Through 1979

[-] was an ordinary year for the people of the whole country.During this year, there were no great good things happening in the country, nor were there any natural or man-made disasters to make people feel sad.

After the winter vacation, the third sister's family was on the car back to Beijing. When they parted at the train station, the third sister gave Li Ran their address and told him and Hu Jianjun to go there to play when they had time.Thinking that they didn't know each other in Beijing before, Li Ran took the note from the third sister. He still didn't know the reason why the third sister left home, but he didn't ask.

Attending classes at school during the day, feeding at home at night, and doing part-time jobs when he has time, Li Ran's life is very regular and ordinary.Of course, when he came to this conclusion, he subconsciously ignored Hu Jianjun's usual harassment.

But once life is too ordinary, there will always be people who want to break this phenomenon, especially the graduates who are approaching their senior year, and they will inevitably talk about going out to play every day and keep a souvenir.The relationship between Li Ran and the people in the class has always been tepid, so he has reservations about this.Then, at the request of everyone, the class organized a group spring outing.

Li Ran packed all the things he needed to bring in the morning, and then looked at the sky.God is very generous, saying that it is a spring outing, it really gave a cloudless spring.After saying goodbye to Hu Jianjun who was reluctant to part with him staring at him on the bed, Li Ran explained that the prepared dishes were on the table and could be eaten at low temperature, and left the house with the mentality of raising two sons.

Not long after returning from the spring outing, Li Ran thought that life should be quiet, but something suddenly caused an uproar in the school.Holding a thick stack of forms, Li Ran walked into the classroom. Facing the graduating seniors, besides the many things to do, there were countless forms to fill.

First, he handed a form to the girl at the front. Li Ran smiled back as he thanked the other party, and then distributed the form while silently listening to other people's discussions.

The girl who took the watch stuffed it into a drawer, and then hurried to the center of the classroom, where a group of people gathered, she leaned over, listening to the gossip with glowing eyes.

"Really?" A good-looking girl sitting in the middle covered her mouth. She had long hair and her face was filled with disbelief. "Did you really find it on the bed?"

The people next to him booed: "No!" The one who spoke the most excitedly nodded, "It must have been found on the bed, the one I saw was their roommate in the same dormitory, I know that person, he told me about it himself. Shrinking his shoulders, he said: "He told me that the reason why everyone will find out is because he was frightened when he saw it, and then he couldn't help shouting, which attracted everyone else."

Curling her lips in disgust, another girl interrupted: "If it were me, I would be scared to death, that scene must be disgusting."

"Yeah, I'm sure I won't be able to eat after reading it."

"Men like men, return that, is this sick?"

"I've heard people say that it's a mental illness!"

"really?"

"It can't be truer, so please don't get close to them in the future, you will be infected!"

"I won't get close, I run when I see it, and hide far away!"

"That's right, that's right." The people who heard this immediately replied in unison, as if they were part of it if they didn't say so.

Li Ran frowned when he heard them talk about this topic, and when he found that they were not covering up their words at all, and the yelling could be heard outside the corridor, the frown became tighter and tighter, and finally couldn't help walking over.

Standing next to them, Li Ran divided the watch into multiple parts with a smile and handed it to the girl in it: "Can you give it out for me?" with a gentle smile.He is good-looking and has excellent grades. Although many girls can't make him a boyfriend because of his age, they all want to treat him as a younger brother.

Seeing him coming to ask for help now, the girl who was talking happily just now quickly took the form and was very helpful.The rest of the boys who were still talking were very dissatisfied with his interrupting, but they were looking for a serious business, so they could only endure it and couldn't find fault.

Seeing that the topic was interrupted, Li Ran sighed. Without the girls, these boys probably lost their mind to continue talking.After handing out the form, Li Ran sat in his seat by the window and looked out the window, quite worried.One of the "disgusting" people ridiculed by everyone, although he is not familiar with him, he knows Su Wei...

Li Ran knew that Su Wei, like himself, had a different sexuality than ordinary people two years ago.But Li Ran didn't expect that Su Wei's sexuality would be exposed in such a tragic way.

The irrelevant person's mocking words made Li Ran feel sad, and even though he himself sympathized with Su Wei, there was nothing he could do.

Because of this, Su Wei became famous in school, spreading news about him and his boyfriend everywhere.Li Ran also knew the other party's identity - Su Wei's roommate.

When I saw Su Wei, it had been half a month since the incident happened, and the rumors in the school still didn't stop.People who are idle and bored regard it as a kind of entertainment.

The air was good in the morning. Li Ran sat on a chair in the school playground and read ancient classical Chinese. Hu Jianjun was next to him with his eyes closed, feeling drowsy.It was still very early at this time, and the playground was very deserted, with no one around.

When Li Ran looked up and saw Su Wei, he was wearing a dark dress, his hair was long but not cut, covering his forehead and eyes.Although his back was straight, Li Ran felt that his body was frighteningly thin.Telling Hu Jianjun to sit upright, Li Ran walked over.

Seeing someone approaching, Su Wei flinched obviously, glanced at Li Ran out of the corner of his eye, his lips moved, but he didn't speak.Standing in front of him, looking at his pale face, Li Ran suddenly felt that he was a fool. He wanted to comfort someone, but he didn't even know how to speak.

He stood there hesitantly for a while, and Su Wei also stood still in a good temper.Looking at him squarely, Li Ran asked, "Are you okay?" After asking, he couldn't help but regret it. It can be said that this question is completely useless. Everyone knows whether it is okay or not.

Su Wei nodded and said, "It's okay." His voice was very low.Li Ran pursed his lips, knowing that these words were just polite.

The two were silent and had nothing to say, Su Wei dawdled for a while, and finally took a step to leave in this atmosphere.Li Ran plucked up the courage to comfort him: "There are people who laugh at you, but there are also people who don't think you are wrong." Su Wei was shocked and looked up at him in disbelief.Li Ran chuckled: "You don't need to care too much about other people's words. They have nothing to do with you. They will go their separate ways after graduation. It's not worth embarrassing yourself for them."

Dazed for a moment, Su Wei nodded in agreement.Li Ran looked at his back as he walked away, and understood that he was in great pain.There is no law in the country that prohibits homosexuals from going to school, so the school cannot use this reason to expel students, but subconsciously, they hope that these students will affect the school atmosphere and hope that they will disappear.

Su Wei couldn't leave because of his diploma and future, so he had to hold on, trying not to let these four years go to waste and go back empty-handed.Li Ran thought of Su Wei's boyfriend, and heard that he was living with Su Wei blatantly now, and felt relieved. Only when the other party supports him can he have confidence.

Hu Jianjun had been watching from the side, seeing that Li Ran was still standing there, he pulled him over and asked him to sit down on the chair.Occasionally, someone would come to the empty playground.Hu Jianjun thought about the atmosphere in the school recently and didn't dare to go too far, so he could only pat Li Ran on the shoulder as a comfort.

After Su Wei's incident broke out, Hu Jianjun found that Li Ran had withdrawn a lot. The relationship between him and Li Ran was already vague, and Su Wei's result undoubtedly began to make Li Ran tremble. If it was revealed, he and Hu Jianjun would meet again How, unimaginable.

Looking sideways at Li Ran, Hu Jianjun suddenly said, "I heard that Su Wei's parents have come to school."

Li Ran hummed, this happened just a few days ago.After the school failed to persuade the students to quit, they moved their minds to let the parents of the students go through the withdrawal procedures automatically.Those who were lucky enough to take a peek at it that day were still very excited when they talked about it.

Su Wei's parents are both intellectuals. Although they don't have a lot of money, they have a good face.After being called, the two were very angry, but they still didn't do anything to Su Wei. They thought they felt that they had already lost enough face and couldn't add more.

Faced with the school's request to withdraw from school, Su Wei's parents agreed on the spot. In this case, if they don't drop out of school and go far away, the Su family will lose all face.Su Wei naturally refused, crying and begging on his knees, his parents stopped thinking.Based on the situation of Su Wei's family, if he really leaves like this, with a high school diploma, no assignment, and the eldest brother in the family, then he can only eat at home and cause difficulties for the family.Therefore, Su Wei had to endure in school until graduation.

Li Ran thought about Su Wei's sorrow, and looked sideways at Hu Jianjun, did he have the heart to let this man do this?