If you can't give me love, then give me money!

Chi Xiang stood by the wall, pinched his waist, pointed at the wall calendar, and read again: "Look, I've been nesting here for half a year, and I haven't gone out for more than five months. Is the sciatic nerve still not dead?"

"Do you hear me? Once a day!" Yu Chi Nuan scratched his ears helplessly, while sitting up straight from the sofa and complaining to the man opposite, he took out a can of beer from his pocket and threw it at him.

It was rare to have a visitor today. For half a year, he only looked at Chi's rotten mouth every day, wishing he could seal his ears with wax.

The man in the single sofa is also welcome, took the beer,!He pulled off the ring with a bang, raised Erlang's legs and leaned against the sofa, and said in a deep voice, "You blocked his luck."

"More than that! I have to run errands for him, and I have to run errands for him! He really treats me like his servant! Alas! Xiaoze, why don't you take him away? Don't you have a special servant in your family?" The master who serves people?" Chi Xiang threw his coat aside, pushed himself onto the sofa, tore open a bag of stewed beef, and stuffed it into his mouth, clucking.

"I can't do it all! That kid is in school." Shen Ze took a sip of his wine and slowly refused.He negotiated a business out of town, and when he came back, he heard that something was wrong with Yuchi Nuan.According to the relationship between the three "classmates of ten years", they should have come to resolve it earlier.It's just that he only recently asked about Yuchi Nuan's whereabouts from Chi Xiang.

Judging by Yi Chi's big mouth, the wind can be controlled for more than five months, which only shows that Yuchi Nuan is determined not to see people.When Shen Ze came, Yu Chi Nuan was still slightly surprised.

The beer was finished quickly, and the peanut shells were scattered and peeled off as high as a hill. The teasing was almost done, and Shen took out a pack of cigarettes from his arms.

Yuchi Nuan raised her phoenix eyes and hooked her fingers at him: "Give me one."

Shen Ze frowned: "Didn't you quit early?"

"You can pick it up again after quitting, I'm thinking about it." Yu Chinuan drank the wine, giving up on himself with a bit of despair.

"Well, smoking, drinking, and eating peanuts, the more you live, the more you will go back! I want cigarettes too!" Chi Xiang put his legs on the coffee table, and stretched out his hands carelessly for cigarettes.

In the bright spot of the fire, the three of them looked at each other and smiled, each puffing out smoke rings and leaning on the sofa.

Shen Ze asked: "What's your plan in the future? You won't spend your whole life thinking about here?"

"Hmph, I think it's dangerous." Chi Xiang rolled his eyes and continued to tease, the butt of the cigarette grinding his teeth cracked,

"I don't know." Yu Chi Nuan pondered for a moment, squeezed the cigarette with his index finger and second finger, and took a deep puff: "Let's go abroad to avoid it for a while! The news about the operation is well known in the industry."

"Ah? Don't come back!" Chi Xiang turned around, took an ashtray, and threw it on the table.

"It's possible!" With a glint in the phoenix's eyes, Yu Chi Nuan straightened the bangs that were longer than her eyebrows with one hand, then put her pillow on the back of her head, and flicked the cigarette ash with one hand.

The finely falling dust was scattered on the glazed glass, and it was impossible to tell what shape it was.Probably, that's it!Feelings that are fruitless like soot.

"Then what about your son? What about your family?"

"Cold salad!" Yuchi Nuan chuckled.

Today, can he still go back to see Jiang Xiaofeng?Or it's not that you can't, you just don't want to.

It is precisely because I have never made a mistake that the first time it seems so painful and unacceptable.Or others can forgive him for his mistakes, but there is always a haze in Yuchi Nuan's heart, for himself, he is always entangled in the eccentricity of perfectionism.

"Maybe I will go to teach in the future, and surgery... I don't want to touch it again."

"Well...it's so serious!" Chi Xiang was a little bit disappointed, "Wouldn't my father be very disappointed? He still expects you to take over!"

Yu Chinuan shook his head: "I sleep with that girl in a wheelchair in my dreams now, how can I perform surgery on others? She could have stood up and fully recovered, but it's a pity that now it's a if." Mistakes are mistakes, Yu Chi Nuan didn't want to make excuses.The flickering sparks reflected his pupils, and his slightly humorous face had turned gloomy just now.

Obviously the one who cares most about success or failure is himself, but he still pretends to be easy to persuade others. Those comforting words have now become unforgivable mistakes and shackles to imprison himself.

Because the operation time was too long and the fingers were not sharp enough, when the stem cells were transplanted, a certain nerve sheath that had grown up was destroyed, resulting in permanent impairment of the motor output nerves of the legs.

For this kind of low-level mistake, he has no way to forgive himself, let alone ask others to forgive, because when he asks for forgiveness, it means that he no longer cares about this mistake, and he also expects others to "don't care".

"Ah Nuan, you think too much, no one does not make mistakes." Shen Ze listened for a long time before slowly opening his mouth, "Is it useful to hide in self-blame forever? Instead of blaming yourself, it is better to make up."

"Compensation?" Yu Chi Nuan shook his head, "Some mistakes can never be made up, and exchanges are never equal."

Now, he seems to be trapped in a complicated maze. The annoying nightmares and repeated failures in front of him make him confused, hesitant, and vacillating.

So, he chose to avoid it again.

He can deliberately avoid women because he accidentally had a son back then, and naturally he will let go of everything he owns because of today's mistakes. In this way, he has become a veritable loner.

I often think of Jiang Xiaofeng inexplicably during the day, from the beginning to the end, and then gently wipe it away.

It's better not to meet, Yuchi Nuan often warns himself like this.What can we say when we meet? "I'm sorry" is indeed a very tasteless word.

"Shen Ze, lend me some money!"

Yuchi Nuan snuffed out his half-smoked cigarette and threw it into the ashtray. After not smoking for a long time, he felt that the Zhonghua soft bag was not so good to smoke.

"I'll pay you back when I settle down abroad."

"Are you... sure you want to go?"

"Ok!"

Shen Ze couldn't help frowning at the other party's decisive answer. Everyone knew that he shouldn't just leave like this, but the person involved couldn't turn this corner and had to leave.

Shen Ze took a meaningful look at Chi Xiang, and responded accordingly: "Okay, how much do you want to borrow? Let the secretary transfer it to you tomorrow."

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