President, it's time to feed the pigs

"dad……"

"Guanjie, Dad knows what you want to say to me."

Luo Guanjie has always cooked some meals for his father at home, and took his father for a walk. The old man is in good condition recently, and he can already walk in the garden by himself.

"Dongshan is short of manpower, and it will be shipped again soon. I won't go back, I'm afraid it won't be busy there."

Now Luo Guanjie was reluctant to part with his father, but at the same time felt that the farm had reached a critical moment, and if he didn't go back, he was afraid that Meng Qingyuan would not be able to stand it alone.

"Dad knows. Dad thinks you should go too. You don't have to worry about Beijing. You see, I'm not doing well now. I still have to live to see my grandson."

"Why must it be a grandson, not a granddaughter?"

"No, I'm afraid that my daughter has followed that girl from the old Suo family, and she still doesn't want to hold a wedding. Your elder brother usually fights with the family, but when he gets to his wife, he wants to kneel down. The Luo family's face will be completely humiliated."

"Sister Lanlan is in a special situation now. It's normal to have a big temper. It's rare that my elder brother is willing, so don't worry about it."

Luo Zhenhuan snorted, and said: "What's the use of being dissatisfied, two sons, one doesn't have children, and the other doesn't want to marry him, hey..."

Luo Guanjie and Suo Lantu rarely talked about the problems between his brother and his sister. After all, there were too many involved in it. However, he could also understand his father's feelings. If he didn't get married, he would have no legitimate reason look after baby.

"Dad, don't worry about it. Sister Lanlan can't make troubles in the early stages of her pregnancy. When she is stable, I will tell Lantu about her. Don't worry, I will let you watch the baby when the time comes."

"That's about the same." Hearing this, Luo Zhenhuan finally nodded in satisfaction.

After Luo Guanjie said goodbye to Luo Zhenhuan, he contacted Suo Lantu, and the two immediately bought a ticket back to Dongshan tomorrow.

The same place, the same people, but the mood is completely different.

When the train slowly pulled out of the platform, Luo Guanjie said with emotion: "Although it is open to traffic, I still like to take the train."

So Lantu put away his luggage and sat beside Luo Guanjie: "Me too."

Today is a working day and there are not many visitors in Japan. Suo Lantu still bought four tickets and reserved the entire box.

Apart from the last farewell in the cemetery, the two of them had to pass the letter through the phone, and finally stayed in a closed space for real, and the long-accumulated pain of lovesickness had already flooded.

"Brother Jie, I miss you so much."

"I miss you as well."

The sky outside had already darkened, and Suolantu was like a puppy that had just been weaned, rubbing against Luo Guanjie without letting go.

Luo Guanjie was itchy all over by Suolantu's hair, and couldn't help holding up this handsome face that he thought about day and night:

"Stop rubbing, itchy."

"Brother Jie, I don't know how I got here every day without you. I can't believe you're really back now."

Speaking of which, why not Luo Guanjie? When he was saddest and most desperate, the only reason that kept him from collapsing was his firm belief that Suolantu would come to save him.

He lightly touched Lantu's face: "I'm here, I've always been here."

Suo Lantu's eyes were filled with a look that Luo Guanjie could understand, he directly grabbed Luo Guanjie's waist and kissed him.

In the long-awaited passionate kiss, the two kissed were out of control, Suo Lantu lost his former composure, like a eager young man, stretching his hand into Luo Guanjie's clothes dishonestly.

In the past, Luo Guanjie would have taken the initiative to cater to him, even more eagerly than Suo Lantu. However, I don't know if Song Xisheng left too much shadow on him. Since he came back, he has woken up from nightmares more than once.

It's just that he never mentioned it to anyone, including Solantu.

"No, someone, it's not good."

Luo Guanjie held down the hand that wanted to continue committing crimes from behind. Suo Lantu was stunned for a moment. He could see the forbearance and rejection on Luo Guanjie's face. He didn't continue. He knew why in just a second.

"Jack, I'm sorry."

Suolantu regretted his impatience, and regretted everything back then. If there was regret medicine, he would definitely wake up his original self.

But you can't go back, and you can't change it.

He hugged Luo Guanjie tightly, only he knew the fragility hidden under this strong appearance.

He was at a loss and could only hug the person in his arms tightly.

Luo Guanjie seldom really refused before, or in other words, even if he said no, how many times would Suolantu really stop?He didn't know if it was because of the momentary panic showing an expression he shouldn't have. He only knew that Suolantu had seen through him, and he knew his resistance and fear.

"Lan Tu, don't apologize. I said it last time, and it's over. It's just that I haven't adjusted well yet. The one who should be sorry is me."

Why doesn't Luo Guanjie feel guilty? Obviously he also longs for this person, but he just can't overcome this hurdle. He pins his hope on time, hoping that time can dilute this unpleasant memory, and make the person who does not belong to his memory completely. Get out of your life.

So Lantu didn't continue, and directly hugged the person and covered the quilt:

"Brother Jie, don't apologize, you are too tired, let's think about work after we go back."

Luo Guanjie thanked Suolantu for his understanding, and when the topic turned to work, the two continued to talk to each other until the lights were turned off, and they fell asleep in each other's embrace with the sound of trains and tracks.

In the early morning of the next day, Meng Qingyuan came to the exit of the station early in the morning as if hoping for a savior. When he saw the two of them, he wished he could do three obeisances and nine kowtows on the spot:

"Mr. Luo, Xiao Suo, you're back. Secretary Bai has been looking for Xiao Suo every day for the past two days. I'm almost panicking. If you two don't come back, you're going to be in trouble."

Last year, Baishigou's local income increased significantly. Dongshan City took Baishigou as a positive example, and not only commended it, but also held a report meeting.

Since Suo Lantu received the call from Secretary Bai, he was actually more anxious to come back than Luo Guanjie.

The three of them briefly sorted out their recent work arrangements along the way, and everything was in order.

As soon as the car arrived at the farm, Luo Guanjie went to the pigsty before he even had time to change his clothes. Put on a formal suit and go out.

Only Meng Qingyuan carried their luggage upstairs, and then continued to watch the production of bacon.

"Hello, when are you coming back?" Luo Guanjie has been busy since he came back, he didn't have time to look at his phone until dinner, it was almost eight o'clock.

"Brother Jie, I'm on my way, and I'll be back soon."

"Okay, then I won't wait for you to eat, you should pay attention to safety."

Luo Guanjie put down the phone and came to the table. He had been away for half a month, and when the fat aunt heard that he came back, she hurriedly cooked a few dishes.

"Fat aunt, do you still have the wine my elder brother gave me last time?"

"Yes, in the kitchen, I'll get it for you."

As soon as the fat aunt turned around and came back with the wine, Luo Guanjie almost ate a bowl of rice.

"Fat aunt, you go back first, people are inseparable at home, I will clean up by myself."

"Okay, drink less, you have to go to work tomorrow."

Luo Guanjie now has a sense of proportion, after finishing his meal, he went upstairs with the wine.

Luo Guanjie had just finished washing, and the room was very warm. He had just put on his clothes when the door rang behind him.

Luo Guanjie stared at the door for a long time without regaining his senses. In the past, Suolantu always wore casual sports styles, but today he changed into that neat formal suit.

Luo Guanjie couldn't help admiring the tailor's craftsmanship, fully revealing the advantages of Suolantu's broad shoulders, slender waist, long legs.

"Tsk tsk tsk, what are you doing here? I knew you were going to make a report, but I didn't know you were getting married behind my back."

"Jack."

Suo Lantu could rely on Luo Guanjie for everything, except for this kind of joke, his face would change every time he heard it.

"Come here and let me have a look. You see that you are dressed so formally today, you look like a groom, right? This is the wine brought back from the elder brother's house last time. Let's have a drink, isn't it too much?"

In fact, Luo Guanjie brought the wine back to the house because he wanted to drink it by himself. His nightmare seems to be more serious recently. He doesn't want to be like this around Suo Lantu, he doesn't want Suo Lantu to worry.

Suo Lantu was about to take off his coat, Luo Guanjie stretched out his hand and pressed:

"Don't take it off, I haven't seen enough."

Luo Guanjie has always recognized Suolantu's handsomeness, but he always felt that Suorantu looked like a school girl in his school days, clean and pure, but he always had a student air. Afterwards, a wave of abstinent elite fans rushed towards us.

"Brother Jie likes it, so I won't take it off."

Suolantu rushed back from Dongshan in a hurry. Once he entered the house, the beauty came out of the bath. No matter how saintly he was, he had to fight with heaven and man. He leaned in front of Luo Guanjie, lowered his head, and looked at Luo Guanjie, who was still rosy with water vapor. Faceless, his heart was hit hard and beat violently.

"Brother Jie, you are so pretty. In fact, I remember you from the first time I saw you."

"Tch, don't say nice things, you didn't remember me at that time."

Luo Guanjie was a little afraid of Suolantu, he knew how strong Suorantu's demand was, and yesterday's refusal made him feel guilty, and today he is still not ready.

Before going upstairs, he only took a water glass. He poured a glass and handed it to Solantu:

"It's difficult at home. I've given you the only wine glass. I'm against the bottle."

Suo Lantu knew that Luo Guanjie was a good drinker, so he took the glass, and this one was worth four or five taels: "Brother Jie, do you want to drink me?"

"Tsk, are you afraid?"

"Come."

"Today is our wedding wine?" Suolantu blinked.

"Ah? Doesn't it count? I dress like this, you look very pretty." Luo Guanjie just casually said that he was still in his pajamas after taking a shower.

"Brother Jie, please wear a formal suit. I have never seen you in a formal suit."

"Ah? No need?"

Luo Guanjie was in a dilemma, what a lie needed countless lies to support, he just wanted to get himself drunk, who knew it would be so troublesome, but he couldn't survive Suolantu's soft and hard feelings, found a white shirt with dark stripes pants.

"How about it, does it match you? I don't have a suit jacket, so I won't wear a tie."

"Looks good, Brother Jie, you look good in anything you wear."

Suo Lantu raised the tea mug as big as a water glass, and Luo Guanjie directly picked up the wine bottle. The two of them folded their arms, raised their heads, and poured the wine into their stomachs, which was rather simple but bold enough.

After Suo Lantu finished drinking, Luo Guanjie was still pouring alcohol into his stomach, and he hurriedly grabbed the bottle:

"Brother Jie, stop drinking."

"It's okay, we are very happy today, I am happy."

"Brother Jie, don't lie to me, I know..."

Luo Guanjie was about to go up to grab it, but when he heard Suolantu's lonely voice, his heart also tugged.

"Lan Tu, don't think too much, I...I...just have nightmares recently, I can't sleep well."

"Is it because he is?"

Luo Guanjie didn't know whether to nod or shake his head, obviously he swore he would never mention this person again, but the shadow he cast on him was always so lingering.

"You struggled in my arms several times last night, and I know it all."

The two of them were still squeezed into the lower bunk last night, but Luo Guanjie started to have nightmares not long after falling asleep, muttering non-stop, and his hands and feet began to resist Suo Lantu's embrace until Suo Lantu comforted him. Patting the man on the back, he calmed down.

So Lantu didn't sleep that night afterwards, he couldn't fall asleep, seeing Luo Guanjie still frowning even in his dream, his heart was pierced.

Luo Guanjie didn't know what to say, Suo Lantu could always easily see his disguise, he wanted to hide alone and get through this most difficult period, he hoped that when he appeared, he would be healthy and sunny , instead of being disturbed by nightmares from time to time.

"Lan Tu, I don't know how to speak. There may not be many men who are troubled by me. I can't say it. I want to be alone and come to you when I get better. I don't want to be hurt because of myself. influence you."

"Brother Jie, why do you want to carry it by yourself? I won't let you alone. I was the one who was wrong in this matter. You should punish me, not yourself."

"I'm not punishing myself, I just can't pass this test in my heart for the time being, every time you touch me, intellectually I know it's you, but those disgusting memories are like tentacles sticking out of the swamp, pulling me into the quagmire, I don't even dare to close my eyes, even when I fall asleep, these unbearable memories always appear in my dreams, I don't know how long it will take to get back to normal, maybe soon, maybe..."

Luo Guanjie completely let go of his dignity as a man. This is his lifelong scar. Even if the surface is healed, only he knows what kind of gully is hidden under the smooth surface.

He can hide it from the whole world, but he can't hide it from Suolantu.

"Brother Jie, blame me, blame me for being too impatient."

Suo Lantu put down his glass and wine bottle, and gently hugged Luo Guanjie. He had seen this person's fragility and strength before, but his helplessness made him feel an unprecedented resentment and powerlessness. cut.

"I don't blame you, it's because I recovered too slowly, and I can't forget it."

"Why do you always have to criticize yourself? This is not your problem."

Luo Guanjie just gulped too hard, and now his feet are a little bit cottony.

Suo Lantu walked towards the bed with his support: "Brother Jie, don't carry it by yourself, I'm here."

Luo Guanjie put his arms around Suo Lantu's neck: "Lantu, I don't know what to say, every time you approach me, sometimes I see your face, sometimes it's him, I instinctively can't let go, and I don't want to This is me……"

"Brother Jie, do you know what is the most thorough way to delete?"

Luo Guanjie raised his head in confusion, looking at Suolantu's face.

"Instead of emptying the trash after deleting, it replaces the file."

Luo Guanjie seemed to understand a little bit, seemed a little bit confused: "Replace?"

Solantu gently laid the man flat on the bed, turned sideways and asked, "Brother Jie, are you willing?"

"As long as I can forget these things, of course I would."

"Think about it and don't regret it."

Luo Guanjie had nowhere to seek medicine for a long time. He even wanted to go to a psychological counselor, but out of face, he endured it again. Now he is in a hurry to go to the doctor.

"No regrets."

When Suo Lantu heard this, he kissed him without saying a word. Before Luo Guanjie could understand what was going on, his teeth had already been pried open. He still wanted to escape instinctively, but one hand had been firmly grasped. Pressing down on the bed, even his neck was fixed by Solantu's big hand, and he couldn't move at all. He was still clear-headed and would not really resist biting at all, but all the resistance and fear in his heart were mobilized, and he began to violently bite. struggle.

Suolantu has an absolute advantage in strength, even though Luo Guanjie is thumping under him, he will not be moved. He knows that Luo Guanjie has not come out, and neither has he, but he does not allow any kind of relationship between him and Luo Guanjie. No one deserves to be mentioned, especially that person's name.

Luo Guanjie's saliva flowed down to his chin, he struggled, but he also enjoyed it, he knew who the person in front of him was, but he couldn't fully accept such intimate contact.

The hairs on his body stood on end, rationality told him to let him enjoy it, but as soon as he relaxed, the suffocating feeling of being forced|forced and invaded made him instinctively want to resist and run away.

Suo Lantu was less restrained after drinking, knowing that he might hurt Luo Guanjie, but he just couldn't let go, and couldn't let this person continue to reject him.

The last trace of reason before losing control forced him to stop:

"Brother Jie, if you don't want to, I will stop, but there is only this chance. After that, no matter how much you cry or beg me, I will not stop. I will make you remember thoroughly that you are mine. It belongs only to me.”

Luo Guanjie just didn't recover mentally, but his body was still very normal. How could he bear such flirtatiousness? What's more, his reaction just now was far better than he thought. He gasped and said:

"No regrets."

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