I have known love for many years

"Happy New Year!"

"Happy New Year--!"

In a small restaurant near the school, Chen Xin organized a dormitory dinner, because Fei Lian often visited their dormitory, and would even stay overnight. Chen Xin and the others already regarded him as one of their own. There were lively yells—a lot of alumni had dinner here, and they were all young and energetic faces as far as the eye could see.

Bai Xuecheng leaned against Fei Lian and drank the wine glass, Fei Lian looked at him worriedly: "Slow down..."

Bai Xuecheng was so happy that he smiled so hard that he couldn't see his teeth. He squeezed Fei Lian's palm under the table: "It's okay!"

Fei Lian looked around nervously, and found that no one was paying attention to their small movements, but he still fidgeted, and carefully withdrew his hand: "Hey, what do you want to eat? Let me choose for you?"

Bai Xuecheng didn't pay attention to Fei Lian's cautiousness. This was the first New Year he and Fei Lian dated, and it had a special meaning. It seemed that the flowers of the New Year had already bloomed in his heart, and the cold wind outside the window could not stop the burning warmth in his heart. .It was the time when he fell in love, so Fei Lian looked at what was good, and whatever looked at him was pleasing to the eye.

"Eat that!" Bai Xuecheng grinned, "Come on! Do you like this?"

They brought food to each other, and Chen Xin, who knew the situation, had a horrible expression on the opposite side—it was a good friends dinner, he had to be blind here, and he had to cover up!

Sure enough, other people looked over and wanted to joke about their socialist brotherhood. Chen Xin quickly changed the subject: "The exam is coming up in a few days. How is your study going?"

Everyone: "..."

Bai Xuecheng laughed loudly: "Old Chen! You look like Zhang Lao!"

Chen Xin took a sip of his wine and glared at him, while the others followed suit and talked about the exam.

The cold wind outside the window blew a humming sound, which vaguely sounded like someone was crying.The restaurant was steaming hot, and a large amount of water mist and water droplets condensed on the glass. Bai Xuecheng was so hot that he simply took off his clothes and only wore a single shirt with his sleeves rolled up. His face was flushed, and he looked very happy.

Fei Lian helped him put away his clothes and bags, while listening to others talking, he glanced at his little boyfriend from time to time.

Every movement of Bai Xuecheng has a huge attraction, strong wrist, slightly protruding joints, slender fingers, neck tendons that twitch slightly due to talking and eating movements, Adam's apple that rolls up and down, and unlined clothes A little bit of clavicle is faintly exposed.

Fei Lian ate rather absent-mindedly. Every time Bai Xuecheng looked at him, he would show a faint smile. He seemed very calm.

The dinner was coming to an end, Fei Lian couldn't drink enough at that time, and walked back with Bai Xuecheng in a daze, Chen Xin whispered in their ears: "Can you? Are you going back to the dormitory today? Hey? Are you still awake?"

Bai Xuecheng stuck out his tongue: "Wake up! I won't come back! I've booked a room..."

Fei Lian was also hiccupping, staggered, and put his arm around Bai Xuecheng's shoulders. The two brothers seemed to be head to head: "I won't go back! Mmm!"

Bai Xuecheng turned his head and slapped Fei Lian on the cheek, and Chen Xin clicked his tongue. Fortunately, everyone else was also dizzy, and no one would doubt it. They also imitated Bai Xuecheng's plan to slap Fei Lian on the cheek. One sip, one drunker than the other.Chen Xin, the nanny, held one in his left hand and one in his right, and shouted in a broken voice, "Look at the road! I'm about to fall! Watch the road!!"

Chen Xin led a few people away, and Chen Xin's roar could be heard from a distance, like chasing piglets away.Fei Lian and Bai Xuecheng walked crookedly to the small hotel they had booked before. It cost less than one hundred yuan a night, although it was cheap and the environment was not that good.

This kind of small hotel is everywhere near the university town, and the sound insulation of the rooms is not good. You can still hear the noise of playing cards next door at midnight. The bathroom is clean, but you can see some mold in the corner of the wall. Fei Lian washed his face Well, this fastidious person actually finds it difficult to accept this kind of place—it's not as clean as the dormitory.

The small room was carpeted and it was impossible to clean.Looking at the bed, Fei Lian was speechless, and before he could say anything, Bai Xuecheng hugged him from behind.

The fiery love of a young man rushes towards his face, without any concealment, and his frankness makes people feel distressed.

Fei Lian touched Bai Xuecheng's back with his hand back, and then along his back, he touched his upturned buttocks.

Bai Xuecheng hiccupped and said with a smile, "You keep looking at me while eating, so why don't you pretend I don't know?"

Fei Lian was immediately embarrassed and didn't bother to look at the room, so he turned around and touched Bai Xuecheng's face.

This is not their first time, the first time was hasty and unromantic, recalled that they lost their minds because they were too excited, it was full of dark history.

This is the second time they have been serious, and they are still a little excited and nervous.

Fei Lian rubbed Bai Xuecheng's lips, his throat moved, and he felt a secret sense of excitement.Bai Xuecheng was probably born with less romantic cells, so he just pulled Fei Lian over and kissed him.

The heavy and intense breathing, the lingering tongue, the hands that no one wants to let go first; the clothes being pulled urgently, the embarrassing creaking sound from the bed board, the noise from the next door that could be heard before, gradually disappeared.

I don’t even remember who yelled first, and I don’t even remember who took a bite first. The hot young skin was pressed together, and the ambiguous voice combined with the excitement in my heart gathered into a raging storm. It erupted, exploding until the eyes were full of brilliant fireworks, and there was even a slight ringing in the ears.

"Happy New Year..." Fei Lian heard Bai Xuecheng whisper in his ear.

"Happy New Year." Fei Lian responded in a low voice.

Jingle Bell--

The phone rang, and Fei Lian woke up from his charming dream.

He stared blankly at the ceiling for a while, unable to realize where he was for a while.But after a while, he remembered that this was the house he rented, and many years had passed since the dinner party that year.

He and the lingering person in his dream had long since broken up.

Fei Lian pulled up his trousers. The inside of his trousers was cold and sticky, making him feel very uncomfortable.

He reached for the phone and picked it up: "Hello?"

"Fei Lian." The woman's voice said coldly, "Hurry up and get up, breakfast can be eaten after heating it in the microwave."

"Mom?" Fei Lian was puzzled, "Where did you go so early in the morning?"

"There is an event in the market today to give away eggs. I will go back later. You have breakfast and go out quickly. What time is it and you are still sleeping..."

Fei Lian worked overtime yesterday and didn't sleep for a few hours. His brain was throbbing with pain. He hastily agreed and hung up the phone. He went to change his pants first, and then had breakfast after washing up.

This is a new house he rented for a period of time. The rent is much more expensive than the house he rented for four years before, and the environment is not so good.

The previous landlord was very conscientious. He didn't raise the rent for several years, and he was very polite and polite when chatting on WeChat occasionally.

It's a pity that the rented house is always rented, no, this year, he will return to live in Nancheng, so he took the house back.The landlord is also kind, and he mentioned this matter to himself half a year in advance, so that he had enough time to find a new house and move.

He had been working alone in Nancheng before, and he also lived alone. A year ago, his mother officially retired and said that she wanted to take care of herself, so she moved here with her luggage.

So now he lives with his mother.

Fei Lian yawned several times in the car, and almost missed the red light. When the company parked the car, he received a message on his mobile phone before he got on the elevator. It was from the landlord.

"I'm coming back in two days. Have you finished moving all your things?"

"It's over." He simply replied.

There was no reply from the other side, and they didn't need to be in frequent contact. Although it was a relationship between the landlord and the tenant, they were still strangers after all.

The countdown to the end of the year has entered, Fei Lian has been working a lot of overtime recently, and occasionally his mind is not clear.

One day when he was tidying up the room, he suddenly remembered that he had missed something in the landlord's house—it was the glass bottle at the bottom of the closet, which contained the shells he picked up on a trip to the seaside a few years ago.

In fact, if you forget it, you forget it. Holding that thing is not very useful. Why bother?

These years, he didn't dare to contact Bai Xuecheng, and he didn't dare to inquire about the other party's news. The two of them were over long ago. Maybe it was God's will to miss that thing - the road always has to go forward.

On the way home, Fei Lian thought: That's all?Well, forget it.What happens when the landlord finds out about that thing?Throw it away?

Fei Lian was anxious for a while, but decided to go get it back.No way, I still can't let go.

After waiting for another two days, Fei Lian was sure that the landlord had returned, so he drove to the other's community first. Looking up from downstairs, the lights were dark.

It's inconvenient to disturb at such a late hour, Fei Lian tapped his fingers on the steering wheel and decided to come earlier another day.

As a result, he was busy with work and kept running around without touching his feet, so he couldn't take care of this matter for a while. When he found time, he sent a message to the landlord. After waiting for a while, the other party didn't reply, so he simply called.

He hasn't called the landlord yet, and he doesn't have anything urgent on weekdays, just send a WeChat message.

The phone beeped slowly. For some reason, Fei Lian was a little nervous.

It's just that the last person who answered the phone was not the landlord, but a friend, and he heard someone vomiting in the noisy background.

Fei Lian felt that he was calling at the wrong time, and the friend on the other end said that the things should not be lost, and asked him to come and pick them up tomorrow, Fei Lian had to agree.

Fortunately, there is nothing to do tomorrow. Fei Lian looked at the time and drove home. He was actually quite curious, wondering what kind of person that Mr. Bai was.

It was a middle-aged uncle who signed the contract with him. It is said that the house was bought for his son, and it was Mr. Xiaobai who he contacted later.

Of course, Fei Lian was envious. There were family members who planned for the future of the child, and friends who sounded reliable. There was such a place where he could come back if he wanted to. Unlike himself, there was almost no way out.

He will not go back to his hometown. The narrow relationship between relatives and the life of copying and pasting will make him unable to persist. This is the biggest reason why he has to leave home—besides, Nancheng is a place with countless good memories of him, and he is reluctant to bear it. Walk.

The next day, Fei Lian drove to find him early in the morning.

The landlord was probably doing renovations, and the workers had arrived quite early, and there were still some building materials piled up at the entrance of the elevator on the first floor to be transported up.

The elevator door opened, and everything around him was still familiar. Fei Lian approached the place he rented step by step, feeling a little sad, curious, and uneasy for no apparent reason.

Maybe it's because they both have the surname Bai and are not too far apart in age.

Fei Lian felt that this alone had already made him look forward to it uncontrollably.

He stood in the doorway, facing the unobstructed winter light of the living room.

After renting the place for four years, the furniture was emptied, the floor lamps and curtains were removed...it seemed so empty and strange.

So the window is so big and bright?Fei Lian felt that he didn't seem to have read these details very seriously.

A worker inside asked, "Who are you looking for?"

Fei Lian looked at him and noticed that there seemed to be a few people in the bathroom, but they all looked like workers: "I have an appointment with the landlord...it's okay, I'll wait for him outside for a while."

"He's here!" The worker turned his head and shouted towards the bathroom, "Landlord! Someone is looking for you!"

"coming……"

Fei Lian: "!!!"

With just two words, he already recognized the person.

He fixed his eyes on the bathroom door, watching the man come out with a smile.In a trance, something broke out of the ground, mocking him for so many years of concealment, and pulling away all his calmness.

The gears of the clock turned again, and all the rusty nerves about emotions in his body struggled out, forcing his three souls and seven souls to return to their places—as if his wandering soul had found a home after so many years, and finally landed on the ground. down.

Suddenly looking back, the person was there, dimly lit.