Facing scumbags, I choose BE

City S.

It was raining, with a drizzle hanging over a darkened sky.

The damp feeling unique to rainy days makes Jing Huan feel extremely comfortable, as if the inner world is flowing with the pattering rain.

He never knew how to calm down and feel the world, every flower and grass are so peaceful and serene.

In the past, following Chu Qing's wanderings, staying up all night and working overtime, thinking about plans and brainstorming, there was never a moment when he could really calm down and look at the plants and trees around him, and he never felt that the world was so beautiful.

Apart from the people you love and the things you care about, open your heart to embrace the world. There are so many interesting things, and there are things that can relax you everywhere. The world is actually very worthwhile.

Thinking back some time ago, he suspected that Chu Qing had an affair. In Chu Qing's growing indifference to him, he felt sad and gloomy, and his whole body was shrouded in the depression of death.

Now, it has been half a month since he left the house that suffocated him.

Stopping and stopping in every place, his home was placed in the journey and became an uncertain place.

Every time he went to a place, he stopped for a short time after seeing the scenery along the way, and then hurriedly left, turning on the button for the next scenery.

Suddenly, he felt that this was the life he should have.

He was in an ancient town with gardens, and the pattering rain did not stop the enthusiasm of the tourists. They were wearing raincoats, wearing three shirts, or walking alone, or two people side by side under an umbrella.

In the rainy days, the garden still welcomes countless distinguished guests who admire him.

Jing Huan walked inside, and he came to a long and inaccessible corridor. On the left side of the corridor was a small flower garden, which was full of red willows and green flowers. The cold weather has passed and spring has come. These early spring flowers are in the courtyard Competing to open up, it has a different taste from the drizzle.

Jing Huan stepped forward, put her hand into the drizzle, and touched an unknown green leaf. It was icy and cool to the touch. There was some sand on the leaf, and the flower bud had already sprouted tender red petals. You can meet, As long as the temperature continues to rise, within three days, those flower buds will all bloom into

The most beautiful words in the sun.

At this time, a little snail crawled over the green leaf. It slowly crawled forward step by step. After passing a leaf, it stepped on the air and fell down. Jing Huan hurriedly followed its sight. It was found that the snail had fallen into the mud.

He felt a little regretful, the snail crawled slowly, and he didn't know how much time and energy he had spent to climb such a high leaf, but now he was knocked down by a small wind.

It's like a man who has struggled to success and is suddenly abandoned.

Touching the scene, he felt how similar he was to this snail.

Accompany Chu Qing to struggle silently, and when he succeeds, it is also when he disarms and returns to the field.

After the snail fell, Chu Qing originally thought that he would crawl on the ground, but unexpectedly, it paused for a few seconds and began to crawl down like a tree root, step by step, and it took an unknown amount of time.

Jing Huan just watched there, watching the snail slowly move its body up from the ground to the gray-brown tree trunk, and then climb faster and faster, struggling upward.

Seeing this, he smiled.

This is a snail with perseverance and perseverance.

Not afraid of failure, tenacious upward, as if there is faith in the heart, and do not give up easily.

What about him?

He didn't give up easily. When he felt Chu Qing's emotional changes towards him, he didn't expose it on the spot, but quietly paid attention behind him.

He felt that what he did must be worthy of the emperor, and Chu Qing would understand and see it.

He has been in their so-called home, silent and patient.

finally--

He saw that the snail successfully climbed the leaves.

He laughed at himself, he was not as good as a snail, he didn't succeed.

In the end, he couldn't hold on to the scorching days like entering a sea of ​​fire.

After more than ten years of hard work and no regrets, in the end, only a whole body of patients and emotional betrayal were left behind.

There is still a difference between humans and animals. They don't have the pain and troubles of emotions and desires. The world is simple, and they don't have so many desires and melancholy.

For the snail, if he failed, he would do it all over again, but he failed once, so he dared not do it again.

There are not so many more than ten years in life for him to start over.

He chose to leave.

Forget everything and live a new life.

Jing Huan's hands were so cold in the rain, he pulled them back and wiped them with a tissue.

At this moment, he was extremely awake and peaceful.

It's good to think about some things.

Just like now, when he recalled everything he had with Chu Qing before, he just smiled a few times as if resigned to his fate, the unspeakable anxiety before was no longer in his heart, he accepted this established fact.

The past cannot be traced, and indulging in the past will not change anything.

He was sad, and he was the only one who was hurt. So, what reason did he have to continue to be decadent?

Jing Huan continued to walk forward, the corridor was oval, and he turned along the corridor involuntarily as he walked, and it was the same in life, one had to learn to turn a corner when a straight road was impassable.

Change your way of life and everything will be solved.

His heart seemed to be filled with the vastness of heaven and earth.

He went out to play for a while, saw the scenic spots in the world, and ate delicious snacks in the countryside, and his regrets were a little less.

At this moment, he felt that it was no big deal if he fell to the ground and died immediately.

This garden is huge.

He swayed slowly, feeling so fulfilled with every step he took.

When he finished walking the whole forest, the rain gradually stopped, and the dark sky became even darker.

He walked to the small alley in the back street and bought a bowl of tofu nao, and walked while eating.

He has already booked the hotel for tonight.

Going out by yourself is equivalent to traveling poorly, and the address he chose is the most economical.

In the evening, he ate something casually outside and took a taxi to the hotel.

It was raining outside, and the first thing he did when he came back was to take a shower and change clothes.

His medicine is about to run out recently.

When the hot water flowed through the chest, there was a faint pain.

Jing Huan frowned, not knowing how long he could last.

I hope that before I completely fall down, I can still visit a few more scenic spots, step on the rich land under my feet, smell the fragrant air more, and see more of this lively and loving fireworks world.

He slapped the body wash on his legs and around his upper body.

Because with the spread of the disease, now his arms and abdomen sometimes hurt, and he can't bear that feeling when he rubs with shower gel.

Jing Huan smiled wryly, maybe within a few days, his legs would start to hurt. At that time, it would be difficult for him to walk.

After washing, he put on a loose pajamas.

I took the medicine.

Feeling tired, he sat down on the bed.

Then the door rang.

Jing Huan had no choice but to put away the strong sense of fatigue, thinking that it was probably the waiter of the hotel.

The moment the door opens.

It was as if his whole body had been struck by lightning, and he couldn't stop shaking.

Clear---

Why is he here?

It's been half a month, and he felt that he hadn't seen this face for too long.

Chu Qing was dressed in travel and dust, and seemed to come here in a hurry.

His face is not as delicate as before, and his beard is unshaven. How can he still look like an elite president?

The moment Chu Qing saw him, the corners of his mouth twitched, and he immediately pushed the door open and hugged Jiang Huan in his arms.

"Huanhuan—" The real feeling came back.

God knows how he has spent the past half month, like a walking dead every day, and even the company often asks for leave.

He stayed in the house he and Jing Huan bought together, sniffing the poor residue left by Jing Huan over and over again.

He seemed to be ten years older, and his soul was finally found by him.

These days, he mobilized all his connections, and through layers of connections, he finally tracked him down.

When his subordinates told him that he saw Jing Huan in S City, he was so excited that he almost fainted.

Along the way, I almost didn't have a good rest. After two days of driving, I finally came here.

This is the place where he lost his soul.

He hugged the people around him tightly, and he wanted to feel the beauty of it.

Chu Qing whispered Jing Huan's name over and over again.

It was as if he wanted to knead him into his flesh and blood.

"Stabbed—" He was thrown away by a strong force, and he was pushed away before he could stand firmly on his feet. He staggered two steps and almost fell.

Looking up, Jing Huan looked at him calmly, without any surprise in her eyes: "Why are you here?"

That indifferent look, as if he was an unexpected guest, he couldn't arouse the slightest interest at all.

Chu Qing's smile froze at the corner of his mouth, and then he seemed to understand something, looked at Jing Huan, and stepped forward to hug him again: "Huanhuan, listen to me."

Jing Huan took a few steps back, avoiding his embrace, and kept a certain distance from him: "Chu Qing, I'm not interested in listening to your explanation."

Please swallow all his words back into his stomach, don't say another word in front of him.

He frowned, and the feeling of irritability and nausea came up again.

Chu Qing stood still, seeing his repulsive appearance, felt a throbbing pain in his heart, his Huanhuan began to keep a distance from him, no longer caring about his embrace, no longer wanting to listen to his explanation.

But I, driving all the way here, just want to confess all the sins to him, and he wants to beg from him, hoping that Jing Huan can forgive him.

He wants to treat him to their home.

Obviously, Chu Qing didn't understand Jing Huan's determination at this time.

He lowered his voice, pleading with invisibility: "Huanhuan, these days, do you really miss brother at all?"

Jing Huan looked at him with a face like dirt, her eyes were like dead wood, and she didn't respond at all.

Chu Qing continued: "Brother, I haven't been able to sleep well for the past few days, and my mind is full of you."

Jing Huan suddenly pulled the corner of his mouth and smiled: "Miss me?"

If it was in the past, when he heard that Chu Qing came back to see him after a business trip for a few days, and said these words, he must have been so moved that he couldn't help himself, but now he just wanted to hehe a few times.

Chu Qing immediately said: "Huanhuan, you heard from my brother, didn't we meet for a lifetime? Brother, it's just, just."

"Just what?" Jing Huan looked straight at him: "It's just that I raised someone else outside and pretended to come back every day as if nothing happened, disgusting me for three years, isn't it?"

Chu Qing was stunned, looking at him, pain flashed across his face, what kind of bastard did he do, he actually felt that Jing Huan was suffocating halfway, and wanted to go out to get some air.

But as soon as this breath came out, he was like a lost lamb, following his own feelings and going farther and farther, and by the time he came back to his senses, it was too late.

"Brother was wrong, can you forgive my brother?" Chu Qing struggled to spit out these humble words that he would never say.

But now Jing Huan wants to listen, he can say it ten thousand times.

Jing Huan looked at him for a long time, and finally, his voice dried up: "You know, if you had done this earlier, I would not have appeared here."

What has been done is done, and the damage has already been done, how can it be eliminated with two or three apologies?

Is Jing Huan so cheap?

Years of betrayal, let him be relieved with a few words?

How did Chu Qing become ignorant of him?

Is he this kind of person?

"Huanhuan, I don't ask you to forgive me, can you go home with me first? Let's go home." Chu Qing almost begged, and he stretched out his hand like Jing Huan.

Jing Huan watched indifferently, but did not respond.

Chu Qing stepped forward, Jing Huan said, "Stop."

Chu Qing stopped immediately.

Jing Huan's eyes were full of tiredness, and he said, "Chu Qing, why don't you understand that the moment you cheated on us, we were finished."

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