bad-hearted lover

The author has something to say: I don’t have time to write too much, jumping clips, just watch it, put your hands together and make a plea~ (Reply to No.1 in the next chapter, mentioning Han Ling and Chen Feng, the main article did not explain clearly )

ps: Seeing that someone voted in the author column, he expressed his flattery. It turns out that there are also people who have a crush on me. It’s unbelievable. Thank you~~ I’m very happy

"Chen Xiang lied, he said his father is a big star in Asia!"

"Hmph, this is Europe, of course he can lie to us casually, anyway, we kids won't know the truth."

"My mother said that Chen Xiang's mother is a prostitute, and he doesn't have a father at all, so I don't want to be friends with him."

"Hey, it's wrong to lie to people, and I don't want to be friends with him anymore."

"That's right, and his name is a mouthful, but we Germans have a nice name. I don't like calling him the least."

A group of children followed Chen Xiang and talked about him.

Little Chen Xiang pursed his lips and looked back at them, pulled the strap of his schoolbag, his calves moved obviously faster, and soon walked to the front alone.

It's just that there is no father, so he doesn't need it.It is enough for him to have a mother, and he is not envious at all.

These guys who can only hide behind other people's backs and say bad things are really naive. He is so mature that he doesn't need to have the same knowledge as this kind of naive kid.

Little Chen Xiang, who just went to primary school, coolly put his little hands in his pockets, and when he heard the boys behind him still talking about him, he turned his head and glanced at them indifferently, took out one hand from his trouser pocket, He raised it under his eyes, stuck out his tongue and made a face at them.

The boys jumped with anger and red eyes, while the little girls who followed not far away blushed with embarrassment.

"Mom, why do other people have fathers, but I don't."

Holding a makeup mirror in one hand and a makeup brush in the other, Little Chen Xiang obediently stood in front of the beautiful mixed-race woman who was applying makeup and powder, acting as her little assistant.

The woman is trying her best to groom herself flawlessly, preparing for the date that will be held later, she is imagining what kind of romantic man the guest she will meet later will be, and she has no intention of answering Xiao Chen Xiang's question at all. She casually pointed to the poster on the wall, and said, "Didn't I say that, that man is your father, and he is in Asia. If you have something to do in the future, go find him yourself."

Thinking of something, he added, "My dear son, Mom has an important date today, I will be back late tonight, remember to prepare a copy for me when you prepare dinner."

Little Chen Xiang nodded.

The woman smiled happily, "My son is the most sensible. By the way, don't put dinner in the refrigerator. Mom doesn't like to eat frozen food."

"Chen Xiang is bragging again, he said that he will be a big star in the future!" The little boy held a trumpet made of paper and announced in the classroom, "He said that he also wants to be a big star in Asia, hahaha——"

The pot exploded in the classroom, and all the children laughed.

Little Chen Xiang glanced at them indifferently, then stuffed the book in his hand into the drawer, buried his head on the table and dozed off.

What a bunch of boring people, he just knows how to laugh at others, so he doesn't need to be angry with these people.

It's simply too naive, he doesn't want to waste this kind of energy fussing with them.

The gorgeous poster appeared again in my mind, the adult man dressed gorgeously, his beautiful blue eyes flashed, and longing was already rising in his eyes——

I really want to be like him.

Little girls kept coming to deliver love letters to Chen Xiang, the boys became more and more jealous, and their bullying towards him gradually escalated.

Finally one day, a boy tore the small poster that Chen Xiang had stuck in his notebook, and he arrogantly stepped on the broken poster, "Do you want to fight? I'm not afraid of you."

Little Chen Xiang stared at him with red eyes. After staring for a while, he grinned instead of anger, "You're not childish."

Then he lowered his head to read a book.

What's there to be angry with this kind of person, he is a good boy recognized by his mother, so he won't fight with such a childish person.

And if he can't help but fight with him now, his mother will definitely be called to school to reprimand the teacher. He is a man, so of course he must protect her.

Even though he was thinking this way, Xiao Chenxiang still secretly followed the bad boy who destroyed his important posters, and attacked him when he was alone, with nails and teeth, destroying him wherever it hurts, and pinching him His neck, to scratch his face, to bite his hair.

Everything was done in the dark, and the other party didn't even know who he was.

Seeing the boy who was bullied by him so that he was lying on the ground whimpering, little Chen Xiang clapped his hands, and coldly gave him another kick.

He has a good temper, but it doesn't mean that he can be bullied all the time. There is a limit to his tolerance. Before this limit, he can ignore and tolerate countless times.

Once this limit is exceeded, he will take revenge and make others suffer twice as much as him.The target is the same for everyone.

The teacher called Chen Xiang's mother to the school, but it was for other things.

The young female teacher was taken aback when she saw the beautiful mixed-race mother, and was already amazed in her heart, and then said kindly, "I think it is necessary for me to talk to you about your child's psychological problems."

"My Xiaoxiang has always been very sensible, and he never needs me to worry about it." The woman fiddled with her golden curly hair, not paying much attention to it.

"Maybe you haven't noticed that he is different from ordinary children. He always shows a calm expression that only adults have. He doesn't have the mischievousness of other children at all, and he doesn't play with them very much. Although this is not a bad thing, but I still think it is necessary to talk to you, after all, it is also for his future good."

"So that's how it is." The woman pushed back her long hair and turned her head with a smile, "Since you are so worried about him, teacher, then I will entrust him to you."

The female teacher was stunned.

"That's why, I'm really busy at ordinary times, and I don't have much time to take care of the child, so I'll ask you, teacher, to take care of Xiaoxiang for me."

"...Okay, okay."

The woman brought Xiao Chen Xiang home, and because she would not have work at night, she asked Xiao Chen Xiang to hold up a mirror to let her remove her makeup.

"Why is it so quiet today? Did you do something bad?"

Little Chen Xiang pursed his lips tightly and didn't make a sound.

"Little scoundrel, I know you have something to hide from me." The woman smiled and slapped Chen Xiang's little face with a brush that was still stained with powder, and then pinched his cheek, "You must have the courage to do bad things if you do bad things. If you can't pretend that you haven't done it, don't do it." Lazily brushing your hair, "Of course, it's a different matter if you can act."

She looked up at the gorgeous poster newly put on the wall, her smile gradually faded, and she sighed softly, "Actors are really hateful, they can easily deceive other people's feelings..."

"Did he lie to mom?" Little Chen Xiang asked.

There was a hint of depression in the woman's downcast eyes, but her expression changed quickly, and soon she showed a free and easy glamorous expression, "So, you must do less bad things, if you have to do it, You also have to make yourself so strong that you can pretend to be watertight, if you want to talk about the image, you have to become an outstanding professional actor, do you understand, little villain."

Chen Xiang nodded with a vague understanding.

There are many men who are obsessed with women. They hover behind women like bees chasing flowers, even if they have wives themselves.

The woman brought her new boyfriend back again, and they were entangled in the room. Little Chen Xiang stayed in the small living room to do his homework. The noise in the room was too loud, so he found his usual cartoon earmuffs to cover his ears, and continued Get down on your homework.

After making love, the man walked out of the room, and he walked up to Xiao Chen Xiang, "Where's the drink?"

Chen Xiang looked up at him, got up and went to the kitchen, poured him a cup of hot water, and handed it to him, "There is no drink, only boiling water."

"It's okay." The man said, and then smiled and chatted with the woman who had just wrapped up in a bath towel and walked out of the room, "It's a lot easier for you to have such an obedient son. He's like a little helper, so cute."

The woman snorted lazily, noncommittal.

When the man left, Xiao Chen Xiang immediately caught up with the woman, "Mom, why do you associate with this kind of bad guy? I heard him call another woman calling him sweetheart."

"Why..." The woman was no longer lazy and seductive before, but sighed quite tiredly, "Because not all men are like this, who would be serious with you... Their hearts are too wide, and they can be filled alone. Dissatisfied with them."

He forced a smile, and said, "So, falling in love is actually no different from eating. Just take it lightly. It won't be too uncomfortable to break up when the time comes. The most important thing is to live a free and easy life, understand."

When the woman returned to the room to rest, Xiao Chen Xiang made a big red cross on the homework book with a red pen.

It turns out that this is a man. He doesn't want to become like this when he grows up. It's too annoying.

God should be fond of joking with others, and some things always backfire.What kind of person you don't want to be the last, but in the subconscious, you gradually grow into the human being you hate the most.

Chen Xiang gradually forgot the red cross he typed in his homework, and lived an open and romantic life like his mother.

In his manager's words, this is heredity. He inherited his mother's outstanding appearance, as well as her romantic qualities.

"It's not that I don't want to be serious, it's that I think no one is worthy of my seriousness."

Because not all men are like that, they are actually the same as themselves, their hearts are too broad, and it is impossible for one person to satisfy them.

How could there be such a creature in the world who is so dedicated that it can only watch one person with its eyes? That is too incredible, he really can't imagine it.

The middle-aged man with glasses sighed and shook his head, "You will regret it later."

Since when did he realize that he liked men more, Chen Xiang also somewhat forgot, he has never been someone who likes to argue with himself, since he knew that men are more attractive to him, he let go of his hands to hunt for sex.

"Hey handsome guy, do you want to practice judo?"

"Ah."

"Then what do you want to coach?"

"Sleeping skills."

"Uh……"

The type that Chen Xiang likes is very fixed, compared to younger men, he is more inclined to choose men who are older than him.Not for anything else, just because he thinks older boys are more mature, and those young boys who are too immature really don't arouse his interest, and maybe they will speak ill of him behind his back.

Although I don't remember much from my childhood, I only have a deep impression of these.

On the second day after arriving in Asia, Chen Xiang went to find the man he had dreamed of since childhood.He will work so hard to enter the showbiz, mostly because of him.

In fact, Chen Xiang didn't have many unrealistic fantasies, so he wasn't sad either, the man only gave him a cold look, and asked his assistant to drive him out, but it didn't hurt him, he could still laugh.

"Men...it's normal."

There are always more fickle people than infatuated people.

What qualifications does he have to accuse this man of being an amorous person.

Walking on the road and seeing a man who looked very sad, Chen Xiang thought to himself, he should be very affectionate, if he was not affectionate, he would not show such a sad expression, could this kind of person be different from him.

He walked up nervously to strike up a conversation with him, "May I get to know you..."

This kind of situation has happened several times. When he sees a man who looks lonely, his heart will beat continuously, his pupils will shrink and enlarge unconsciously, and his nerves will suddenly become tense.

Chen Xiang also seemed to feel that he was hopeless, what exactly was he looking for.

Even if there is a kind of dedicated creature in the world that is different from him, it is impossible to be dedicated to him alone.

Because of his aversion to that father, Chen Xiang would have a preference when looking for a romantic partner, so he deliberately found a man who was similar to him.

He would become morbidly agitated after sex, like a neurotic, crying on the bed, wandering around the room, then hitting the wall, and finally crouching at the foot of the bed with his head in his arms and crying bitterly.

This is probably the only time for him to vent his mental pressure.

His bed partner has repeatedly called him crazy.

This kind of morbid performance is almost like a kind of obsessive-compulsive disorder. Unless he tells the other party to stop, he can't calm down.Once he separated himself from the person who had slept with him, he could rest exhausted and no longer suffer from pain.

He wondered if it would be different if he was raped by others below, but he didn't want to just lie down on others for nothing.

Because men are all the same, it is not worth him to do this at all, even if he lies down, he can't get anything in return, he will be abandoned by hateful men just like his mother.

He himself is not the best example of proof.

This time he met a sad-looking man by the stairs again, Chen Xiang almost couldn't help asking for his contact information.

Why didn't he go? Maybe it was just to see who he was sad for. With such a sad expression, he was a little envious of the person who was deeply loved by this man.

He won't move a person who has a famous flower and an owner. He hunts for beauty with principles.

Later, Chen Xiang still knew the man's name, Su He, and he happened to see him in a bookstore afterwards, out of nowhere.As he expected, Su He does have a lover. Although he is useless, he is still willing to be friends with a serious person like him, without any passion/desire.

In Suhe's bookstore, Chen Xiang saw a weird guy. He was good-looking and completely to his liking, but he was holding potato chips, crossing his legs, crunching and laughing at the computer while eating, and talking to him from time to time. Su He complained a few words.Su He called him the store manager.

Chen Xiang likes mature and stable people, this kind of weirdo is too distasteful to him, he gave him zero points.

Although this kind of passionate life is unrestrained, it is actually very boring. Chen Xiang gradually became a little tired. He really wanted to calm down, but he couldn't find anyone who would calm him down.

The world is too big and too small, there are so many men that he can grab them everywhere, but he just can't find one who is willing to be devoted to him.

That is to say, there is no one who is dedicated, that kind of strange flower must be on the verge of extinction in the world.Now anywhere, there is only someone who is as passionate as him.

That kind of human... He probably won't meet him.

Being invited by the mayor to his wedding, Chen Xiang originally didn't want to go, he had a signing event, he preferred to focus on work rather than entertainment.

On the morning of the wedding, a drizzle suddenly fell from the sky. It was very short and not heavy. Chen Xiang was slightly taken aback, and then received a call from his manager.

The man told him that the weather had changed and the announcement had been cancelled.

Chen Xiang went to this wedding with confusion, and when he turned around, he saw a man with a lonely face under the cool weather.

With such an expression of suffocating heartache, even he, who only glanced at him, was suffocating to the point of pain.

This is true love will show such a sad face.

Such dedicated creatures really exist in the world.

Chen Xiang stared at him blankly, his azure blue pupils dilated slightly, and then slowly contracted.

His intuition told him that he seemed to have found...

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