I have known love for many years

Bai Xuecheng shared his idea with Fei Lian, and Fei Lian agreed, and the two chatted slowly. After Bai Xuecheng fell asleep, Fei Lian looked at the ceiling and secretly made a decision.

After not going home for several days, Fei Lian returned home this day with the holiday gifts from the company.

There were various lucky draws for the end-of-year dinner. Fei Lian was lucky, and went home with a set of bedding, a kettle, a bag of Want Want gift bags, and two barrels of rapeseed oil.

Fei's mother watched him move his things into the house coldly, and then looked behind him: "Are you willing to come back? Where are the others? Don't you come to the house to say hello? What's your attitude?"

Without raising his head, Fei Lian put his things away one by one, patted his clothes and pants, stood up straight and said, "Who is it?"

"The woman you're looking for!" Fei's mother raised the corners of her eyes and looked at Fei Lian, "What do you mean by staying outside for so many days?"

Fei Lian only felt that he was short of breath as soon as he entered the house, and the comfortable feeling when he was with Bai Xuecheng was instantly suppressed by the suffocating and oppressive atmosphere.

These days, he and Bai Xuecheng have thought a lot together, and he has thought a lot. At this moment, he realizes that it is his ignorance and avoidance that have finally contributed to this unhealthy atmosphere.

Some things may not be changed anymore, and those who miss it can’t go back. People say that the older you are, the more stubborn you become. In fact, it is closely related to the gradually solidified social circle and cognitive range. If a person always pursues novelty, he will always maintain curiosity and If you are aggressive, then no matter how old you are, you will not rest on your laurels.

This is everyone's own choice, and everyone needs to be responsible for it.

Fei Lian took a deep breath, tried to keep himself patient and calm, washed his hands first, then sat on the sofa, put his hands on his knees, and said, "Mom, sit down, I have something to say."

Fei's mother froze for a moment, probably because Fei Lian's appearance and attitude were too similar to her ex-husband who had proposed a divorce with her. The woman felt strong resistance and discomfort in her heart, and she sat down after a while.

"I haven't had anything to spend money these years," Fei Lian said, thinking about the decision he made last night, "I've saved enough for the down payment of the house, plus the provident fund, and I can talk about everything about the decoration. It's okay to leave you at home , How about going to see the house? Choose a set you like, you decide, and I'll give you the card."

Fei's mother was a little surprised: "That's good, what's the matter? Are you finally planning to get married?"

Fei Lian shook his head: "It has nothing to do with this."

"Why doesn't it matter?" Fei's mother was puzzled, "Isn't it to get married... What do you buy a house for? Is that girl a local? Who else is there in the family? Mom still has a flat in her hometown. The house in my hometown is sold and then..."

"I don't have a girlfriend, so I don't have a shadow." Fei Lian shook his head, looking into Fei's mother's eyes, "It's not a problem to rent a house here all the time, I plan to buy a house, write your name, and you can live in peace of mind in the future on."

Fei's mother slowly realized that something was wrong, narrowed her eyes, and said indifferently, "What does this mean? Where do you arrange for your mother? You don't want to live with your mother because your wings are hardened when you grow up, right? What are you thinking? If you don’t live with mom, who will you live with? Rent a house alone? Are you very rich?”

Fei's mother said: "I still don't want to be supervised? Want to go out and hang out with people? Let me tell you, I'm doing this for your own good! How do you live alone? I found out when I came to see you before, eating instant noodles , eat takeaway, is that something people eat? Your good body is ruined by you! What kind of face did you have before I came? Ah? You look like a young man who took drugs! You have been taking drugs for so many years Didn’t get a girlfriend, and you don’t look for your own faults? Okay! It’s all right now, and I still hate your mother! You’re capable! Do you know how to write the word Baiyanlang?!”

Fei Lian listened quietly. He had expected his mother's reaction long ago, and was mentally prepared for it. When his mother's voice became louder and louder, and a long paragraph was almost finished, he said, "Mom, I can't keep talking." Live with you. If I get married, do you still plan to live with us?"

"Isn't this nonsense?!" Fei's mother stood up suddenly, pointing at Fei Lian and cursing, "What do you mean? What do you mean it's impossible to live with me? I haven't retired a few years ago, so I'll leave it to you , Now I am wholeheartedly for you, for your family, what do you mean?! Is this how I teach you to be filial?!"

"I'm your only son! If I don't live with you, who will I live with?! What are you doing? What do you say you want to do!"

Fei Lian said: "Mom, I'm already 30 years old. I need to have my own life. You don't have to ask me what I'm eating, what I'm doing, who I'm with, and when I'm going home. I need my own space. You Understand? You also need to have your own life. You have to think about yourself. If you don’t want to go back to your hometown, I will buy you a house in Nancheng and write your name. You can live in peace of mind. You, I don't want to do anything, I just want us to have our own lives, our own! Not shared!"

"You bastard!" Fei Mu picked up the cup on the table and threw it at it.

Fei Lian didn't expect Fei's mother to be like this, he didn't dodge for a while, the forehead was smashed by the cup, and blood flowed out all at once.

The smell of blood aroused all Fei Lian's suppressed anger, his eyes were almost red, he let the blood flow to his eyes, and stood up instantly.

Fei's mother pointed at Fei Lian angrily, her eyes were about to burst: "What kind of a dog do I raise! What! You are just like your dad, you and your dad..."

"What's wrong with me being like my dad?!" Fei Lian yelled, "I'm related to him by blood! Is there anything wrong with my resemblance to him?! You always say I'm like my dad, like that, all day long Who are you mocking?! Are you mocking me or yourself?! You choose your own path! Does it make sense for you to blame me?! Is it me who wants to come to this world?! Is it me who wants to be caught between you? ?! Did you ask my opinion?!"

"Yes! It's not easy for you to raise me alone! Then is it easy for me?!" Fei Lian almost yelled, blood flowed from his eyes to the tip of his nose, and then dripped on the floor, making his handsome eyebrows With a sense of Shura, Fei's mother was shocked, "What am I doing when other people go out to play with their parents? I'm listening to you arguing! What am I doing when other people's parents are helping their children with homework? I'm watching You quarreled! You woke me up in the middle of the night and kept my eyes open until dawn! I couldn’t hear a word of what I said in class the next day! What did I do wrong again?!”

Fei's mother choked up and said, "You...you...are you guilty of saying this? Ah? Fei Lian, are you guilty of it?"

Fei Lian's chest was throbbing rapidly, pulling the tendons on his forehead and trembling unceasingly. He felt that there was a bomb in his chest that was about to explode. Lead the way.

He knew very well in his heart that it was too late to tell Fei's mother about many things, it was too late, people cannot understand each other, not even their biological parents.

He can only die and survive.

"Mom," Fei Lian wiped away the blood from his forehead, and said, "I thank you for raising me alone. It was not easy. I remember all these kindnesses. But everyone has their own difficulties. You have your father I have it too. I am not only your son, I am also an independent person. I don’t want to quarrel with you. I have never quarreled with you for so many years. Why? I am afraid that I will lose my father. Once we quarrel with our family I'll be gone, and I'll lose my mother again."

Fei's mother took a deep breath and became dizzy with anger for a moment, unable to speak.

"You have always been very assertive, too assertive." Fei Lian said, "You have arranged everyone and everything very well, so that others have nowhere to go. If you have to drag something to feel safe, I let you drag it, it doesn't matter, you are my mother, I am willing to let you drag me for the rest of my life, but just one thing, don't interfere with my life, whether it is life, work or relationship, that is my own business."

"I heard people say a few days ago that family members are always noisy, and they can still be together through wind and rain, that is family." Fei Lian thought of Bai Xuecheng, his mind became clearer, and his hoarse voice gradually softened. "In the past, I was too afraid to quarrel with you, which made us become like this. Maybe I should have a big quarrel with you earlier."

Mother Fei's fingers trembled, and it took a while before she said, "Get lost."

Fei Lian looked at her firmly. The woman sat alone in the dim living room. She sat upright, and the halo covered her side face with an obscure veil.

Just like when she divorced her ex-husband many years ago, she was determined not to let anyone touch the scepter of her dignity.

you want to go?then you go.

She also has the same attitude towards her son now: "Get out, since you don't want me to take care of it, I won't take care of it in the future. Get out as far as you can, and I'll treat you as my son."