bad-hearted lover

If my nerves are strong enough, I should say humorously at this time, "What a coincidence, Shen Feng is also surnamed Shen", to ease my current pitiful situation.

It's just that I was obviously a little dumbfounded at this time, and my tongue didn't listen to my brain, so I asked him stupidly:

"What do you mean?"

Sho frowned at me:

"we are brothers."

The "second son" he said when I dealt with the rooster for the first time suddenly flashed across my mind, and my heart suddenly became cold.I had the answer, but I still refused to believe it, bit my tongue and argued as if I was more serious with myself:

"Shen Feng never mentioned you, he never said that he has a younger brother..."

"We don't have a good relationship."

"That father of yours is not surnamed Shen..."

"His stage name." Sho cut me off dryly.

"..."

I was completely speechless and stared at him blankly.

Sho still frowned:

"Don't be obsessed with your obsession anymore, look at what you look like now."

I looked down at myself, with glazed eyes, from feet to head.

What's wrong with this look, isn't it just a little sloppy and dirty, it seems a bit unsightly, why didn't you dislike me when we were entangled before, you still disliked me in your heart, you just didn't say anything.

Sho turned his face away, as if he didn't want to look at me any more.

"I'm obsessed with obsession..." I smiled and laughed at myself, "That's right."

I am quite obsessed with it.

The only thing I am obsessed with is probably that I take him seriously.

I'm already old enough to be foolishly infatuated with a young boy like him. If I had known that he was so unreliable, I wouldn't have taken him seriously.

I even tried in vain to keep him with the money and power I took from others, thinking that in this way he would be able to stay by my side longer.

There is probably no one more unlucky than me. I kicked the iron board so hard that I didn't like anyone, but I fell in love with him.

He was standing right in front of me at this moment, seeing that I was pointing a gun and was not prepared. I was thinking whether I should be more vicious and drag him to die in love. Anyway, I have no way out.

I simulated the scene several times in my mind, even imagining how he would collapse. I laughed dryly a few times, and then my heart began to throb.

I didn't do it because I couldn't bear it, I just didn't have the energy.

Yes, I haven't eaten for days, so I have no energy.

If infatuation can be tempting, he should at least speed up my heartbeat for me now, hug me and say a few words of comfort, or give me a few seconds, leave a last word.

Just don't look at me so disappointed, when you see me being dragged away by Shen Feng's people, you don't say anything to stop me.

I thought I was going to die, but I didn't. Shen Feng didn't kill me, he just took good care of me, and took "excellent care" of me by himself.

He doesn't beat me until I die at one go, he always lets me hold my breath, and then fixes me up the next day, he is very poisonous when he beats me, he only picks places that are not fatal but can hurt to death, forgive me is a big Men also suffer from pain so much that sweat and tears are all over their heads and faces, and they can't be distinguished when they blend together.

I now know why he didn't just kill me because he hadn't found the cock yet and thought I knew where the cock was so he kept me alive.

He searched all the places he could find and still couldn't find the cock, so he came to press me again, and I answered him with "I don't know", but in exchange for it, I was naturally punched and kicked.

I really don't know, if Shen Feng believed in me, I would be free, but he is so suspicious now, he thinks everything I say is false, and he also vents his anger on me when he is angry, there is no one place on my body anymore Good place.

This kind of slow torture is actually more unbearable than killing me. I can understand why the rooster is full of pain when he is mentioned. He is like a poisonous praying mantis, and I would run away if it were me.

They are also brothers, why are their personalities so different, it is no wonder that their relationship is not harmonious, but the younger brother is better, not to mention his gentle personality, and he will not punch anyone casually, always with a smile on his face, seeing his mood will be fine.

Even if that smile is mostly disguised by the actor's habits.

Shen Feng held a grudge against me for not telling him where the cock was, and changed his tricks to torture me. He refused to let me eat, and then made me drink high-alcohol alcohol on an empty stomach, making me roll on the ground so burned that I would die.

After coming down a few times, I just felt that the organs in my body were not my own. My stomach seemed to be pierced. In fact, it was about to be pierced.

I guess I'm going to die if this goes on. I'm considering whether to cheat the corpse again, maybe I can get the gun out of the mess.

Doing so is actually very risky. If you accidentally get shot, you may meet Hades. It’s better to stay and vent your anger on Shen Feng. Maybe he will let me go when he is in a good mood one day, although this possibility is very high. Small.

When I was conflicted, the person who delivered the wine was changed. The man from before was replaced by the little girl next to Shen Feng. She brought the wine to me, and when no one was around, she whispered in my ear,

"Don't be afraid, it has been mixed with water."

I didn't know that I still had the ability to confuse the little girl. She would take the risk to help me, and I suddenly felt that I was actually quite attractive, and my self-confidence rose sharply.

"There's still something to eat." I haven't eaten anything formal for a long time, and my saliva drools when I saw these, "It's still my favorite, thank you so much."

I haven't eaten for several days, and I just feel that these are delicious. I am amazed that there are such delicious things in the world, and the skillful hands that make them are simply God's masterpieces.

Gobbling it up, I looked at the masterpiece of God, and found that there were a few thin bandages on it, with bones protruding slightly, and my heart felt sour, and the food in my mouth suddenly became less delicious.

I swallowed the rice in my mouth:

"Don't stay here if you have a chance to leave, Shen Feng doesn't have a good temper."

The little girl nodded dully, not understanding why I said this all of a sudden.

"You get a lot of money here, so it's okay to suffer a bit."

Hey, it's all about the money.

In the next few days, I felt much better. Someone secretly prescribed a small treatment for me. I was not as difficult as before. I just felt that there was hope in my life again.

Thanks to the favor of this little girl, I think she is more and more good.

I think I should lower my requirements. In the past, I always chased Qian Hui and Chen Xiang with outstanding appearance, which made me hurt all over.

Although this kind of ordinary girl is not very beautiful, she has a pretty good personality, is very obedient, and knows how to take care of others. It is suitable to marry as a wife.

"How do you know I like these." I gulped down the hot meat dumpling happily. The skin was a little hot, and as soon as it entered my stomach, it hurt like something. I gritted my teeth calmly, without changing my face at all.

You can't lose your composure in front of the little girl, maybe she is worshiping me.

"This, this..." She looked at the ground and murmured, fingering the hem of her clothes.

"What's wrong?" I picked up another meat dumpling and stuffed it into my mouth, "Can't you tell me?"

Don't say she has been secretly in love with me for a long time, that was right in my arms, I looked at her with a smile on my face.

"Someone told me." She finally said, "He asked me to bring you food."

"..."

Hey, it seems that I am thinking too much again, she doesn't mean that to me.

"Thank you anyway." I forced a little smile, speechless for my lack of fun.

The little girl shook her head:

"It's okay, don't you ask who I am?"

I clapped my hands, threw the finished plastic bowl to her, stood up,

"Nothing to ask, I'm not interested in knowing."

After thinking about it, I added another sentence:

"You don't need to come back tomorrow, just let the original person deliver it."

"But you?"

"Can't die."

My tone should have been terrible, the little girl was startled, and ran away tremblingly.

Sure enough, the person who delivered the wine was replaced by the same person again, and I continued to be tortured as usual. I think I was used to the pain, and I found it tolerable to drink it on an empty stomach.

Actually being able to live with it is not a good sign, just further evidence that my gastrointestinal system is dying.

I was thinking whether I should kill myself or not. Even if I live like this now, I will be useless in the future. Instead of bothering those who care about me to take care of me in the future, I might as well leave a cool grave for them.

I'm not a person without nostalgia. I can't let go of my ex-wife. She has a good temper and is easily bullied. Her husband treats her very well now. Who can guarantee that he will always treat her well? That man is not me.

I am still worried about my brother-in-law, he only has me and his sister as his relatives, he has been living in the shadow of our affairs, he may not have suffered less pressure than me, I have never seen him smile.

Thinking about it carefully, there are actually quite a lot of people and things that I miss. I even thought of the famous teachers and parents who drove me out of the house back then.

Life is worse than death, it seems that I still have to carry on, and I didn’t do what I promised the rooster to visit his mother. A man can’t break his promise, even if I don’t have much integrity to speak of.

Shen Feng seemed to have suddenly found the whereabouts of the rooster. He hurried to City G, and I was finally able to avoid being tortured by him every day.

In fact, when he punched and kicked me, I really wanted to tell him, at least I talked to you when you were imprisoned by the cock, and for that sake, you don’t have to be so cruel to me.

Fortunately, I also helped you find a way to have the most pleasure, otherwise you will be impotent until now.

When I was sitting in the corner shaking my head and sighing with emotion that the world is ruthless, the door lock rang, and a person came in, and after I glanced at the door, I hung my head down, lifeless.

Of course I hold grudges against Shen Feng, but I don't even want to hold grudges against him anymore, I feel annoyed if I look at him more than once, I wish I could goug my eyes out.

"Why don't you ask Xiaoling to bring you food?" Someone came up to me.

I still lowered my head, and didn't want to talk to him, I didn't even hum, as if I didn't hear him.

The person standing seemed to be a little angry. He reached out and held my head rudely, asking me to see him.When I raised my head, he stopped in embarrassment and stared at me blankly.

"I'm sorry to scare you." I said politely, and then lowered my head tactfully.

"Shen Feng won't come back these few days." He held my face again, "I'll take you to treat the wound."

I wanted to say forget it, it would have to be aggravated after I dealt with it, but I swallowed it because of the sore throat.

He recruited two men to lift me up.

I was lucky enough to take a shower, and it was still in Shen Feng's bathroom. If he knew that I occupied his place privately, used his shower gel, and wore his bathrobe, I don't know what he would do to me.

After cleaning, I was pulled into a clean room. He brought the prepared medicine box to me, took out medicine and cotton swabs from it, and carefully wiped the wound on my face.

Facing the face that I thought about day and night, I didn't know how, a line of tears just slid down like this.

I still miss him after all, even if I don't want to admit it.

The person who applied the medicine to me was also obviously taken aback for a moment, then his breathing became a little short, and he couldn't wait to press me onto the bed.