Love him and endure the cold

Jing Xiao’s smiling face pretending nothing happened, I suddenly wanted to hug him tightly and cry.I saw everything but pretended I didn't know anything, because I didn't want him to suffer, and he obviously endured so much but didn't want me to know, because he was afraid of my pain.We're just in love, isn't that okay...

If our love is destined to be irresistible, why not let us die after having loved so strongly?

I used to blame him for his ruthlessness, and blame him for preferring to keep everything in his heart alone than to share the pain with me and let me bear it together.But now I understand...Because he loves me, even if he didn't realize this love before, but in the end he cares too much about me, he can't bear me to suffer a little...

Such concealment, I finally understand the meaning of it...

Late at night, I opened my eyes.Han Jingxiao beside him was already fast asleep.Usually he is very alert, but the physical exertion after the retrograde is too great, so he will definitely fall asleep that night.I got up, tucked the quilt for him and walked out lightly.

On the side of the mountain, I stood silently, and soon felt a faint movement behind me, and I turned around.

"You are quite alert." Han Xiu smiled slightly.

I also laugh. "That's because the old master Han deliberately made a noise to let me know, otherwise how could I detect your approach?"

I'm not saying compliments, this man's martial arts are terrible.

"Very good! Although my martial arts is not good and my talent is not as good as my Xiaoer, but I have self-knowledge. This face, um, it is undeniably very good. I believe that in time, it will definitely be overwhelming, but it is a pity. It seems that you are not Now that you have that chance, you should know that there is no cure for "No Way" at all."

I smiled lightly. In fact, I have long since felt nothing about life and death. If Han Jingxiao has to suffer more pain because of my existence, so what if I die?

"What exactly do you want?"

"Okay, it really is a quick talk. It's very simple, leave him, I don't care where you die. But there is one thing, before you die, you have to make Xiao'er give up on you. I can allow him to have fun with other people , but he cannot be allowed to fall in love with others."

My smile gradually turned cold.

"Okay. Give me seven days, and I will definitely satisfy you after seven days!" After I finished speaking, I turned around.

"I didn't expect you to be so straightforward. Aren't you curious about the relationship between our Fengxue Mountain Villa and Huari Sect?"

"I'm not that interested." I snorted coldly.

"Well, if you train well, you will become a character. It's your fault for insisting on getting involved with my Xiao'er!"

Han Xiu's voice came from behind, I didn't want to stay any longer and leave quickly.

"Remember, seven days is a time limit. After seven days, your "no way" will come to an end. If you renege on your promise and are unwilling to fulfill your promise, then you will not be able to escape the pain of no way."

I didn't look back, of course I know that there is no way out, that's why I want to use up all the happiness in my life in these seven days!

When I returned to the room, Han Jingxiao was still awake. I took off my clothes and gently lifted the quilt and lay back. I was caught off guard by everything tonight, so I calmed down to digest it.

The rumors are indeed unbelievable.It turns out that Han Jingxiao's father did not die, and his eldest brother did not die early because of frailty and sickness. This Han Xiu was really cruel and merciless. In order for Han Jingxiao to return to Fengxue Mountain Villa to become the new heir, he actually killed his own brother. The eldest son... that perverted person even had strange desires for Han Jingxiao!

139, seven

Huarijiao, I heard from Jun Yinghong before that because of the unclear love-hate entanglement between the leader and the leader of the martial arts, Huarijiao gradually became chaotic and eventually declined, but I heard the conversation between Han Xiu and Han Jingxiao before. The cultivation of the Huari Sword Art in Xueshanzhuang is related to the Huari Sect, and Han Xiu seems to want to make the Huari Sect reappear in the world.

So is it true that the founder of Fengxue Villa is actually a member of the declining Huari Sect?So Fengxue Villa wants to dominate the martial arts, in fact, it is to pave the way for the reappearance of his daily chemical and daily education?

I was a little apprehensive at the thought of this possibility.Although I don't care about Jianghu affairs, I am still a member of Jianghu after all, and the image of Fengxue Mountain Villa in Jianghu has always been very decent.One villa, one valley, the first floor, and one mansion, Fengxue Villa and Yunfu are the so-called Baidao, Feixuelou is black, and Xiqu Valley is both good and evil.If Fengxue Mountain Villa is not as outsiders imagined, then wouldn't the future Wulin be peaceful?

I turned my head to look at Han Jingxiao, who was sleeping soundly beside me, his face was pale, his brows were slightly frowned, even though he was asleep, he still looked in pain.I sighed and got into his arms, that's all, since I have no interest in being a man in the rivers and lakes, so what does the disturbance of Fengxue Mountain Villa and Huari Sect have to do with me.

Anyway, I only have seven days left to live. Instead of worrying about others, I might as well think about how I can make Han Jingxiao give up on me in these seven days.

Looking at the clothes on the bedside, the ink jade flute given by Han Jingxiao shone warmly.I suddenly thought of a person, Lou Fengze.I smiled bitterly, my friends are really pitifully few... I still keep the white jade flute that person gave me, but I just put it away because I was afraid that Han Jingxiao would not be happy after reading it.He once said that in the future, as long as I think of him, as long as he plays the flute, he will appear.

But at that time he was working in Yunfu, how far can he be from me?So it is not surprising that he can hear me playing the flute.But after I was brought back to Fengxue Mountain Villa by Han Jingxiao again, he left without saying goodbye, and I never saw him again after that, if he could hear me playing the flute, he must be a ghost!

Forget it... I laughed at myself and shook my head, this road won't work, I'd better rely on myself...

The next day, Han Jingxiao and I moved out of the couple's courtyard.

"Why don't you stay for a few more days?" Uncle Yu was a little bit reluctant.

"We have also found a house, so we can't bother you all the time." Han Jingxiao has recovered a lot of strength after a night, and he is loading our luggage into the carriage. In fact, we don't have much, but the two The old man gave us a lot of daily necessities, but we were too embarrassed not to take them.

I was a little puzzled when the old woman pulled me aside.

"Actually, my old lady is not old and dim-sighted. I have already guessed that your relationship is not brothers."

I blushed.

"Actually, it's good for two people to be happy together. My wife has lived for so long so there is nothing unacceptable. It's just that the old lady has seen that you have been preoccupied these two days. I got up to go to the toilet last night and saw you coming back from the outside in a daze. It's not easy for two people to get along, let alone you are both men, you must persevere, my wife blesses you, and I have something else for you."

The old woman took out two strings of things from her bosom, and I waved my hands quickly.

"I have already received too many gifts from you, and I really can't take any more."

140、Floor

"It's nothing valuable, just two paired jade pendants. This was made by my wife when she was a girl. This pendant is for me and my wife to keep us safe all our lives. Now I give it to you , During this period of time, you have been helping us with things and we have nothing to repay. This is my blessing. You should come back to see us often in the future."

I was a little emotional, I didn't expect an ordinary old man to be so discerning, and he took the pair of jade pendants with some sadness, and I didn't know what to say.

There is always a touch of sadness when we part, although I haven't lived here for long, but I have feelings after all. I took a few deep breaths and put down the curtains of the carriage.I'm afraid this parting will be permanent.

"The place is a bit small, do you still like it?" Han Jingxiao dragged me into a small courtyard.This small courtyard is very remote in the mountains, but that's good, at least I can spend the last few days quietly.

Because of Han Xiu's appearance, Han Jingxiao's whereabouts also became a little mysterious.It has been two days since he came to the new house, and he would go out every day in these two days. Although he told me every time that he had something to buy, I knew very well that Han Xiu must have put pressure on him.

I have to spend every day in pain, and the feeling of being out of control becomes more and more unbearable every time. Unexpectedly, Han Jingxiao and I will never be together.

On a small hillside, I took out two flutes, and slowly brought the white one close to my lips, and I blew a string of notes.Han Jingxiao went out, and I was the only one on this hillside at the moment, after the song was over, I was startled to realize that tears were streaming down my face.

Laughing at himself, how could Lou Fengze appear?I'm afraid he has left me far away because of sadness... I really want to see these former friends, Jun Yinghong, Shu Yichen, Lou Fengze, Yun Yi, Qiu San...

There was a sudden gust of warm wind behind me. I opened my eyes and turned around suddenly. Before I could see the person in front of me clearly, I felt that I was hugged by someone.

His embrace is very warm, just like at the beginning... A familiar breath came, and I let him hold me in a daze.

"You, why are you here?"

"I said that as long as you play the flute, I will definitely appear... How did you make yourself like this? I left without saying goodbye because I thought everyone would be more relaxed... I thought you would be happy, but you It's really worrying..."

"Fengze..." I slowly raised my hand and grabbed his sleeve.

"No need to say anything, I have always been near you, but you and Han Jingxiao have never discovered my existence, so I know what happened to you. I have been waiting, waiting for you