I have known love for many years

When Fei Lian returned to the rented room, the house had already been evacuated.Fei Lian stood in the room expressionlessly for a while, then walked to the cat litter under the window sill and took a look in. The cat was gone, and it must have been taken away with him.

The rental house was cleaned very clean, almost spotless, and Fei's mother didn't leave a word. The wardrobe door in the bedroom was still open, and only some of Fei Lian's daily clothes were left inside.

Fei Lian turned around, closed his eyes, took out his mobile phone and called Fei's mother.

The phone rang a few times before being picked up. The phone was very noisy, and Fei's mother's voice was flat, as if the person calling her was just a stranger: "Hello?"

At this moment, Fei Lian finally felt the strength of the blood relationship. He was equally calm and did not even ask too much, but said, "How long have you been away?"

"Three days." Fei's mother was silent for a while before saying, "Why?"

Fei Lian asked, "Where are you now?"

"At your uncle's place," Fei's mother said, "your grandma is hospitalized, and I will stay with her for a few days."

Fei Lian didn't know about this, and was taken aback for a moment: "What's wrong with grandma? Are you okay? Is there anything I can do to help?"

"No, your uncle and aunt are here, and I don't have anything to do right now. When your grandma is discharged from the hospital, I'll take her to live with me."

The mother and son talked like they were squeezing toothpaste, and they would be silent for several seconds when they said a word. Fei Lian was a little dazed, sitting on the sofa and looking at the empty bedroom, he took out a cigarette after a while and said, "Aren't you coming to live in Nancheng?"

"...No." Fei's mother seemed to have eyes on the phone, "You should smoke less."

Fei Lian paused, turned the cigarette back and forth between his fingers, and failed to light it: "Oh."

Fei's mother said coldly again: "Forget it, you don't want me to take care of it, I don't care."

Fei Lian pursed his lower lip, but said nothing.

The two were silent for a while, and Fei's mother said, "I put your bank card under the TV cabinet, you can take it away."

Fei Lian still lit the cigarette, put it near his mouth, took a puff, and exhaled slowly. The blue smoke blurred his expression, and he said, "Why bother? I can help grandma..."

"No need, I have a retirement salary, and your grandma also has a pension." Fei Lian's grandma used to work in the bank in the early years, and the treatment after retirement was good. Fei's mother said, "You can use your money yourself, I don't think about it." What to do with your money."

Fei's mother said: "Do you think that I moved to Nancheng with you so that you can take care of me in the old age? People used to raise their children for old age. In your generation, I can still count on this?"

Fei Lian frowned: "Mom..."

Fei's mother interrupted him: "Okay, that's it. If you want to come back to see more, you can come back. If you don't want to, it's up to you."

Fei Lian was about to say something else, but a woman's voice from the vicissitudes of life came from Fei's mother: "Ayun, what are you talking about?"

Fei Lian recognized it was grandma, and hurriedly said, "Grandma!"

"October?" Grandma said, "This is your home. The family welcomes you back anytime, huh?"

Fei Lian's eyes suddenly became a little sore, his throat moved, and he said with a smile, "Okay, grandma, pay more attention to your body."

Fei's mother hurriedly said: "Your grandma should take medicine, so let's do it."

After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone on his own.

Fei Lian sat alone on the sofa smoking a cigarette, his shoulders and back slightly arched, and he was in a complicated mood.

The Fei family has good genes, handsome men and beautiful women. When Fei Lian was young, his grandfather was a proper little fresh meat. Wearing a coarse shirt and carrying a bucket can make people blush and heartbeat.In the black-and-white photo, the young grandpa stood among a group of dark-skinned rough men, so gentle and handsome that he hardly looked like a farmer.

Grandma Fei Lian worked in a bank, so she was considered a "city dweller". When she married Grandpa Fei Lian, her neighbors were envious. Later, with Fei Lian's mother and uncle, the family lived happily ever after.

Fei's mother grew up with a distinctive personality and high self-esteem. It was a good story when she married Fei's father. Fei Lian's father had worked in an agency earlier, so he followed his grandmother's footsteps. At that time, Fei's mother sacrificed everything for the future of the family. The arrangement was well done, but unexpectedly, it would actually hurt Fei's father's heart.

People at that time thought differently than now. Fei Lian's father always felt that he was married. How could a man's self-esteem be lower than that of a woman?Over time, there was a rift with Fei's mother, and later Fei's father resolutely left the agency and went into business, and had numerous quarrels with Fei's mother on the way, so the two finally exhausted their goodwill for each other and divorced .

At that time, Fei's mother was young and beautiful, with a child, and divorced her husband who was almost a "marriage".And Fei's mother also consciously lost face because of this incident, and took the initiative to stay away from her natal family, and her temper became more and more eccentric after that.

In fact, her uncle and grandmother wanted to comfort her and care about her, but she regarded it as pity and turned them all away.

Fei Lian jumped out of his old thinking habits and realized that his mother's aloof and inhuman appearance was actually just a protective umbrella. She pushed away the other party before the injury became more serious, and drew a clear line with indifference. How does it feel in her heart? , But like a person who drinks water, he knows how warm it is.

Fei Lian smiled bitterly, shook the soot and thought: From a certain angle, there is actually no difference in the way he and his mother handle things.It's just that he met a better Bai Xuecheng, and his mother didn't meet that person who would turn around and pull her even if he pushed her away.

Fei Lian thought of the Chen Xin family he had seen in the hospital before, and suddenly felt that there was nothing to complain about. No one had an easier life than anyone else, especially if that person was his relative.So what's the problem?No one wants to spoil her more, so spoil her yourself.

Fei Lian walked to the TV, opened the drawer and picked up the bank card. After a while, he sent a message to his mother on his mobile phone.

"Are you going to travel with grandma and uncle during the Chinese New Year?" Fei Lian knew what his mother was thinking, and added, "Uncle and aunt have taken care of grandma for so long, so I thank them."

Sure enough, Fei's mother didn't want to owe favors, so she could only reply: "Okay."