hate farewell thirteen

Song Shuman was locked in the room. There was no electricity and no light in the room. The windows were sealed from the outside and nailed up with wooden boards. Occasionally there were faint spots of light.Song Shuman sat by the window, touching the temperature of the light with her fingertips.

She is like a mouse kept in captivity in the basement, she can't see the light or people.Her life in the room was squeezed out of shape by the small space, and she had to let her thoughts escape through the cracks in the windows.

How is Lin Dailan? Has Sister Chen Nian got the gold nugget she wanted?It turned out that I still misjudged the person, and chose Ji Yangqing, but it was a pity that Ji Yangqing was right, what right did she have to condemn her husband?None of them are nice people.

Song Shuman was lying on the bed, tears streaming down the pillow, her cheeks were wet, and she had a musty dream.

In the dream, she was holding Zhou Ru's hand. They were not in Jiangning, but in a small town in the south of the Yangtze River that no one knew about. Their lives were ordinary. She collected firewood for Zhou Ru, and Zhou Ru cooked at home.Her craftsmanship is very good, and every meal is ingenious. Song Shuman went to wash the dishes after eating, which was an agreement they did not open.

They would fetch water together, with the stretcher swaying on their shoulders, and the water was spilled all over the place, and when they got home, there was only half a bucket left, so they had to go back and forth, and the splashed water wet the skirts of the two of them. put.On the road, I met a peddler selling candied haws. Song Shuman stopped still and looked at Zhou Ru eagerly. Zhou Ru took out two coins from his pocket and exchanged them for two bunches of candied haws.

The picked water was put aside, they sat on the rock and ate candied haws, Song Shuman leaned on Zhou Ru's shoulder, Zhou Ru asked her: "Don't you have bones? You know you are sticking to me."

Song Shuman shook her head, the candied haws in her mouth hadn't been swallowed, she said vaguely: "No."

That dream was so long, she dreamed of Jiangnan in March, she and Zhou Ru were frolicking, they didn't care about anything, they just had to worry about what to eat for the next meal.

Song Shuman had a whim and wanted to cook for Zhou Ru, but the fire couldn't be started no matter what, and she even burned her hand.The heat burned Song Shuman out of her dream, and when she woke up, it was this dark and cold room again.

Step by step to the present, I still regret not being able to hold her hand and leave Jiangning together.If they chose to leave together at that time, what they saw in the dream would not be the life after that.

Song Shuman became more and more silent and drowsy, sometimes she could sleep for a whole day, and the food brought in by the servants was placed in the place where it was delivered.She suddenly understood Zhuang Zhou's dream butterfly, the reality is already dark anyway, if every dream can continue her fate with Zhou Ru, then that would be great.

Song Shuman's tranquility was kicked away by Ji Yangqing. She was lying on the bed, and the light from outside hit her face, making her squint her eyes.

"I heard that my wife has slept so well recently that she didn't even eat any rice." Ji Yangqing asked his servants to bring up the meals, a dozen dishes and a dozen plates were brought up one after another.

Song Shuman laughed at herself, "Why didn't I know there are so many servants in our family."

"If you don't invite more people, what can you do if you can't take good care of your wife?" Ji Yangqing casually picked up a piece of pastry, pinched Song Shuman's chin with one hand, and stuffed the pastry into it with the other.

Song Shuman clenched her teeth and wanted to break free, but Ji Yangqing broke her back, "Madam, if you don't eat, your brother will have nothing to eat together. I will give your brother as much as you eat."

"Isn't Cheng Liang at Aunt Qin's house?"

"Song Shuman, as your husband, Song Chengliang's brother-in-law, why can't I take our dear brother back?"

"Whether your brother has something to eat or not is up to you to decide. Madam shouldn't be so cruel as to let her brother go hungry?"

"Ji Yangqing, I want to see him."

"Is my wife negotiating conditions with me now? Eat well."

When Ji Yangqing left, he locked the door from the outside again, and Song Shuman patted on the door, "Ji Yangqing, let me out! I want to see Cheng Liang! Let me out!"

She hadn't had a normal meal for several days, and she lost all strength after tossing and tossing a few times. She slid on the ground with her back against the door, without taking the chopsticks, she just reached out and grabbed the food on the plate and stuffed it into her mouth. .

She felt like her stomach was full of food, and the extremely irregular diet combined with overeating made her nauseous.She has been waiting for Ji Yangqing to come into this secret place again, and after waiting and waiting, only the servants took away the dinner plate.

Song Shuman grabbed the corner of the servant's clothes, "Where's Ji Yangqing?"

The servants opened their mouths blankly, they would never talk to Song Shuman, leaving Song Shuman alone in place.Song Shuman wanted to sneak out to find Song Chengliang, but there were too many people watching her, and she was never given a chance to go out.

It was several days after Song Shuman saw Ji Yangqing again, he didn't say anything, he just grabbed Song Shuman's collar and walked out, Song Shuman felt that she had stayed in that room until it stinks, she and Everything in the outside world is out of place, and she doesn't even adapt to the sun outside.

"Where are you taking me?"

Ji Yangqing threw Song Shuman into the back seat of the car, "You'll know when you get there."

The car stopped at the entrance of the hospital, Song Shuman refused to go in, "What are you doing?"

Ji Yangqing leaned against the car door and looked at Song Shuman like a clown. He said unhurriedly, "You can do whatever you want, but if you delay it, I'm afraid you won't even see your brother for the last time."

Ji Yangqing's words were like an epee, piercing Song Shuman's heart vertically, and there was a long ringing in her ears, her eyes were empty, and she even fell down.

Song Shuman always felt that she had heard it wrong. She had already followed Ji Yangqing's instructions. Why did something happen to her brother? She asked again: "What did you say?"

"Love will not go."

Ji Yangqing walked forward without looking back, Song Shuman hurriedly got out of the car, she couldn't care about anything, ran to Ji Yangqing, she pulled Ji Yangqing's clothes, "Ji Yangqing, what did you do to him ?”

Ji Yangqing didn't answer, and dragged Song Shuman all the way to the operating room. The door of the operating room was closed and the lights were still on. Song Shuman lowered the volume, "What did you do to my brother?"

"Didn't you tell him that he would be able to see his parents after he died? He wanted to see his parents. I just felt sorry for him and wanted to take him to relieve his longing."

"Since you want him to die, why do you send him to the hospital?"

"Because I want you to watch it, it seems that you can save him, but in the end you can't do anything, watch him die in front of you, and watch your last relative leave this world."

"And all of this is because of you."

Song Shuman didn't know why, she was very calm at this moment, as if the person in the operating room was not her brother, but just a passerby, as if she was dead, and she was just judging the world with cold eyes.

"Ji Yangqing, you thought you were taking revenge on me, but I lied to you. I didn't deliberately kill that child. I didn't know when I was pregnant. During that time, I drank too much and cried every day, which consumed too much energy. Then I didn't know his existence until the child was lost, but it was too late."

"You and Liao Shenyan are partners. I didn't kill your child. It was Liao Shenyan and you."

"Ji Yangqing, I once owed you too much, but this time, it's not I who owe you, but you who owe me."

Ji Yangqing froze in place and didn't answer Song Shuman's words for a long time. Song Shuman sat on the bench in front of the door of the operating room, staring at the light on the door until the door was slowly opened and the doctor came out.

"Who are the family members of the patient?"

Song Shuman got up to greet her, "I am, I am his sister, doctor, how is he now?"

"Sorry, we've done our best."

At the moment when a loved one dies, it seems that one cannot feel intense grief. At least at this moment, Song Shuman quickly accepted the death, and she even let it go for a while. Follow her to suffer.

Song Shuman nodded, signed the death notice, and went to see his younger brother's last appearance. The younger brother was handsome and lay quietly on the bed, "If you meet someone who looks like you in the sky, it will be very Beautiful aunt, remember to hug her and call her mom."

When Song Shuman came out, she deliberately walked around Ji Yangqing, and Ji Yangqing grabbed Song Shuman's wrist, "Where are you going?"

"Ji Yangqing, let's get a divorce. I'll settle here with you."

"I didn't intend to kill your brother at that time, I just wanted to make him suffer a little bit, to soften your heart, but I didn't expect..."

"Ji Yangqing, there is no need to explain. I will never forgive you in my life, and you don't have to forgive me. Thank you for these years, let's treat it as a clearing."

Song Shuman left, and Ji Yangqing didn't stop her again.She was out of the hospital, but she didn't know where to go, she had no home, no relatives.It's not good to bother Xu Qingmei, she has a child and a husband.

She only found out that Chen Nian had left after inquiring about it. She said at that time that she wanted to leave the Shen family, which must have fulfilled her wish.

How is Lin Dailan these days? Liao Shenyan should have gotten the antidote from Chen Nian. She has no face to see Lin Dailan anymore. She has very few friends, and she pushed them away one by one. of.

Song Shuman was walking aimlessly, the bakery on the corner of the street was closed, and there was a "three days off" sign on it, she also wanted to rest, she was too tired these months.Zhou Ru was right, how could an ant hit an elephant, it was just wishful thinking.

She didn't want to take revenge anymore, she had already lost so badly that there was no room for a comeback.But that's okay, she already has nothing, and she has nothing more to lose.

The days will only get worse and worse, and I have never seen better. Song Shuman went to her mother's cemetery. She knelt in front of the tombstone and apologized to her mother. The eldest sister is like a mother. It was her fault that she failed to protect her younger brother.

A wooden box was buried in the ground behind the tombstone, and there was a handful of guns in the box. She kowtowed three times to her mother, then got up and took the gun.