go with the wind

To me, love is not a skin-to-skin relationship, not a vegetable or a meal, it is an immortal desire, a dream of a hero in a tired life. ——Duras But what is love to Cao Yiran?

It's also not a skin-to-skin relationship, and it's not a vegetable or a meal. In his current body, blood, mind, and soul, he still has the feeling of falling in love with Lin Xiaoqi back then. Any influence of external substances, at that time, he felt that it was his light, illuminating the wilderness in his heart, and it was a clear spring, washing away the filth in his heart.

To him, love is a kind of pure beauty.

However, Lin Xiaoqi died, so he didn't think about the word love for many years.

Even for Zhou Yan, he later thought it was a deep brotherly feeling that he didn't want to lose. As for Xue Lu, he thought he had already fallen in love with her, but later he saw her talking and laughing with Bai Yi, and Bai Yi Holding hands, he was just angry at Bai Yi for prying the corner of the wall, and he didn't seem to feel much pain. Therefore, Xue Lu didn't want her for him, she was just a person who could give up as soon as possible.

What is love to him?

Cao Yiran turned his head and glanced at Bai Shu who was driving. Bai Shu was driving with sunglasses on to avoid strong light, with a straight face, but he didn't feel serious.

Cao Yiran turned his face away again, and leaned on the back of the chair to go to sleep. He felt that there was nothing to think about love, but his aching mind due to altitude sickness kept thinking about the word love.

After going down the mountain, Cao Yiran's altitude sickness became much lighter. He ate less for lunch, so he became hungry. He found a bag of sauced meat and started to eat it. Seeing Bai Shu turned his head to look at him, he took a piece Leaning over to feed him, Bai Shu received such good treatment for the first time. He ate it with a smile on his face, and then suggested to Cao Yiran, "Eating more fruits is good for altitude sickness. Don't eat so much meat, take out the fruits and eat them." .”

Complaining about his long-windedness, Cao Yiran took out the pears, and began to gnaw the pears until his hands were full of juice. He wiped the paper again, and took out another pear and ate it.

Seeing him like this, Bai Shu laughed and said, "I think you always eat like a child."

Cao Yiran was offended by what he said, "Who is childish?"

Bai Shu quickly shut up, "Pretend I didn't say anything."

On the third day, there was no road for them to go, so they drove up along a river. Basically, there was no road condition, it kept bumping, and the driving was very difficult. They were going to drive I went to stay overnight in a Tibetan village, but the situation did not allow me to set up a tent on the large open space by the river for the night.

Perhaps Cao Yiran really wanted to show Bai Shu that even if he had severe altitude sickness, he would help to set up the tent and scoop water.Bai Shu told him to sit down, but he didn't listen.

A young man named Ye Zi in another car went to the river to scoop water together, so he came to talk to Cao Yiran. He had altitude sickness, his brain reacted slowly, and he didn't remember much of what he said. In the end, he exchanged contact information with this leaf, saying that he could contact him when he went back.

On this riverside, there is shallow grass growing, and on the opposite side is a hillside. The trees are already turning yellow, but the grass is still green.

The tent was set up, and the gasoline stove was lit, and there was canned soup boiling in the pot, because this is on a high plateau, the water can’t cook anything at all, so we can only use cooked cans to boil water, but it’s always good to drink some hot soup .

Everyone gathered around the stove eating dinner and talking, talking and laughing, and everything was fine.

Cao Yiran was originally a bit of a crazy character, since he went to the plateau, he had been reacting, so he was silent and kept quiet, sitting next to Bai Shu, listening to Bai Shu chatting with these people.

Some of the people in this motorcade have been to many places and have a lot of experience. Listening to Cao Yiran, he felt that this kind of life was indeed more exciting than his own.

As for Bai Shu, who was able to chat with them, he found that he was also experienced. For some reason, an inexplicable feeling arose in his heart, which seemed to be joy.

Because of the large temperature difference between day and night, everyone preferred to nest in tents rather than around the fire, and also to save gasoline, so they extinguished the gasoline stove early, so everyone went to sleep in tents early.

Considering comfort, and it was not too cold in late summer, Bai Shu brought two double sleeping bags, one with Cao Yiran. After lying down, Bai Shu asked Cao Yiran in a low voice, "You and that little leaf Talk and laugh and say something, and see that you also gave him the contact information."

Cao Yiran still had a headache, couldn't sleep well, and also had a bad temper because of the pain, and said, "What does it have to do with you?"

Bai Shu stretched out his hand from the sleeping bag, patted Cao Yiran's forehead again, and said, "I didn't say it had anything to do with me, I just asked. Besides, that Xiaoye is not in the same city as us, are you going to Go back and contact him?"

Saying so, Bai Shu laughed.

Cao Yiran said, "It's not easy to get in touch. If I just like it, what if he's on the other side of the world?"

Bai Shu still smiled, and said, "You said that, have you considered that the person is me?"

Cao Yiran grabbed his hand in the dark and said, "You let me do it?"

Bai Shu took his hand back, "Let's talk about this issue when we get back."

Cao Yiran snorted and stopped talking.

Maybe I still feel secretly refreshed by Bai Shu's "jealous" behavior.

Cao Yiran couldn't fall asleep very much, and even had nightmares when he fell asleep, and even cried out.

Bai Shu was woken up by his voice, fumbled to turn on the flashlight, and saw Cao Yiran frowning, short of breath, cursing and shouting vaguely with his mouth open, but when he listened carefully, what he shouted was "I want to Kill you, I'm going to kill you..." and "Damn you..."

He kept repeating these two sentences, which surprised Bai Shu who heard it, and he thought of the time when Cao Yiran was drunk and brought home by him, Cao Yiran also said this in his dream.

He didn't think much about it before, but now he immediately realized whether Cao Yiran had been stimulated or had psychological shadows, and this matter had a great impact on him, so that he dreamed about it every time he had nightmares.

Bai Shu woke up Cao Yiran and poured the hot water from the kettle for him to drink. Cao Yiran had a headache and was in a trance, so he leaned on Bai Shu's body.

Bai Shu supported him, didn't ask him what nightmare he was doing, but put the two sleeping bags together.

When he fell asleep again, Cao Yiran was in a daze with his eyes open because of the nightmare just now, Bai Shu covered his eyes and forehead with his hands, and said, "Go to sleep."

Although this kind of sleeping bag for summer is spacious, its function of keeping warm is not particularly good. After the two of them slept together, Cao Yiran, who was a little fragile, suddenly regarded Bai Shu as Zhou Yan back then, and buried his face in the socket of his shoulder and neck Afterwards, although he still did not fall into a peaceful deep sleep, Cao Yiran finally did not have that nightmare again. In this way, a night passed and a new day began.

Maybe everyone heard some movement from Bai Shu and Cao Yiran last night, so Ma Ge, the captain of the team, came over to express his condolences. He didn't ask Cao Yiran, but the easy-going and hearty Bai Shu.

Bai Shu shook his head with a smile, and said, "It's nothing, it's just a common thing for altitude sickness, and I had a nightmare."

Ma Ge heard that it was just like this, so he thought it was nothing, and he didn't ask any more questions.

After breakfast, Cao Yiran helped put away the things, Bai Shu said to him, "After these two days, you've gotten used to it, and you're doing well."

Cao Yiran said fiercely to him, "I'm not a fool, why don't I know how to do it after reading it once?"

Bai Shu leaned in front of him with a smile, "Yes, you are very smart."

Because it was too close, Cao Yiran slapped him on the face. Although he slapped him, but because of his weak strength, it was like stroking him. After he slapped him like this, Cao Yiran was about to walk over , So with such a mistake, Bai Shu thought that Cao Yiran was going to come over to kiss him, and was ecstatic in his heart.Unexpectedly, Cao Yiran just walked away, making him express his wrong feelings, and he was happy in vain.

After getting in the car, Bai Shu expressed the fact that he thought Cao Yiran was going to kiss him just now, Cao Yiran glanced at him speechlessly, and said, "Bearded face, you look like this, there is no place to kiss him. "

As soon as Bai Shu heard what he said, he immediately answered, "So it looks like this? Then I'll shave my beard tonight." I don't know if he was deliberately joking or really wanted to do it.

Cao Yiran just snorted and ignored him.

At noon that day, they arrived at the Tibetan village they were scheduled to pass through. Some Tibetans received them. Someone in Ma Ge’s convoy was doing folklore research and started to work. He would stay here and not move forward. There was another car because they didn't know what the disagreement was, so they didn't leave, and they wanted to go back.

So, when they set off in the afternoon, there were only three cars including Bai Shu and the others.

Cao Yiran looked at their destination with a map, and said, "It's not that far away."

Bai Shu said, "The vacation is not long enough, so we can only go so far. Last time I came, I was with an expedition team, and there were two Americans and one Australian."

Cao Yiran nodded and said suddenly, "Actually, I really want to go to the grasslands of Australia."

Bai Shu looked at him, "Go if you want."

Cao Yiran said, "Do you have time?"

Bai Shu was stunned for a moment by his words, as if he couldn't believe it, Cao Yiran looked at him and pulled his beard, Bai Shu yelled, "What are you doing! "

Cao Yiran glared at him, so Bai Shu hurriedly smiled and said, "I just can't believe you want to be with me so much."

Cao Yiran then scolded, "Fart, who wants to be with you."

Bai Shu laughed, "Okay, I want to go with you, go with you."