Absolutely love

This night was a nightmare for the three of them...so that the bodies and minds of the three were dripping with blood...

And what they really wanted, they didn't get anything...

Obviously, they have the opportunity to confess their loyalty to each other; obviously, they have the possibility of infinite happiness... But they are blinded by hatred and resentment... Can't see clearly... Can't see clearly...

One day a long time later, when the three of them were sitting idle, drinking good tea while recalling the horror of that night, they couldn't help lamenting and regretting... After that?It is mutual sympathy... and regret for the past, joy for the present, and longing for the future...

Speaking of now... such a day has lasted for a month. Every day, these three people are in Su Yinzhao forcing Lin Xuanyi, Liang Yuqing watching the two people having sex, Lin Xuanyi watching Liang Yuqing's sadness, Su Yinzhao himself Spent under torture...It's really "wonderful" and infinite... In their lives, it seems that there is no future, no past, and no self, but it just goes on like this for no reason... On and on... Let's see who will collapse first, and who will perish first ...

Only now, only now...but even now I want to give up...want to escape...

For a month, Su Yinzhao had turned himself into a pervert. Compared with Liang Yuqing when he was crazy, it was even worse... Liang Yuqing's expression of indifference and Lin Xuanyi's look of pity made him feel even more ridiculous and more The misery, more deep-seated and self-blame...

What are you doing?What's the difference between what I did and Liang Yuqing's cruel treatment of me in those three days and nights?Life, why let me live like this?

And what made him unbearable the most was that he began to look for that kind of pleasure and affection in Lin Xuanyi more and more, and Lin Xuanyi, who was treated and tortured by him like this, gave himself the greatest tolerance and love? ?Let the door of my memory open... the once... my feelings for the person in front of me... can no longer be concealed...

God, what's going on here?What's the situation?

This made him unable to attack Lin Xuanyi anymore, and he no longer had the courage to torture this person who obviously had deep feelings for him... just like Liang Yuqing...he couldn't do it, he couldn't do it...he couldn't do it anymore ...

Why?Why do we yearn for each other so much in our hearts, and why, God just didn't give us a chance to speak out?In fact, he knew that he couldn't complain about anything, because they were the ones who were wrong... Now that things have happened, it's no longer enough to just say "cowardly".

Su Yinzhao doesn't know if this is called "pain", but he knows that this is really "life is worse than death"... Maybe, he really can't last long, maybe, it's really time to end everything... ...It's just that I can't be reconciled...

So, now, after a month of ridiculous life, Su Yinzhao chooses to escape again, and chooses to be with wine... Singing to wine, how much life is there?Hehe... Now he just wants to say that besides using alcohol to numb himself, he really doesn't know what kind of beastly things he can do... That's not me, that's not Su Yinzhao...

I, don't want to, I don't even know myself... I really don't want to...

If you can drink to death, it is also a kind of luck.

Amid the drunken eyes, there is an illusion of "happiness"...

Looking at Su Yinzhao like this, Liang Yuqing actually felt distressed, but he couldn't say anything.For a month, he watched Su Yinzhao and that dumb son every day, how lingering, how affectionate, the excitement in the bed affair was full of affection.Every time at that moment, Liang Yuqing smiled wryly... What else was he involved in?There is no place for me anymore.Liang Yuqing didn't know if the current self still needed to exist?

Since this is already the case, let's wait for the day when Su Yinzhao thinks of himself again... On that day, I guess, it's either death or letting go...

There is no other choice.

Over the past month, gradually, he learned to ignore the images that stimulated him.So, in the second half month, whenever that time, he sometimes looked there, and sometimes looked out of the window at the floating white clouds, he felt that he had no reason to survive, and Su Yinzhao who hated him so much, also Let yourself despair to the extreme.He thought that he could live for Su Yinzhao for the rest of his life, but he didn't want to, Su Yinzhao saved himself, he just wanted revenge, that's all.

Let him go, even though his heart was bleeding when he saw a male favorite brought back by him, and he was happy with that male favorite, but he knew that he owed Su Yinzhao that, no matter how Su Yinzhao tortured himself, I deserve it.only……

However, why did the person who was crushed by Su Yinzhao and turned around Cheng Huan stare at him at such a time?Those eyes were so familiar, so familiar...it gave him an illusion that that person was...but he laughed at himself being stupid, how could it be possible?How could it be that person?That person has already abandoned himself, that person doesn't even want to look at himself, and doesn't even bother to talk to himself.

So he just watched, watched this farce after another.And the person who made the farce was actually... He was thinking, when will everything really end?It's just that he didn't expect that in just one month, all this would come to an end.The farce maker, tired of...

Then, when will the evil between me and Su Yinzhao end?He waited for that day to come.

As for Lin Xuanyi, in the past month, his heart has become more and more complicated and firmer.

What's complicated is that while Su Yinzhao tortured himself, he let him see Qing's pain, and while he was being tortured, he saw his deeply hidden selfish desire... What kind of entanglement is this?

What had always been vague, hazy, and unreliable... At this moment, it came overwhelming... What is firm is that Lin Xuanyi originally thought it was his own self-righteousness for Su Yinzhao's love and Su Yinzhao's love.But now, he is firm, that kind of deep pity is love.That deep yearning is love.That feeling of wanting to be desperate is love.The feeling that no matter how he treats him, he wants to pamper him, tolerate him, and pay for him is also love...and Su Yinzhao treats himself the same...

Zhao, it turns out that I, Lin Xuanyi, have unconsciously kept you, Su Yinzhao, in my heart for so long. I love you so deeply in my heart... But it is because I have seen everything clearly, the three of us have feelings, and I cannot Let it all go on like this.This torture should also end.Zhao, Qing, believe me, I, Lin Xuanyi, must have a way to let us see each other's sincerity clearly.

In the past, we regretted it, and in the future, don't regret it anymore... But, what he didn't expect was that... when he had the strength to save everything, everything was already irreparable...

Even if I risk my life, I, Lin Xuanyi, will break through the shackles of internal force that seal my throat.Can't delay any longer...

Even if, the only ones who can get happiness in the end are the two of you.Really... Even if I were to die, I would be extremely relieved.Therefore, Lin Xuanyi forcibly mobilized his internal energy to charge against Su Yinzhao's internal energy. Just as the energy and blood continued to surge upward, a person suddenly appeared out of thin air in the quiet room.this person……

Lin Xuanyi was taken aback...