hate farewell thirteen

Song Shuman hadn't dreamed of that sea of ​​flames for a long time. There was a small bed for family members next to the single ward, and she slept in Zhou Ru's room with her, even the air was stable.

Zhou Ru sometimes sang a short part of the opera, that part of "The Peony Pavilion", she said, she only sang this part, because she listened to it the most, and only learned it secretly.

She leaned against the bed, the bed under her body was her stage, her wrists were blooming, she babbled and sang, and after she sang, she would ask Song Shuman, "Does it sound good?"

Song Shuman nodded, "It sounds good."

"No matter how badly I sing, you will nod your head and say it sounds good, right?"

"It comes from the heart."

"You like Xia Chan, and you think its call is the lead singer in the Summer Night Symphony. When you don't like Xia Chan, you think they are noisy, as if they scream from morning to night."

So she likes Zhou Ru and thinks Zhou Ru is good no matter what.

Zhou Ru looked at Song Shuman with a smile, "What would you do without me?"

"If it wasn't for you..." Song Shuman thought for a long time, but her life since returning to China has been occupied by Zhou Ru. She has never thought about this question, but when she suddenly asked, she didn't know how to answer it.

"I don't know anymore."

If she had never met Zhou Ru, she might have fallen in love with Ji Yangqing who was obedient to her back then.But she didn't want to think about it. She just met Zhou Ru and fell in love with her hopelessly.

"Song Shuman."

"what?"

"I kind of like you."

This was the first time Song Shuman heard Zhou Ru's confession after their reunion. Before she could respond, she heard Zhou Ru say:

"Song Shuman, please kiss me."

Song Shuman put his arms around her waist, lowered his head and kissed her lips, and squeezed his teeth in.Zhou Ru was kissed so softly by her legs that she sat down on the bed.

They kissed on the hospital bed, like two fish that were about to drown due to lack of water, absorbing each other and lingering on each other.Sweat dripped on the bed sheet, and no one could tell whose water stain it was.

The two of them were too lazy to move, so they squeezed into the small bed next door and slept until dawn.

The next morning, Song Shuman took a shower and changed the sheets to new ones.Zhou Ru woke up and opened her eyes, and she couldn't see Song Shuman everywhere, her body was so sticky and uncomfortable, she called Song Shuman several times but no one answered.

When Song Shuman came back, she saw that Zhou Ru was sullen, and hurried to coax her, "I made porridge, this time I invited other family members of patients to be teachers, you go to take a bath first, the water has been put for you, wait for you to finish washing Try it, it's delicious."

Zhou Ru really didn't have the strength, she opened her arms towards Song Shuman, "Come with me."

Song Shuman leaned on her, picked up Zhou Ru, undressed her and took a bath, "Is the water temperature right?"

Zhou Ru nodded with satisfaction.

After taking a bath, she finally felt much more comfortable. Zhou Ru went back to bed and drank the porridge made by Song Shuman, which was much more delicious than the first time.

She drank two large bowls for the first time, and her belly swelled slightly. Song Shuman joked at her, saying that she was pregnant for several months.

The two laughed, Song Shuman suddenly froze in place, Zhou Ru asked her what was wrong, Song Shuman shook her head and said it was okay.

She suddenly understood why Xu Qingmei held her in his arms for so long at that time. It turned out that when people want to leave for a long time, they really feel something.

"Shengsheng."

Zhou Ru was not angry and let her call out like that.

"Are you leaving? Where are you going? Will you be coming back?"

"What nonsense are you talking about? I'm going, where should I go? Where can I go?"

"It's fine if you don't leave."

Song Shuman felt that those few days were the happiest time in her life.Zhou Ru and her have never been like a family like this moment, she only has Zhou Ru, and Zhou Ru only has her.

Those who used to worry about this and that have nothing to worry about now.

One morning, Zhou Ru suddenly said to Song Shuman, "Song Shuman."

"I want to eat candied haws, can you buy a bunch for me?"

Here is remote, where candied haws are sold, Song Shuman asked her: "Why do you want to eat candied haws?"

Zhou Ru acted like a baby to her, "I just really want to eat, why don't you buy it for me, okay?"

"Good good."

Before Song Shuman left the ward, she turned back and asked Zhou Ru for a kiss, "Wait here for me to come back."

She called a rickshaw to go to the town, but no matter how hard she looked, she couldn't find any sellers of candied haws. She seemed crazy, but she couldn't find any one to buy candied haws.It used to be everywhere, why can't it be found today?

After searching for a long time, I finally heard the cries of candied haws. Song Shuman took a bunch, but before the vendor gave her the change, she ran away without a trace.

But when Song Shuman ran back with candied haws, she was still late.The ward was empty and tidy, as if no one had ever lived in it.She asked the hospital's doctors, nurses, and cleaning staff, but no one knew where Zhou Ru had gone.

Song Shuman searched a whole circle, but the soles of her shoes were worn out, but she still couldn't find where she went.

But at the gate of the Liyuan, Zhou Ru was not seen, but Shen Tao.

At that time, the fire in the pear orchard was burning vigorously, and everyone stood watching from afar except for the one who was carrying a bucket to splash water on it.

Song Shuman asked Chen Tao: "Where is she? Let me ask you where she is!"

Shen Tao looked calm, as if the fire in front had nothing to do with her, "Dead, this stage was specially set up for her, did you see the fire? She is inside."

"You just watch, don't you save her? If you don't save her, I'll save her!"

Song Shuman wanted to dive into the sea of ​​fire without saying a word, Shen Tao quickly grabbed Song Shuman, "You are crazy!"

She asked the two people behind her to pull Song Shuman, but Song Shuman couldn't break free, so she could only cry: "Let go of me, you can't, you can't just keep her inside!"

Chen Tao pinched Song Shuman's chin, "Do you think the fire has just started? It has been burning for half an hour, and people are inside, and they have already turned into ashes, or do you want to be turned into ashes too?"

Song Shuman was still holding the bunch of candied haws, she remembered that Zhou Ru wanted to eat it.She suddenly understood who the back figure in her dream was.

Finally, Song Shuman gave up struggling, and she knelt on the ground, sobbing silently.Crying until the crowd watching the fire dispersed and it was dark, she got up without saying goodbye to anyone, and no one knew where she was going.

After that, Shen Tao didn't see Zhou Ru again for several days, some people said that she was crazy, she was sleeping under the flyover, competing with the poor beggar for a place to live.

Later, it was Song Shuman who came to find Shen Tao. The moment Shen Tao opened the door and saw Song Shuman was still a little unbelievable. She was no longer like the rich lady in the past.

"Sister Shen Tao."

"Song Shuman?"

"Why are you looking for me? If you come to beg for your life, please go back. This is under the jurisdiction of the underworld. You are more reliable than looking for Lord Hades than me." After finishing speaking, Shen Tao was about to close the door.

Song Shuman blocked the door, "No, I'm going to go to the front line to be a nurse and fight with them."

"How can I become a nurse? I have no money to earn, and if I accidentally die, no one will know."

"Zhou Ru once asked me what my life was all about. To be honest, I never knew. The last time I saw volunteers on the side of the road to be doctors and nurses at the front line. I just thought, defending the country and protecting the country. It’s worthy of this life.”

"Sister Chen Tao, please leave me an address. If I write a suicide note in the future, someone will keep it for me and know my life or death."

Shen Tao went into the room and took a pen and paper to write an address to Song Shuman, "Take it away so you don't lose it."

Song Shuman took out a plastic bag from her pocket, carefully wrapped the paper, and put it in the breast pocket of her coat.

Before leaving, Shen Tao patted her on the shoulder, "Be careful, bullets don't have eyes."

After closing the door, Shen Tao turned around and said to the person who was reading on the bed: "Li Qisheng, your little daughter is going to fight, why don't you take another look?"

Zhou Ru read her book carefully, "If you look at it twice, you won't want to part with it."

"Why are you bothering? At that time, the two of you took the train and escaped wherever you want. You can play such a play and go around such a big circle."

"I killed Zhang Yihuai. If I didn't die, his subordinates would kill me too. She doesn't know the best, so she won't be implicated."

"So you're here to implicate me?"

Zhou Ru raised his head and smiled at Shen Tao, "Sister Chen, have I been hiding with you for a while?"

"That's why you didn't kill Zhang Yihuai back then, and just went away with your little daughter."

"He harmed Song Shuman's family and his sister. After all these years, can you swallow this breath?"

"But it's a pity that Liao Shenyan actually ran out. I thought the three of them would be able to handle it together."

She said not to look, but she still walked to the window, pulled the curtain out a thin slit, hid behind and secretly looked at Song Shuman, watching her looking up three times at a step,

Seemingly meeting her eyes, Zhou Ru was so frightened that he closed the curtain and stood with his back against the window.

When she opened the curtain to look again, Song Shuman had already disappeared.

"Li Qisheng."

"what happened again?"

"Just curious, have you ever liked Zhou Qing in all these years?"

"She only thinks of me as my sister, and I only think of her as my sister."

"understood."

After a while, it was Zhou Ru's turn to bid farewell to Shen Tao, "Shen Tao, I'm leaving too. It's always dangerous to stay in Jiangning."

Shen Tao didn't ask where she was going, but only asked: "Will you come back?"

"Perhaps." This was Zhou Ru's last answer.