go with the wind

The disadvantages of both parents being career-oriented strongmen became more obvious at this time. Cao Yiran not only suffered physical trauma, but also had serious psychological problems. The Cao family did pay attention to this, but it was obviously not enough. They sent Cao Yiran to the Going to country A, they thought that Cao Yiran would gradually forget about Ruan Jun's affairs after leaving the original environment, but they were clearly thinking that the situation was impossible to happen because of their own cleverness.

Ordinary people would probably let their mother stay with the child at this time, and accompany him through the most difficult and painful period of time in his heart, but Zhao Yue is really busy. She cared about her son, but she did leave him in that strange country and ran away by herself.

Cao Yiran did live a decent life in the first period of time abroad, he had a nanny to take care of him, and a dedicated oral English teacher, and a lot of money for him to squander, so his life was very good.

The turning point of the matter was that he mixed up with a group of children from country A, and the fights did not happen very much, but his private life in an open country like country A was even more corrupt.

After an extremely fatal incident happened to him, the Cao family had no choice but to take him back to the country. At least keeping him by his side was easy to manage, and if something went wrong, it could be resolved.

What is this fatal thing?He almost killed a strong male classmate from country A because he smoked too much marijuana at a sexparty with a group of men and women.

Because there were so many people at the scene, the tragedy did not happen.

When I heard that this kind of thing happened to the child, Zhao Yue almost fainted. Let alone the promiscuity, he actually smoked marijuana and killed someone again. The Cao family was really frightened by him. Zhao Yue dropped everything and ran to country A The son was escorted back to the country again.

When asked why Cao Yiran wanted to kill that male classmate, he just looked at the floor in silence and didn't speak. When Zhao Yue asked again, he threw himself into Zhao Yue's arms tall, leaning on his mother's shoulder. He didn't speak, he was quiet but exuded a melancholy atmosphere. Seeing him like this, Zhao Yue couldn't ask any more questions.

They originally decided to ask Cao Yiran to see a psychiatrist. They felt that Ruan Jun's matter caused Cao Yiran's psychological problems, but after Cao Yiran brought this up, Cao Yiran was very angry and he didn't want to go.

Cao Yiran has always loved his mother very much, but this time when Zhao Yue persuaded him, he said directly, "Do you think I am a lunatic? If you think I am, just send me to a lunatic asylum. Send me to see what kind of psychological doctor."

He spoke so decisively that Zhao Yue couldn't speak anymore. Tears filled his eyes on the spot, but he said regretfully that he was sorry, and his mother was sorry for him.

Cao Yiran's eyes were moist at the time, staring blankly at the patterned decorations in the room.

So the matter remained unresolved, and Cao Yiran started his high school life again from the first year of high school after returning to China.

Because he wasted a year in country A, he was one class lower than Zhou Yan after returning to China, but the two are still in the same school, so it's okay.

The two are often mixed together, and can even eat, sleep, and wear the same clothes, and even women can share them.So good that other brothers can't compare.

Perhaps it was indeed Zhou Yan's care and concern for him, as well as his friendly personality that healed Cao Yiran to a certain extent. He had nothing to do with him for a while, and he had to be with Zhou Yan almost every day. Son, with Zhou Yan taking care of him, there is no chance for anything to happen to him.

Cao Yiran's fairly normal behavior during this time finally reassured the Cao family, and they knew how important Zhou Yan was to Cao Yiran.

Cao Yiran is very playful on the outside, and he can play with fun, to the point of being a little crazy, but in his heart, he is very calm and deserted, like a barren wilderness, the sky is black and heavy, and the sky is falling again. Snowy, cold, and bleak.

The gloomy eyes in his eyes are often frightening, but because of his wealth, there are many people who follow him, so it can be said that he responds to everything.

Another event that was very important to him happened during his sophomore year of high school.

He met Zhou Yan's younger brother, Lin Xiaoqi. Lin Xiaoqi and Zhou Yan didn't have the slightest resemblance, they looked different, and their temperaments were even more different.

Maybe he is Zhou Yan's younger brother, maybe he is really good-looking, and he is so innocent. Cao Yiran has a feeling of liking for him since he saw him, so he keeps playing tricks to tease others. It's not something that happens often, and it can even be said that things rarely happen.

The subsequent contact made him like Lin Xiaoqi even more, why did he like it?

He felt that Lin Xiaoqi was like a bud that had just grown under the spring sun, green in the bright spring light, swaying with the breeze, so beautiful, so beautiful that it seemed not to be stained by a speck of dust.

When Cao Yiran saw him, he felt that green shoots had grown in his piece of wasteland. Maybe in the future, there would be a piece of green with sky high and wide, and beautiful flowers would bloom.

He wants to get in touch with him, and when he sees him, he can feel soft in his heart, as if the whole person has been drunk in the spring breeze, Tao Taoran just wants to look at him tenderly, stare at him, watch him smile, and he can smile unconsciously Get up and listen to him, it's like singing a sweet song in your heart.

During this period of time, he really forgot everything about Ruan Jun, as if this person had never appeared in his life.

Cao Yiran felt that he had found hope in life, and even started to study seriously. He quit looking for women, smoking and drinking, and nightlife.

I don't know if it's because of his special physique, or because he has a single mind—he can ignore the whole world, and only focus on the person or something he wants to pay attention to.Therefore, he is not easy to be addicted to anything, such as tobacco and alcohol, such as marijuana, such as women, but maybe it is also like this, the person who hits his heart often becomes his death spot.

Perhaps, he is simple, and he is simply a mess.

Zhou Yan even understood this characteristic of him, so since he was surrounded by him since he was a child, he felt that no matter how powerful he became, he should be the one to be covered.

Because if you don't cover him, the softness under his powerful shell will still hurt.

It happened too suddenly, that is, Lin Xiaoqi died suddenly in a car accident.

When Cao Yiran heard the news, he just wanted to laugh, saying how could this be possible, after all, he had just met him not long ago.

But he knew that Zhou Yan didn't need to lie to him, so he laughed and cried.

He went to Lin Xiaoqi's funeral. On the cold tombstone was a photo of Lin Xiaoqi wearing a prince's uniform. He was so beautiful, but Cao Yiran couldn't help crying when he saw it. The wilderness was shrouded in thicker dark clouds again, and it began to snow, and after the snow melted, the wilderness was muddy, and he stood in the mud, feeling that there would be no more sunshine, no more sprouts.

He didn't know how he returned home from the cemetery. After returning home, he began to hide in the dark room at home and play games. During this time, he locked his heart in that wasteland. The little child stood alone in the wilderness, the cold rain and snow, the mud under his feet, no sunlight, and it was not clean.

He even showed signs of splitting his personality, one part was split into Lin Xiaoqi, and the other part was himself.

Because of the long game, he even had hallucinations, thinking that Lin Xiaoqi was not dead, that he was still alive, right next to him, talking to himself, leaning on the sofa chair with half-closed eyes and muttering to himself.

It was a severe cold that attacked him. He had a fever and was sent to the hospital by Cao's family. He slowly woke up with the care and company of his parents.

He survived this time completely by himself, because his parents didn't know that he was in love, and they didn't care if he was broken in love again. Even Zhou Yan didn't care about him, and didn't come to see him, because Zhou Yan was as sad as he was— —He lost his dear and lovely brother.

Afterwards, Cao Yiran had a feeling that he killed Lin Xiaoqi. He felt that he was a murderer, and God would never give him sunshine. Just because he fell in love with Lin Xiaoqi, God took Lin Xiaoqi back.

Cao Yiran's wasteland became even darker, and it seemed that the sun would no longer be allowed to shine in, because even if the sun shines in, the sky will still take it away.

No matter how much grief, time will not stop, it flows slowly, he has also advanced from high school to university, and often sees loving couples, he always feels very sad when he sees them, and has a feeling of wanting to destroy impulse.

However, he knew he couldn't be crazy, so he suppressed it and lived his life as a playboy.

He has almost become a nocturnal vampire, he is completely nocturnal, because he hardly basks in the sun, so his skin is so white that no girl can match it, but he often has no blood color, so he is white and miserable. People think it's scary, but he still has long and narrow phoenix eyes, a high nose bridge, and a thin face that basically has no flesh, but a fleshy chin. If it weren't for the thin lips that lacked blood but were pale, then he wouldn't have Makeup put lipstick on his mouth, and he could be a vampire in his own right.

He thinks life is just like that, neither good nor bad, as long as you don't die, you can live like this, life is nothing special, if you have wine today, you will be drunk today.

Although he thought he was fine, most of the people around him felt that he was gloomy and ruthless, and he was full of madness, but no one dared to tell him to his face.

Over the years, although he is still the same as before, his mother's career has improved to a higher level, his father has climbed another step, and his grandfather has retreated, but there are still many people who often ask him for guidance. I went to recuperate and avoided seeing.

So, the family dragged him forward with him who was unwilling to move any more, and dragged him to let others look up to him.

When he was 23 years old, he just graduated from university. His parents had a good discussion with him and asked him what he would do in the future. He didn't want to continue studying, and he didn't have that kind of thought in politics, although he suppressed his nature and was willing to entertain others. At that time, he was indeed a son from a political family, but it was hard to guarantee that he would not suddenly go crazy, and Cao Yiran felt too tired to start business, and wanted to "take a break" before doing it.

Cao's parents have nothing to do with him, so let him rest.

He didn't consider this plan for the future as a big deal, the Cao Yiran in his heart was still squatting in that muddy wasteland with no sunshine and weeping.