Absolutely love

In this way, Su Yinzhao rode his horse and galloped, and Liang Yuqing followed Su Yinzhao's ups and downs, heaving in pain and joy, screaming and screaming...accompanied by Su Yinzhao's crazy laugh...

Really, Liang Yuqing's reaction gave Su Yinzhao great satisfaction, but...

Naturally, in that satisfaction, there are deep regrets...

Until Liang Yuqing passed out...all of this was over...

And this time, maybe, just, just the beginning...

Who knows?

From the beginning to the end, Liang Yuqing screamed, groaned, suffered, and collapsed...

But still didn't look at Su Yinzhao...

Su Yinzhao touched Liang Yuqing's head and looked at Qing in his arms. After a long time, Su Yinzhao shed tears, because at this moment, no matter how much she cried, Liang Yuqing would not see it.And he dared to indulge himself and act willfully...

Qing, what can I do with you?Like this, can't it?What you want is for me to disappear before your eyes, so that you can return to the beginning of peace?Why can't you keep me in your inner world?Why?Why am I the only one who can't?

Su Yinzhao sighed, and then whistled into the air, and a giant eagle came in response.The eagle landed meekly in front of Su Yinzhao, and blew twice, very pleasing.The vulture is extremely human, Su Yinzhao confessed to it, and put Liang Yuqing on the vulture's back, and the vulture flew up cautiously, heading towards Liang Yuqing's courtyard.

Seeing the flying direction of the big eagle that took Qing away, Su Yinzhao's heart was like a turbulent wave.Su Yinzhao galloped alone on the horse, screaming in pain, soaring, fell off the horse, and hit his head on a big rock. There was a sound of 'pound'.

Su Yinzhao embraced his body, curled up there, the blood on his face kept pouring out, to be honest, in the afterglow of the setting sun, it was even more shocking.

Su Yinzhao was actually in pain, but he didn't seem to notice it.He just stared blankly at the blood-red sunset.Perhaps, the reason why he saw the scene like this was because his eyes had been 'blinded' by his own blood.

At this moment, who can understand his mood?This kind of pain is really nothing compared to his heartache!

Want to vent, but there is no way to vent!I want to cry, but it seems that there are no more tears!want to……

Su Yinzhao was powerless, he didn't know what to do?He didn't know what he was going to do with this man who had occupied his heart all this time.He actually hated him very much, but it was only a ten-millionth that he couldn't love him as much as he loved him.

Liang Yuqing, I, Su Yinzhao, have really let you down.Why are you just...not willing to face your own sincerity honestly?I, Su Yinzhao, really feel that I am not pretending to be affectionate, my heart is clear, put your heart in front of me, okay?

Qing... Heh, Su Yinzhao smiled bitterly, because of you, my father died, and I didn't even have time to see him for the last time, because at that moment, I was in a hurry to go to the execution ground to save you.For you, my sister died, and I can't even avenge her, because I can't do anything to you anyway.If I let you die, it would be better for me to die, it would be clean, but I still want to see you, after I die, I will never see you again.

Hehe, I became the most heartless, unfaithful, and unfilial person in this world.just for you.

just for you...

For you, I have become a "living dead" in this world. I don't know the past and the past, and I can't tell the difference between right and wrong.I am like a moth to a flame, as long as there is you anywhere, I will fly to you, even if there is a bottomless abyss waiting for me ahead.just for you.

just for you...

For you, I don't need anything, as long as I can return the warm time we used to have, even if it is only a short day, I am willing to exchange my life.Really, just for you.

As long as you think, as long as you say, as long as you...

That day on the ranch, Su Yinzhao has no memory of how he returned to the main house.It's just that from that day on, he didn't have the courage to step on Liang Yu's door again.He didn't care about the wound on his head, if it wasn't for him being a martial arts practitioner who could inadvertently activate his internal energy, maybe the wound would rot forever until his soul also moldy Smelly.Hehe, even so, so what?There is nothing to rely on in the heart, nothing to love in life... What can be used to make up for the wound in the heart?What can be used to fill the gap in my heart?

Knowing that the person I love so much is so close to me, as long as I look up, I can see the figure of that person wandering in the courtyard opposite to my main house.It was so close that as soon as I stretched out my hand, I could pull that person into my arms again.But when I think that I will meet that person, even if I will be naked with that person again, so what?What I get will only be depressed and unhappy, hehe, thinking of this, I have no choice but to do it.Even if the heart is so longing...

What he wants is not like that, he wants to be with his Qing, to be close to each other, to be free with his Qing, to be honest with his Qing, to love each other...

But these are too difficult...

So he learned to take wine as a companion, so he learned to 'out of sight, out of mind', but there is no way, even if he is drunk, his drunk eyes are full of his shadow, his voice and smile.

More than half a month has passed in the blink of an eye.

The person is still the same person, the heart is still the same heart, and the hopeless state is still so hopeless, without any relief.

For ordinary people, those days passed like flowing water, but for Su Yinzhao, those days were...

Live like a year.

But he is still torturing himself, looking for that 'extreme self' and 'blind happiness' from this kind of self-torture.

This is really in line with that sentence, if you don’t break out in silence, you will perish in silence, if you don’t forge ahead in loneliness, you will perish in loneliness... Hehe...

He, Su Yinzhao, is advancing bit by bit on the road to perdition and perversion, and he 'has no hesitation'.He didn't want to know who he was, and he didn't want to remember the troubles.

Just like that, immersed in... Drunk and dreaming.

That night, the mansion was silent, Su Yinzhao drank wine to the moon, it was cold, lonely and boring.It corresponds to the poem:

A jug of wine among the flowers, drinking alone without a blind date.

Raise a glass to invite the bright moon, and the shadows become three people.

The moon does not drink, and the shadow follows me.

暂伴月将影，But still for a while I want to accompany the moon, 行乐须及春。 I should be to enjoy life in the spring.

My singing moon wanders, my dancing shadow is chaotic.

醒时同交欢，Pursue pleasure when I am awake, 醉后各分散。 When drunken I reel, our companionship ends.

Forever and ruthless travel, we will meet each other for a long time.

The eyes that were already drunk and foggy lifted up and looked at the courtyard where Liang Yuqing was.There, there were no lights or candles, and it was dark.The man must have fallen asleep, right?How long has it been since you visited him?Has it been more than half a month?Then he smiled wryly again, laughing that he was thinking wildly again.

So what?So what?He still doesn't want to look at himself, he can only find it boring, which only adds to the sadness.Su Yinzhao was very desperate and helpless, he was scared, really scared, afraid of seeing Liang Yuqing whose eyes were ashen ashes, afraid of many things... His heart was about to die, the blood was flowing little by little, he I don't want to waste my heart and soul just because of looking at that dead man Liang Yuqing.He still needs to take a breath, keep a part of his energy, and stay with Qing, even at this moment, in such a way that he can't see each other, at least, he can still know that Qing Qing, without his own worries When I was there, it was... very peaceful.

Qing, will you be happier if I return you to Lin Xuanyi?Is it because I give you back your freedom so that you can be happier?

Haha, but I am very sad, my freedom and happiness have already been imprisoned by your heart, but in the end, you don't want me anymore.Hehe, Qing, really, can you understand my mood at this moment?If I return you to him, it will be no different from digging flesh from my body.Now, even if I imprison you here, even if it is completely involuntary, at least I can clearly feel that you are very close to me.

If you let go of your hand and let you disappear into the vast sea of ​​people and have nothing to do with me from now on, then I, Su Yinzhao, will also become a walking dead at that moment, an empty shell, in this world , wandering...

When is the end?

Liang Yuqing, I really want to tell you, my Qing...

If, when I was hacked into pieces, you could look back at me, give me a look of affection, and a smile of love, then my short life would be worth it.

It's just that I have no place in your heart, even then, I won't get your attention, right?

God, you are so unfair, why?Is it because of deep love?And to endure such torture?Why can't we be together easily?Why can't we be together happily?Actually that's easy too, right?Why is it so difficult to reach the sky in the world of the three of us?

The more he drank, the more drunk he became. Strange, his body was drunk and he was shaking when he walked, as if he might fall down at any time, but why was his mind so clear?Clear enough to destroy the whole world, including you and me?The world to kill this day! !Killing love today! !So, so hopeless.