bullets and roses

The kitchen door was ajar.

Gu Zhubai took some frozen goods out of the refrigerator and threw them into the sink to thaw, Luo Muxiao took out vegetables and other things from the upper floor and put them under the water to wash.

The kitchen was very quiet for a while, and it was like a different world from the hustle and bustle outside, but Gu Zhubai didn't feel that he was far away from it, it was completely within reach.

"Cut potatoes?" Gu Zhubai asked him.

"Okay." Luo Muxiao clumsily peeled off the potato skin bit by bit, and asked while observing Gu Zhubai's expression, "Gu Zhubai, are you unhappy?"

"What are you unhappy about?" Gu Zhubai asked back.

"It's just... I organized this birthday party for you without your permission." Luo Muxiao said nervously, "I know you are not a lively person, but you made the house so noisy ...You must be a little uncomfortable, right?"

"Well, it's a bit noisy."

Luo Muxiao's eyes dimmed all of a sudden.

But Gu Zhubai continued: "But it feels... pretty good."

His eyes were lit up by the flames again, and they were very bright with a swish: "Really? Where is it?"

Luo Muxiao insisted on pestering Gu Zhubai and wanted him to tell him exactly what it was. As a result, Luo Muxiao was racking his brains and trying his best to learn from Gu Zhubai when the two of them were washing and chopping vegetables. Digging some words of praise for himself, Gu Zhubai was a little dumbfounded by him.

Finally, Gu Zhubai opened his mouth: "It feels lively, very good."

Probably because he has lived a very "clean" life since he was a child.

Perhaps it is because of his daily life that everyone feels that he likes such a lonely feeling, even Li Yuan'an thinks so, no one has ever broken his tranquility.

Except Luo Muxiao.

He is a bit messy, and some people don't care about other people's feelings. They just pile up things that they think are good in front of you for you to choose. I like it, and I like it too.

The truth is actually that simple, but it seems that Gu Zhubai didn't figure it out until this moment.

"With me here, you will be very lively at any time." Luo Muxiao said confidently, "If you don't think it's lively enough, I can call more people. I was considering you and them. If it’s too familiar, it may not be suitable, and you certainly don’t like it.”

Gu Zhubai was helpless: "Thank you for considering this point."

"Don't be polite." Luo Muxiao said like offering a treasure, "Gu Zhubai, I didn't know you liked excitement before, but now I know, I will definitely take you to lively places in the future."

"In the future?" Because of these two words, Gu Zhubai's mood became better again.

"Yeah." Luo Muxiao pursed his lips, looked away embarrassedly, and repeated, "In the future..."

In the future, he thought that this word would never appear between himself and Gu Zhubai again.

But from this second, he is willing to believe in "later" again.

"Come here." Gu Zhubai beckoned, Luo Muxiao leaned forward and was hugged by Gu Zhubai, although his posture was a little distorted, "I really like the lively feeling today, thank you."

Luo Muxiao happily hugged him back, and opened up everything about him to him unconditionally.

The following days became simple and ordinary.

Luo Muxiao successfully passed the second subject. He has been tempered by the coach's scolding, and he has developed a thick skin. No matter what the other party says, he can accept it with a blank face, but after the end, he has to stand not far away and point at him. The coach's nose scolded for 10 minutes.

Gu Zhubai saw Luo Muxiao murmur several times, and only when he got closer did he hear clearly what he said was, "You just built the road, and your whole family is building the road." Eat it." Yunyun, Gu Zhubai heard it interesting, and would stand there for a few seconds until Luo Muxiao scolded him and saw him.

Today is the day of Luo Muxiao's third exam, and he has been deeply nervous early in the morning and cannot extricate himself.

Probably because he didn't practice very well in the third subject, so he always felt that he might fail the test, but he didn't want to take the test again. All in all, he was very nervous.

Gu Zhubai found out that Luo Muxiao's expression was a little bit wrong before getting into the car.

"Don't go." Gu Zhubai frowned and grabbed his hand, "Forget it if you fail the exam, I'll find you a driver."

"No." Luo Muxiao shook off Gu Zhubai's hand, "To be a human being is to constantly challenge yourself."

Gu Zhubai was worried about his health, but in fact he still didn't want to, but seeing that Luo Muxiao was nervous, but wanted to go, he also let go: "When the body is not good, just end it, don't hold on."

"Got it." Luo Muxiao grinned at Gu Zhubai, before getting out of the car, he still couldn't help but hooked his fingers, "Come here."

"Huh?" Gu Zhubai stretched half his body forward.

Luo Muxiao stepped forward and kissed him.

When Gu Zhubai realized it, Luo Muxiao had already disappeared from his eyes like the wind.

Gu Zhubai was inexplicably nervous.

The radio in the car was extremely loud. After listening to it for a short time, he asked the driver to turn off the radio, and the car suddenly became quiet.Gu Zhubai closed his eyes and took a nap, but couldn't fall asleep.

Time passed by, and after about half an hour, his cell phone rang suddenly.

It was the coach who called.

An ominous premonition rushed up, and Gu Zhu answered the phone with a pale complexion, and the coach's voice rang out: "Mr. still……"

"Hurry to the hospital!" Gu Zhubai's face sank suddenly, and he pushed the car door as if he was going out, but unfortunately he couldn't move, and even almost fell down.

The coach's voice was lower: "Yes, we will send him to the hospital right away."

"Go to the first hospital in the city." Gu Zhubai tried his best to calm his emotions, and said in a deep voice, "Look for Doctor Liu."

"understood."

Gu Zhubai had a hunch.

Perhaps the dream last night was not well done. He dreamed that Luo Muxiao's heart was pierced by a knife. Someone came to him to get his heart back. Luo Muxiao was also a fool, so he took it by himself. The knife is about to return the heart to the other party.

Gu Zhubai hadn't slept since he was awakened at three o'clock in the morning. He stood at the door of Luo Muxiao for a while, listening to the even breathing sound inside, and finally calmed down bit by bit.

He hoped that this heart could beat in Luo Muxiao's chest forever, no matter who he belonged to before, but now it already belonged to Luo Muxiao.

Gu Zhubai knew it was wrong for him to do this, but he couldn't control his selfishness.

He took a deep breath.

Two minutes after the coach sent the man to the hospital, the sound of the wheelchair rolling against the ground sounded extremely nervous. He wanted to get up to meet him, but Gu Zhubai brushed past him expressionlessly and rushed to the hospital. The direction of Dr. Liu.

Gu Zhubai was sweating nervously, but his face was completely calm: "Is there a problem?"

Dr. Liu shook his head: "You know his situation, so don't let him participate in such an exciting project. What if something really happens? It's a blessing this time, the hospital came in time, otherwise I There is no guarantee."

Gu Zhubai breathed a sigh of relief, his palms covered with cold sweat: "Thank you, Doctor Liu."

"He's not awake yet, and he's on an IV." Dr. Liu said, "Go in and watch the IV."

"it is good."

Gu Zhubai then entered the room.

Luo Muxiao was lying quietly on the hospital bed, his pale face almost blended with the white sheets, it was not clear which was whiter.

Gu Zhubai stretched out his hand, and lightly touched the other's cheek, which was icy cold.

"...Lolo." Gu Zhubai held his hand and called him by his name in a low voice. Sometimes in his dreams, he would always call him that, but he never called him once in real life.

Somewhat nasty.

Luo Muxiao woke up in the evening.

One of his hands was so numb that he thought he had been amputated, but when he looked over, he found that Gu Zhubai was lying on his hand and fell asleep, probably because the blood was not circulating.

Luo Muxiao moved a little, Gu Zhubai woke up startled, and called his name: "Luo Luo?"

Luo Muxiao was stunned for a moment: "What are you calling me?"

"It's nothing." Gu Zhubai slowed down, then withdrew his hand and squeezed his temple, and asked him, "Is it better?"

"I'm fine." Luo Muxiao was still thinking about the sentence that Gu Zhubai called him just now, "What did you call me just now, can you call me again?"

"Drink water?" Gu Zhubai ignored his words directly.

"Call me one more time." Luo Muxiao squeezed Gu Zhubai's hand to act coquettishly, "You call me once, just once, I just listen to it..."

Gu Zhubai looked at his expectant face, sighed, and called out softly: "Be obedient, Luoluo."

Luo Muxiao was so sweet that his throat was trembling.

Panic.

After he was done, he became a little shy, and his reflex arc was always very long.

His face was flushed with embarrassment, and even the tips of his ears were red.He rubbed his face, changed the subject and said, "How long have I been dizzy?"

"More than half a day." Gu Zhubai asked him, "Are you hungry? Would you like something to eat?"

"I want to eat crayfish and barbecue." Luo Muxiao looked at Gu Zhubai expectantly.

"No." Gu Zhubai refused without thinking, "For the next month, I can only eat light food, and I can't touch any chili."

Luo Muxiao said "ah", "No."

Gu Zhubai's face straightened slightly, he looked at Luo Muxiao seriously, and said, "You have to challenge yourself, I have no objection, but in the future you can't challenge your heart anymore, you also know how fragile it is."

"I know, I know." Luo Muxiao curled his lips and said, "Gu Zhubai, you're talking like my mother now."

"She's not by your side, so of course another person has to come and ask about your body." Gu Zhubai said, "If you don't want me to ask, who do you want?"

Luo Muxiao thought for a long time, but still said: "It's still you."

The author says:

eat candy first