Love him and endure the cold

Poisonous, I saw him as you in a daze, and the touch of his body is completely different from yours. Logically speaking, it is absolutely impossible for me to admit my mistake... But do you know why?I realized later... because of how similar his eyebrows and eyes are to yours..."

I felt the sourness in front of my eyes.

"I used to think, why does the boss of Liuyuan Yazhu, who has always rejected people for thousands of miles, allow me to approach? And that time, I pressed him by the pool to vent/vent my own desires, but he didn't Resisting, but still acting obedient and willing... Hehehe...It's so ridiculous...I'm so slow...It's because of you that he treats me differently...Isn't it?"

Jun Yinghong stood up suddenly, pinched my neck suddenly, and pressed me against the railing of the pavilion.The hand on the throat tightened more and more, I looked at the person in front of me sadly, Jun Yinghong seemed to have completely lost his mind at this moment, his eyes were red, his repressed panting was like a beast about to get angry, such a beautiful person , so terrible when angry...

A tear oozed from the corner of my eye.

"You dare not face it...you are afraid...because in your heart...you still love him...you can't forget...he...so you don't want to choose...you want to keep me...by your side...let me You...don't think about...he...isn't he? Look...he's right here...the same as the writing on the maple leaf...right?"

Being strangled by my neck, I can only make a low and hoarse voice, but I still have to say... I like Shu Yichen, just like I like my own brother, I can't bear to see him unhappy...I I want him to get his own love...

Jun Yinghong's other hand suddenly pulled the rice paper in my hand, with a little force, the paper was shattered into pieces in his hand.

"I told you to stop talking! Don't you understand!"

Suddenly, the hand stuck on the neck suddenly increased its strength.I could even hear my bones rattling.

"Kill me... save me... and face... parting..." I looked at the tear mole in the corner of Jun Yinghong's eyes, the tear mole was actually the result of his longing for Jun Yingshu... I How can you not understand?

It's just that I'm always reluctant to give up... Whether it's facing Jun Yinghong or Han Jingxiao... I can't get up anymore... I might as well die in his hands, so that all my troubles can be ended bitter……

"Yunyi, why did you force me like this...why!" Jun Yinghong let go of my neck, but suddenly pressed my lips, this kiss was no longer as gentle and careful as before, as if to prove something Burning.With the sound of clothes being torn, he ripped my clothes off.

118. Pain

I started to smile wryly in my heart, why not just kill me?Why do you want to let me go?At this moment, I would rather you have no affection for me... But I know it's impossible... But what exactly do you want to do this day?Is it really that good to play tricks on the world?

I hugged Jun Yinghong with my back, and let him press me under the bench in the pavilion, and let him bully me up.

It's ridiculous...After I decided to take a look at Han Jingxiao and give up on being with Jun Yinghong, we found out that Jun Yingshu was not dead...and I like that person very much...

So, I can't bear him to be unhappy...

So, I can't take away his happiness...

"Ying, do you know? In fact, I am happy... No matter what, there will be someone happier than me..." I closed my eyes, and felt the movement of him burying my neck paused.

"So... tonight, no matter what you want, I will fully cooperate...I know you have been suffering so much during this time...but after tonight, you will be free..."

And I'm... free...

Jun Yinghong didn't speak, lingered on my chest for a moment, then reached out and untied his own belt.He suddenly pulled me up and turned over. Without any preparation or lubrication at all, Jun Yinghong directly entered my body from behind me.

I suddenly raised my head, and my throat overflowed with an unbearable cry of pain.It's like my body is being torn apart abruptly, and I don't feel any joy at all.

"pain?"

I shake my head. "That's it...you and I have endured it for too long...it doesn't matter to me..."

Jun Yinghong buried his face on the back of my neck, and soon I felt something warm slide down my neck.

"I actually love you very much...Even I don't know why I love you so much..." Jun Yinghong did not move gently, I only felt my body rubbing against the side of the pavilion with his movements railing.It hurts a little, but it's nothing compared to the pain in my heart.

"…………I know……"

"I don't want you to leave me, but you want to give me to someone else... Is it okay for us to pretend we don't know anything? Why do I have to make a choice? Why..." Jun Yinghong turned my head , intertwined with my lips and tongue.

The back should have been broken, but I didn't care, I opened my mouth, and I let his tongue attack the city.His other hand slowly moved forward from my lower back, grabbing my desire/desire.

My whole body trembled, Jun Yinghong fixed my head even tighter, and the other hand had already started to fiddle up and down.I raised my neck impatiently.Some time ago, because of Han Jingxiao, my body had become very sensitive, so I quickly ignored the pain behind me.

There is a rush of hot air in the body.I was about to lose my breath. Suddenly, I straightened my body, my eyes were blurred, and I vented in his hands... At this moment, I am also very impulsive, because I know that after tonight, maybe I will And I won't have the chance to be with him... Jun Yinghong finally let go of my lips, I panted heavily, but felt him suddenly leave my body.My body seemed to become empty at once, and I panted and looked back at him.

"Yunyi... I'm very scared... I'm afraid that if I continue to do this, I will be desperate and don't care about anyone, as long as I keep you by my side..."

I turned around and looked at him, my limbs were sore after venting/venting, and I tried to make my breathing steady.Tears were streaming down Jun Yinghong's face, I stared blankly, is it really that painful... Is it really that painful for you to make a choice?

Jun Yinghong looked at me for a long time, as if he had made up his mind, he pulled up his clothes and hurried out of the kiosk.I laughed at myself...he didn't even dare to hug me...

It took a long time before I regained my strength. I stood up and straightened my clothes. It seemed that the last tenderness could not be realized...

There was a sudden warmth behind my back, and my body froze suddenly.Immediately, I couldn't bear it any longer, and tears welled up in my eyes...

I hugged the arms around my waist tightly. At this moment, I realized how reluctant I am... In fact, there are many different emotions in a person's life, and I will live forever for Han Jingxiao Unforgettable love, but my feelings for Jun Yinghong are like water...Before I knew it, this love had penetrated into my heart. My guilt towards him and gratitude to him made me fall in love with him The warm breath on my body...

"Yunyi, what should I do... You teach me... I can't let go of him, but I can't let go of you either... Can I choose not to? We don't care about anything, okay? Let's go now, you Don't go looking for Han Jingxiao either... okay?"

The trembling voice was so fragile that it surprised me...

119. Vow to Lie

I don't know how to answer, and I really want to agree to him, but I can't get rid of another face... Shu Yichen always smiles, but there is always sadness hidden in that smile , I can't ignore that person's slightly hurt eyes, and I can't ignore his gentle smile for me. "As long as it's you..."

"You promise me, okay? A person's heart is really small, how can I let go of two people? Let us pretend that we don't know anything, and let's leave, okay?"

I turned around slowly and saw the mole at the corner of his eye hidden behind the faint tear stains. I couldn't bear it in my heart. No matter how scary he was in the world, his heart was actually very fragile. He lost his parents when he was young, and he was dependent on his younger brother. Until his younger brother died in his arms... He could no longer bear any parting.

"That is to say, you chose me?" I smiled slightly.

Jun Yinghong nodded, so I nodded too.

"Okay... If you choose me, then we will leave tomorrow... It's just that I have never been to the extreme north, and I will need you to take good care of me in the future. Maybe you will serve me completely when the climate is not acclimatized. "

Jun Yinghong couldn't hide the surprise in his eyes, he kept nodding while holding me in his arms.

"Of course...you are mine, and we will get married when we go back. I want to tell the whole world that you are mine...I will give you a title, and I will never wrong you..."

I nestled in his arms and closed my eyes sadly.Is this his promise to me?If a man wants to marry another man, I'm afraid it will attract a lot of criticism... But this is Jun Yinghong's way of doing things, and he will never care about other people's eyes... Compared to the promise Han Jingxiao made to me , his oath is more willing to believe...

It's a pity...he gave me an oath, but I could only give him lies.

"Tired, shall we go back to the room?" I smiled.

"Okay, but I won't let you just sleep."

I nodded, looking at his face, I actually wanted to ask.film