Absolutely love

Su Yinzhao tightly grasped Liang Yuqing's hand: "No, I won't, Qing, please watch my change, and please believe in our determination, we will hold your hand this time, and we will never again Will let go. Qing, there are too many twists and turns between the three of us, and it was also very unbearable. But, Qing, believe me, our bad luck is over, and in the future, on the road of our lives, there will only be Smooth road. Even if it is really unfortunate, then we will face it with you. As long as we can be together, we will not be afraid of anything. Qing, believe me, believe me... even if we are really together for a day with a psychic heart , even if it is only for one day... even if it is unfortunate, we are willing... We have missed too many times... If you miss it in your life, then life is worse than death... Qing!!"

"Yes," Lin Xuanyi continued: "Qing, really, we will create our future together. Even if it is only for one day, I am willing to die...We are only 20 years old, and our lives are still long, no matter what it is We all have the opportunity to eliminate our regrets and pains, time, time can make people mature, and it can also make people forget their troubles..."

"Don't say it, don't say it... I... how about this, you let me think about it, I need to think about it again. On the night of the fifteenth day of this month, the three of us met on the cliff of love. , It all ends there. As for the final decision, whether to end the relationship or continue the relationship, that decision is left to fate."

"Okay." Reluctantly, Lin and Su had no choice but to agree.Secretly, they all made up their minds that even if they overthrow the whole world, they must make Qing turn back.But now, Qing really needs some time to think about it...

And they, too.

"Then I'm going to rest, please go out first." Liang Yuqing said a little tiredly.

But the two who turned around and went out did not see Liang Yuqing's resolute gaze and sad expression...

On the fifteenth day of this month, it is night, the moon is full, and the night wind blows.It is obviously a rare and perfect weather, but it is faintly desolate... It makes people's hearts feel a little depressed...

That night four years ago, between Liang Yuqing and Lin Xuanyi, everything was settled here.Only four years later, there were three people who came here, and the real break of love, could it be said that once is not enough?like hurt?again and again?Don't even know it?

On the top of the Cliff of Duanqing, Liang Yuqing and the other three stood facing the wind, their clothes fluttering, their hair dancing lightly, and their breath was absolutely breathless... The three of them who were so incomparable in the world were physically and mentally exhausted by the torture of fate.

Unlimited emotion...

Perhaps, God is too jealous of their perfection, which makes their lives so unsatisfactory.

Perhaps, God felt that the two of them were together rather than being perfect, so that after they had gone through so many hardships, they realized that the three of them were actually what God had created in the world. Perfect match".Indispensable……

But no matter what, the ending is still in the hands of these three people, really, in just one thought...

At this time, God is powerless.

They just stood there for a long time, could the wind purify them?Can that month calm them down?

Can it be forgotten?Let 'past' really die in 'yesterday'?

Of course, that's impossible.So what can purify their souls?Who can tell?

How long has passed, they don't know, they just look at each other, as if this is the last time they can see each other in the world, so they want to let this look last... If time can be frozen... Of course, with Thinking about the toes is a luxury...

It wasn't until Liang Yuqing looked at Lin Xuanyi and asked, "I just want to ask you, give me an answer." Only then did the embarrassment and silence between the three of them be broken...

In fact, these words were nonsensical, but perhaps what Liang Yuqing tested was the tacit understanding between them. He wanted to know whether what these two people said was the answer he wanted.

Lin Xuanyi glanced at Liang Yuqing, and only said: "I love you." These three words represented everything Lin Xuanyi wanted to express.It sounds simple, but it is extremely heavy...

Liang Yuqing looked at Su Yinzhao again, "I'll ask you a question too, give me an answer."

Su Yinzhao lowered his eyes, he is not qualified to say it, but he has held back for 20 years, he wanted to say it, so he said: "I love you." These three words also represent everything he wants to express.Even after being hurt, so brazen...

After listening to the two people's answers, Liang Yuqing closed his eyes for a long time, and when he opened them again, there was a never-before-seen determination in those eyes, and he said, "Well, if this is the case, then I will say what is in my heart." , I’m here to talk to you guys. I’ve been holding back these words for a long time. I’ve never had the courage, I’ve never had a chance, and I’ve been... Heh, Lin Xuanyi, when you brought me here three years ago to break up, So decisive. At that moment, I thought my heart was going to die of pain. That day, you said too much to me. Although I really wanted to defend myself, I also felt that it made sense. After that , I thought a lot, and I was silent for a long time... But no matter how painful my heart is, I will never die. So, I did too many things wrong, and it is irreparable. Heh, I promised you to think about it that day, but after thinking about it Go, I still think...Yi, Zhao...we'd better...don't be together."

"Qing... Didn't you say..."

"Qing... Didn't you say..."

Lin and Su both spoke in unison, expressing their shock.

Although Liang Yuqing said that day that the final decision may not necessarily be "broken love" or "continued relationship", but at this moment...they were afraid...because in Liang Yuqing's eyes...

despair……

"Hehe, please listen to me. Zhao, Yi, we have been entangled for so long, we should have an end, but after going through so much, we have no reason to be together anymore. Don't worry, listen to me Say. Your proposal, the blueprint you designed for the future, I am very yearning, but I think that we now..."

Liang Yuqing sighed deeply, and continued: "These days, I have really thought about it. However, I still can't pass my own test. Zhao, although you have forgiven me, I still can't forgive you. Myself. On the other hand, Zhao, Yi, even though I have forgiven you for what you did to me, I still can't face the hurt, and I can't face myself. We, hehe..." Liang Yuqing smiled wryly, "The three of us, how did we make it so miserable? With all that past, how are we going to start over? Facing each other every day? Can we really forget the past and be happy? At least, I, Liang Yuqing, have no choice. Really, those pasts can really be turned over by saying "forgive". It's not like saying "forget" and you can never remember them again. Zhao, Yi, let's be more realistic. You guys Think about it, maybe we can be together now, but it is very reluctant, five years later? Ten years later? Will the scar really disappear? Or will it get bigger and bigger? I don’t want to, the distance from you is getting farther and farther, I'm really afraid, I'm afraid that after decades, we will... If that's the case, I'd rather we were never together... than end up slowly breaking down in each other's self-blame... That's terrible. So , today I... I'll take you here to "cut off love". Actually, this love should have been completely broken as early as four years ago... If it weren't for my troubles, we should have all obtained real happiness. I Wrong...Let all our grievances be wiped out here, evil fate, isn't it also fate? Right here...let this cliff of love-breaking be a witness for us..."

"Qing... we can do it, as long as we have the heart..."

"Qing... we can do it, because we have feelings..."

Lin and Su spoke in unison again, but what they got in exchange was Liang Yuqing's wry smile and sadness.

"Start again, why don't I want to? But it really can't be done. Hehe, well, let's put it this way, the three of us are required to start again, unless we can be reborn, unless we lose our memory, unless the sun rises from the west , unless the world is reversed...you, can you do it? Hehe...Zhao, Yi, once, that was an eternal thorn, lying in our hearts, that thorn, invisible, intangible, how to get rid of it? I have already From now on, seeing forever..."

"No, Qing, I can quit, really, I can quit, don't do this," Su Yinzhao heard Liang Yuqing's words, almost collapsed, grabbed Liang Yuqing's sleeve, feeling heart-piercingly uncomfortable, ignoring All the howling, the sound is lingering between the cliffs...

"I don't want anything but your happiness, so I'm satisfied. It's my fault. Of the three of us, I'm the only one who is the worst. Whether you hate or resent, keep everything in your memory. On me. Yi, he is innocent. He did it just to protect you. He is not at fault, and he is not guilty. Happiness, I don't need to participate, I will leave now, I will go far away, and I will never appear in front of you again."

"Zhao, what are you talking about?! I don't allow you to say that. We can do it. We can work hard to get the happiness of the three of us. Really, please believe me. As long as we work hard, we can..." Su Yinzhao wanted to withdraw, and Lin Xuanyi was the first to disagree. After seeing each other's sincerity, he felt that their happiness, without anyone, would not be true happiness. Even if they could live well, it would be incomplete and incomplete Yes, his Qing and his Zhao are not allowed...

"Zhao, I don't hate you, but I really can't continue. If it was the past, I would be desperate, but now... don't blame yourself. It can be said that the three of us are at fault. It can also be said that we None of the three are right, we were just deceived too badly by our eyes. Now let’s forget about it. Let this love end here." Liang Yuqing turned his gaze to the far-reaching Infinite darkness...

"No... can't... Qing..."

"clear……"

In fact, no one can say anything more about persuasion, but the faces of the three people are all desperate to ashes, such torture... such helplessness, who can really be reconciled?At this time, they were all in tears, but there was nothing they could do...

"Don't be like this, Zhao, Yi. I... Indeed, I am not reconciled, but what can I do? If our situation continues, it will be of no benefit to anyone. In this world, there are many things, either hard work or It's ok. I don't want to break up with you guys, I don't want to...that would make me die...to make such a decision...Okay, let's do it this way. Today, let's leave the decision to God again. I, Liang Yuqing, point out here God swear! If I don't die today, I will abandon everything and be with you. If I die, our fate will continue in the next life. I only hope that in the next life, we will not love so desperately! Really Yes, I love you, I love both of you. I always thought that I only love Yi, but now I know that it is because of my greed that God punished me so much. Today, I put I leave my life to God, let him choose, my going, staying, and my future. Should I wait for your arrival in the next life, or I can stay with you two in this life for the rest of my life..."

Liang Yuqing smiled, that smile that could fascinate all living beings, which made people lose their minds and frightened them.

Lin Xuanyi and Su Yinzhao looked at each other and were stunned. Although they felt uneasy, they didn't know what Liang Yuqing wanted to do.What does it mean to be dead or not to die today? ?A strong premonition of uneasiness rose up, but they didn't have time to stop...

Just when they were in a daze, Liang Yuqing turned around resolutely, stretched out his arms, and jumped down.Like a bird with its wings broken, also like a kite with its string broken...

I am free and free, because I have got what I want.Call me selfish or call me cowardly.I cannot be with you in the state I am now, I need purification.Then, we will be together like a blank sheet of paper.Even if it is a dream that can only be realized in the next life.I am also willing to...

Death, is that enough?If it is not enough, I am willing to go up the mountain of knives, go down into the sea of ​​fire, and boil the pan of oil. Is this enough?If it's still not enough...then just do whatever you want...really...

Four years ago, I should have jumped off from here, but if I did that then, I would be left with regrets, but today, I, Liang Yuqing, am content...

With the love of these two...

The body kept falling, falling, and there was only the whistling wind in my ears.Faintly, I can hear the heart-piercing roar of those two people... Goodbye, my Zhao, goodbye, my Yi... When we say goodbye, we will start again...

On the Cliff of Duanqing, the impact just now made Lin Su and the two stunned on the spot, as if they had become two stone statues.Just when Liang Yuqing jumped down in front of them, they wanted to catch Liang Yuqing, but they were a step too late, leaving only a piece of rag in their hands.They just stared at the rag in a daze, and it took a long time... before they came to their senses, glanced at each other, and shouted at the sky: "No! Clear!!!"

That roar echoed in the empty mountains, for a long time, for a long time... That kind of despair, under the desolate moon, was so deep... pervading the entire sky, covering this world with a layer of death.

Only they themselves know that they have received retribution for not cherishing enough in the past, they have received retribution for their selfishness in the past.

Liang Yuqing, you need purification, why don't we?Then let's purify together.

We once said that we do not seek to live together, but to die together.

Let our lives and our future be arranged by God.if……

Su Lin and the two jumped down almost at the same time.If there is no afterlife, let this valley become a paradise for their reunion.

Qing, we are inseparable from each other.Even if it is death, our bones will still be intertwined...

If there is an afterlife...

Really, they are not afraid of the abyss.They were only afraid that they would miss out on walking with Liang Yuqing on the road to Huangquan, and that if Liang Yuqing died like this, they would not have time to catch up with him in the next life...

end

result?None of the three died that day.This is something to be thankful for.It may be an instinctive reaction when facing death, their internal force automatically activated to protect their bodies.

However, there is one more thing, that is... but this, I don't know whether to count it as a blessing or a misfortune.

However, in the eyes of the three of them, that should definitely be a matter of luck.Of course, when I realized this, it was already three years later.

In other words, when they woke up, they all looked at the "strangers" around them inexplicably, and they were quite at a loss.After chatting, I found out, my God, it turns out that they don't even know themselves.Where is the house? ?Where did it come from?Why did it appear here again?Still hurt all over?That has become a mystery.

The three of them just stared at each other in a daze for a long time, but couldn't figure out why.It's just that they are both sure of one thing, that is, they don't hate each other.Alas, well, the three of them had no choice but to support each other and walk to a manor at the foot of the mountain.

At this time, the sun was setting in the west. It turned out that after they fell from the cliff, they all passed out and lay there for a whole day.

So, just like that, they all lost their memory.Forget hatred, forget grievances, forget each other, and forget yourself.

That being the case, let them re-recognize each other, re-recognize themselves, and re-write their stories.They walked under the cliff and arrived at the mansion where Lin Xuanyi used to live in seclusion. Then, seeing that there was no one living there, they settled down here.In this deep valley, there are only three of them, they love each other, and they help each other.They are happy for every achievement they have achieved together, and they are excited for the little surprises every day.They are like a blank sheet of paper.

Of course, if you continue to live in such a simple way, maybe...

Well, fate doesn't let them go on like this, after all, fate wants them to see each other's sincerity clearly and strengthen each other's beliefs.Therefore, the day of waking up, the day of memory returning, is only a matter of time.

It's just that when that day comes, how they choose, that question, is their own business, and God can't control it.

In fact, mentioning the reason for their memory awakening...

Hey, of course it is...

Desire is a human instinct. You forget everything, but you are still an adult, so it is naturally unbearable to hold back for a long time, and there are no women here, and you don’t know the way out of the mountain, so...the three of them had to comfort each other to solve it. desire.As for the upgrading process of comfort from self-touching to mutual touching, and then to OOXX, I won’t mention it here, and everyone can imagine it for themselves.

So, life continued like this until three years later...

On this day, when the three of them were in the middle of OOXX, for a moment, the three of them remembered all the past together, but what can they do?The three of them are already inseparable from each other, and even at this time they still maintain the [-]P state of "brother-bonding".Depend on!I had no choice but to let out a long sigh, laugh at the past, and then went on to the more fanatical OOXX birds.

Since then, they have lived a life of "sexual happiness".Since then, they have also lived a "happy" life.

……

Can one forget the past?cannot.Even if you lose your memory, there will be a day of recovery...

But we, insignificant people, even if we are wrong, even if we hate, even if we complain, even if we repent, we still have the right to live a better life for ourselves.

As long as we regard the past as the previous life.As long as we work hard to repay in the future, we will take good care of it with our hearts.

God, love everyone.Really, don't despair.

Even if it gives us too many tests...

It is a pity for those who died, but those who are still alive will still live...

This is life, this is helplessness, and this is also a miracle.

No matter what kind of love, isn't it love?There is nothing wrong with love itself.

No matter what kind of love, in fact, it is great.

It's not about worldly views.

It's about how the parties feel and whether they will cherish...

(End of the full text) Writer's words: The main text is finished, and there will be their own voices and a side story at the end...

Liang Yuqing's voice

:

Everyone says I'm a beast, and I talk too much, even I think so, I forget myself, forget everything, but I can't forget you.That's right, I'm a beast, I'm not as good as a beast.

Everyone knows that I am full of evil and do all kinds of evil, but they don't know that in my heart, there are also true feelings and extravagant hopes. It's just that the true feelings are given to someone who can never love me. It's just that the extravagant hopes are always in return. despair.And the ridiculous thing is, my heart, maybe only one person understands, that person, I thought, I will never love him.

Since true love is useless, since true love is disdained by others, I would rather fall into the vast abyss and be the source of all evil in the world. I just want to lead you to take another look at me and give me an explanation.To comfort the desperate love buried deep in my soul.

For all the sins, I am willing to suffer the greatest suffering to pay for it.

I love you, love to the heartache.Unfortunately……

Your heart is still elusive...

Su Yinzhao's voice

:

Knowing you for 15 years, we were born on the same day, I have you every moment as long as I can remember, but you always ignore me.So, I tried every means to attract your attention, and I was almost at the end of my wits.

Everyone knows that you and I are not on the same page, but they don't know that we are brothers who can survive.We used to drink on the roof of the moonlit night, we used to walk by the catkin river, we used to have too many memories, but maybe the only one who remembers all this is myself.

Until there is one more Lin Xuanyi in our life, and then our whole life will change accordingly.

Everyone knows that you bully men and women and do all kinds of evil, but I know that when you do that, it's not the real you.What pain and suffering you endured when you did that.

I look at you more than I look at anyone else. I know what you are doing for, but you shouldn't have killed my sister.You raped me, I can ignore it, but we still became enemies.

Why?Why did you destroy all my self-esteem?Let me lose almost everything, I still can't really hurt you?Can't really hate you?

I want to be with you, so in order to get your attention, I torture you in every way I can think of...

Hehe, I know, I was so wrong, I personally ruined the possibility of a lifetime of happiness with you.

do you know?When you are in pain and helpless, I am in more pain than you.I love you, but this desperate love, how can I continue?How can I tell you?So, I chose the most clumsy way to destroy you and me.

Let us fall into that desperate hell together, even if we are entangled, even if it is painful, I am glad that God gave me a chance to stay by your side.

Lin Xuanyi's voice

:

In the spring of that year, falling flowers were floating in the air, and on the banks of the Liushu River, I saw you who looked like a fallen fairy.I fell in love with you just because of one look.That year, when I was [-] years old and you were [-] years old, you were so cute and innocent, I really wanted to hold you in my arms, and from then on, I never let go.

The year I spent with you day and night was the happiest time in my life.I always thought that we could just go on and on like this until the end of our lives.But you know what?When I knew that I was your biological brother, that feeling of despair!Knocked me down instantly.I can't not go, I have to go, but I still love you.

It's just that I didn't expect that it wasn't just you who I fell in love with along the Liushu River that year...

The sword I stabbed in your chest was pierced with trembling hands. At that moment, I thought you could give up, and my heart could also die with it.

But I don't think it's just a small episode in the process of being teased by fate...

If I had known earlier, everything would have become like this, beyond control...

Whatever I say, I won't leave, and whatever I say, I won't hurt...

Even if, the person who goes down to the [-]th floor of hell and cannot be reborn forever is me...

But I'm not a god, I'm just a "poor guy" who fell in love with two people at the same time...

I also thought about fighting against the sky, but in the end, I realized that it was simply overestimation...

Still, I'm grateful to God...

Such blessings...

Let my life be closely linked with you and Zhao...

future……

We, never leave, never abandon...

Extra: The Secret of the Scroll

It is said that after they regained their memory, they returned to the capital together.Three years have passed, and the entire dynasty is still thriving.It will not change in the slightest because of the passing of some people...

They returned to the former Liang Mansion, which is now dilapidated.It is estimated that after they disappeared, the Liang family's power was divided up by those who cared. However, those were nothing to them. What they cared about was always only each other, the three of them.

However, the dilapidated Liang Mansion is really a "spectacle" in this peaceful capital city.It must have been that Lin Xuanhao hadn't found them all this time, so he let people stay here as a token of comfort.

The three of them stepped into the Liang Mansion compound. Too many things have happened here, their past and their memories are preserved, and they will never be dispersed, right?Even if the world has forgotten that in this world, there is still Mr. Liang, the "No. [-] young man in the capital", Su Yinzhao, who is "smiling all over the city in white clothes", and Lin Xuanyi, who is petitioning for the people, "Shuimulinqingtian"...

They went to the courtyard where they wanted to find their dreams to pack up their things, and they were going to start their lives again in a small town in the south, where the scenery is charming, where no one knows them...there, the freedom is extraordinary...

At this moment, the former housekeeper of the Liang Mansion showed up, which really shocked the three of them.I haven't seen anyone since I came in, and now a... Khan suddenly appeared.Fortunately, it's broad daylight...

"Master, you are finally back!" Seeing the former master, the butler looked excited and pulled Liang Yuqing to look left and right.

"Uncle Liu, why are you still here?"

"Hehe, young master. This old slave has been here all his life, and I can't bear it. Don't talk about this, young master, you make me worry to death. There is no news for so long, and everyone says you are dead, but I just I didn't believe it, so I just waited here, and sure enough, I was allowed to wait in my lifetime. It's really great, it's great..." As he said, he couldn't help but burst into tears.

"Uncle Liu, don't be like this. I'm doing well. However, it's really not easy to survive." But he's not the only one feeling emotional?The three of them looked at each other, and all of them smiled. Sure enough, this happiness did not come easily.

"By the way, master, when I was tidying up your main house, I found some scrolls under your bed. I think that is very important to you, right? I remember that when the young master was young, he had an important I have the habit of hiding things under the bed. It’s so big, and this problem hasn’t changed. Hehe. So, I know that things are important, so I’ll keep them all the time. Do you want to..." Look? ?Uh, before I finished speaking, I was interrupted by my young master's frantic cry.Khan, what happened to him, young master?So excited?

He only heard Liang Yuqing yell "Ah!!", and then secretly glanced at the two people around him... In other words, Liang Yu had forgotten those things early in the morning, and now that he remembered them, he quickly stopped them. The butler, don't let him go on talking, those two guys next to him can't see those things, or they will be laughed at.

It's just that his reaction attracted the attention of Su Lin and the two of them. Lin Xuanyi said: "Qing, why are you so nervous? You don't want us to see it? Is there any secret that we can't know? Huh? It's weird. ... Heh heh heh, no way, Zhao, let's go and search."

"Okay." Lin Xuanyi's proposal received a strong response from Su Yinzhao.

"What? Hey!" Liang Yuqing rushed into the main room, picked up those things and ran away.Khan, isn't this obviously self-defeating?

However, Liang Yuqing forgot in a moment of impatience. Compared with his own martial arts, the other two people's martial arts were incomparable.

So before he ran far, he was stopped by the two of them.

"Hey! Don't grab it, it's nothing." Liang Yuqing's face turned purple.

"No, if it's nothing, then you're afraid we'll watch it? Yi, hurry up, let's make a second pass."

"no problem."

So, Liang Yuqing dodged left and right or blocked them, and the two came to a tacit understanding, one clearly robbed Liang, and the other launched a sneak attack, but Su Yinzhao's quick hands snatched it.

"Wahhaha, I got it. Yi, stop him first, I'll pass it on to you after I've finished reading it." As soon as he got the scroll, Su Yinzhao immediately laughed, like a child.

Without waiting for Lin Xuanyi to respond, Su Yinzhao opened one of them and looked at it.

Then Su Yinzhao was stunned.Well, that was actually a portrait of a man, and his facial features seemed familiar.Looking at the year and month again, this, isn't this what I looked like when I was 16 years old!

He hurriedly opened the other paintings, those paintings were either of himself or Lin Xuanyi.And among those paintings of mine, there are even those from my childhood...

Over there, Liang Yu blushed and stopped struggling, "Okay, just look at it, it's all drawn casually. It doesn't make any sense!!"

But at this moment, the two who were constantly looking around the scroll knew that there was more shame in Liang Yuqing's words.

It was only now that Lin Xuanyi and Su Yinzhao knew that the three of them had been fools for so long.

It turned out that from the day they met, they had put each other into the depths of their hearts.And Liang Yuqing turned out to be the one who hid the most!Depend on!As early as that time, maybe earlier, Liang Yuqing was already in love with two people.

It was only because Liang Yuqing met Lin Xuanyi by chance when he was 16 years old, and his heart turned to Lin, so he neglected his love for Su Yinzhao.As a result, they wasted so much time.

Oh, so what if I know?They can only say that the world is impermanent, and then make up their minds to create a better future.

Otherwise, should they let the three of them sit on the ground and scold the gods for playing tricks?well! !

Really... damn it! ! !

This fucking 'desperate' love! !

Writer's words: this article ends here... I hope everyone enjoys reading... hee hee...