hate farewell thirteen

Song Shuman was still holding the received bouquet in her hand, she thought she hid it well, but Xu Qingmei could see it, and Lin Dailan could also see it, liking for this is hard to hide.

Song Shuman stepped on the fleeting snow and got into the rickshaw parked on the side of the road, waiting for customers. The driver yelled, "Miss, where are you going?"

"Pear Garden."

pear orchard.

Song Shuman silently recited the name of this place in her heart. The story that started at the beginning of summer is still going on and going on.Song Shuman is not sure whether it is a story that lasts through the four seasons, but at this moment, she hopes that the road will meander and go around countless springs, summers, autumns and winters.

The snow fell lightly and delicately. Song Shuman spread out his palms, wanting to catch it. The moment it touched it, it turned into invisible water.

"Miss, here we are."

Song Shuman got out of the car and gave the money. She stood at the entrance of the Liyuan, and saw the plaque with the word Liyuan hanging high up. She didn't go in, she just stood there.

Some of the passing dolls looked back at her, and the people passing by cast strange glances. Among these people, maybe some knew her name, but she didn't care much, just like that, standing quietly.

Ning Shu walked lightly, raised his hands high above his head, holding the freshly fallen snow, "It's really snowing, Zhou Ru, Zhou Ru, it's snowing outside, come out and see."

After reading, seeing Song Shuman, Ning Shu walked up to her, "There was a discussion inside, saying that there was a girl standing outside holding flowers at the door, but she didn't come in, thinking that her fiancé escaped marriage, let's arrest her, So it was you, honor student."

"Which young master is your fiancé, I'll help you find out."

Song Shuman shook her head, "Snow fell in front of the gate of the pear garden, a tree fell, and a tree of pear blossoms also bloomed."

When Zhou Ru came out, she wanted to see the first snow of the year. Seeing Song Shuman standing outside the door, Ning Shu came to her side, "I never expected it to be her, but looking at it today, Stupid, standing there stupidly, what pear blossoms are not pear blossoms, how can there be pear blossoms in this weather."

Song Shuman stood opposite Zhou Ru, facing her, the two looked at each other, Zhou Ru lowered his head first, avoiding his eyes.She turned to Ning Shu and said, "Ning Shu, did my pipa fall into your place?"

Ning Shu stopped teasing Song Shuman, "Okay, I'll go back and collect it for you." After finishing speaking, he turned and went back to the garden.

Zhou Ru approached Song Shuman and swept the snow off her shoulders, "Why are you standing here?"

Song Shuman handed over the flowers in her hand, "I'm waiting for you."

Zhou Ru was wearing low heels today, she raised her eyes lightly, and met Song Shuman's clear eyes, "What are you waiting for me?"

"Look at the snow and the moon."

The snow fell harder than before, and the ground was covered with a thin layer, Zhou Ru didn't agree, nor refused Song Shuman's words, snow fell on the shoulders that had just been swept away, and she said: "You should bring an umbrella. "

"It's good to fall on the body like this."

"I'll go in and get an umbrella."

Song Shuman held Zhou Ru's wrist, she was afraid that if she didn't grab it, Zhou Ru would disappear, "It doesn't matter if you don't have an umbrella."

Zhou Ru nodded, "Let's go."

"Can you...can you go straight away?"

"It's not like you're missing an arm or a leg, you can't just go straight away, let's go."

The two walked side by side, no one said where they were going, and they just walked aimlessly.Song Shuman started the conversation first, "Lin Dailan got married today, she is the one who talked to Liao Shenyan in the past, I don't know if you recognize her or not."

"I have heard of and seen the influential figures in Jiangning Mansion, but I don't know them."

"She is quite an interesting person. If there is a chance in the future, I will bring her to meet you."

"Forget it, I'm not used to it either."

Seeing that Zhou Ru was unhappy, Song Shuman talked about other topics, "This is the first snow this year."

"When the snow falls thicker in late winter, you can bury a jar of wine and drink it in early spring."

"Then can I have the honor to drink the wine brewed by my sister?"

"I dare not let you touch alcohol again."

After Zhou Ru finished talking and laughed, he remembered that night again, felt embarrassed, didn't know what to say, and the atmosphere became cold again.

It was indeed the first time for her to be pursued by someone expressing her intentions, like a friend, and also like the elder sister who held her in the palm of her hand that year.

In fact, Zhou Ru doesn't like watching snow very much, and she doesn't like winter either. It's too cold in winter. She was in poor health when she first came to Jiangning Mansion, and she was very delicate, so she couldn't afford the charcoal fire.The elder sister who took her left all the thick clothes to her, but she still felt cold. When winter came, the expenses increased for a long time, and Zhou Ru didn't like winter.

My elder sister loves watching snow. She came from Fujian and has never seen snow. Every winter, she loves watching snow the most. Because of her, Zhou Ru began to like watching snow.

Zhou Ru said to Song Shuman: "Have you eaten? The wontons at the store at the street corner are delicious, do you want to try it?"

"it is good."

The two were sitting at a small stall by the side of the road, and Zhou Ru shouted loudly: "Grandma, two bowls of wontons, one bowl without chopped green onion."

Grandma responded: "I know."

Zhou Ru leaned against Song Shuman's ear and explained in a low voice: "Grandma is a little deaf, she can only hear clearly if she speaks louder."

Two bowls of steaming wontons were brought to the table. The steam was so thick that it blinded Song Shuman's eyes. Zhou Ru held the bowl by the side and poured vinegar on both bowls of wontons.

"It tastes better with vinegar. It's cold, eat it while it's hot."

The wonton just out of the pan was too hot, Song Shuman held it in his mouth and couldn't bite it down, so he breathed out to let it cool down.

Zhou Ru laughed at her, and the laughter attracted Grandma's attention, and Grandma asked, "Isn't it delicious?"

Zhou Ru replied loudly: "Grandma, it's delicious."

Song Shuman chewed randomly a few times, swallowed it, and said loudly to Grandma: "No, Grandma's wontons are the best I've ever eaten."

"Who told you to eat so fast?" Zhou Ru's eyebrows and eyes were curved, and when she smiled, they looked like sharp crescent teeth, which was very pretty.

The sky was getting dark, the lights were on all over the street, the moon couldn't be seen on a snowy night, Zhou Ru sat in front of her, that was the moon in Song Shuman's heart.The moon in my heart is also called the moon.

Song Shuman always felt that today's Zhou Ru was different from the usual Zhou Ru. They were sitting in a small stall on the side of the road, facing each other, eating wontons slowly, and they didn't know how long they ate.

"Song Shuman."

"Ok?"

"I was working at first, so I shouted it out to you, and now I'm eating wontons here, this meal..."

"I'll treat."

Zhou Ru waved his hand and called to Grandma: "Grandma, here is another jug ​​of wine."

As soon as Grandma served the wine, Zhou Ru held the jug in his arms, "It's not for you."

Song Shuman didn't drink alcohol at first, she watched Zhou Ru drink three or two cups, and chatted, "When I was young, my mother called me Manman. When I first learned to write, I didn't like my name. There were too many strokes. I feel like I can’t finish writing.”

Song Shuman supported her cheeks with her hands and turned her head to look at her, "Do you have a nickname?"

"Shengsheng, the one where all things grow."

Song Shuman picked up a small wooden branch and wrote on the snow. Zhou Ru leaned over to see what she was writing. Song Shuman wrote the word "shengsheng" with one stroke.

Zhou Ru felt bored, so she sat back in her original seat and took a sip of wine, "Why are you writing my name?"

"Your name is easier to write than mine. I definitely didn't have any troubles when I was young."

"I haven't been called by that name for a long time, and now I call me Shengsheng, I don't even know who it is."

"Shengsheng."

"Shengsheng."

"Shengsheng."

Song Shuman yelled several times in a row, Zhou Ru lowered her head, but ignored her, Song Shuman leaned in front of her, swaying.

Song Shuman sat up straight, "Sheng Sheng."

"Do you want to stay with me?"

Zhou Ru looked at Song Shuman eagerly for a long time. Song Shuman thought that Zhou Ru was going to refuse, and she was already prepared in her heart.

Who knows, Zhou Ru blinked, opened her mouth, and said in her mouth, "That should be called two jugs of wine."

Song Shuman quickly ordered wine for her, "Grandma, take another jug ​​of wine here."

When the wine was served, Song Shuman poured it for her, "You agreed?"

"Song Shuman, have you paid for the drink?"

"what?"

Zhou Ru took Song Shuman's right hand, got up and dragged her to run outside, Song Shuman couldn't react, threw the money on the table, and Zhou Ru led her away.

Zhou Ru took Song Shuman for a long run, the snow fell under the light of the lights, and the stars were shining.She stood at the end of the long street, on the first step of the stairs, holding Song Shuman's cheek with both hands, kissing on the snow, and between Song Shuman's lips.

Later, Song Shuman and Zhou Ru recalled the snowy day that day. Song Shuman asked her: "I almost didn't pay the money that day. I went to find my grandma the next day and asked if there was any shortfall. Want to give me change. What were you thinking at that time, you didn't even plan to give me money."

"I can't remember what I thought at that time. I was so confused that I dragged you away. Why didn't you stop me from ordering?"

"It's strange to say that I have always had a good capacity for alcohol, why did I only drink a few glasses that day, and I was so drunk."

"It seems that my sister is not drunk, she is drunk by herself."

Zhou Ru gestured and raised her hand, Song Shuman hid aside, "Sister is with me in a daze, don't you regret it?"

"There will be no shortage of wine in the future, why regret it?"

The two played and fought for a while, and when they quieted down, Song Shuman asked her seriously: "Sister, why did you agree to be with me that day?"

"Maybe the moon was so beautiful that day."

"It's snowing that day, how can there be a moon."

Zhou Ru raised his head and looked at the chandelier hanging on the ceiling, "Walking that long way, the snow fell on your hair, it seems that a long time has passed, walking like this, no matter how slow you go, it will be considered graying .”

"The snow fell quietly, and the voice in my heart became clearer. I just thought about it that day, and it was good to be together happily all day and night."

Song Shuman remembered that that night, Zhou Ru stood by the street lamp downstairs of the house, and the light scattered on her body, like a god sent down from the clouds.

The snow was falling so quietly, so that day when Zhou Ru looked at her and said "Let's be together." echoed in Song Shuman's mind for a long time.

At this time, Zhou Ru leaned on Song Shuman's shoulder to read the piano score, and Song Shuman called her softly: "Zhou Ru."

"Ok?"

"I love you."

"Ah."

"Me too."