I have known love for many years

Bai Xuecheng clearly felt Fei Lian's momentary stiffness, which was very unnatural, causing the ambiguous atmosphere between the two to disappear instantly.

Bai Xuecheng climbed off Fei Lian, and saw Fei Lian pick up his phone and glance at him hesitantly.

Bai Xuecheng tugged his indescribably tight pants, and said, "I'm going to the bathroom."

Fei Lian was a little embarrassed, so Bai Xuecheng leaned over and kissed him on the forehead, which seemed to give Fei Lian silent comfort. After Bai Xuecheng left, Fei Lian took a deep breath and answered the phone.

"Hello?" His voice was a little hoarse, and he coughed to cover it up.

Fei's mother said coldly, "Why don't you go home now?"

Fei Lian said: "I'm getting ready to come back, you should sleep first."

Fei's mother said, "How can I sleep peacefully if you don't come back? I'll make you a bowl of soup, and you can drink it before going to bed when you come back."

Fei Lian lowered his eyes, looked at his little brother who had died down, and sighed silently: "Okay."

When Bai Xuecheng came back, Fei Lian had already tidied himself up. Seeing that he was no longer in a state of disorientation, his back tensed, and he said, "Sorry, I have to go back."

"Have you ordered a car?" Bai Xuecheng said, "You can't drive after drinking."

"Yes, go downstairs immediately." Fei Lian hesitated for a moment, walked over and took Bai Xuecheng's hand lightly, and said like a fool of first love, "I'm sorry, don't be angry."

Bai Xuecheng was amused, and patted Fei Lian's head like a downcast big dog: "Not angry, but..."

Fei Lian's heart tightened. He now only felt that Bai Xuecheng was a treasure from heaven to him. He was afraid that Bai Xuecheng would take back his previous words if he repented. Wei looked at him nervously.

Bai Xuecheng laughed: "You scratched me...it's okay, I just wanted to ask, do you live with your mother?"

Fei Lian hummed: "You know the situation of our family, my mother is just me..."

"It's all right, don't get me wrong." Bai Xuecheng thought for a while before saying, "I just want to say, you're in your thirties anyway, your mother...is it so strict?"

Fei Lian was silent for a moment. For him, this kind of family affection has always been a double superposition of candy and arsenic, but as he got older, the content of arsenic has far surpassed the sweetness of candy.The pressure and burden made his spine more and more curved. He knew that sooner or later he would explode and would be unbearable, but until that day came, he remained indifferent.

Because that was his mother, who regarded him as his only relative, and he could not refute or blame her.

Fei Lian licked his lips and said, "She prefers to...worry."

Bai Xuecheng was no longer the boy who broke the casserole and asked the bottom line. Seeing Fei Lian hesitated, he stopped asking. He leaned over and bit Fei Lian's lips lightly, then changed the subject and joked, "Are you okay? No? How about I help you before the car arrives..."

As he spoke, his fingers hintedly slipped on Fei Lian's lower abdomen, and Fei Lian was so ashamed that he quickly grabbed the scourge's hand: "Don't move! I...cough, I don't need it, it will be fine in a while."

Bai Xuecheng seemed to see that boy who was too serious and easily shy back then, and his heart softened for a moment.

The two simply sat and chatted at the desk in the living room, and when Fei Lian called a car, Bai Xuecheng sent him downstairs.

After Fei Lian got into the car, he hesitated for a moment, got out of the car again, and gave his car keys to Bai Xuecheng: "Didn't you say that you have a client to meet tomorrow? Take my car."

Bai Xuecheng was taken aback, raised his eyebrows and smiled: "What about you?"

"I take the subway, it's okay, I live not far from the company."

Bai Xuecheng wanted to say more, but Fei Lian put the car keys into his hand without any refusal, closed the door and let the driver drive.

Bai Xuecheng had no choice but to chase after him and yell, "Report that you are safe at home!"

Fei Lian waved his hand, indicating that he understood.

When the car was far away, the night in late winter was very quiet at almost three o'clock, with the sound of whistling wind coming from all around. The happiness and enthusiasm that the two of them had when they were together were instantly blown away by the winter wind.

The feeling of loneliness came over again, Bai Xuecheng didn't want to admit that he was very reluctant to let Fei Lian go, a 30-year-old, but like a 20-year-old first love, he just wanted to be with someone, not to be separated for a second.

If time goes back a few more years, the young Bai Xuecheng might really be able to do such a thing as forcing people to stay, but the 20-year-old who didn't care about anything has sunk into the bottom of time and will never come back .

Bai Xuecheng stood alone by the side of the road for a while, shivering from the wind, his nose was about to come down, and then he wrapped himself in a down jacket and went back to the studio.

Maybe it was because the reconciliation went so unexpectedly smoothly, Bai Xuecheng calmed down now, and felt that this matter seemed unreal.

As if I just had a charming dream, and when the sun rises tomorrow, I will take everything back.

So that night, Bai Xuecheng tossed and turned, and had an old dream about the past in the quilt that smelled of Fei Lian: In the dream, it was the campus a few years ago. In late autumn, golden ginkgo leaves fell all over the ground, and many tourists ran to the campus. Came to take pictures at school, the sun was shining brightly.

Youthful and energetic like a wild monkey, Bai Xuecheng walked back from the basketball court with his buddies. When they passed the "Ginkgo Avenue", the buddies suddenly whistled and pulled Bai Xuecheng to a certain place. look.

"Tie flowers! Tie flowers!"

There are not many girls in the finance department of their school, so they are regarded as treasures by the boys. At this moment, under the large ginkgo tree, the golden crown is shining in the sun. The scene is beautiful like an oil painting. The senior sister is wearing a snow-white long skirt, black hair shawl, and a light beige plush jacket over the long skirt. She looks soft and docile like an innocent princess in a fairy tale.

She was talking to a tall boy, with a shy expression on her face. Not far away, there were a few girls waiting together, cheering her on in a low voice, and encouraging the boy by the way.

Looking at this picture, who doesn't understand?

"It's Fei Lian again." A buddy said, "This kid is usually quiet, so girls like him."

Bai Xuecheng was sweating after playing. He was wearing white T jeans, his coat was casually draped over his shoulders, and he was holding a basketball in his arms. He looked at the other side and said, "I bet five yuan! Fei Lian will refuse!"

"I follow."

"Me too."

Bai Xuecheng rolled his eyes: "Then are you still gambling?"

"There's nothing to gamble about," one person said, "From the beginning of his freshman year to now, how many department students has he rejected, think about it for yourself?"

"It's not necessarily true," Bai Xuecheng said, "After the senior sister Hua graduated from the previous department, this is a new department flower, maybe it just fits Fei Lian's preferences?"

Others said: "Which side are you on? Either you bet on the flower and won."

Bai Xuecheng chuckled, and before he could speak, Fei Lian took a step back and nodded slightly, then walked past the girl without looking back.

Several people onlookers had a look of "as expected".

Bai Xuecheng looked at Fei Lian's windy walking figure, and said to himself: "The boy's vision is quite high?"

It was also a coincidence that the other party turned his head just like that, and he didn't know whether he was aware of his gaze or just a coincidence, the two gazed across the brilliant ginkgo leaves all over the ground and met.

Fei Lian paused slightly, then smiled shyly and politely.

Bai Xuecheng subconsciously raised his hand and waved, and the two of them greeted each other.

The buddies didn't pay attention to the little episode between the two of them at all, they all looked at the tie flower who was about to cry, and couldn't bear it in their hearts: "It's too tragic, a tragedy in the world."

"You say, if I go to comfort you now, will there be a chance?"

"I have a fart chance, you take a look in the mirror, can you compare with Fei Lian?"

"I'm going...you are attacking me personally!"