I have known love for many years

Jiang Fan was in a bad mood right now, every time he saw that woman's face, he would think of his mother's collapse and despair.Feelings are really not a good thing, there is nothing left but hurt.

If mom didn't love dad so much, if she didn't pay so much for this family, if she could be more selfish, like that woman, and care more about money and pleasure, she wouldn't be desperate, wouldn't collapse, and wouldn't Will lose all hope in this world and won't be hurt that much.

Of course, this is already a thing of the past. With the help of her family, my mother regained her strength and found a new love the year before last. The other party was an Englishman who my mother met while traveling.The Englishman also likes to travel, he is a photographer, he has little money, and his family is very ordinary, but he is very kind to his mother.

Jiang Fan found the photos sent by his mother in the mobile phone album. Although she is no longer young, and because she has been traveling all year round and has been exposed to the wind and sun, she has not paid much attention to maintenance. She does not look as glamorous as that woman, but her eyes, His expression and smile were just as in his memory, extremely beautiful.

After Jiang Fan looked at the photo for a while, the anger in his heart slowly dissipated.

Although he is very clear that things in the world are not absolute, just like Bai Xuecheng and Fei Lian, even if they missed each other and hurt each other, they can still come together in the end.In matters between two people, there is always friction between them. Hurt is inevitable. The most important thing is the attitude of two people towards the matter. As long as the attitude is right, they can come together no matter what, and they can learn from each other slowly. cherish.

It's just that he can't get over that hurdle in his heart: the wind blowing head-on when his mother brought him on the roof, the glare of the sun, the sound of the police car downstairs, the shouts of grandparents, and the constant stream of ant-sized animals under his feet. vehicles and crowds.

Thinking of the scene at that time, he felt dizzy for a while.

Although he seemed to easily stop his mother when talking to Chen Xin and Bai Xuecheng, but only he knew how scared and helpless he was at that time.

Those days are long gone, and everything has been turned over and no one will mention it again.But there is always a hurdle in his heart, maybe there is also a hurdle in his mother's place, but others will not know it.

Jiang Fan drove to the bar he frequented. The lively atmosphere and the sense of security from the dark made him relax.He ordered wine, sat at the bar and drank alone, and he didn't bother to respond when someone came over to strike up a conversation from time to time.

After a while, two girls sat next to him. Although Jiang Fan's place is gay, occasionally there are girls who like to come here for a drink.

He was swiping his phone and drinking alone, when suddenly he heard one of the girls whisper: "My God, is that...?"

She said a person's name, but Jiang Fan didn't catch it.

"It seems... is it? I'm going to really be!" Another girl was also shocked.

"Is he hugging a man? Wait, is he gay?"

Jiang Fan subconsciously glanced at the other end, and saw two men hugging each other and talking in a low voice near the bar, looking very intimate.

This doesn't matter in gay bars, just like normal bars often have heterosexual couples cuddling together.

At first, Jiang Fan thought that the man was an acquaintance of the two girls, but he concealed his sexuality. Now that the girl suddenly found out, he still felt a little sympathetic to the man, and felt that it would be miserable if the other party came out of the closet without knowing it. It would be even worse if these two girls were his colleagues or partners at work.

But then Jiang Fan heard the girl say: "My God, we only attended his wedding last month!"

"His wife is quite beautiful."

"No, no, it has nothing to do with being pretty, right? He's gay!"

"What should I do? Do you want to pretend you don't know?"

"You ask me? How do I know!"

"This kind of person must die..."

The fire that had just been extinguished in Jiang Fan's heart was instantly ignited together with the alcohol.

He got off the chair at the bar, turned around and asked the two girls next to him, "Is that the guy you're talking about? The one with the glasses?"

"Yes..." The two girls froze for a moment, unable to understand what was going on.

Jiang Fan took off his coat and put it on the back of the chair, unbuttoned his collar, rolled up his sleeves and strode over.

One of the girls came to her senses and immediately said, "Wait!"

But it was too late, Jiang Fan lifted the man's collar, the veins on his arms tensed up, and turned to look at another man who was stunned.

"Did you know he was married?"

The other man froze for a moment, his expression flickered for a moment, obviously knowing the truth.

"Very good." Jiang Fan sneered, and the woman who intervened in his parents' relationship and the child she was carrying now appeared in his mind.

Said he was disgusting playing with men?Jiang Fan narrowed his eyes. The most disgusting one is 20 years old. He is disgusting in front of his eyes all day long. How can he say that others are disgusting? !

Without saying a word, Jiang Fan punched the man in his hand.The other party screamed, his glasses were shattered, and nosebleeds also flowed out. After being stunned for three seconds, he immediately greeted Jiang Fan back.

The two fought together for a while, and others couldn't pull them away even if they wanted to. Jiang Fan beat him fiercely, and soon the man with glasses was pinned to the ground and couldn't move.

"Come on!"

"Call the police!"

"Stop! Stop hitting!"

"Jiang Fan!" A voice suddenly squeezed out from the crowd, and then Jiang Fan was stopped by someone who came.The opponent was so strong that he dragged him away from the man with glasses.

The man with glasses took the opportunity to kick Jiang Fan a few times, and the person who came was immediately furious: "Fuck!"

He pushed Jiang Fan aside, and kicked the man in glasses in return, kicking him until he rolled on the ground and couldn't get up.

"Stop! It's dangerous to kick and cause internal bleeding!" The staff of the bar hurriedly stood in front of him.

The two girls also watched from behind tremblingly, seeing that Jiang Fan was being protected behind, they hurriedly said: "Thank you, but it's not worth it for you to cause trouble."

Jiang Fan rubbed the corners of his eyes and hissed: "It's okay, you go first."

"Hey..." The two girls looked at him with complicated expressions, then looked at the person who was still on the ground, and ran away holding hands.

The person in front turned around, stretched out his hand and grabbed his face without refusal: "Where is the injury?!"

The boy's voice was very anxious, and he could still hear a bit of anger, which was completely different from his usual limp appearance.

Jiang Fan looked at him, very helpless: "Why are you again? Are you following me again?"

Lang Jun said angrily: "I ask where you hurt!!"

Jiang Fan yelled: "What are you shouting for? I can hear you."

Lang Jun turned his head and looked at the man on the ground again: "What's wrong with him?" He glanced at the frightened man beside him with a gloomy expression, "Cheated?"

"It was split," Jiang Fan said, "but I don't know him."

Lang Jun: "???"