Love him and endure the cold

Seeing this place five years ago, I'm afraid he would have gone crazy with happiness.But now it's just a kind of irony to him.

Go back to the room and lie down, Wu Yan closed his eyes, some things must be resolved once.Otherwise, it will be even more troublesome to procrastinate in the future.

Wu Yan no longer wants to touch any feelings, this kind of thing will only make people bruised.

So he didn't hate those who used him, he just didn't care.

Not long after, Wu Yan heard the sound of someone going upstairs, the footsteps were very light and cautious, and soon the person came to the second floor and opened the door to come in.

Han Jingxiao walked to the bed and took a look.

"Since you are all awake, why do you pretend to be asleep? I have been with you for so long, don't I know you? When you are really asleep, your eyelashes will tremble slightly, because you are not stable even in your sleep..."

Han Jingxiao sighed softly, his speechless eyes were closed at this moment, and he could tell at a glance that he was pretending.

Wu Yan slowly opened his eyes, without saying a word, he did not expect Han Jingxiao to remember all the little details and movements of his body so clearly.

"I bought a lot of snacks for you, you can eat some, you bleed too much, let's drink some porridge first, I remember that we went to Jinling before, and the boss on the boat used the freshly caught fish and sliced ​​meat to cook white porridge , there is no other condiments in it, just a layer of coriander sprinkled on top, but the taste made our index fingers feel endless aftertaste, and you ate several bowls in one go." Han Jingxiao held the big one in his hand like offering a treasure. Packets are placed on the table.

He admits that he is jealous of Xi Yuan, but he will not be afraid of Xi Yuan snatching Wu Yan.Because he and Wu Yan have experienced too many tribulations.That Xi Yuan looks like a child, and they haven't known each other for too long, even if Wu Yan only allows Xi Yuan to get close now, as long as all Wu Yan's memories are brought back, Wu Yan will still miss them.

"There is only a small town near here. I personally picked fresh fish and asked the most famous chef there to cook fish porridge. You can't put the coriander first, or it will turn yellow when you come back, so I pretended it separately. Do you want to eat it now? If you eat it now I'll sprinkle it on."

Wu Yan looked at Han Jingxiao who was like offering a treasure indifferently, with no expression on his face.

"I know you like snacks the most, stinky tofu, fried radish pancakes, kebabs, fish balls, cake candy, etc. Although this town is small, there are quite a lot of snacks, so I bought a big one and brought it back, and now I’m wrapping it in a quilt to keep warm.”

Han Jingxiao never looked back, it is undeniable that he was afraid, he was afraid that if he turned around, he would see speechless and indifferent eyes.There are some things that cannot be rushed... the heart that has become cold has to be warmed up slowly.

This time he can no longer only consider his own feelings, he wants to put his wordless feelings first.Even if this person is no longer Yunyi, he has to get along with Wuyan again.

"Ah, by the way, look at me... I forgot that you should wash your face first when you get up, and I'll get you some water..."

Because Wu Yan hadn't said a word, Han Jingxiao panicked.He wanted to find an excuse to go outside and get some air.

Who knew that before he reached the door, he was hugged by a person from behind.

He lowered his head and looked blankly at the hands wrapped around his waist.Han Jingxiao froze completely and swallowed. He felt that he must be dreaming now, but he still didn't dare to turn around, because he was afraid that if he turned around, he would find that it was not the person he had been thinking about day and night, but just a monster or ghost to confuse him. of!

It's ridiculous and sad... He Han Jingxiao never believed in ghosts and gods, but at this moment, he couldn't believe that the person holding him was alone.

"Let's do it."

Wu Yan heard his hoarse voice.

Han Jingxiao shuddered suddenly, not because Wuyan's hoarse voice sounded like a ghost in hell, but because he couldn't believe that what he had been thinking all along could come true so quickly, and the person who proposed it was still Wuyan!

"You... do you know what you're talking about?"

"I know, let's do it."

Han Jingxiao couldn't see it because he didn't turn his head back. When Wu Yan said these words at the moment, there was not even the slightest fluctuation in his eyes.Any normal person has a little expression when he says such a thing, but he is not speechless! .

"Why? Don't want to?" Wu Yan slowly let go of Han Jingxiao's waist.

171、Who is hurting whom?

Feeling that the arms around him were loosened, Han Jingxiao subconsciously immediately pulled back his hand, turned around slowly, Han Jingxiao looked at Wu Yan.

"You won't regret it? I know everything has changed in five years. If you're not ready, I can wait."

Wu Yan shook his head.

"No, let's start now."

"You..." Han Jingxiao frowned.The ecstasy in my heart gradually turned cold.

"what do you mean?"

"I don't mean anything, don't you want to do it?" Wu Yan remained expressionless.

"Look at you now, are you normal? Is there anyone who behaves like you when it comes to doing this kind of thing?" Han Jingxiao became angry.

"This is the valley where I said I wanted to live in seclusion, isn't it?" Wu Yan suddenly changed the subject.

Han Jingxiao took a few deep breaths to calm himself down.Seeing Wu Yan, he nodded wearily.But there is still a sliver of hope in my heart, since Wu Yan asked if this valley is the same as back then, it means that Wu Yan actually still remembers the past in his heart.

However, what Wu Yan really meant was not what Han Jingxiao thought, he was just thinking, if this valley was not the one at the beginning, then the address in the biography to Xi Yuan would be wrong.

"Yes, it is the valley you like. Do you still remember what you said when we passed by this valley? You said that you have no ambitions or great ambitions. Your only hope is to be like your parents. Find a lover who will stay with you forever. Even if you have to live in seclusion for the rest of your life, you will be happy. At that time, I asked you what you want in the place where you live in seclusion in the future. You said that if possible, you must plant green bamboos in the valley. You Said that you don't like the fallen leaves in autumn, because I left you in autumn... so you have to plant green bamboos that are green all year round and represent a gentleman's integrity... At that time, I said, okay, we will live in seclusion here from now on , I will plant all the bamboo here. You say how is that possible, such a big valley. I said, we have a lifetime, and we can slowly fill it..."

When Han Jingxiao talked about these past events, he felt a dull pain in his heart again.

"I always thought that it would take the two of us a lifetime to fill this valley, but during the five years I've been thinking about you, I've spent all my free time here. It can be done...Yi'er, no...Wu Yan, it took me five years to plant such a large valley with bamboo, which proves that nothing is impossible in this world, why can't we give You and me a chance?"

Wu Yan gently retracted his hand.

"Really? But as far as I know, you haven't been alone all the time in the past five years, have you?"

"Do you mind?" Han Jingxiao suddenly smiled.

"You should know that the person next to me is Wang Yunhui. Don't you see who he looks like? When I saved him, the first time was because of his appearance, and the second was because of his name. Wang Yunhui Yunhui... I've always hoped for you to come back..."

Han Jingxiao's tone was almost begging, but Wuyan sneered.

"Really? That's good. No matter how much you love someone, you can always find a replacement. At least in the past five years, your side has not been lonely at all. Do you want to do it? If not, please go out. I'm Wait for Xi Yuan."

Han Jingxiao suddenly trembled, what do you mean?Did what I said just now have no effect at all?He was waiting for Xi Yuan? ! !

"Hehe..." Han Jingxiao suddenly laughed.The laughter became louder and louder, and at the end, he couldn't even straighten his waist.

"Hahahaha... Wuyan, Wuyan, you are so kind, so kind...I suddenly realize that I am like an idiot! I have told you so much, but you are actually indifferent at all, Xi Yuan? Now in your Is he the only one in my heart? Is he the only one who can approach you? I just don't believe it!"

Han Jingxiao suddenly pulled Wu Yan away, swept all the food bought for him on the table, and pressed Wu Yan on the table.There was no resistance at all.Feeling this, Han Jingxiao felt even more angry.

"Why don't you resist? Didn't you hate me five years ago? Didn't you hate the relationship between me and Han Xiu? Wouldn't you rather die than see me again? Since you hate me so much, you hate me so much. Why don't you resist? You resist! Your current martial arts are no worse than mine, right? With Wuyu's true biography, you may be hard-pressed to meet opponents in the world now, right? Then you resist!"

Han Jingxiao's roar came from the main house and echoed throughout the valley.

No one would be able to bear to hear his screams in pain like this, but even though Han Jingxiao's mournful and painful screams can change all the people and even birds and animals in the world, they can't move the speechless iceberg in front of him.

"I just said that, let's do it. In this case, why should I resist? I was willing to do it with you. You have had someone to vent to in the past five years, but I haven't. I have never done that kind of thing in the past five years. I haven’t done it before, and I really miss and look forward to it.”

"Heh... In that case, I will fulfill you, don't regret it..."

Wu Yan closed his eyes.Han Jingxiao tore apart