go with the wind

This is something that Cao Yiran mustered up great courage to make up his mind to discuss with Bai Shu.

Even if he wanted to tell Bai Shu about Li Xin before, he avoided it every time. He felt that he should no longer be a coward. He was just a coward, just to make Bai Shu who loved him and tolerated him sad.

He didn't wait for Bai Shu's answer. What Bai Shu's momentary silence made him feel was not hurt, but distressed. He reached out and held Bai Shu's hand, staring at him with dark eyes, and said, "I I know it's not fair to you, you gave me the pure you, but, I always let you down, Li Xin will give birth to my son, even if I don't want to have any relationship with her anymore, I will have a connection with her because of this child. I Before, I didn't want this baby. I hated being tied to this kid. He was going to drag me with someone else. I hated it. I still hate it now, but he is a life, and I understand now You can't simply abandon him. Even if he is born and doesn't have a sound family in the future, he still has the right to be born. He may not live happily in the future, but he should persevere and have his own life, maybe One day, he will meet some people and some things, he will be grateful to come into this world, just like me, I met you, how grateful I am to my parents for allowing me to come into this world, just meeting you It can offset all the unhappiness I felt before. I think, maybe he will be like this too. I can't abandon him. Bai Shu, I'm sorry, I want Li Xin's child."

Bai Shu's complicated thoughts settled down, and his thoughts became clear. He felt his despicableness. Before Cao Yiran was with him, a woman had his child, but after that, after Cao Yiran told him to avoid this When the incident happened, he also avoided it. He didn't make it clear to Cao Yiran. He knew Cao Yiran's struggle and pain, but he watched him sad and made the most tolerant gesture to let him suffer. The torment of the soul required him to learn a lesson; in fact, he hated that woman very much in his heart, but he had to take a gesture of compassion and acceptance. For the unborn child, thinking that it was a link between Cao Yiran and a strange woman, he would It's maddeningly uncomfortable, but you have to let yourself accept it.

Bai Shu never felt that he was so ugly, he closed his eyes in front of Cao Yiran, he didn't dare to meet Cao Yiran's bright and clear eyes.

Seeing Bai Shu like this, Cao Yiran thought he couldn't accept it, so he put his arms around his head and repeated in a low voice, "I'm sorry, Bai Shu, I'm sorry."

Bai Shu's voice was hoarse, and he said softly, "I'm the one who said I'm sorry. I was the one who brought you on this road. If it wasn't for me, you might have a good marriage with a woman, and you won't feel sad because of this."

Cao Yiran was a little panicked when he heard him say such a thing, and said, "How could you say that, without you, without you, I would not be where I am now. The thing I don't regret the most is that I met You, the luckiest and happiest thing for me is to be with you, how can you say such a thing."

Bai Shu raised his head, embraced Cao Yiran with his long arms, looked into his bright and dark eyes deeply, "I'm telling the truth—"

Cao Yiran interrupted him harshly, "I don't want to hear you say that."

Bai Shu held his head, kissed him hard on the lips, and said, "I want to say, you must listen to me."

Cao Yiran stared at him blankly, trying to turn his face away, but in the end he just said, "Then tell me."

Bai Shudao, "I'm telling the truth. I fell in love with you at the time and wanted you to be with me, so I knew it was not good for you, but I think you are stubborn and don't do things well with women. Think, like this, even if you are with me, I will not let you down."

Cao Yiran was not angry at what he said, but sad, and said, "I am not at the mercy of others. If you like me, you also want me to like you. It is my own choice to be with you. I want to be with you." I'm with you, and then I'm together, why do you take all the responsibility on you? Besides, what's the matter, even without you, I may not obediently marry a woman, even if Li Xin came to the door, I don't like her, and I won't be with her either. Why do you take my responsibility on you. "

Bai Shu hugged Cao Yiran tightly, "It's just because I'm afraid that you will be sad. I'm afraid that being with me is not your happiest way of life. I'm afraid that if you are with me, you will lose a lot."

Cao Yiran was deeply shaken by Bai Shu's words. He used to think that Bai Shu was indestructible and strong and brave, but now he realized that Bai Shu also felt sad and wavering just like him, and he felt sorry for him. so that his eyes became hot, his nose became sour, and he dared not speak.

Bai Shu continued, "If you want to be with me, you have to give up a lot of other things. I once said to myself, I must make you very happy with me, I must make you positive, and I must make you feel that I am the most Good choice……"

Cao Yiran buried his face in his shoulder, his voice almost choked up, "You are the best."

Bai Shu said, "I'm not. I know that when a woman is pregnant with your child, do you know how sad I am? I feel like I'm in a white and boundless empty island, and I can't go out by myself. You want I can't stand being married to other women, but even if you don't marry a woman, I'm still conflicted and sad that a woman wants to be associated with you because of a child. I'm so narrow-minded and selfish by nature , I'm not as good as you think at all." You obviously let someone have a child before dating me, but I just pretended to be generous, but I kept making you suffer from conscience.

Cao Yiran froze there, for some reason, tears fell, he didn't dare to raise his head, but the hot tears wet Bai Shu's shoulder, how could he not notice it.

Bai Shu's voice was also slightly choked up, "Don't be sad."

Cao Yiran sniffed, raised his head to look at Bai Shu, his eyes were red, "I didn't."

Bai Shu kissed his forehead, "I can indeed say that your child will be my child in the future, and I can love him as my own child in the future, but please give me time? We really cannot deprive him of The right to come into this world, we can't let him be unloved and happy growing up, but I need time to accept him."

Cao Yiran stared at him blankly, then nodded and said, "I love you."

Bai Shu didn't seem to be able to keep up with his jumping thinking, he was stunned for a moment, saw Cao Yiran looking at him eagerly, and said to him, "Bai Shu, I love you. You made my birth meaningful, And let me not regret it."

Bai Shu muttered stupidly, "But I'm not as good as you think."

Cao Yiran put his arms around his shoulders and kissed his lips, "I love your bad things too. I am very happy when you say these words. In fact, sometimes, when you get angry with me, I will listen. I can wash dishes, chop vegetables, wear ties, and work to earn money. I can make you think I am good enough. You are with me. You are really sorry for me, so you have to do it twice. I'm better. We'll be together in the future too, shall we?"

Bai Shu laughed at what he said, caressing his back, thinking, his Cao Yiran has grown up!

When Cao Yiran went to work on the first day, he naturally had to get up early. In order to support him, Bai Shu sent him home first, saw that he had cleaned himself up like a business elite, and then sent him to the company.

When Cao Yiran got off the car, he asked Bai Shu, "Can you rest today?"

Bai Shu said, "Standby stage."

Cao Yiran then patted him on the shoulder and said, "Go back to sleep and have a good rest. I'll contact you after get off work."

Bai Shu nodded with a smile, saw him entering the company building with his head held high and in good spirits, and then drove away.

Cao Yiran told Zhao Zhen yesterday that he was going to work as an assistant to the president in his company, so he made him call his president on the spot, saying that he would come to work today.

The president's surname is Yi, and he is quite famous, so he was poached by Zhao Zhen to take up this important position.He is a strict and serious person.

Even if Cao Yiran was Zhao Zhen's nephew, he probably couldn't get anything light from him.

Cao Yiran felt that he couldn't bear it on the first day. He couldn't bear the kind of thing that was pointed at his nose because he didn't do it well, but even if he couldn't bear it, he had to bear it. After all, it was his first day at work. If he had a conflict with his boss, then he would really lose face, and it would be difficult to explain to Bai Shu.

At noon, I went to Zhang Huan to have lunch with him. He treated guests. In the box in the company's western restaurant, Cao Yiran asked Zhang Huan about something he didn't understand in the morning. It was in Zhang Huan's ears, so he didn't hide it from him. When Zhang Huan explained it clearly to him, he nodded and thanked him.

Zhang Huan saw that he didn't know much about the company's products and many departments, and he did things as soon as he was smeared. Fortunately, he was smart, and he understood many things as soon as he thought about it. Otherwise, he didn't know how he would go on.

Zhang Huan then said kindly, "Let me give you a copy of the materials of each department. You can take a good look and ask me if you don't understand. It should be much better." In fact, these should be given to him by his superiors, but look The other party wanted to deliberately make things difficult for Cao Yiran, so he didn't give it, and of course he couldn't expose it, so he just said so.However, he felt that Cao Yiran might also understand that his boss was making things difficult for him, so he didn't ask his colleagues for advice.

Mr. Yi was very unhappy when Cao Yiran came under his command, and he almost got into an argument with Zhao Zhen. After taking over Cao Yiran, he deliberately wanted to kill him with arrogance. Seeing that he couldn't stand it and left, So many times, he intentionally made things difficult, but he didn't expect that although Cao Yiran was gnashing his teeth a lot of times, he still survived day by day, and after that, Yi Xing almost couldn't find his fault. He had to admit that he was indeed a talent, smart and eager to learn. , and learn everything in one go, and understand by analogy, in an orderly manner.

It seems that everything is going in a good direction. Li Xin's belly is getting bigger and bigger. She goes to the hospital for regular check-ups. According to the photo of the fetus, the baby is fully formed and is a lively and healthy baby.

And Bai Shu's resignation time has also been set. In addition to closing a case with him before, he also needs to sort out the handover affairs. He is about to retire from the career he loves, but even if he retires, he will not be idle. At that time, there were plenty of things for him to do at home, but he didn't want to inherit his father's business, but had his own ideas.

The incident happened when Li Xin went to the hospital for an examination again. Cao Yiran didn't accompany her at work, but he called to say hello. After less than three hours of talking with Li Xin, the nurse called , Said that Miss Li Xin was lost.

The author has something to say: Life is a journey, and there is never an end to the struggle.

When I went to bed at night, I thought I could finally escape to the port to rest, but I didn't expect to embark on a journey the next day, with both wind and rain.

Therefore, even on the battlefield, when you can enjoy the tranquility and warmth, you should enjoy it and don't think about those unhappy things, because you can never finish thinking about unhappy things. No matter what the situation is, there are still some.

Many people think that the latter part of this article has been fraught with the matter of Li Xin and the child, and feels that it has been abused. In fact, I don't feel it myself. I think Xiao Cao and Bai Shu have always been very warm.

In the background of abuse, every time we get along is a warm relationship and strong love. What could be better than this.

It's like having someone to protect you even on the battlefield. I don't think there is anything better than this in the world.

So, I think those who find the tone of the rest of this article to be abusive don't have to think so.

In addition, the episode must be the warm relationship between the two of them.

It's just that I didn't expect so many people to want Zhou's father to appear on the stage. I always thought he was an unpopular villain. Then, I'll think about his side story.