I have known love for many years

"This movie reminds me of a friend of mine in the early years." Jiang Fan first talked about himself, sipped his wine and said, "He is a pilot, and his dream since he was a child was to be a pilot, and then his dream came true. OK."

Bai Xuecheng nodded, feeling a little confused: What does this have to do with movies?

It was just what Jiang Fan said later that made Bai Xuecheng stunned. Jiang Fan said: "One time he was on a mission. Before that, he performed an air show, and there was an accident...he passed away."

Bai Xuecheng didn't expect such a result, he didn't know what to say for a while: "How could such a problem happen?"

"I don't know," Jiang Fan shook his head, thought for a while, and then said, "It is said that he was not in the right mood during that time. Later, we attended his funeral and we met his lover."

"Those two people have a very good relationship, but because of their marriage, there were some conflicts, mainly between the two families." Jiang Fan said with a sigh, "The woman's family conditions are not very good, and my friend's parents are quite concerned. No. That girl is straightforward and straightforward, and the two of them have come through all kinds of ups and downs... My friend doesn't go home often, he is busy with work, and he can't date as often as ordinary people. They are basically long-distance relationships. It's been a few years... It's rare that they have a stable relationship with each other, but because of family obstruction, it is said that the girl proposed to break up."

Bai Xuecheng frowned: "Are you really willing?"

"I don't think so. After all, the relationship between the two is stable," Jiang Fan shook his head. "But the girl is also right. After all, marriage is not just for two people. She doesn't want to be with a family that doesn't respect her and her family. , After a long time, no matter how good the relationship is, they will become resentful to each other because of such and such things, killing each other's love in vain. She doesn't want that. "

Bai Xuecheng remembered Fei Lian's words, so he just drank and didn't say a word.

Jiang Fan said: "But when I saw her at the funeral, she was haggard and desperate, crying heartbreakingly. She said...she proposed to break up because she wanted to keep their love forever at the best time, No one can destroy it anymore; but if he is gone and she is the only one who remembers that feeling, what's the point? Knowing this, she would rather marry him regardless, so that at least when he has an accident, He didn't leave with regrets."

Bai Xuecheng's heart tightened for a moment, as if something suddenly stuck in his throat, he couldn't spit it out or swallow it, it made his chest hurt.

Jiang Fan sighed: "Some people have something, and they often don't realize its importance until they are completely lost. Unfortunately, there is no chance to do it again."

Bai Xuecheng closed his eyes, poured another glass of wine in suspense, looked at the table with erratic eyes, and counted the oil stains and scratches in the cracks of the table.Jiang Fan on the other end stopped talking, and began to eat and drink on his own. When he put down the third wooden stick, Bai Xuecheng said, "Why did you promise Chen Xin to come?"

Jiang Fan looked at him with a smile: "I thought you wouldn't ask."

Bai Xuecheng shrugged: "I don't really like to ask other people's ideas."

Jiang Fan raised his eyebrows, picked up a bunch of leeks and chewed slowly: "Then why do you want to hear it again now?"

Bai Xuecheng said: "Because I think you are a nice person."

Jiang Fan smiled with a good temper, and the two dimples were very obvious under the warm light: "I also think you are a nice person."

"Ok?"

"Chen Xin and I are old friends. We first met in the game, and later developed into real friends. He often talked about his best friends, including you; he talked about many things in the old school , although I have never seen you, but I probably heard him talk a lot, and I didn’t feel strange when I saw you, but I had the illusion of knowing you for a long time." Jiang Fan said, "I heard him talking about you at that time. I think you are a person who emphasizes feelings and loyalty, and such people are rare now."

Bai Xuecheng didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Just by hearing this, you know I'm a good person?"

"My first impression was very accurate." Jiang Fan said, and then said, "When I saw you for the first time, I knew that we were no good, but it's good to make friends."

Bai Xuecheng: "..."

Bai Xuecheng didn't expect him to suddenly open up the matter, and he didn't come back to his senses for a while.

Jiang Fan said: "It's a pity that Lao Chen is full of enthusiasm."

Bai Xuecheng was stunned for a long time, then said blankly: "Yes."

Jiang Fan took out his mobile phone: "How about adding a WeChat account?"

Bai Xuecheng: "..."

Bai Xuecheng added Jiang Fan's WeChat account and made a note of the phone number, and couldn't help laughing when he saw the number.The strangeness and estrangement before, but because of Jiang Fan's frankness, he became close. Bai Xuecheng looked at him and smiled: "You are a bit beyond my expectation."

"Oh?"

"Forget it, it's nothing," Bai Xuecheng waved his hand, "Actually, I haven't been sure, are you...?"

Jiang Fan understood what he had said, and nodded: "Yeah, I don't look like it?"

"It's not very similar." Bai Xuecheng said, "Can you tell me? You think we are not suitable? Hey, did I fail the blind date?"

Jiang Fan took a sip of wine and almost spit it out, and laughed for a long time: "No, you are quite in line with my preferences, but that's not the problem. It's because you still have someone in your heart."

Jiang Fan stretched out his finger and pointed at the position of the heart, and said, "It's all about talking, let's talk straight? Do you know the man you met in line today? I'm not blind."

Bai Xuecheng didn't expect Jiang Fan's eyes to be so vicious, so he felt embarrassed for a while.

Except for Chen Xin, no one knew about his relationship with Fei Lian after so many years. Fei Lian didn't like to let others know about their relationship, as if hiding something, and often made Bai Xuecheng feel dissatisfied.

If Chen Xin hadn't accidentally bumped into them kissing back then, Bai Xuecheng probably wouldn't even have a single person to talk to.

Some things have been held in his heart for many years, and he has never confided to outsiders.

Bai Xuecheng stared at Jiang Fan for a long time, maybe it was the effect of alcohol, maybe it was a good time to talk at night, maybe it was the noisy atmosphere around him that gave him a sense of security, maybe it was because he had broken up with Fei Lian for a long time, and now It was just a coincidence that they met someone of the same kind, and they were not too familiar with each other, so they didn't have too many scruples... Anyway, the closed door in my heart finally opened a gap, revealing a little light.

Bai Xuecheng said slowly: "Yes, I know him, he is my ex-boyfriend."