[Online Games] The world is your enemy

Xue Pei stared at the screen from beginning to end.

When the game is opened for the first time, it will automatically play an opening CG - all computers in Internet cafes have been installed with hard disk protection that automatically clears when the computer is shut down, so every time it is turned on, it will be regarded as the first time it is opened, and the playback conditions of the animation will be automatically triggered.

So when he opened the game, he unexpectedly saw the animation play automatically.

As soon as Yu Jizi's opening animation appeared on the screen, Xue Pei almost immediately pressed the ESC key to close the animation.Then he borrowed the account from Li Mo, and then slowly logged in to find someone.He never knew that his fingers would tremble while playing games, and his body was so stiff that it didn't seem to belong to him.He never knew that he would dare not look directly at the official animation of a game company... When the animation was turned off, he even felt obviously flustered.

Log in, go live, and try talking to that person.

But after typing those contents, he himself felt how ridiculous he was. "Who are you looking for?" Li Mo was almost frightened by him, "Are you out of your mind, and you actually used your real name to swipe the screen here... Who are you talking to?"

"I'm Xue Pei..." He typed this line of information several times, and finally gave up any hope.In fact, he should have known earlier, but he just never gave up, "I'm Xue Pei...you should remember me, right?"

"Please... move a little and say something."

He stared at the screen for a long time, and then forcefully quit.

Suddenly thought of Yu Jizi's lines in the official video.

"Never deny the meaning and value of your existence...because you are free."

"Never give up on the quest for strength and faith...because, you are divine."

That's nice to say.When read by that person, there is indeed a sense of sadness and beauty that is known to be impossible.But the reality is - nothing breaks those so-called rules at all.When the big dream wakes up, everything becomes empty, and that world will continue to operate according to the rules of "Heaven".

Just update the version and everyone will say goodbye together...how ridiculous and funny.

There is no freedom and no sanctity.

Li Mo's stunned expression froze for a long time, he was really worried that his classmate had a mental problem. "Would you... take a break... and stop talking to the screen, okay?" He cautiously persuaded Xue Pei, "Did you encounter anything in the game?"

"No, don't worry." Xue Pei raised his head and suddenly said softly, "I won't play anymore."

"what?"

"I won't play anymore." Xue Pei said simply and clearly, "I'm sorry to trouble you... Can you keep what happened tonight a secret for me? Let's go back now, I will... not play games anymore. "

When he was speaking, the slight fluorescence on the computer screen was reflected on his face, which seemed a little permeable.

The blue glowing light is like a ghost.

The little nurses must have discovered the incident of going to the Internet cafe overnight, but with Li Mo's help to cover it up, they didn't let Xue's mother know about it in the end.Li Mo was a little worried about Xue Pei's mental state at first...but then he found that his classmate had recovered quite normally.

Or maybe even a little too normal.

After Xue Pei returned to the hospital, he recuperated for another week or so, and then began to prepare to go back to class.

Sure enough, he didn't show the game obsession that was close to Internet addiction that night... And not only that, he never touched the computer since then.

Not only games, but almost anything related to the Internet is far away from him.

He returned to campus life in a proper manner, and then became a model student who didn't touch the Internet or games at all-the normal model was to an outrageous level.

Being normal to this extent made Li Mo feel another level of terror.Now Xue Pei looks like a good baby in the 80s of the last century. Is it really okay to suddenly become like this?

I always feel that he is a bit abnormal, since he woke up again, his mental state is a bit weird...

However, Li Mo is not a particularly sensitive person. Although he felt something was wrong, he didn't say much.Just like his attitude towards that strange prank in the game before, he quickly put this matter behind him and stopped thinking about it.

Xue Pei continued his all-too-normal school life.

Both compulsory and elective courses are taken, and they will sit in the back row of the classroom in an orderly manner regardless of whether they are called or not.When there is no class, find a place to study silently.

"Come to DOTA?" The monitor girl suddenly came to ask him out.

"Sorry, no." Xue Pei said.

"Hey, I know you quit online games. It's okay." The monitor girl said, "But this is not an online game, it's just the last DOTA friendly match in the class. Next year, everyone who should be doing internships will go for internships, and those who should take the postgraduate entrance examination will go to the postgraduate entrance examination ...This is the last time everyone gets together, come and play?"

The monitor of their class is a good girl. Although she is a girl, she especially likes to play all kinds of games that boys like.When playing DOTA, I used to use Ice Girl, buy birds and eyes to play support, and her awareness and hand speed are quite good among the boys in the class.Changing to a new online game at every turn, killing monsters today and killing zombies on the screen tomorrow...

"I can understand your love for DOTA, and I also know that every time you organize class activities, you can abuse your power to make class game competitions..."

Xue Pei smiled wryly, and then explained to the tough girl in her class, "But I really don't want to touch games right now...I don't want to touch any games, don't call me, okay?"

He found it really hard to describe his feelings.

To be honest, he should be happy, to find that he has been living a good life, and that he can see the sunshine of the real world... Isn't this something worth celebrating?

But on the other hand, he found that he was never happy.

Xue Pei felt that he was just a passerby watching the soy sauce... For the Great Wilderness World, he just ran over accidentally, turned around, and finally came back directly with good luck.He made no impact on that world, and left no trace.

Yeah, what a celebration.

What is the wilderness?It is a world that can be modified in an instant, a world that can change in an instant.

He went sightseeing once and came back unscathed...what a stroke of luck.He should be happy.

But when he closes his eyes, he still can't help but think of Yujizi.

That person was supposed to look down on everything...but what did he look like in the end?He kept sending messages like "Please... move a little bit, say a word" and "Just move a little bit" over and over again, but there was no response at all.

——His master.

——Rebels who try to create their own rules.

How ironic and ridiculous the title is...how sad at the same time.

Xue Pei dared not touch games at all.

Sometimes when he walks on the campus, he will feel unreal for the scene of the real world.

He felt that he should be happy for his awakening...but sometimes he would see Tai Xu Guan again in his dreams.

When he wakes up, he will have an inexplicable shame and self-blame.Walking in the school, Xue Pei always finds the peaceful scene of the real world around him so beautiful...so much so that he can hardly accept it.

Such a vicious, ungrateful self.

He returned to the real world that belonged to him... and those people in Dahuang's world had nothing to do with him anymore.What a happy state, but he still feels disgusted by himself like this.

At this moment, the monitor girl looked at him for a while.

Then the fierce girl suddenly asked: "What kind of stimulation did you get in the game?"

"No...it's nothing." Xue Pei shrugged, "I met an illusory person, and he disappeared."

"Dumped from online dating?"

"Uh... no." Xue Pei said, "Actually, there is more than one person."

"Oh." The monitor girl immediately interjected, "Then you got dumped after engaging in 3P in online dating, you playboy."

Xue Pei smiled weakly, and found that he was not in the mood to refute at all.He lost not just a person, but the whole world he knew.

That world is gone.

That person would never talk to him, talk to him, or smile at him again.