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After listening to my not-so-good first love story, Chen Jiajia asked me: "Then, do you regret it?"

I shook my head: "No, not at all. Look, he and Chen Yi are still together. It's useless for me to insist."

"But Zhou Xuan's persistence paid off."

"Everyone is different."

When I blurted out this seemingly familiar sentence, my heart trembled again.

Chen Jiajia didn't notice my abnormality, and continued to ask me: "What about Ouyang Zhe? Do you regret not giving Ouyang Zhe a chance?"

I was a little surprised that Chen Jiajia would ask me this question, because in my first love story, Ouyang Zhe has always been just a supporting role.

I said: "Ouyang Zhe will probably be a good partner, but just like I don't think Zhou Xuan will fall in love with me, I don't think I will fall in love with Ouyang Zhe either. The so-called 'give him a chance' is too much for him." It's not fair anymore."

When Zhou Xuan mentioned Ouyang Zhe, my mood fluctuated for a moment, but I felt that I was purely jealous.Happiness belongs to others. I have already seen this fact clearly, but I still feel unwilling.Knowing that Zhou Xuan and Chen Yi got back together, I was still very jealous. I didn't get happiness.That's why I had this subtle reaction when I heard Ouyang Zhe's name.

Seeing my determination, Chen Jiajia sighed: "Boss, your brain circuit sometimes makes people speechless."

I blinked: "I think my idea is right."

Chen Jiajia looked like he hated iron but steel: "There is no such clear line between right and wrong in matters of relationship. You gave Zhou Xuan a chance, but he didn't want it. Poor Ouyang Zhe, you didn't even give it a chance. People. If..."

I hurriedly interrupted her: "There are so many ifs in the relationship. Doesn't the current situation mean that I don't have that fate with him?"

Chen Jiajia choked, took a breath and said, "Boss, sometimes you really drive people crazy..."

I picked up the empty coffee cup and ended today's topic: "The story is over, let's go home."

I couldn't fall asleep tossing and turning at night, so I resignedly got up and turned on all the lights, and walked back and forth in the house.

My old house is only about [-] square meters, but it is enough for me.I don't like big houses, it makes me appear more lonely.I have always had very few things, so that this [-]-square-meter house, including the kitchen, toilet, hall, and bedroom, still looks quite empty.

That night I lost sleep completely, and many images flashed through my mind like a revolving lantern, all of which I hesitated to speak at the time, and did not tell Chen Jiajia, and the images related to the man named Ouyang Zhe also surged in my heart, which had actually been rooted for a long time Yes, I can't explain my emotions.

I changed my contact information, but I didn't change my mobile phone. I still have a lot of text messages in my mobile phone. That person named Ouyang Zhe sent me text messages when I was in love with Zhou Xuan.It's just that for more than a year, I never had the courage to turn them on again.

Ouyang Zhe is a very stubborn person. He doesn't like WeChat and QQ, but he likes the "primitive" way of sending information, such as SMS.I used to laugh at him as an antique, but he admitted frankly that he was much older than me.

I used to look down on Ouyang Zhe.I chased Zhou Xuan honestly when he was single.Ouyang Zhe chased me but was sneaky, when I was with Zhou Xuan.Although Ouyang Zhe kept telling me that he wasn't sneaking around, Zhou Xuan knew he was chasing me, and Zhou Xuan didn't raise any objections.I just snorted when I heard this, and I didn't intend to express any opinions, let alone ask Zhou Xuan.

I thought my first love could have a happy ending, I thought my first love could last a lifetime, but it only lasted for three short months.My first love story was not brilliant at all, even words such as shooting stars and fireworks cannot be used to describe it.But I didn't expect that the supporting role in this story has far more influence on me than the so-called protagonist.

Since when did you dislike Zhou Xuan?Probably because Ouyang Zhe called and texted me again and again, and met me again and again under the name of Zhou Xuan, I was already shaken.Zhou Xuan probably also knew about it, so he didn't stop Ouyang Zhe, so he devoted himself to Chen Yi as always, and didn't waste any affection on me.

I never wanted to, or didn't dare to admit, that I actually betrayed my first love.When it was hot, I started to feel throbbing for another person who pursued me. Only then did I realize that I didn't have to have Zhou Xuan. The four words "transfer love, don't fall in love" made me couldn't help but despise myself.So I decided to cut the mess quickly, I gave up on Zhou Xuan, and Ouyang Zhe gave up on me.

The home that can be turned around in just a few steps made me turn around dozens of times.Then I threw myself on the bed, admitting bitterly—singles are such a sad creature.And I don't know how long I will be sad.

A few days later in the afternoon, when I stepped into the coffee shop again, Chen Jiajia rushed up to me and said to me excitedly, "Boss! He's here! He's here!"

I was almost startled by her appearance: "Who is it?"

Chen Jiajia stretched out her finger to the right, and I looked in the direction she pointed, and at a glance, I saw my favorite seat in the corner, the person I hadn't seen for a year, two months and 23 days was standing up and smiling at me.

At that moment, I said "Hi, Mr. Ouyang" in my heart, but stood still.Then I watched him walk towards me step by step, and said to me: "Hi, Yu Xi."

In this way, Ouyang Zhe appeared in my life again after Zhou Xuan, pestering me like I pestered Zhou Xuan back then.The difference is that I'm not Zhou Xuan, and I don't like Zhou Xuan anymore.

Finally one day, when he was sitting in my favorite corner drinking coffee again, I sat opposite him and asked him: "Are you planning to take root in City H?"

Ouyang Zhe smiled softly at me: "I thought you were not interested. A new branch has been opened here, and we are planning to open up the northern market. So, yes, I plan to take root in City H."

I watched him say nothing, but he said, "I heard from Nan Nan that you are a good cook."

When Ouyang Zhe mentioned Zhou Nan's little girl, I couldn't help but bend my lips: "You have a good relationship with her?"

"Well, she's quite cute. Nannan didn't have a mother since she was a child, and Ah Xuan didn't care much about her. Fortunately, there is Xiaoyi, and there was you..."

I couldn't help complaining in my heart, this guy Zhou Xuan is really heartless, his eyes are full of Chen Yi, and he doesn't even care about his own daughter, it's no wonder Zhou Nan's grades were so poor back then.

Probably because of the change in my expression, Ouyang Zhe stopped talking.

I looked up at him, thinking it was time to say goodbye to my first love for good.

"Mr. Ouyang, do you like me?"

Ouyang Zhe smiled, just like when he said "Hi, Yu Xi" when we met again, he repeated our conversation once again: "Yes, I have made it very clear before." Then he added, "I've always liked it."

"Mr. Ouyang, I always thought you were a supporting role in my first love story." I paused, got up and stood beside him, and continued, "But now, I hope you can be the protagonist in my life story."

So, hug me, dear Ouyang Zhe.

Ouyang Zhe looked up at me, then stood up, hugged me into his arms, hugged me tightly, and whispered his truest emotions in my ear: "It's an honor."

Hugging Ouyang Zhe back, I don't think I will continue to mourn anymore, after all, he has never given up on me.