bad-hearted lover

When Sho left, he couldn't even stand still. He looked at me as if he had seen a scourge, and he didn't want to stay beside me for a moment. He quickly fled into the business car driven by his manager.

After he got in, he put down the curtain decisively, blocking my sight, then the car started and drove off.

I awkwardly took out a cigarette and took a few puffs. I felt bored standing here, so I went back to my residence.

The place where I live now is arranged by Shen Feng for me. It is a quite quiet apartment, but the floor is a bit higher, and I have to stand in the elevator for a long time every time.

It’s a pity to be hated by Sho to such an extent. Although this kid sometimes talks too much, he still has a good personality and is much calmer than his age. Even if he doesn’t develop such a physical relationship, it’s good to be friends .

However, to me, he was always just two one-night stands. I didn't like men in the first place, so I was only a little melancholy.

When I regained my emotions, I put the writing brushes and raw paper I bought from the store on the desk, and prepared the ink. I stood by the desk in a daze for a while, then stood upright, held the pen, and said nothing. Write and draw up.

Calligraphy can be a meditation, I like it and rely on it.

In ancient times, there was Wang Xizhi who washed the river water in front of the door black with a brush. I don't have his skill, and at most I can wash the sink in the bathroom black.

While washing the newly bought Hu pen, I suddenly thought of the passionate matter with sho at night. Considering that I didn’t seem to be wearing a condom when I made love, the corners of my mouth twitched, and I cursed myself for my impatience.

It's really not my usual style to forget about safety issues. I can only blame Bie for this mistake.

After cursing myself secretly for a while, I finally calmed down.

In fact, it's not bad to end the relationship hastily like this. I'm a normal person, and it's not honorable to get involved with a man. If Qianhui knew what I was doing now, she didn't know what kind of surprised expression she would make.

Subconsciously, I still think she belongs to me, and I don't want to let her down.

I don't plan to go to that bar anymore, because as long as I think of Bie, I feel uncomfortable all over. In my impression, he has completely become the incarnation of lewdness and demon, no different from a walking cock.

I really don't want to admit that I am afraid of a man like this, but Bie is obviously special, he is beyond the scope of human beings, I can barely admit his threat to me.

Suddenly I was curious about what Shen Feng and Bie looked like on the bed, he looked like a sage with no desires, it was hard for me to imagine that he would have passion.

I am now working for Shen Feng, so of course I can't slack off, I came to the casino very conscientiously, sat in the office and looked at the materials that have been piled up for a long time.

There is a monitor next to it. When I searched for information, I would glance over there occasionally to see if there was any cheating or trouble.

I don't know what kind of helpers Shen Feng hired. In just one morning, I caught two people with problems, but the patrolmen below didn't notice any of them. He looked at me excitedly and asked me what was wrong.

I dragged this stud-playing prankster to the office and threw a knife at him:

"Chop it yourself, or should we do it?"

At this time, those few Shen Feng's subordinates finally came to their senses, and they all put on threatening expressions, making the guy kneeling on the ground tremble with fright.

They are very good at intimidating people, and they are much more professional than me. Within a few minutes, this thousand guy who looked like a grandson cried and begged for mercy, and took out all his credit card cash, even his wife at home donated it .

"Rules can't be broken," I said.

As soon as I blurted out, the man's face turned pale, and he immediately looked at the others for help.

These subordinates all looked at me suspiciously, and one of them said:

"Money matters, this is the rule set by Master Shen."

I am very dissatisfied with Shen Fengli's rules, gangsters are not businessmen, he played off:

"Who is in charge of this place now?"

"This……"

"I'll talk to Master Shen."

"Then... that's fine, Brother Han."

After all, it is the person who licks blood from the knife edge. Although Shen Feng's subordinates love money, they are not bad. They didn't blink their eyelids when they cut people. The rooster said:

"Call someone to clean it, and spray some freshener."

The rooster was stunned for a moment, his face still couldn't move for a moment, and he responded dumbly, and quickly ran out.

The rooster didn't work here originally, but worked as a security guard at the bar. The bar is different from the casino, and most of the time it is peaceful. Now that I am transferred here, he is not used to it for a while, but he didn't say anything.

I guess he is afraid in his heart, but in the underworld, the more afraid you are, the harder it is to get ahead, and he knows this truth very well.

When I'm bored, I also browse the Internet, but most of the time I watch football games or read the news on it. This time I suddenly wanted to pay attention to entertainment, so I deliberately clicked on the pages I didn't read before.

Sho's popularity is still very high, and I quickly found something related to him.

The idol route he took, in addition to singing, he also made idol dramas, and there were also a lot of commercials, including facial cleansers and drinks, all of which had a sunny and refreshing image.

In the video, he looks similar to me. He is indeed a handsome young man, pink and tender, with a salivating appearance. I dragged my chin and scanned the commercials he had filmed.

I suddenly saw a piece of news saying that Sho fainted during the recording of the show, and the date was today. I quickly sat up straight and clicked in.

The report said that he just had a simple cold, there was no major problem, and he could recover after two days of rest, so fans should not worry too much about him.

If it wasn't for my self-indulgent sentimentality, I think he should have fainted in the show because I played too much.

Yesterday he was holding my shoulder in pain, and I didn't care about his feelings at all.

Without delay, I asked Rooster to order a bouquet of flowers for me immediately, and sent me to the hospital.

The disaster was caused by me, and an apology is always needed, but I don't know if he is willing to accept my apology.

The rooster went away for a long time, and when I came back, I was suddenly a little nervous, coughed calmly, and pretended to be relaxed and asked him:

"What did he say, did he hurt me?"

Rooster shook his head blankly:

"Many people in the hospital seem to be his admirers. I couldn't get in."

I almost choked on a gulp of air.

After all the calculations, I just didn't think of his identity. I almost forgot that he is still a celebrity, and he is completely different from ordinary people.

In order to cover up my gaffe, I covered my mouth and pretended to cough again, and raised my hand at the rooster, signaling him to go out and not stay here.

"However, I gave the flowers to his agent, saying that you sent them, Brother Han." Rooster suddenly said again.

I jumped on my temples and looked at him:

"The other party took it?"

"Received."

Rooster nods.

"That's good."

I replied casually, but my mind gradually drifted away.

Shen Feng seems to have a lot of contacts, there are almost no tips here to make a surprise attack, and occasionally a few pretend to come to check, and they will notify me in advance.

I'm not busy at work, so I have more free time. I'm thinking whether I should take some time to apologize to sho face to face.

I was bored this afternoon when I suddenly saw a familiar figure on the monitor.

He wore a peaked cap with the brim pressed extremely low, a T-shirt and jeans that ordinary young people would wear, a pair of white-rimmed glasses, and dazzling earrings and studs on his ears.The change is still quite big, but I still recognize it at a glance.

The first time I saw him, I felt very familiar. This sense of familiarity has nothing to do with memory. I didn't recognize him because I remembered his body, but because I had a physical and psychological reaction.

I have heard before that there will be a subtle connection between two people who have had a relationship. I think my reaction to him at this time should be like this. This subtle feeling is hard to explain, and I also think it is very strange. .

Behind him was a middle-aged man, wearing a pair of silver-rimmed glasses, and also changed his outfit, looking very low-key.

I remember that this person is Sho's agent, and he drove to pick him up last time.

This casino was specially designed by a feng shui master. The gate was built in the shape of a tiger, and the gamblers entered it as if entering the tiger's mouth.

The fact is also the same, most people who gamble lose more than win less, and the banker is the eternal winner.The people who come to gamble are actually lambs, waiting to be slaughtered.

Sho looked at the peculiarly designed door for a while, and discussed something with the middle-aged man behind him. The two chatted for a while before going inside together.

To enter the casino, you have to go through the strict security system at the door. Sho's hat was forced to take off. Seeing the familiar face below, I shook my head and smiled.

Sigh, it really is him.

It's not that there are no celebrities here, the security at the gate is obviously used to seeing them, and let them pass without even blinking.

Sho circled around with interest, played for a while in front of a slot machine, and then stopped in front of the press.He stretched out his hand to try, but was stopped by the middle-aged man behind him.

Disappointment flitted across Sho's face.

He shrugged habitually again, showing a bored expression.Instead of walking away, he stood by and watched.