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Bai Shu went out to meet Zhou Yan.

It was in an entertainment center under Zhou Yan's management.

The reception room is a generous and elegant Western-style room. Zhou Yan personally welcomed Bai Shu into the room, and Zhou Yan asked the secretary to make tea. He poured tea for Bai Shu himself and asked the secretary to go out.

Sitting on the sofa, Bai Shu saw that Zhou Yan was indeed an excellent person, and Zhou Yan and Cao Yiran had played together since childhood, so it was no wonder that Cao Yiran thought he was in love with Zhou Yan when he had no one else to pin his love on.

In fact, love is something that is difficult to explain clearly. Everyone tried their best to deny that Cao Yiran's feelings for Zhou Yan must not be love. Bai Shu also behaved like this in front of Cao Yiran, but he knew in his heart, who knows whether there is love mixed in it Well, maybe there is, if there is an opportunity, the seeds of love will really germinate and grow vigorously, who can tell.

Therefore, Bai Shu came to Zhou Yan now to dig out the seeds of Cao Yiran's love for Zhou Yan.

Not talking about Cao Yiran, but talking about Zhou Yan, Bai Shu knew that Zhou Yan had a complete brotherly affection for Cao Yiran, with a brotherhood that grew up together since he was a child, because he was older than Cao Yiran, and he was born to learn about the world and his elder brother than Cao Yiran. Therefore, he should still have a kind of love and protection for Cao Yiran, maybe, there is also a kind of pity.

Although Cao Yiran always behaved in a messy and fierce manner, as long as people who really put their eyes and affection on him would always find a distressing weakness in him, they would involuntarily pity him.

It's just that although she pities him, she can't let him know.

Because he doesn't want others to know his vulnerability.

It is also because he knows that Zhou Yan's feelings for Cao Yiran are pure brotherly affection, so Bai Shu has no sense of a rival in love with him.

Zhou Yan knew that Cao Yiran was the only one he and Bai Shu could talk about, and both of them were short on time, so they didn't waste so much time chatting, so they started the topic straight to the point.

Zhou Yan still respects Baishu as a big brother, after all, Baishu is indeed a few years older.

Zhou Yan asked him, "How did Yiran go back yesterday? I didn't call to ask if I had something to do afterwards."

Bai Shu said, "He went to my house to stay overnight. After that, he was not in a good mood, and he was a little abnormal. I think he must have something on his mind, but I'm not good at asking about it. If I ask him, he probably won't answer."

Zhou Yan took a sip of tea from his teacup, his face was serious, and his eyes were filled with worry, he said, "So you want to ask me?"

Bai Shu nodded, "I think I can learn something from you to untie Yiran's knot. Speaking of which, yesterday was not the first time I heard his crazy words, I have heard them before."

When Bai Shu said this, Zhou Yan seemed a little angry, but he suppressed his anger under his calm face, and said, "His mood is always unstable, don't you often provoke him?"

Bai Shu smiled wryly, and said, "How could I provoke him so often? I just said that when I got angry yesterday. I made an appointment with him. We are in a relationship. It is common sense to be loyal to each other, and he still goes out to mess around. You must be aware of his temperament. He has always been unable to control himself and is unwilling to control himself. This is already annoying enough. He must be changed, but he actually said openly that he was just playing with me, you say Who can stand him? What I said yesterday was just to let him feel how it feels to be let down by others. At least after he understands, he will never say that kind of thing casually. I really didn’t think But he would react so violently, if I knew earlier, how could I provoke him like that."

Bai Shu frowned, his voice was steady but full of helplessness and sorrow, Zhou Yan heard it, he could fully understand Bai Shu's mood, and he also understood him.

Zhou Yan is a smart man, and he is a brother who really cares about Cao Yiran and understands Cao Yiran. Of course, Bai Shu wants to speak the most sincere words with the most sincere attitude in front of him. If he is like this, Zhou Yan will understand him and stand by his side Yes, because Zhou Yan also hoped that Cao Yiran's heart and future would be settled.

Zhou Yandao, "I misunderstood you just now. I understand what you said. Yiran... He often speaks without intention. He was hurt when he was a child, so his personality may have flaws, but in fact he is still a good person. , at least in my opinion, he doesn't bully the weak, and he has his own principles in doing things. Maybe ordinary people can't see his principles, but I know he has a bottom line. From what happened yesterday, I know that he is right for you True feelings, and deep feelings, otherwise, he won't suddenly go crazy because of your words, maybe you want to use those words to let him compare his heart with his heart, but, you know some people can't bear that kind of words, Yiran he The most unbearable thing is emotional betrayal, Brother Bai, I sincerely hope that you will stop arguing with Yiran with that kind of words in the future. Of course, he also needs to learn some lessons before he knows how to respect other people's feelings, but I think You can use other milder methods."

Bai Shu listened carefully to Zhou Yan's narration, and nodded sincerely.

Bai Shu like Zhou Yanhe felt very peaceful about Cao Yiran's affairs, and gradually let go of his existing defenses. He asked about the relationship between Bai Shu and Cao Yiran.

Bai Shu could refuse to answer, but Bai Shu didn't. He probably told about everything between himself and Cao Yiran, such as meeting, going on a trip later, and even seeing Cao Yiran at his house. Having passed his parents, and got the approval of his parents, he gave his heart to Cao Yiran, so what he made was a lifetime plan, but he found that Cao Yiran's worldview and personality were too different from ordinary people's. At that time, he was very angry at Cao Yiran's behavior of not following the rules of relationship, but he had nothing to do with him, so he hoped that Zhou Yan could help him.

When Bai Shu said that he had planned to be with Cao Yiran for the rest of his life, Zhou Yan's hand that was about to hold the teacup paused. He knew this feeling, so he resonated with Bai Shu, and he did indeed He hoped that Cao Yiran would be well, and thought that it would be a good thing for Cao Yiran to get rid of his habit of always doing nothing and swaying, so he absolutely supported Bai Shu.

However, Zhou Yan replied, "A relationship is a matter between two people. Even if I can help, it must be a small favor. The one who really plays a decisive role is you."

Bai Shu said, "That's the case." Having said that, he smiled, with a hearty and firm look in his smile, giving people a sunny feeling, "I am going to fight a protracted war with him, I still don't believe it I can't beat him. Even so, I hope that he can get rid of his demons, come out of the nightmare, and face life and the world with a more positive attitude. I think this is the most important thing. You It’s so good to be with him, I don’t know if he sleeps and has nightmares talking in his sleep when he’s with you, it’s also a nightmare similar to yesterday’s in the parking lot.”

Zhou Yan was stunned by his words, and tapped his fingers on the table twice. He and Cao Yiran were so friendly, and they spent the whole childhood together. Of course, it is impossible not to know about Cao Yiran's nightmare. However, he couldn't get Cao Yiran out of this nightmare, and he couldn't even ask, so it's been up to now.

He felt that Bai Shu was believable, but even if he was believable, he would not tell the whole truth, he just said, "I know he sometimes has nightmares, but I don't know what kind of nightmares he is having. He There was a tutor when I was young, his family has been busy with their own careers, he was brought up by his tutor, but he didn't have a good relationship with his tutor, he often didn't want to go home, I think, it's him The source of nightmares."

In fact, Bai Shu was already suspicious of this matter. He didn't know anything about Cao Yiran. He went to investigate Cao Yiran's childhood. Because of the Cao family's cover-up, he couldn't find out much, so he still There is no definite evidence, but hearing what Zhou Yan said, he knew that this was probably the case.

Although he knew the source of Cao Yiran's nightmare, it was not so easy to solve it.

He has always wanted to pull Cao Yiran out of his original circle of life and into another world, thinking that this would make Cao Yiran better, but his work is too busy, and the time he can spend on Cao Yiran Time is limited, so the effect obtained is really limited.

Bai Shu couldn't help but sighed.

Both Zhou Yan and Bai Shu were caught in their own thoughts. Zhou Yan was thinking about his childhood. His growth was not happy. Cao Yiran's growth seemed to be worse than his. However, Zhou Yan felt that others could understand his pain. Cao Yiran's pain is unknown to others and cannot be understood by others.

Zhou Yan now understands that the strange death of Cao Yiran's tutor is probably caused by Cao Yiran, and he feels pity for Cao Yiran even more for this, and feels that if he was capable earlier, he might be able to use other methods to make that Human beings deserve their crimes, instead of letting Cao Yiran have to bear the psychological burden and guilt of killing after bearing the injuries he suffered when he was a child.

Bai Shu had never thought of giving up his current job before. This was the first time when he thought about taking the time to bring Cao Yiran out of the shadows, he considered that maybe he should give up his current job and do other things Had, for example, traveled the world with Cao Yiran.

After a long silence, Bai Shu asked Zhou Yan, "Yiran can still fear and have nightmares about one thing for so many years. I think it must be because this thing had a great impact on him during his growth, or even a persistent thing. The impact of this incident. I don’t know if you can tell me this incident, because I can only think of a corresponding way to let Yiran get out of the influence of this incident only after I know this incident. Only he can get out of this incident After getting out of the influence of the incident, he will get better and become happier and motivated in the future."

Hearing what he said, Zhou Yan lowered his head in pain, and his voice suppressed the pain, "We were all too young at that time, and we didn't know what to do in the face of capable adults who couldn't deal with them. But you, can you guarantee that you Yiran's heart will never change, if I can guarantee it, then I can tell you my guess."

Bai Shu looked at him, like a mountain, deep and solemn, as if it could remain unchanged forever, he said, "Our Bai family has been monogamous since hundreds of years ago, and there has never been a case of betrayal. , we would rather be single for life than marry at will. Maybe you can't believe from the bottom of your heart how long my love for Yiran can last, so I can only use my family to convince you. In this society, everything is changing It's too fast, but if there is anything that is stable, I think it can only be feelings, because human history is so long, and human beings sing all about feelings, dearness and love. I am willing to stick to this feeling for the rest of my life People, because they don’t want to let the whole person lose their place because of the change of feelings.”

It was the first time for Zhou Yan to hear people talking about feelings like this, and he couldn't help but think of Yi Ning for a moment. He seemed to suddenly understand why he loved him like that. There is an eternal and stable existence there, his person is stable and peaceful, his feelings are stable and steadfast, because his external world is too flashy and changes too fast, so the stable pure land that Yi Ning brought to him , is the sacred place in his heart that he is unwilling to give up in his life and wants to keep forever.

Zhou Yan was moved, and even his fingers were trembling. He took a deep breath, and said to Bai Shu, "When Yiran was young, he was molested by his male tutor for a long time. I also guessed it through my own observation. , At that time, his parents didn't know. Yiran looked indulgent, but in fact it was the best way to save face, and there was no way to talk about this kind of thing, he endured everything, and he would rather everyone not know. "

Although Bai Shu guessed that Cao Yiran was treated unfairly when he was a child, he never thought about such a thing. At that moment, his face turned pale, and his eyes became completely cold. It seems to be a thousand-year-old glacier, cold and painful.