hate farewell thirteen

There was not much left in the infusion bottle, so Song Shuman went out to call the nurse.The little nurse came in with the infusion cart, put on a new drip, and turned around to tell Song Shuman: "This is the last bottle, and it will be gone after this bottle is finished."

Before the last bottle was finished, Zhou Ru moved her fingers and opened her eyes. Song Shuman stepped forward to hold her hand, "Are you awake?"

Zhou Ru supported the bed board to get up, fearing that she would pull the wound on her hand that was still being infused, Song Shuman helped her sit up slowly.She looked around, her voice hoarse, "Where is this?"

"Hospital. You have a fever. Sister Shen Tao and I brought you here."

"Shen Tao? Is she there too?"

"She has gone back, and I am alone."

Song Shuman stood up and poured Zhou Ru a cup of hot water, "You drink some water first, I'll call the doctor and I'll show you."

Qin Xin came in with Song Shuman, simply listened to the heartbeat, looked at her eyes and lips, and took a pen to write down the medicine list, "Is the fever gone? It's nothing serious. I'll prescribe some more medicine and just pay attention to rest."

After Aunt Qin left, only Song Shuman and Zhou Ru were left in the ward. The atmosphere was silent and awkward for a while, Song Shuman asked, "Is sister Zhou hungry? I'll go down and buy you a bowl of hot porridge."

"it is good."

Song Shuman went downstairs to buy porridge and brought it back to Zhou Ru. Zhou Ru was holding the bowl. The porridge was too hot. She scooped it into a spoon to let it cool. Song Shuman took the bowl and spoon to blow some heat away for her.

Song Shuman lowered her head and blew for a while before handing it to Zhou Ru's mouth, "Try it, it shouldn't be hot."

"I remember that I went home before I passed out, how did you meet Shen Tao and me?"

"Seeing that you drank too much, I was afraid that you would have a bad hangover, so I thought of bringing you some porridge in the morning, but I didn't wake you up, but woke up Sister Shen Tao."

"Then you and Shen Tao sent me to the hospital together?"

"Ah."

Zhou Ru took two mouthfuls of porridge. She was not used to being fed, so she tried to snatch the bowl and spoon from Song Shuman's hand, "I can eat it myself."

Song Shuman refused her request, "Let me do it, it will be bad if you pull the needle in your hand."

The porridge in the bowl was full, Song Shuman packed the bowls and chopsticks aside, Zhou Ru asked her: "Why are you treating me so well?"

"Because I envy you."

This word sounds absurd to Zhou Ru's ears. No one has ever told her to envy herself, only she is envious of others. "Envy? I have nothing to envy."

"Because of freedom. As a child of a rich family like me, my marriage must have been arranged. It is the best choice after weighing the pros and cons. I don't know what kind of person the other party is. The romance I read when I was young is also wishful thinking. That's all."

"What I want most in my life is the word freedom, but it is also the most difficult."

"Then why do you envy me? How come I come from the word "freedom"? Every day, whoever pays the money is the master."

"My life has been planned and arranged. In this small circle, I can't go anywhere except here. My life is wandering, not the freedom you want."

"Why don't you go back? Go back to your hometown?"

"Go back? Where are you going? Where are you going back? There is still a place for me. This is my hometown, but I am a stranger wherever I go."

"Actually, I envy you. You can live this life in peace and stability. Whether it's love or family affection, what can I expect?"

"Of course! Now is the new society, women and men are equal, and both have the qualification to pursue love!"

"But you haven't either. If you talk about free love, don't you have to obey your father's orders?"

"I'm different."

"I'm not the same either." Zhou Ru looked into her eyes, "Shuman, we are all different, but you are different from me, we are two types of people who have gone our separate ways."

The drip was just finished, Song Shuman didn't want to argue with her anymore, she got up, "I'll call the nurse first."

The nurse pulled out the needle for Zhou Ru. Song Shuman looked at Zhou Ru lying on the hospital bed. This was the closest she felt Zhou Ru was to her.Song Shuman muttered softly, "We parted ways, what is the intersection here now?"

Zhou Ru pressed the wound with a cotton swab, but she couldn't hear what she said, so she asked again: "What?"

"It's nothing." Song Shuman covered Zhou Ru with the quilt, "My sister is sick, so I should rest more."

When it was getting dark, Zhou Ru said to Song Shuman, "Hurry up and go home. I have been in the hospital for a day. I know my body well. If I feel uncomfortable, I will call the doctors and nurses."

Song Shuman pretended not to hear her words, "Go to sleep quickly, I'll watch you sleep."

"It's raining in March in the south, spring is incomprehensible..." Song Shuman hummed softly, the medicine prescribed by Western medicine contained sleeping ingredients, Zhou Ru's eyelids sank, and Song Shuman seemed to say something later The words, in a daze, lost the memory.

Song Shuman didn't go home to rest at night. She lay on the edge of the hospital bed and used her arms as a pillow. Her sleep was very light. When Zhou Ru turned over, Song Shuman got up and covered her with the quilt again. Really sleep.

At dawn the next day, when Zhou Ru opened his eyes, Song Shuman came in with water, "Are you awake? Is there anything uncomfortable?"

"No." Seeing that Song Shuman was still wearing the same outfit as yesterday, Zhou Ru said, "You were here all night last night?"

Seeing that Song Shuman didn't respond, Zhou Ru went on to say, "I rested well, and I didn't feel uncomfortable. You should go back and change into clean clothes."

"Come on, I'll wait for you to come back and have lunch together, okay?"

Zhou Ru's acting skills are superb, and she deceived Song Shuman with a sweet smile. When Song Shuman came back after changing her clothes, Zhou Ru's hospital bed was already empty.

She anxiously asked the nurse, "Where's the patient in that bed? Where did he go? Why isn't he here?"

The little nurse took a pen and paper and pointed at Song Shuman's finger to recall, "Oh, the patient in that bed was just discharged from the hospital and picked up by another person. That person was wearing high heels, curly hair, and a ring. There was still a cigarette stuck in the tray, and I went up and told her that smoking is not allowed in the hospital, she waved her hand, and promised me that she would not smoke, and she would leave after picking someone up.”

Song Shuman knew that the person who picked her up was Shen Tao, and she would only follow her.

"Then where did they go?"

"Where the patients are discharged from the hospital, our hospital can't control it."

"Hey, that patient left in a hurry and forgot to take the prescribed medicine. You can take it for her."

After Song Shuman took the medicine, she went to find Zhou Ru, knocked on the door of Zhou Ru's house, and knocked on Shen Tao's door. If she used strength to determine, no one would respond to her knocking on the door.

Song Shuman went to Liyuan again, Jiangning Mansion was so big, she searched for it one by one, she couldn't believe she couldn't find anyone.

Song Shuman still found Zhou Ru. In the pear garden, Shen Tao didn't hide and tucked her in. She asked her to sit in the middle of the stage openly and sing the pipa in her hand with her unhealed voice.

Song Shuman wanted to go up to the stage to pull Zhou Ru down, but Shen Tao stopped her behind her arm, "What is Miss Song doing?"

"She's not fully recovered yet, and the doctor said she needs to rest more."

"Do you know how many songs she had to sing to earn back the treatment fee for the hospital room that night? We are not like Miss Song, who spend their clothes and food. If we don't make money by ourselves, we will starve to death in the hospital." This is Jiangning Mansion. Oh yes, even if you die, you can’t afford coffin boards.”

"Then how much is her day, I'll pay." Song Shuman poured out all the money in the bag, smashed the coins on the ground, and there was a lot of noise from the pinging, bang, bang, and bang, which attracted the attention of the surrounding people.

Zhou Ru stopped the song, and when she walked to her side, before she had time to ask what happened, Song Shuman pulled Zhou Ru's wrist and walked out.Song Shuman's hand was too strong, pinching Zhou Ru in pain, and Zhou Ru didn't break free from Song Shuman until he was out of the gate of the Liyuan.

Zhou Ru frowned, and said in a low voice, "What are you doing?"

Song Shuman turned around and faced Zhou Ru, "Didn't you say to wait for me for lunch? Why did you sneak out of the hospital?"

"It's not sneaky, it's discharged from the hospital in an aboveboard manner. Miss Song, the relationship between me and you doesn't require me to report to you wherever I go, right?"

Song Shuman subconsciously wanted to hold Zhou Ru's hand, but she didn't dare, so she could only look at Zhou Ru pitifully, "You said you'd wait for me..."

"If Ms. Song has nothing else to do, I'll go back first. Thank you Ms. Song for taking care of me these two days. Zhou Ru is very grateful. I will pay you back the money for the hospitalization as soon as possible." Zhou Ru was icy and cold , maybe it was the rain that night that froze Zhou Ru's heart.Her indifference made Song Shuman unable to adapt for a while, even more alienated than when she first met Zhou Ru.

In fact, the faint glass cover has always been there, Zhou Ru will always stay in her glass cover, when holding her hand to run, and when joking with Qingmei.Song Shuman couldn't even imagine that cold and gentle Zhou Ru breaking the glass.

"Sister." Song Shuman called Zhou Ru, "You don't have to work today. I bought your day. When you left the hospital, you forgot to take your medicine. I took it for you. Go home and rest. Medicine Remember to eat, this is taken twice a day in the morning and evening, and this is taken after meals three times a day, in case you get confused, I took a pen and wrote it on it.”

Zhou Ru's fingertips paused on the paper bag for a few seconds, and after taking it, he left with a thank you.Song Shuman called Zhou Ru to stop, "I'll take you back."

"Need not."

Song Shuman stared at Zhou Ru's receding back and froze on the spot, clenched the undelivered candy in her pocket tightly, she didn't know why Shen Tao hated herself so much, she didn't know what Shen Tao and her sister said, I don't know why my sister is suddenly not the old sister.

Life is a book full of questions, constantly throwing out questions, constantly searching for answers, and constantly unraveling doubts. In this series of processes, the book full of blanks is slowly completed.

But Song Shuman felt that her book stopped at this side, and she couldn't get through it no matter what.