Love him and endure the cold

!I'm afraid he won't be there as soon as I open my eyes... He is like a shadow, no matter how I chase it, it is unreal, even if this shadow is right in front of me, I still don't have the slightest sense of reality... I always feel He is like the dream I had when I was young, he is standing not far in front of me, but I just can't walk in front of him... Ying, I know you will be uncomfortable, but you believe me... I've really made up my mind..."

"Okay... I promise you... Anyway, I can't say no to you... Rest well tonight, and I will take you there tomorrow..."

I looked at Jun Yinghong's face and pressed a kiss on his lips.Ying, I know that no matter what I say now, it is useless, I can only use my future to make myself love him well.At that time, I really made up my mind...

It was late at night, but I still couldn't sleep. Jun Yinghong beside me was breathing evenly. I looked at his side face with a ray of moonlight. Heart palpitations because of one look or one movement of his.

"Can't sleep?" Jun Yinghong said suddenly without opening his eyes. I was a little embarrassed, but then I wrapped my arms around his waist.

"I'm thinking, is it because you love me, or I'm just a substitute for your brother."

"The fact that you think so shows that I still have a place in your heart." Jun Yinghong opened his eyes and turned his head to look at me.Pulled the quilt for me.

"Don't you want to?" He naturally knew what I meant.

"When your mind is over, I will get it back from you a hundred times and a thousand times. Or... do you really want it now? If you really want it, I will cooperate with you..." Jun Yinghong suddenly smiled charmingly , I was in a trance for a while, as if his tantrum was just my hallucination.

"Hiss..." When Jun Yinghong suddenly pressed on me just now, his hand touched the cut wound under my left eye.

"What? It hurts? Let's see, why is it bleeding again? This time the injury is serious, but don't worry, I will use the best medicine to ensure that there will be no scars."

"No, I want to leave a scar. If Yunyi has changed, it means he has a new life." I touched the wound on my face, God's will, this wound reminded me to be firm.

110, day

The next day, we went to Suzhou. When Jun Yinghong took me away on the side of the road when I passed out that day, I just walked out of Shurong Town not far away, and I have been living in this small hut in the mountains since then.I haven't seen Qiu Yi and Qiu San again in the past half month. Qiu Yi should have gone back to Han Jingxiao's side. As for Qiu San... I think he should have returned to Xiqu Valley.

This person has been a pawn since he was four or five years old and entered Fengxue Mountain Villa. He must have lived a miserable life for more than ten years.I have to suppress myself hard every day, not to let myself show any flaws, I only hope that Mo Ziyi will treat him better after he returns to Xiqu Valley.

This time we went to Suzhou, we did not take a carriage, but chose the waterway.This is what I asked for, because I remember that the water lanterns were set on this river during the Fengluo Festival, and this river will merge into the Suzhou Creek.I don’t know where the krathong we put up will eventually float away. This is my last bit of selfishness. I know it’s impossible, but I still want to take another look at the name he wrote at that time...

"The Huari Dao is actually a demon sect's sword technique."

Jun Yinghong and I bought a boat. Hearing what he said, I took my eyes off the river.

"I don't know if you've heard of it, but 500 years ago there was a Huari Sect who was very powerful, and its No. 20 generation leader, Yue Yan, was a generation of heroes. The strategy and wisdom of the world. With courage and strategy, such a person will become a feared existence no matter where the opponent is. At that time, the martial arts leader Cheng Xian was also a character, but in the end he still lost to that Yue Yan, not because of poor martial arts, It's because...Cheng Xian fell in love with Yue Yan...the love between two men is shocking enough, but it's still the leader of the martial arts who fell in love with the leader of the Demon Cult..."

"So it's true? I thought it was just a legendary story." I was a little surprised. In fact, these long-ago rumors told me a lot when my mother was a child.

The love between Cheng Xian and Yue Yan can be regarded as earth-shattering and poignant. Later, I kept thinking that the reason why I fell in love with a man might be because this story gave me enlightenment...

"Although the story of Cheng Xian and Yue Yan has been exaggerated a lot in later generations, it really happened. In love, whoever falls in love with each other first will lose. Yue Yan only wants to complete the past. A long-cherished wish to rule the world. Yueyan took over the position of leader at the age of 14, and in the next ten years he had constant conflicts with Bai Dao. Naturally, Chengxian and Yueyan would have a lot of contact... The entanglement in the world is really interesting, He is obviously a deadly enemy, but he will love... Yue Yan naturally loves Cheng Xian, but because he grew up under strict training, the only way in his life is to unify the rivers and lakes, so even if he feels right Cheng Xian's feelings, but still deceiving himself hard. As a result, in that battle, Cheng Xian deliberately died under Yue Yan's hand, because Cheng Xian wanted to use his own death to wake up Yue Yan! After Cheng Xian died, Yue Yan hugged her. With his body returned to the Demon Cult. Bai Dao lost his command and naturally fell into chaos. For a while, everyone in the Jianghu was terrified when they heard the word "Hua Ri". But what people did not expect was that Yue Yan unified the martial arts. Not long after, suddenly He announced that he would give up the position of leader to study martial arts. It didn't take long for Yueyan to create the Huari sword technique. This set of knife techniques can be said to fully express his own feelings and feelings towards Cheng Xian. "

I thought about it, and already understood something.

"The Huari Knife was born out of love, but it also contains all the helplessness and regret of a person. Yue Yan realized what he had missed after Cheng Xian died, so he regretted it, but even if he regretted it, he didn't regret it. There is no way to change anything, so he can only use the cruelest way to punish himself. Turning the day into the day, even everything in the world can be removed, but the hatred cannot be removed, so people who practice the Huari knife will completely fall into hell .Because Huari Knife's mentality is very domineering, once you start to practice, you can't stop, otherwise you will feel pain like being devoured by thousands of ants, but the consequence of continuing to practice can only be that your life will be eaten away Deeper, Huari Dao will make a person constantly entangled by the most painful things in the depths of his heart. In the end, those who practice Huari Dao will either be tortured to the point of madness by the demons in their hearts, or they will be driven mad by Huari Dao's domineering internal force Backlash to death. According to legend, Yueyan suddenly issued a poisonous curse before his death. He spent his whole life in order to realize the long-cherished wish of the past lords, but Huarijiao itself is a kind of cage, which will only trap more people. The so-called good and evil Li Li's thoughts have also harmed batch after batch of people. So he cursed that the leader of Huari Sect will not end well. Originally, no one paid attention to his crazy words, but I don't know if it is There is such a thing as a curse in this world. In short, most of the leaders of the Huari Sect died early, and gradually the Huari Sect also faded out of people's sight. After their status in Jianghu became stable, Huari Dao was sealed, and a rule was established that no descendants should practice it. Since then, Fengxue Villa has switched to swordsmanship, which has shocked the martial arts, and their swordsmanship is not inferior to Huari Dao."

Jun Yinghong didn't go any further when he said this, but I don't think this matter is just that simple.

"The Huari Knife was stolen a hundred years ago, and I obtained it through many twists and turns. Many people in the world wondered why I didn't practice it. It was because I didn't want the Huari Knife to control my mind." Jun Yinghong walked up to me and leaned over to kiss it. hold me.

"Yunyi, if I'm right, Han Jingxiao has practiced this kind of saber technique."

111. Name

"No..." I gasped, I really didn't know that the Huari Knife was so domineering.

"Xiao is smarter than anyone else. Although he looks indifferent on the surface, he definitely knows what to do and what not to do. He will never touch this kind of evil martial arts."

"Yes, Han Jingxiao's personality does disdain to touch such things. But what if he is also helpless? Or, is he also threatened?" Jun Yinghong's words made me slump down on the chair.

"Then is there any way to prevent people from becoming crazy in the end?" I pressed my brows wearily, Han Jingxiao, what on earth do you want to do?What happened to you?I will never believe that you want to practice that ghost sword technique by yourself.

"Of course there is a method. I have heard of a method before, but it is very cruel... According to legend, the previous owner of Fengxue Mountain Villa wanted to practice the Huari Saber but did not want to be crazy, so he researched a method, which is Let the meridians of my whole body retrograde once a month. This will retrograde the mental method that I practiced before, and temporarily force back the poison gathered in the body by the Huari knife, but this is just an indicator and does not cure the root cause, and every retrograde It's like experiencing the worst torture in the world at the same time, and this process cannot be carried out in a state of unconsciousness. Therefore, people who are carrying out this retrograde must grit their teeth and endure it with their own willpower. Every time the process is It's like escaping from the dead. I don't know if Han Jingxiao did this, but if he really did that, even I would admire him, such a life is really not for people..."

I was silent, thinking of Jing Fei's words before, is it because of this that Han Jingxiao chose to leave me now?no... even this