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Su Yinzhao was about to go crazy, tortured by the ten tortures, almost going crazy!In desperation, he had no choice but to force his soul to leave his body and wander outside the world to escape this pain.

Of course, he was just an ordinary human being, so he couldn't do this. He hoped that he could be a puppet without feeling at this time, but his human body was made of flesh.He no longer wants to face it, and still cannot get rid of it.So, in such torture, ups and downs...

While Su Yinzhao was in pain, he really wanted to laugh, he wanted to laugh out loud!

It's ridiculous, it's really ridiculous!

What is the current situation? !It was so funny that he was on the verge of tears, it was so funny that everything about him was at the North Pole!The heart was frozen into an ice cube.

Liang Yuqing in front of him frantically twitched his place with the spout, pushing it hard into the deepest part with each stroke.He just watched blankly as the spout went in and out of his place, changing directions...

In fact, what attracted him the most was the light red color that splashed everywhere as the spout left. It was a patch of light red water foam. In the water mist, there was his blood, and there was Liang Yuqing. Of... there is the fine wine in Ouchi's collection, and...

Hahahaha...

It was only today that Su Yinzhao discovered that he could hold so many things there? !what else?What else do you want to put in?It turns out that that's what his place is for.He has hardly touched it, it is so... the person in front of him, this person who used to be a clean freak, now, hehehehe, he has even done the thing of licking there for himself... Still, still... Hehe, is there anything more ridiculous than this in this world?

For Su Yinzhao, the funniest thing is that there is Liang Yuqing's...

Even though he was thinking about it, he couldn't think that there would be such a day between them!

They used to know each other?They used to know each other.

They used to be familiar?They are so familiar that they can't be more familiar.

This is also the reason why Su Yinzhao's heart was so chilled.

Su Yinzhao couldn't help but want to ask Liang Yuqing: Has he forgotten everything in the past?The days and nights we spend together day and night, the ditches we walked hand in hand.They were the sustenance of each other's hearts.They used to be close...

They are best friends!

So good it's almost a friend who grew up wearing a pair of pants.Although after Liang Yuqing's personality changed drastically, everyone hated the domineering Liang Yuqing, but he, Su Yinzhao, still wanted to be his friend and his spiritual reliance as always.This is their origin.Their origins do not stop there.The other unknown things all come from Su Yinzhao's heart, at least that's what he thinks.

But at this moment, what Liang Yuqing did completely shattered Na's heart.

Their relationship...

He never thought that Liang Yuqing would attack him, let alone that he killed his sister so cruelly!Liang Yuqing, how did you become like this?

That Yiling is our little sister.do you remember?You once hugged her lovingly, put her on your shoulders, let her see higher and farther on your shoulders.

But now...

What is this for?

A good brother, why did he suddenly turn his face, and turn it so thoroughly?

His posture reminded Su Yinzhao of a word, that is "to die together", but this is impossible.

Even if he, Liang Yuqing, died together, he would still find that person.

why?Found yourself?

Moreover, isn't Liang Yuqing already...

Since that night three years ago, haven't you seen everything clearly?Now again?

Is it because I tolerated him too much?Pity him too much?But no matter how tolerant and sympathetic I am, I can't accept such service.They already have a deep hatred, like the sea.But he, Su Yinzhao, is still...

They are hardcore buddies who have seen each other's stories.

Everything about Liang Yuqing, like Su Yinzhao, knows everything about him.He witnessed Liang Yuqing's love, witnessed Liang Yuqing's infatuation, witnessed Liang Yuqing's happiness, witnessed Liang Yuqing's hope dashed, and witnessed Liang Yuqing's painful groans.That person ruined Liang Yuqing's pure yearning for love, and the person who ruined Liang Yuqing also ruined...

what ruinedSu Yinzhao had nothing else but a wry smile.

Is this a nightmare?How could I have such an extremely absurd dream?He really wanted to laugh, but he couldn't.Tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, and he knew clearly that all of this was not a dream, no.

And they can never go back to the beginning.

He hurts so much!It hurt so bad I couldn't breathe.

The heart is more like being hollowed out.

He didn't know whether Liang Yuqing was the real him at this time, Su Yinzhao couldn't tell the difference, and he thought Liang Yuqing himself couldn't tell the difference at all.He never imagined that Liang Yuqing could really disregard...disregarding their many years...and treat him so cruelly.He, Liang Yuqing, once...

Su Yinzhao smiled wryly and thought, at this moment, should I still be thankful for his "mercy" towards me?Didn't he kill his sister like he did to his sister and others? ?

Hehe, yes, I am still alive, but life is worse than death...

He could really feel that even the crazy Liang Yuqing would at some point resist his own cruel desires.But for his subordinates, he showed affection.Otherwise, according to Liang Yuqing's approach, he would have already died of overwhelm.Where can I still have the strength to struggle and resist?

It is an indisputable fact that Liang Yuqing made himself happy.Although that might not be the result Liang Yuqing deliberately wanted, but while he was treating himself hard, he was subconsciously pleasing himself.

If, they can each other...

How nice would that be.

Their entanglement?Why is it so out of shape? ?Changed quality?

Everything between them, in this day and two nights, completely became a big joke.

What do you still think about those?Su Yinzhao smiled wryly, but his expression was so painful.

He would rather believe the voice in his heart, Liang Yuqing was still the same Liang Yuqing, but he, who had lost his heart and was tortured to the point of dehumanization by despair, was still the Liang Yuqing who had always been his brother in his heart.

It's just that the person in his heart hurt him too deeply, too hard, and too ruthless.That's what made him so...

It's not that Liang Yuqing really wants to do this to her, it's not him... Liang Yuqing, who treats her like this at this time, doesn't know what he is doing... Hehe, it must be, right?

Su Yinzhao now only wants to deceive himself and others, he doesn't want to face the fact that maybe Liang Yuqing wants to hurt himself.

If things are really like that, then he won't be able to stand it!

Although he was very clear that these were not reasons why Liang Yuqing could treat him like this.They are brothers, buddies... But he still prefers to feel that way in his heart.

Su Yinzhao often thinks that if Liang Yuqing can look away, he can live a more unrestrained life, because that person, after hurting him deeply, lived a carefree life, lived a beautiful life, and was very different from Liang Yuqing. alive...

He, Lin Xuanyi, is a senior official of the Ministry of Punishment.He wants the wind to get the wind, and the rain to get the rain. He is the celebrity in front of the emperor and the blue sky in the eyes of the common people.

His official career has unlimited prospects.His future is infinitely bright.

But does he still remember?He used to love someone very much...

The person he once loved deeply, at this very moment, is tormenting his own body and mind, and even tormenting the body and mind of others.

Lin Xuanyi, don't you know?Don't you really know?Although you hid a hundred and eight thousand miles away from the capital.But can you really escape it?Can you really let yourself go?

How could you not know?Don't you know? !You, you used to pay so much attention to this crazy person in front of you, you used to regard him as the whole of your life, you used to... but you, now...

You really don't know, I believe you, you will definitely be staring at Liang Yuqing in a place that we can't see or feel...

Su Yinzhao thought with great certainty, and he didn't know why he was so certain.But he just had a feeling that things must be like this.But why?Just refuse to show up?Just refuse to explain?

Back then, it was a mess.It's the same for you, it's the same for Liang Yuqing, it's the same for me... Su Yinzhao smiled wryly.

Really, none of them knew what happened in the first place, making the two people who loved each other become strangers in a blink of an eye.No one knew that the moment Su Yinzhao saw Liang Yuqing staggering back with injuries and blood all over his body, his heart was about to burst in pain.Lin Xuanyi, don't you have Liang Yuqing like that?Or did you cruelly choose to ignore it for some reason?

It was from that day that Liang Yuqing became what he is now, and that mystery has never been solved to Su Yinzhao.

Su Yinzhao has never understood, how can a person watch the person he loves deeply fall into boundless pain, and still stand aside and watch with cold eyes?Does he have no heart?Or is there a reason why he can't do it? ?

The word "difficulty" is really useful.

As long as there is a "difficulty", everything can be wiped out. Can those injuries really pass away?You ask your conscience... He will definitely not say that.

Man, why are you so smart?Smart enough to invent the term?Let those irresponsible people find an excuse to be blatant, aboveboard and irresponsible!

Don't they know?In fact, that is a kind of tragedy for human beings!It is because of this evasive psychology that this troubled world is a little more helpless and bitter.

It turned out that the one who got stuck first was destined to be the loser.That's why Liang Yuqing collapsed.

And he, Su Yinzhao, isn't he...

The devil in front of me, the devil who is madly doing cruel things to me, I still can't really hate him, blame him...

He couldn't convince himself, couldn't convince himself to hate him.This person is so similar to me...

Once upon a time, I, Su Yinzhao, regarded you, Liang Yuqing, as the second person in this world, myself?

Ha ha.

He is so pitiful.Poor to the point of heartache.And he has been standing behind him, watching him come step by step.Love is scarred and heartbroken...

However, he is a human, not a god, he is a mortal, how can he stand being treated like a servant?

He, not his savior.

And never wanted to be his savior.

He just hopes, hopes that one day...

Well, it's just wishful thinking...

In fact, if he could, he was really willing to let the poor man in front of him use his body and everything to cleanse his desperate soul and give him eternal life.Then, in the next life, can it be...

Ha ha.

Really, Su Yinzhao thought so.But, it hurts, it really hurts.Be it body or mind, everything...

Liang Yuqing saw it, saw the tears in the corners of Su Yinzhao's eyes, the tears were crystal clear and glowed faintly.On a night like this, so conspicuous...

But he chose to ignore it, his time is running out, and he wants to live in this limited time... because he heard that that person came back, and that person's purpose is...

His heart is also very painful. If from before to now, his heart only has... Then, will everything be different?Could it be that he wouldn't be in such pain, torturing himself, and even torturing all those who love him?With all the people you love?For example, this one in front of you...

In Liang Yuqing's heart, it was extremely important...

Why can't people just want to cherish the people in front of them?Why do you have to keep thinking about the person who loved you, hurt you, betrayed you, and ruined you?Still so obsessed? ?

The sad thing is, in those past memories, the happy scenes still accounted for the vast majority?Even if he was so unfeeling that he almost killed you? ?

He should hate, if he could really hate!He should rush to kill the source of his pain. If he could do it, he wouldn't have tortured himself for four years.

If he could really do that, wouldn't he be tortured here?who is he?He is Su Yinzhao, and Liang Yuqing has always thought that he is the most special existence among thousands of people in this world!It can be said that Su Yinzhao is another self in the world.They were so connected, they used to lean on each other, they used to...

Now he can't even remember why he wanted to torture the person under him so much...

how so?

let go?He also thought about it, he really wanted to get rid of all of this, but all of this was like a nightmare, circling in his mind all the time, lingering around him, binding him tightly...

In the scene that entangles him, there is him, and there is also... him?

He can't help himself, he can't do anything, his heart, his heart, why, can't...

Doesn't he know?Does he really not know?How is that possible?

Hehe, Liang Yuqing wanted to laugh, was it ridiculous or not?At this time, he has already tortured Su Yinzhao to such a state, and his own thing has wreaked havoc in his body more than once, why do you still think about it?

If you want to go, you just want to go, why do you find so many excuses?He, Su Yinzhao, is now the meat on his chopping board, he can do whatever he wants, he can fuck whatever he wants, why is he still so artistic?Do you think you are still Liang Yuqing from back then?Do you think you are still that Liang Yuqing who cooks wine and talks about heroes, who enjoys friendship and hatred?Do you think you are still the Liang Yuqing who wrote like a god?no!you are nothing!That person has already denied everything about you, including your steadfast love!

That heart is still broken on the ground, have you forgotten?

It's been in the past, it's been too long, so long that even I have forgotten that there is a person named "Liang Yuqing" in this world, and now that person's name is mentioned in screams, that's the only way, He will feel that he, unexpectedly, is still alive? ?I'm still fucking alive! !Myself, or myself?Who are you?

Hehe, that person is a natural child prodigy, that person is like a fairy, that person is graceful, that person is pure and benevolent, that person has a face that can overwhelm the country.In the past, how many people have evaluated that person in this way?

But what does that person have to do with me? !

One is in the sky and the other is underground, but even the person in the sky is demoted to nothing by the other person.What else do you want?Still obsessed with shit? !

what is realWhat is unreal?He doesn't know, he can't tell.What he wants may have already been blurred.Blurred to the point where the sky and the earth are combined, everything is a piece of gray.I can't see the road in the distance, I can't see the direction of the future, I can't see the position of that person, and I can't see the distress of this person...

indulge!indulge.

fall!fall.

Apart from this, he didn't know what else he could do, everything was out of his control, it had always been like this, he was just the passive recipient, but when he took the initiative, he was already covered with scars.What kind of world is this, what kind of situation is this.Who can tell him?The world to kill this day!

How can I get rid of this desperate feeling that I can't breathe?

It was supposed to be the age when he was supposed to make great achievements, when he was supposed to be full of energy, but he was only 20 years old!

Lin Xuanyi! ! !Liang Yuqing shouted the name that tortured him day and night deep in his heart, it was a curse!Can never be removed.

At first, why did you leave without saying goodbye? !Why do you hurt me physically and mentally?After we've had sex the night before?

You walked so decisively...

ah! ! !Liang Yuqing collapsed again, and the sanity that had just been pulled back by Su Yinzhao's shed a tear became clouded again.

Torture, let him continue.Because this kind of torture won't last long, and he's about to... He had such a premonition.

Tormenting Su Yinzhao, why is he?He really doesn't know?He knew it, he just didn't want to think about it, because thinking about it wouldn't help.They can no longer turn back.A long time ago.Perhaps, this is the deepest desire in his heart?Who knows?Maybe Liang Yuqing can tell you when he is awake, maybe he can't tell you clearly, maybe it's just a fantasy hidden deep in the soul, a luxury.