Love him and endure the cold

What happened to this move?

With the faint light, I quietly approached the main house where Han Jingxiao lived.Dodging around the back of the house, I crouched outside the window.

"Hmm...haha..."

There was a slight panting sound, and my body froze suddenly. This sound was very strange, not the kind of uncontrollable panting between the beds, and the person who made the sound seemed to be in great pain.But always gritted his teeth to support.This kind of sound is like a beast on the verge of death, sobbing and screaming, anyone who hears it will be extremely unbearable.

I couldn't help but straighten up and put my eyes close to the window, but before I could see anything clearly, I suddenly felt a pain in the back of my head, oops!I didn't feel anyone was behind me at all!But it was too late, my eyes went black.Consciousness has sunk into darkness.

There was a faint voice in my ear, I tried to open my eyes, and I gasped because of the wound on the back of my head just as I moved.

"Are you awake?" With a familiar voice, I blinked and saw the person next to the bed clearly, with a delicate face, deep and sad eyebrows, and an aura like that of an exile.

"Yi Chen?" I was a little puzzled, how could I be in the Remnant Building?The memory gradually came back to the time before, Jun Yinghong and I broke up and went to Nianyue Villa. Outside Han Jingxiao's room, I heard a strange and painful sound, and then I was knocked out.

That person is terrible. Although my martial arts can't be said to be the best in the world, there are not many people in the world who want to beat me. This person can make me approach me without any awareness and knock me out. That martial arts and agility are really too frightening... Who could it be?

"What do you think?" Shu Yichen helped me up and handed me a cup of tea.

"Fortunately, why am I here?"

"I don't know either, haven't you been in Shurong Town all the time? Just now someone came to report that someone passed out at the door of my "Liuyuan Yazhu". I saw it was you. It seems that someone deliberately beat you Lost here with me."

I frown...

"This person should know us and know that our relationship is not bad. It seems that he didn't want to really hurt me, so he threw me at your door."

114. Chaos

Shu Yichen on the opposite side nodded, I watched him for a long time without speaking.

"What's wrong?" He looked at me with a smile, and I knew that my eyes might be a little strange.

"Does Yichen still have someone he likes now?" The person in front of him is really hard to look away from, I don't understand how anyone doesn't like him, how can he be willing to dislike him...

By coincidence, my hand touched his face.Shu Yichen didn't hide, but his eyes suddenly became misty and sad. He has been living with a mask all along, right?The boss of Liuyuan Yazhu, who welcomes and sends us away every day, is smiling, but it is very hard... Maybe he feels my comfort and sadness, which is why he looks so fragile at this moment...

The two of us are actually no different. Although we each have our own sorrows, we are all suffering after all.Two people who are connected with the same disease can always feel each other's pain, so they can comfort each other and rely on each other.

"The person I like now? Maybe there is, but who knows...Maybe I have lost the ability to like someone all my life..."

I smiled wryly.

"Yeah, actually there's nothing wrong with this...If you don't know how to love, you won't suffer. Look at me...Although I had a very happy life before, I was abandoned again in a blink of an eye. Sometimes I Thinking, am I still a person? It’s just a piece of clothing, a thing! He wants it if he wants it, and he doesn’t want it if he doesn’t want it...I’m a fool to believe him...he’s always like this, just ignore me What are you thinking about..."

Su Yichen looked at me and suddenly sighed, and brushed the broken hair from my face behind my ears.

"Until the last moment, no one can judge right or wrong... Two people in love, there must always be one who will never give up. If both parties shrink back so easily, how can they be together?"

"Then you mean... you want me to continue chasing his back?" I shook my head wearily.

"I'm so tired... I'm so tired... If he and I are destined not to be together, why should I..."

I covered my eyes with my hands... almost... just a little bit, I was about to see him, I was outside his room, I was under his window, but why is this God not Willing to let me do what I want?Can't even take a look?

My fingers started to get wet, and I covered my eyes even tighter...Why... If I am destined to lose sooner or later, I might as well get nothing from the beginning... Han Jingxiao, do you know that you will kill me? Time and time again... I'm just a normal person, I'm not a stone without sense... I'm not that strong...

The indifferent face of that person seemed to appear in front of my eyes again. Why did my heart ache so many times, but I still haven't adapted to the pain...why am I still so uncomfortable, as if I have lost my breath...

I suddenly feel at this moment... I don't understand his world at all... No matter how hard I try, I can't get through...

Feeling Shu Yichen's slightly cold fingers gently pull my hand away, I watched his face gradually approaching me through the steam.

"Don't cry...you cry...I will feel bad, and...he will feel bad too..."

I didn't have time to think about who the "he" in his mouth was. I felt his breath gently spit on my face. I raised my head slightly and hooked his neck.

His soft kiss fell on my lips, without any emotional entanglement, without any love or hate, such a pure kiss, my whole body seemed to melt... I have kissed him three times The first time was the day I first came to Liuyuan Yazhu, he deliberately hooked my neck and kissed me to make Han Jingxiao jealous, and the second time was when I was poisoned and unconscious Below me, he didn't even have a trace of resistance at that time, and he responded to me, this time is the third time...

Shu Yichen, this person always makes me feel at ease, as if staying by his side, I will never have to worry about any pain, his breath is so so that I can't help but feel immersed in it, he is more like a family member to me .

Lips parted, I hugged the person in front of me tightly, and he patted my back lightly.

"If it's really painful, just leave... In fact, sometimes giving up is not as difficult as imagined..."

"Are you really going to give up?" My voice was low, and I felt him stunned.

"Yes, I gave up...a ​​long time ago...give up..."

I feel sad for no reason, yes, sometimes it’s a good thing to give up... If you give up, it won’t hurt anymore... But how can you let go of the attachment in your heart?If you can really retract freely, then where does your current sadness come from?

Yichen, tell me...how did you manage to leave the one you love?

"Okay, don't think so much for now, I'll go and order the kitchen to get you some light porridge, don't think about anything now, take a good rest, and then think about how to go in the future when you're done resting."

I nodded, I should think about it...

It has been interrupted for a while, and now it is restored, my lords, please forgive me...By the way, the evil exam! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

115、Sink in Memories

Apart from the pain in the back of my head, I didn't feel any other discomfort, turned over and got out of bed, I paced slowly in Shu Yichen's room.I am no stranger to this place, but every time I come here, I can still feel a strong sense of depression.This place is called Remnant Memory Building, and everything here, even a flower and a leaf, exudes strong memories.

This is a kind of fate, a fate that cannot be ended once a choice is made... Whoever falls in love with the other first will be the loser. But it always stays in place.The result of forcing myself to leave is that I can only discard the heart that does not want to leave with my body...

From then on, as a body without soul and heart, I lived like a walking dead...

I walked to Shu Yichen's desk and looked at some words written by him.It is said that a person's handwriting can represent a person, just looking at his handwriting makes people feel a strong sadness.

As soon as I carefully folded a piece of paper full of words and put it in my arms, Shu Yichen had already brought something in himself and walked in.

"If outsiders see Liuyuan Yazhuo's book owner, who has always refused people thousands of miles away, to serve me tea and water in person, I'm afraid I will be pierced by thousands of arrows..." I smiled, and I don't know why. When I look at him, I always think of his cold and alienated appearance when I saw him for the first time.

"It's been so long and you're still struggling with this kind of problem? You're so fateful, how many people want to protect you with their lives." Shu Yichen put the tray on the table and looked at me slightly smile.

"Do you feel better?"

I nodded and got tired of leaning on him.

"I feel better when I'm by your side, because you always make me feel at ease, and I don't have any pressure at all...Can I ask you a question?" I blinked and looked at him, and Shu Yichen looked at him. I subconsciously dodged back with an expression on my face.

"what?"

"Last time I was poisoned, and when I was unconscious, I wanted to put you under me, cough cough, in fact, if you meet someone you like in the future, you would also be willing to be pressed by him... Although your martial arts are not weak, but no matter how I look at you, you seem to be