after tomorrow

"Okay, then let's do it like this, someday find a time to put up the advertisement together." Shen Yuan thinks this method is good, if anyone wants to find a tutor when posting an advertisement, just call him directly, and it will save him from having to search everywhere. .

There was no class on Friday morning, so Qin Shengyu called Shen Yuan out of bed at 05:30.Holding the [-] copies of the tutoring advertisements that had already been printed, the two began to post advertisements in the residential areas around the school.

There are two stickers posted in the building of a residential area. If you encounter some more advanced residential areas that require a key card to enter, you can only stop and go elsewhere.In this way, after the two of them finished pasting the thirty sheets of paper, it was actually nine o'clock.

Shen Yuan's head started to feel dizzy, and his nose was sore and astringent.

Qin Shengyu looked very happy: "Let's go have breakfast, my stomach is still empty after a busy morning!"

Shen Yuan shook his head, pinched his sore nose: "I just want to go back to bed and sleep, I feel so uncomfortable."

When Qin Shengyu heard this, he didn't say anything more: "Then let's go back, I'll go back and buy something to eat."

As soon as he returned to the dormitory, Shen Yuan threw himself on the bed. He felt really tired, sleepy and exhausted, and couldn't keep his eyes open.In a daze, the whole person fell asleep after a while.

When he woke up again, it was already noon, and Chen Yang had just returned to the dormitory when Shen Yuan woke up a little when he heard the voice.

He wanted to open his mouth to call him, but what came out was a moan similar to discomfort.

"Hmm..." Shen Yuan reached out and touched his forehead helplessly.Damn, I have a fever!

Got a fever early in the morning?Although the temperature in the morning is cooler, it won't make him have a fever, right?What kind of physique is he? !But his forehead was really hot, and he felt that there was no strength in his body, and he felt uncomfortable all over.

Chen Yang seemed to be busy with something else, so he came back and packed his things before running out again.

Shen Yuan lay on the bed like a mummy, with his eyes closed as if appointed.

Someone called him the next day, Shen Yuan was very happy, he heard that someone called Qin Shengyu too.The fever that came out yesterday was very evil, and his temperature dropped in one afternoon.Then this morning, when he spoke with a voice, he startled his bedmates.

After taking two tablets of Golden Throat Lozenges, I took the bus to the passenger station, where the family lives.In fact, he also felt very depressed. When the advertisement was posted, it was clearly posted in the community around the school, but the person who called him lived in a passenger station far away. It was really evil.

A middle-aged woman was waiting there to pick him up, and when she saw Shen Yuan, she greeted her, "Hello, Aunt Liu, I'm Shen Yuan."

Listening to the strong nasal voice that was clearly a cold, the aunt surnamed Liu frowned: "Are you caught a cold?"

Shen Yuan was a little embarrassed, the other party's child was in the third grade of junior high school, it was at a critical period, it would not be very good if he caught a cold.

"I don't know what's wrong. It was fine yesterday, but it's like this when I woke up today. Auntie, don't forget to take some cold medicine for the child to prevent it from being infected by me."

When the other party heard what he said, he didn't say anything, and led him directly to his home.When he arrived at the other party's house, Shen Yuan realized that the family was not rich, and the building he lived in was old and dilapidated, which was beyond his expectation.

Everything went smoothly. The little boy in the third grade of junior high school was just a little stupid, but he was still good at learning. Shen Yuan taught for four hours and got paid on the same day.

Hehe, it's much more than a week's food expenses!As soon as Shen Yuan got excited, he called his father when he left the house, and his father said on the phone that his son had grown up.

In this way, Shen Yuan almost sacrificed all his spare time when he went to grade homework for after-school class from Monday to Friday night, and gave lectures to the third-year child on Saturday and Sunday.

After two weeks in a row, he only felt physically and mentally exhausted.He has never worked before, but now he works two jobs. Whenever others have time, they go out to eat and sing K together. He can only watch, and then pack up and go to work.

His father often called him to ask him how he was doing. At that time, a sense of sadness came up. He wanted to tell his father that he was really tired and he didn't want to continue, but he felt worthless.

Another week later, Shen Yuan resigned from the job in the elementary school after-school class.No way, the principal told him that the working hours of after-school classes should be moved forward, which would take up his class time.Although his grades were mediocre, and he occasionally skipped classes, he still felt awkward when he was asked to skip classes for a part-time job, so he had no choice but to quit.

Quitting his job did not make him depressed, but made him feel a lot more relaxed. Maybe he really pushed himself too hard before, but now he feels relieved.

Then I will only do tutoring on Saturdays and Sundays in the future. Although I earn a little less, at least I can still feed him.

Qin Shengyu over there is much better than him. The family looking for him lives near the school and can walk there every day.The only shortcoming is that I have to do it every night from [-]:[-] to [-]:[-], and I don’t have a free day, but I earn a lot.

When the two meet now, what they talk about the most is what is annoying about the other party's child, what is so stupid about it, and there is one more common language than usual.

Soon it will be the Mid-Autumn Festival, and the school will be on holiday, which makes these students very happy.Others went out to play in gangs again, Shen Yuan also wanted to go, but he couldn't, he had to give a lecture today.

Started in the morning and returned to school at four in the afternoon.Walking in the slightly quiet campus, I suddenly felt a little lonely.

There was no one in the dormitory, Shen Yuan took out the spicy pancakes he bought from outside and ate it by himself, he hadn't eaten all day, not even breakfast.

Mid-Autumn Festival, it seems that he spends this time of year alone.I thought that I could ignore loneliness as long as I kept myself busy, but I seemed to feel more uncomfortable than before when I got busy.

How much he wanted someone to be by his side and live with him.He talks and laughs with his buddies every day, but how many people can understand the loneliness of homosexuality?

It was getting dark, and no one came back, so Shen Yuan didn't turn on the computer or the light, and directly lifted the quilt, wrapped himself up and lay down on the bed.

The time in high school reappeared in front of my eyes again. I dared not take the train alone, sleep in the dormitory alone, or walk on the strange street alone.The loneliness of that year spread from my heart, gnawing at every corner of my body.People who have been abandoned can't feel the warmth no matter what, and they don't know when they will be able to feel happiness in the arms of others again.

In fact, he has already forgotten the boy he once loved deeply, but he still can't forget the feeling of extreme loneliness after being abandoned.Whenever he was alone, that feeling would always come up again, making him always feel tight in his chest and a little out of breath.

Why should he be so afraid of being alone?

This year's Mid-Autumn Festival, he has no mooncakes to eat, no fruit to eat, and he feels extremely miserable.

Living frugally is a bit painful, Shen Yuan has now become a good student in an absolute sense.Taking classes, being a tutor, and not spending money recklessly, he has become a model for the other three people in the dormitory.

……

One day, when Chen Yang returned to the dormitory, he suddenly said, "Do you know that there is another student in our class this time!"

Xin Shouqiang was taken aback: "When will there be more?"

"It came down from our last session."

Shen Yuan couldn't help wondering: "Why do you still drop down after you're a senior? Who is so capable?"

"I haven't seen it either. I know a lot about the people in our previous session, but I've never heard of this person. It seems to be... He Mingxuan."