bad-hearted lover

With the breeze blowing outside, I feel much more comfortable than inside.

There is no intoxicating strong perfume smell, and no noisy human voices, only the cool water splashed from the fountain in the pool in front, when it splashes on your hands, you can clearly feel the chilling coolness.

I knew for a long time that the woman I loved had become someone else's wife, so I shouldn't have been sad.

But the heart still hurts.

She used to be my wife too.

It's the woman I swore to protect forever.

I stand here in despair, counting the past with her.

It is sad to have a good memory, I would rather forget her as soon as possible.

But I can't do it.

I used to have her, and I feel sad when I think about everything I have with her.

The wind gradually picked up, blowing my tie to one side, I didn't straighten it, let it fall to and fro.

I cleared my throat twice, took out a cigarette from my pocket, and then searched for a lighter in the other pocket, deliberating whether to ask Miss Xu to talk about going back first.

It was somewhat impolite to do so, and I was a little hesitant. Just as I was touching the lighter, there was a crisp sound behind me, like a hard object falling to the ground.

Looking back at a pair of startled blue eyes, I turned around with a frown, glanced at the lighter that fell on the ground, and bent down to pick it up:

"Thanks, I just didn't bring it."

It wasn't until I got entangled with Sho on the bed in the hotel that I became a little sober, thinking about why I got to this point with him again. I obviously didn't take medicine this time, but my body still reacted, and I was eager to vent it.

It seems that every time we meet, I will go to bed. Is it already a conditioned reflex? When I see him, I will get an erection, so even chatting has become something that can be omitted. There is no need for other extra steps, and I can go directly to the bed and communicate with my body .

I don't know how long he stood behind me just now, he said I looked very sad, he likes to see me show weakness like this.

I think he should have some kind of compulsion certificate, and he is only particularly enthusiastic about people who have been hurt.

is a freak.

In fact, the reason why he is interested in me is that it doesn't matter.

I'm lonely, he's passionate, it's just right for us to mix the pot with the cover.

I rolled passionately on the bed for a while, both of them were out of breath, and sho turned over and fell on top of me:

"Let me go."

I stretched out my hand to grab his arm, dragged him hard, and he fell down. I didn't talk nonsense, I rolled onto him directly, pressed his legs with my legs, suppressed his resistance, and gasped:

"Wait until your feathers grow back."

No matter how hard Sho tried, he couldn't break free, and he was panting heavily, staring at me with moisture from the corners of his brows and eyes:

"I want to gamble again! I don't believe it!"

What a stubborn character.

"A lot of nonsense."

I am a little impatient.

Putting his palms on his waist, he roughly undid his belt, and then tore it off together with his underwear.

The slightly erect □ soon jumped out, as if telling the master's desire, I was a little surprised, and then looked at him with a smirk.

A trace of anger flashed across the dark blue eyes, and I was stroking his neck with my hand, and I could feel his neck getting hot gradually, and his cheeks also turned red.

After all, Jiang is still old and spicy. I may not be as good as him in my love experience, but he is far behind in other things.

He pressed down on me and couldn't move, so he could only compromise and put his thin waist against me.

Sho's lips were thin and well-shaped. Under the light, there was a layer of pink moisture on them, not as rosy as Bie's, but also light and attractive.

The lines of the shoulders are smooth and beautiful, but they are still young, not as strong and broad as mine.

He pursed his lips slightly, stared at me unabashedly, his slightly angry eyes seemed to say:

"If you dare to be rude to me, try it."

The blue eyes, clear and moving, reminded me of the sea blue that haunted my heart tonight, no more words, I couldn't help but bend over and press down.

"Call...Call me Xiang." He gasped for breath when he was pressed under me and moved rhythmically.

I don't like what I'm doing, I like to talk in the middle, I grab his arm that hangs weakly on my shoulder, and let him get closer to me, I leaned over and kissed him, stuffing his extra words in my mouth.

He shook his head in dissatisfaction, failed to break free, simply put his arms around my neck, and kissed me deeply.

The tongues were wetly mixed together, licking and licking, entangled inextricably, and the movement of □ did not stop, I pushed against him vigorously, listening to his rhythmic humming, like an out-of-key song, not pleasant to listen to, but It's also annoying.

Our bodies are quite compatible. Because of the careful lubricating oil, he was only uncomfortable for a while at first, and then he felt that his waist was coming towards me in a cooperative manner, and he would straighten up when I was pushing. My waist moved up and down, and the place where my buttocks wrapped around me was so wet that it seemed that liquid would flow out.

He was sweating a lot, and his skin was shiny, smooth and fair. I went up to touch him fascinated, and when I heard him humming comfortably, I deliberately increased my hand movements, and he moaned loudly in response.

His initiative and sensitivity made me very excited, my lower abdomen was on fire, and the key parts were extremely hot.

As if being scorched by my heat, he shuddered violently, then moved his waist uncomfortably, urging me to hurry up.

"Who was the one who kept saying to be top." I teased him.

Sho glared at me angrily, his delicate eyebrows were drawn together, his thin lips were biting under his teeth, looking very cute.

As if he felt that it was unnecessary to refute me, he turned his head aside and ignored me angrily.

The beautiful neck was exposed in front of me, smooth and slender, I stuck out my tongue and licked it and slid away, satisfied to hear his unbearable itching begging for mercy.

Getting into bed with a man again leaves me at a loss.

The phone was vibrating, it was Miss Xu calling, but I didn't want to answer it.

Maybe it’s like what Bie said, I actually have a tendency to like the same sex in my bones, and I have been hiding it before, and I haven’t awakened it. It’s the guy lying next to me that has induced my potential.

I remember a famous director once said that every man has a Brokeback Mountain in his heart. Has the hidden mountain in my heart revealed the tip of the iceberg?

It's not the first time I've tried sex with a man, love, I didn't feel anything in the previous two times, at most I was thinking about safety issues, but this time it was a bit different, I began to reflect on my changes.

I thought a lot, and I was a little flustered.

Can't calm down.

I'm going to call my brother-in-law.

My brother-in-law is born gay, I think I should be able to ask him for advice.

After picking up the phone, I hesitated. If that serious conservative guy knew that I was entangled with a man, he might be so angry that he would kill him directly. It should be light to beat me up. After all, I was so obsessed with his sister before. , but now she suddenly got involved with a man.

In his heart, I should be similar to a lover, a good man who only loves his wife wholeheartedly.

Actually, I'm not at all.

I just have such a good memory that I can't forget what should have been forgotten long ago.

Yes, it was all the fault of this damned memory.

It is because my memory is so good that I can't forget his sister.

I can't forget Qianhui.

I don't want to talk about the word "love" at all, it just makes me feel more miserable.

The people around me finally moved. He seemed to have low blood pressure. He stood up unsteadily and almost fell down. I reached out to support him.

Sho's ears turned red, he slapped my hand away, stood upright, and went to the bathroom.

Really strong, I lay back down again.

When he came out of the bath, Sho looked much more refreshed. He took the lighter that was left on my bedside, took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, leaned lazily on the bed with slightly squinted eyes, and smoked with his neck up.

Probably because he was smoking a cigarette and had no extra mouth to speak, he looked very quiet at this moment, his slightly damp hair was hanging down obediently, and his wet eyes were clear and attractive.

When he found that I was looking at him, he turned his head around, picked up the cigarette near his mouth with his beautiful fingers, and blew a circle of smoke into my face.

I frown.

He laughs.

The teeth are very white, thin and neat, I hooked his neck and kissed him.

The slightly bitter smoke smell is all too familiar.

Are they really the same?

I kissed his forehead, cheeks, nose, chin, and then his neck. The still wet skin was smooth and slightly cool, and it was very comfortable to touch his lips.

He laughed timidly again:

"You should thank me for my generosity, but not everyone can ride on me."

I wanted to thank Lord Ron for cooperating with him, but he had already thrown the cigarette into the ashtray, hugged me back with passion, and kissed me back very actively.My mouth was blocked, and my ridicule was swallowed back.

"I've changed my mind, it's not bad to stay with you."

"……What's the meaning?"

"Are you dissatisfied with my performance yesterday?"

The passion of last night went through my mind again, and I was a little excited again, a little out of breath:

"very satisfied."

"Then it's over." Sho sat up slightly with a smile, brushed the hair on the side of his ears, and bent down to pick up the shirt on the ground.His buttocks are very tight, my eyes are attracted there like sticking, the beauty of last night flashed in my mind, I can't believe that it is really the place I entered last night.

Sho didn't seem to like me calling him by his stage name. He insisted on calling him Xiang. He entered his mobile phone number into my mobile phone, and also typed this word in the row of titles.

"Honey, I'm usually busy, I'll come to you again when I'm free." He kissed me on the face frivolously.

His ass was right next to me, and I slapped it on it:

"Little virgin, Master is waiting for you."

It's the first time I've been called that, obviously my image is too far from the word "baby".

That's pretty much what I call him.

Sho didn't blush either, probably because he was used to me teasing him like this.Just like a client who just finished a prostitution, he handed me the mobile phone as if he was giving me an overnight allowance, smooth and unrestrained.

Arranged the clothes on my body, blew me a kiss, and left happily.

He is frivolous when he talks a lot, which makes me have the illusion that the kid who slept last night is really him.

Is he really an entertainer? I can't help but have such thoughts.

As soon as he left, I took my mobile phone and dialed Miss Xu's number.

I found an excuse for what happened yesterday, and I politely rejected her by the way.

Ms. Xu is a person who has experienced storms. She didn't willfully say vicious words to me or throw the microphone because of my refusal. Instead, she said regretfully, "I admire you quite a bit, do you really not think about it anymore?" .

She deliberately poached me, and even offered a good offer.

It's just that I still have important things to do, so I can't accept her love.

I don't know if some part of the brain is installed wrongly, but I have been in a good mood for the next few days, and the gloom of that day has been swept away.

He keeps infrequent and not infrequent contact with Sho. Although we haven't known each other for a long time, it seems like we've known each other for a long time.

He likes to play text messages and will send messages whenever he finds time.

This is really the way young people like to communicate. Before, the mobile phone was definitely just for making calls to me, and almost no one would use text messages to contact me.

But now, I have exercised enough to quickly type a row of typesetting on the touch screen without feeling tired.

We are actually not dating like this, it is similar to Pao and You, but he is always busy and can't spare time.

I had nothing to do after get off work, so I went to the bookstore to buy a new cookbook, and then went to the supermarket, wandering around in the fresh food section, looking for fresh ingredients for cooking.

After going around in a circle, I picked out a plump sea bass for steaming, and then I picked out a few vegetarian dishes, bought some black pepper and tripe, and went to other areas to get oil, salt, sauce and vinegar for cooking. Only one bag left the supermarket.

When I went back to the door to open the door, I had too many things in my hands, and I didn’t even have an empty hand to take out the keys for a moment. I was hesitating, and I put an arm around my armpit, put it into my front pocket, and pulled out a bunch of keys from it.

Sho wore a peaked cap, a long linen V-neck shirt, a slender decorative scarf around his fair neck, and a guitar on his back. He looked at me with a sunny smile:

"You know I'm coming over and I plan to cook by myself? You're really polite, so I'll be disrespectful."

To be honest, I really didn't expect him to come to me so soon. He is an entertainer, and he is usually so busy at work that he can only sleep for a few hours a day. He would send me messages occasionally, complaining that he was tired and had no time to rest. I really want to sleep or something.

I bought these dishes today purely to adjust the taste and bid farewell to the days of takeaway every day.

My stomach is going to get overwhelmed with all that junk food.

Single men are the most painful. Ordinary men at my age, no matter how bad they are, there will be a cheap wife to help take care of the house. But I only love the flower of Gaoling unrequitedly, and I am so embarrassed that I am single. .

Every day I come back coldly and face the empty room. This time, two people stepped into the door at the same time. I can only say that the feeling is very strange, both strange and itchy.

Can't wait to reach out and scratch.

The author has something to say: It seems that it hasn't reached 3.5w yet, it's already Tuesday, and I'm really sleepy, go to bed first, and make persistent efforts tomorrow.