children for his own purposes, but he still wants to live on...Why?Just because of his mother's words that he must live a good life.

Yes, he can't give up, he can only grit his teeth and persevere, he must get real freedom, and one day he can choose the life he wants, and he will succeed...

Coming out of the abandoned courtyard, he staggered, and suddenly two hidden guards appeared beside him.

"Young master, are you alright?"

The ten-year-old Han Jingxiao shook his head, he was used to it, every time he came out from here, he felt as if he was subjected to the most terrifying torture.But in order for his mother's death to become meaningful, he survived again and again.

After that person died, he is actually the owner of the villa now, but because he is still too young, people in Fengxue Villa all call him the young owner of the villa.He, Han Jingxiao, is the youngest who has taken over the position of owner of Fengxue Villa since its establishment.

Therefore, too many people said that he was lucky. If the old owner hadn't lost his beloved son and fell ill, it wouldn't be his youngest son's turn to take this position.

"I'm going somewhere else for a walk, you all go back first, don't follow me." Han Jingxiao hadn't smiled for a long time, even though he was only ten years old, the coldness emanating from his body was hard for adults to ignore.

"But, Young Master..."

"Don't you listen to what I say?" Impatiently interrupting the dark guard, Han Jingxiao didn't want to entangle with them anymore, and chose a direction to go alone.

He didn't know why he was so irritable tonight. He could bear the physical pain, but how could he endure the pain in his heart?

He didn't know where he had gone, the night was too quiet until he suddenly heard a baby's voice